Chapter 139: In this life, is it okay for me to chase you?
The corners of his mouth pouted with a faint curvature, Zhigu looked at me, ignored my refusal, came over and took my hand, pulled me to the bed in the room, and said, "Your spiritual power has just recovered, lie down and rest first, and then get up again when the spiritual energy is completely integrated with your muscles and veins." ”
As he spoke, Nokuya let go of my hand again, and bent down to spread out the quilt, watching his movements, I only felt that if anyone married him in the future, he would definitely live a very happy life.
After a while, the quilt was neatly spread, and Zhigu stood up straight, turned around, looked down at my eyes slightly, looked at me, and said softly: "Okay, you hurry up and rest, I'll go get something to eat, and I'll call you when it's ready." ”
Na Na nodded, looking at the back of the valley going out, I felt a sudden panic in my heart, the lingering shadow in the mind of the previous life in the mouth of the valley, the indifferent eyes of the ancient mountain, the gentle and concerned eyes of the valley, what happened in the previous life?
Zhigu said, I loved him very much in my previous life, but why did the emotions in my memory tell me that I loved Furuyama in my previous life?
Love, hate, entanglement, is what the valley said true? And that's not true? What is his purpose in approaching me?
Ancient mountains?
Thinking of his indifferent, as if he didn't care much about anything when he met, the emotions that were exactly the same as those in illusory memories, did he really love me?
Or, did he really love me in his previous life? "One", "Ben", "Read" novels ybdu
Thinking about it, the sadness that lingered in my memory floated from the deepest part of my heart like a bubble, long, endless, waiting, inexplicably, I felt the helplessness and bitterness mixed with that sadness.
Shaking my head, I looked at the closed door, then looked down at the neatly laid bed, and my heart became more and more hesitant・・・・・・
At this moment, I felt like a duckweed, rootless and powerless, and could only be passively swept away by the flowing water.
Sighing again, I gently took off my shoes and went to bed, I was already sleepy, the Valley of Talents has transitioned a lot of foreign spiritual power to me, I need to take a good rest, and integrate these spiritual powers.
Lying on the bed, drowsiness invaded a little bit, but in my mind, I still kept thinking one by one, if I really loved Gushan in my previous life, but Gushan didn't love me, in this life, is it really okay for me to follow him like this?
If that's the case, this time, shouldn't I stay away from him early, stop falling in love with him again, and stop falling into the sadness of not being able to love, the sadness of long, endless waiting・・・・・・
I don't know when, I fell asleep, and when I woke up, the bright sky had already darkened, this sleep, actually slept for a whole day, thinking about it, I can't help but feel a little ashamed.
I got up and tidied up, I looked at the door that was still tightly closed, a faint emotion crossed my heart, and I sighed silently, I shook my head imperceptibly, and walked towards the door.
At this moment, I was suddenly not so anxious to leave, the indifference of the ancient mountain, I did not only feel it in that illusory memory, in the day after the encounter, almost all the time, I could feel the indifference from him, as if no one could walk into his world.
Thinking about it, I can't help but think of the scene when he handed me over to the owner of the tea shop to pay off the debt, and I still remember that the back of his departure was as elegant, leisurely, and comfortable as ever, as if he had always been like that, walking alone in this world, as if he had never had such a companion as me.
As soon as I opened the door, the first thing I saw was the back of Zhigu alone, sitting alone on the stone table in front of the room, and at a glance, I felt the boundless loneliness that flowed around Zhiya.
Xu heard the sound of the door opening, and as soon as I lifted my feet, Zhigu turned around and looked at me with a smile, the whole person was as warm as jade, like a spring breeze, as if the lonely man had never appeared, and said in a smiling voice: "Up?" ”
My heart paused slightly, at this moment, facing the eyes of the valley, although I was still a little uncomfortable, but I no longer wanted to be as repulsed as before, although I was also uncomfortable, but I was a little curious, the woman in his mouth, the woman who had been hurt by him, would that woman really be me?
Secretly suppressing the discomfort in my heart, I watched him hook the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing a faint smile, and at the same time walked towards him and said, "What were you thinking just now?" ”
Looking at me, Zhigu was a little stunned, obviously a little surprised by my sudden change, but it was only for a moment, then he smiled again, looked at me and said softly: "I just gave you some chicken soup, and I didn't call you when I saw that you didn't wake up." ”
I feel the way, at this moment, Zhigu is smiling very happily, it is happy from the heart, and even when he speaks, he is smiling, but my heart is slightly blocked, and I can't help but feel a little annoyed, although I no longer reject him as before, but I feel that I don't like him now, and I don't like the feelings he imposed, or the one in his mouth, the feelings of the previous life.
In the future, I don't know if I will like him, but I know that before figuring out the affairs of Gushan, I don't want to hand over my feelings at will.
"Ah Gu, you know, I don't remember everything in my previous life, too" Looking at the valley, I didn't say any more, sometimes, there are some things that don't need to be said too directly, as long as he is willing to believe, he understands.
Hearing this, a touch of loss crossed the bottom of the valley's eyes, that emotion came and went quickly, if I hadn't been looking at his eyes, I would never have found it.
With a faint smile, Zhigu looked at me, his voice was soft but very firm, and said: "I know, the previous life has become the cloud of the past, last time, you chased me, this time, Hua'er," said, Zhigu looked down at me, looking forward to your voice and said: "Hua'er, in this life, is it okay for me to chase you?" ”
Painting, in this life, will I chase you? Listening to this sentence, I inexplicably remembered Gu Shan's indifferent eyes, if I ・・・・・・ in my heart, I shook my head fiercely, threw those messy things out of my mind, and looked at the valley, but I didn't know what to say.
"You ・・・・・・"
In a flash of gloom, Zhigu stretched out his hand to hold my hand, but was discovered by my sharp eyes, and moved his hand without a trace, trying to avoid it, but unexpectedly, Zhigu ignored my avoidance, held my hand strongly, pulled me to sit down in front of the stone table, and said: "Hua'er, I borrowed the kitchen of the prince's mansion to stew a bowl of chicken soup for you, and I have been warming it with spiritual power, you come and taste it." ”