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Downstairs to Xiaoxin's house, I thought that she hadn't eaten for a day, so I bought some food by the way, and brought her up directly, to the door of her house, I knocked on the door, for a long time, the door opened, Xiaoxin was a little weak and stood in front of me, her face was pale, her lips were bursting, the dark circles under her eyes were unusually serious, she squinted, swayed from side to side a few times, and felt like she was going to fall, I walked in and helped her, and then she touched her head, and said weakly: "I'm fine, I'll be fine in a while." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Xiaoxin turned her head, and I suddenly noticed that her hair was faintly white.

I sighed and put the food I was carrying on the table: "I haven't eaten for a day, don't you, eat some, otherwise my body won't be able to stand it." ”

Xiaoxin didn't pay attention to my stubble at all, and asked directly: "Mengmeng, Mengmeng, have you buried her?" ”

"Burn her to ashes." I'm pretty straightforward, too.

"What?" Xiaoxin stood up suddenly, and then fell down directly, she shook her head twice, and then she began to bend over and retch, after all, she hadn't eaten for a day, she couldn't vomit anything at all, and looking at her appearance, I guess she didn't even drink a sip of water.

I patted her on the back and looked at her, "Can you eat?" Eat as much as you can, or you'll die here. ”

Xiaoxin still kept retching, I sighed, I didn't know what to say, after all, I still don't know how to take care of people, you have to say let me buy some water and food, it's okay, if it's really uncomfortable, I can only send her to the hospital.

"If it's very uncomfortable, go to the hospital, and I'll take you to see it now."

Xiaoxin shook her head: "I won't go to the hospital, just rest and rest, it's okay, I don't mean anything else to let you come today, I just want to ask Mengmeng's situation, hehe, you are so ruthless, you can do anything to a girl, are you still human?" You're all beasts, a bunch of fleshless people! ”

"It's okay what you say, I'm too lazy to quarrel with you, I don't think it's useless, you can scold if you like, you can do whatever you like, I'll just watch from the side."

"Ahh Xiaoxin screamed suddenly, and then slapped it over, I threw it sideways, and the slap directly slapped my chin, I felt a tingling pain, but the pain was not too bad, and then I touched it, and there was some blood, and it was not a big problem.

"Are you crazy?" I looked at Xiao Xin, whose eyes were blood-red, and frowned.

"I'm not crazy! It's you who are crazy! In a frenzy! Why did you want to kill her! Why are you! Will you be willing to kill your brother if I kill you! Although she did something sorry for Dunzi, she didn't kill him! But why do you ...... Why did you kill her! Why? Why in front of me? ”

I smiled hehehe: "If I wanted to kill her, I would have done it a long time ago, what are you thinking about in your head?" Have you forgotten that she committed suicide by hitting the wall? Do you think you have the time and opportunity to stop it? ”

"If it weren't for you torturing her so much! Will she kill herself? Will she be like this! It's all your fault in the end! I hate you, I hate all of you! I've only had two sisters in my life! I don't have anything else! Saying that, Xiaoxin suddenly cried, "As soon as I close my eyes now, it's a picture of me with Mengmeng and Summer, I can't forget it, what should I do!" Great heavens! Can you give her back to me? I beg you. ”

"Don't talk crazy, everything that happened has already happened, it's impossible if you want to go back in time, don't mention the little fat man's thing, you will forget it slowly."

"I can't forget...... I want to die now! Xiaoxin lay on my chest and cried bitterly.

I'm helpless.,Why do you have to cry and why do you have to make trouble?,I'm suddenly a little annoyed with this feeling now.,And I'm afraid of girls crying and hypocrisy.,And the little face is also here.,I feel a little resistant to Xiaoxin from the inside.,I don't know why I feel this way.,Maybe I'm a bastard.。

Snot and tears wiped my body, I didn't say anything, and when she finished crying, I smiled: "Cry enough, eat when you cry enough, and sleep when you want to sleep after eating." ”

"Do you want to go?" Xiaoxin asked.

"Nope." I had to be duplicitous, okay, I admit that I treat Xiaoxin, and my heart is still quite soft, because I owe her, I can't help it.

"Then you keep urging me to eat, sleep, eat and sleep, don't that mean you want to leave early, it's okay, I can leave if I want, I can eat and live by myself." Xiaoxin sniffed twice and looked at me with teary eyes, "Really." ”

"I know it's true, it's not a three-year-old hairy child, I mean to let you eat quickly, otherwise you won't be uncomfortable and die if you haven't eaten for a day, and then you want to sleep and then sleep, and stay if you don't want to sleep."

"Then if I eat it, you can stay with me a little longer?"

I gritted my teeth, "Yes." ”

"Good ......"

After Xiaoxin finished speaking, she began to eat the food on the table, one bite after another, and stuffed her mouth.

"You eat slowly, and no one will rob you."

Xiaoxin said something vaguely, and I didn't hear it clearly, but it was still quite difficult to see her swallow such a big mouthful, so I got up and went to get her a glass of water, and she gasped a few times after drinking.

I suddenly became happy: "Eating a meal can make you tired like this, what else do you think you can do?" ”

"I'm dizzy and nauseous, I'm afraid I'll vomit it after eating a small bite......" Xiaoxin looked very bad, and then she began to stuff it into her mouth again.

"That's because you don't have anything in your stomach that makes you sick, and it's good to wait until you're full, and if it's not good, you should go to the hospital."

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After eating, Xiaoxin lay on the sofa and looked better, I smoked a cigarette and sat next to her, watching the 21-inch TV opposite, watching with relish.

"Boring?" Xiaoxin asked.

"What can I do if I'm bored?"

"Which room has a computer, but it is estimated that there is no Internet, but there are still some small games, if you want to play, go there." Xiaoxin stretched out her hand and pointed.

"I'm not interested in computers right now, and I don't even drive them when I have them at home."

"Okay." Xiao Xin paused for a few seconds and said, "I don't want to stay here anymore, you, can you lend me some money?"

I paused: "Don't want to stay here anymore?" So where are you going? ”

"Qinhuangdao...... When I was a child, I remembered that my mother took me to it once, where the air was really good, and I could see the stars every night, and Beidaihe, where I felt was so beautiful, so I wanted to go where to live a new life by myself, here, there are too many painful memories of me, I really don't want to stay any longer. ”

I didn't speak, Xiaoxin continued: "Datian, if you are willing to be with me again now, then we can live well, if you don't want to, I will go to Qinhuangdao to find a partner, anyway, the people there don't know my past and don't know what happened to me, I think I will eventually find someone who loves me." ”

I added a sentence for her: "By the way, it's still the person you love." ”

Xiaoxin smiled and shook her head: "My heart is dead, I won't love people anymore, find someone who loves me, I'll be content, I don't need him to love me much, how handsome, tall and rich he is, just a normal person, just know that I feel sorry for me, be honest, don't mess with flowers and grass, mature ......"

I can do this, in fact, she doesn't live here, it's not a bad thing, it's just that she's a girl, going to another place alone, can she take care of herself? But on the other hand, she used to take care of herself and her grandfather by herself, and she got through it, what else could she not experience?

"How much do you want to borrow." I looked at her.

"10,000 yuan is enough...... I need to settle down, don't worry, I will definitely pay you back. ”

"What, I owe you." I nodded, "Tell me the card number, and I'll call you later." ”

"You promised so much, do you especially want me to get out of here and out of your sight?" Xiaoxin smiled at me.

I nodded suddenly: "Well, it's a good choice to leave here, and I support you." ”

"Really...... I think it's a good choice. Xiao Xin's eyes suddenly felt a little desperate, then closed her eyes and spoke: "When I leave, can you come to the station to see me off?" ”

"Definitely, I'll be there with a phone call." I smiled.

"Soon, soon, I'm going to leave here, although there are too many painful things for me here, but there are also many unforgettable stories, I decided for a long time before I told you, I didn't expect you to promise so resolutely."

"Your decision, I am not qualified to change, so I can only support you, besides, your decision is good, here you will think of a lot of unhappy things, change a place, change a mood, and start your new story, it's good."

"That's how I feel, too." We both met and smiled.

Then, I asked for Xiaoxin's bank card number, went to the bank, transferred 500,000 yuan to her card, then smiled, and returned to Xiaoxin's home.

"The money went through."

"It's only 10,000 yuan, it's better to take it out and give it to me directly, and I want a card number, it's really hard to ......" Xiaoxin stuck out her tongue.

"It's not safe to hold it in your hand, it's better to put it in your bank card, okay, I should go back, I still have some things, if you have anything else, just make a call, I'll rush over immediately, and tell me when I leave."

Xiaoxin nodded......

In fact, Xiaoxin bought a ticket and left the next day, and she didn't tell me, nor did she ask me to send her, until about a month later, I found out that she had left, went to her house, and saw a letter she left for me on the coffee table......

Of course, later, we have to talk about it later.