After Bian Zhiwen finished speaking, he took out a folded letter from his pocket and handed it to Zhang Liuliang, and then he went upstairs without saying anything.

It's just that his back is very decadent at this time, like a defeated soldier, without the slightest loss of his previous domineering, this blow is too big for him, and the heart of silence is greater than death!

Zhang Liuliang sat on the sofa alone, but he didn't know whether to open the letter left by Bian Wen, he was afraid that he would think of the lovely girl when he saw it, the girl who was gentle with himself but not gentle with others.

But Zhang Liuliang wanted to confirm the reason why Bian Wen committed suicide, whether it was really as she guessed, she wanted to withdraw herself from this catastrophe through suicide, and her suicide was to save herself?

Zhang Liuliang finally opened the letter, but the more he looked at it, the more he felt so heavy.

Bian Wen wrote:

Liuliang, forgive me for saying goodbye to you in this way, I really don't know how to stop this conspiracy, so I chose to leave this world! When you read this epistle, I was already in another world.

Saying goodbye seems like the first time in my life to me, and I don't know if you will blame me if I say goodbye to you like this.

I still remember the first time I met you, I thought you were so cute, a very silly boy. I was tricked by me to help me owe a book for a long time, and at that time I was actually in a bad mood, I just broke off the relationship with the man of Chen Shimei, but I was played by my best friend, in fact, I should thank you for helping me get back face.

I remember you always liked to go to the library and read books, so I tried to run myself to that place, even though you didn't notice me every time, I was always there.

It's the saying that I look at you from behind, watch you read, watch you take notes.

I listened to your speech at the opening ceremony word for word, I think you were high-spirited at that time, although I am not the kind of woman who fell in love at first sight, but after contact with you, I suddenly became a little shy about me who had shining eyes that day, it turned out that some people were ten thousand years old at a glance.

Later, the two of us became friends, and you call me your Chicken Soup for the Soul friend.

I learned about the story between you and the three women, and I think you were the most real you at that time, and it was pure and unreasonable.

At that time, I wanted to tell you how much I wanted to participate in the performance and be a woman who silently likes you behind her back, but I know that maybe I can only be a woman who silently likes you, because your she loves you, and you love your her.

I took you to my house and asked you to be my personal bodyguard, in fact, I was shy that day, although I had been playing the Lianlian game on my phone, in fact, I was more nervous than ever.

The women you meet, whether it's Xia Xiaoxuan, Chu Xia, or Wan Ruo, I know that you actually don't know how to deal with the relationship with them.

If you want me to say, you may not love Wanruo, maybe just pity, because you are afraid that she will love too much.

After I figured this out, I felt that I was far from Wan Ruo.

In fact, I know that you can't forget the early summer in your heart, and even the later Xia Xiaoxuan, you are looking for the shadow of early summer.

The early summer has too much influence on you, just as first love can affect a man for a lifetime, you love her but you have to watch her be happy.

Every time I plucked up the courage to tell you that I actually liked you, I immediately dismissed my thoughts because I didn't want to break this delicate relationship between us.

I think it's a great deal to have someone I like as my bodyguard.

I sometimes wonder if I have to be planted on you for the rest of my life, but the more I think about it, the more I don't understand myself.

My roommate and classmate Yang Mengmeng is a very rational person, she said when she chatted with me that Zhang Liuliang, if you fall in love, you can only be a moth to a fire.

I was silent after listening to it, but I made a big decision in my heart.

Even if it's to put out a fire, I'm going to be a moth that can only spark.

Later, you have been busy, training sports students with that beautiful teacher Gan Miaogan.

Every time I see you eating with her, I feel inexplicably sentimental, how good it would be if I was willing to do so, even if I don't have that kind of relationship with you, as long as I can be together every day and look at you up close.

It's a pity that I've been watching, but you've never noticed.

It's late autumn, and every time I see you from afar, I think you look so haggard, haven't you slept well or have been busy?

I remember that time when I made you breakfast in my house and slept in the same bed as you.

I was shy at the time, but I thought I was happy.

If time could be reversed like an edited movie, then I could have stayed a little longer, and I could have stayed close to you a little longer, looking at your long eyelashes, touching your tall nose, tickling you and calling you to get up.

However, this may only be my imagination.

It's been months since I've known you, and I've been trying to control myself not to think about you, but missing this kind of thing is really not something that can be controlled, missing is like a long silk thread, but it can't be pulled out.

Sometimes I'll sit alone in the library, and not far away is your bodyguard, Uncle Uncle, who will come over to me and talk to me every time he sees me sad.

Although he looks scary, he is a good person.

He told me a story about a man and a couple of men plus a couple of women.

He said that there is a man who is actually very tired and tired, carrying too many things, with his father's halo, his mother's halo, and many people to wear his halo, but he is only nineteen years old, and he should be taking his parents' living expenses to study knowledge in college, but he has to lead his team to fight and fight. This man is you, and Uncle Jiang also said something meaningful.

Uncle Jiang said that if you want to be a woman behind a successful man, you have to learn to wait and wait.

I listened to this sentence at the time, but I still asked Uncle Jiang, and I said, Uncle Jiang, how long do I have to wait?

Uncle Jiang said that companionship is the final winner!

This is what Uncle Jiang said seriously, and I think it makes a lot of sense. Because companionship is a very certain factor in the equation of love, it is not a variable, nor is it a variable factor, but a very certain factor that exists there.

At that time, I figured out a lot of things, I want to accompany you, I want to wait for you, just like Wan Ruo waits for you, and finally I can enter your heart and occupy your heart.

(Today's 10,000-word update has been sent, continue to walk the violent mode in June, Happy Children's Day, may all friends be young, back to childhood, happy like flowers.) ）