Chapter 474 [Forgive but Don't Acknowledge]

The wind blew and her hair was messy, Yang Yi stroked her back and suddenly stopped.

"Let's go." Yang Yi smiled.

"But I'm ...... "At an altitude of several thousand meters, she can't fly, how can she go?"

"Take my hand and trust me." Yang Yi raised her head and smiled softly. Overcoming her fear requires a lot of distraction, which can make her face the matter more calmly.

Wang Xueqing has always trusted Yang Yi very much since He Xuan's incident, looking at his gentle gaze, she mustered up her courage, let go of the hand she was holding him, and her foot fell gently.

She took his hand and took a step away from him, obviously in the air, but it felt very steady.

She looked at Yang Yi in amazement.

"I transferred my energy to you, which means that I support you." Yang Yi smiled and said, "Walk around the air, breathe in the cold air in the sky, calm down, I will face this matter with you, just like now, I will not let go of your hand." ”

Wang Xueqing looked at the small but gorgeous city in the distance, and then looked at her feet, a little dizzy, the complex emotions in her mind gradually disappeared, and her attention was more focused on her feet.

She nodded, believing Yang Yi's words.

The two of them walked in the air at a height of a thousand meters, quiet and lonely, perfect for a place to think.

Yang Yi said: "This incident does have a greater impression on my mother, after all, that is the man she used to be, but he is undoubtedly a person you need to face, what do you think?" I believe that you care about whether you have a father or not, and I believe that you must have reserved a place for him in your heart, but it has been too long, and you have already talked about the blockade of this place. No more contact, not even yourself. That will make your heart ache. But now that he's gone, ...... I think you should still face him. Don't talk about him, I think you should also face your own heart. ”

Wang Xueqing looked into the distance and couldn't think, so after walking a long, long way, she said: "I don't know how to face my heart, I really don't know." It is an indisputable fact that he abandoned my mother and me, and it has never appeared in my more than 20 years of life, and I have no impression of him, some are just fantasies when I was very young. I don't even know if he matters to me or not. ”

"Putting aside everything, even his irresponsible behavior of abandoning his wife, do you have a desire in your heart to have a father?" Yang Yi asked.

Wang Xueqing didn't answer immediately, and shook her head after a while, "I don't know." Because I have never felt my father's care, I only imagined it when I was a child, so I don't know what my father means to me, I am no longer a little girl, I don't need my father's hug. I've been living on my own for so long, and I don't need my father's help, so I don't know what the existence of this father means to me, but it's just a nominal father or not, whether it's really important I don't know. ”

Confusion is her biggest problem now.

Yang Yi sighed. Gripping her hand tightly.

This feeling, he can understand.

If a pair of middle-aged men and women stood up and told him that they were his parents at this time, Yang Yi himself didn't know how to deal with it. Inside, he was still confused, because he had been living alone for a long time. Father and mother have become meaningless titles for him, and he can live without them.

Wang Xueqing is facing the same problem now.

But...... Yang Yi also understood. Sometimes even just a title can make people feel that their lives are complete.

In the past 20 years, she has only one mother, and having a father, even if it is only a nominal father, the meaning to her is different.

It may have been lacking, but if it is, it will be complete in the future.

Yang Yi said: "Girl, you once longed to have a father, and now, do you really want to have a father in your heart?" ”

Wang Xueqing glanced at Yang Yi and said, "Husband, do you want me to forgive him?" ”

Yang Yi shrugged his shoulders and smiled: "I despise a man who abandons his wife as much as you do, but I hope that my woman does not have any knots in her heart, and I think this is how she can be truly happy." I respect your choice, but as your man, I want you to make a choice that makes you truly happy, if a person has hatred in her heart forever, she will not be happy, and I want my woman to be truly happy. ”

"......" Wang Xueqing was silent.

She is unwilling to face her true heart, because choosing to forgive a person who hurts herself and her mother requires her to pay too much courage and perseverance, she is kind, but she can't turn a blind eye to the hard life of their mother and daughter for more than 20 years, she is kind, and she still has heartache that she can't let go.

But Yang Yi's words are not wrong, and it is not a way to continue like this.

No matter how deeply she hid this matter, it was a pain in her heart that she could not forget, and it was not what she wanted to live with this pain forever.

Last night she and Xiangyi and Zheng Wanru chatted together for a long, long day, most of the topics were about their beloved man, Zheng Wanru told her about her own heart knot, she was far from being as happy as she is now, because she felt deeply remorseful about her mother's death, but Yang Yi helped her resolve this knot, and since then she has slowly felt the real life, and she can really feel life with all her heart.

She knew that if she couldn't untie the knot, she would be the same as Zheng Wanru in the past, and in fact, she was indeed like this now, she was gentle and shy and even a little timid, and this was not caused by the pain in her heart.

There are some things, no matter how deep they are hidden, knowing is knowing, and if you can't let go, your heart will not be able to relax.

She is very happy to have Yang Yi with her, but ...... It is true that the light of happiness cannot illuminate every corner of her heart, because a certain place is closed by her.

"Husband, does it really make sense for me to choose to forgive him?" Wang Xueqing said as if talking to herself: "What if I forgive him? I am more concerned about my mother's happiness now, he already has a family, and it is impossible to give my mother happiness anymore. Accepting his amends will only make my mother live in deeper pain, and since there is no longer possible contact, does it really matter that I choose to forgive him? ”

"Important." Yang Yi said: "No matter whether he can bring happiness to our mother, whether you can forgive him or not means whether the stone in your heart can be put down." Even if you end up with nothing, you let go of the painful memories of the past, and for you, this is the real beginning, rather than continuing to live with the illusions and pain of the past. ”

Wang Xueqing stopped, she looked at Yang Yi deeply and threw herself into his arms.

This is the man of his own.

It's good to have him here.

The warm light gradually shone into the deepest corner of her heart, her face became struggling, and Yang Yi's ears seemed to hear the sound of breaking chains.

"I believe that you will be able to make your own choice, wife." In the face of this kind of thing, a woman needs a lot of courage to be relieved, so he hugged her tightly and gave her his share of support.

Yang Yi is very ruthless, so he has never hated people, and if he has any hatred, he will usually solve it directly, and he will not put hatred in his heart, because he knows that hating a person is also painful, and he is already unhappy because he continues to be unhappy, this is to torture himself with other people's faults, why bother.

Wang Xueqing's body suddenly softened, and the whole person leaned on Yang Yi weakly.

Yang Yi smiled.

He heard the sound of the shackles in his heart breaking.

Wang Xueqing raised her head, looked at him, and said, "I choose to forgive him." ”

Yang Yi smiled and kissed her on the forehead, "I knew that my wife would definitely make the right choice." ”

"I don't know if it's the right choice, but I trust the man I love." This choice was induced by him step by step, and under his guidance she had the courage to make such a choice, so she said: "I choose to forgive him, but I don't want to recognize him as a father." ”

Yang Yi was stunned for a moment.

Wang Xueqing left his embrace, took his hand and walked in the air, and said softly: "He already has his own family and his own life, he is destined to be a passerby for me and my mother, in this case, why should I gain and lose!?" Forgive him, just let him leave my heart, and we won't meet again in real life anyway. Husband, what do you say? ”

Yang Yi saw her smile, saw her relieved, and at the same time saw the pain that still remained in her heart.

Relief is only partial, she still can't face her heart more deeply, her heart is obviously longing for the role of a father, even if it's just a title, it will make her feel the integrity of her life.

But......

Yang Yi can't say anything, she is right, he already has a family, he can't reside in their lives, since he is destined to be a passerby, recognizing him as a father is equivalent to losing it again, rather than this, it is better not to.

What a strong girl, and it's very, very remarkable that she was able to make such a decision.

Yang Yi held her hand tightly and said with a smile: "I support my wife's decision." ”

"Thank you husband for always supporting me by my side." Wang Xueqing looked at him with a smile, lucky to meet him.

Yang Yi knocked on her head, "Who made you my wife, for your own woman, of course, you have to pay with all your heart." Having said that, I've become more and more accustomed to calling my husband these two days. ”

"Because everyone calls it that, last night when we talked about you for two days, you were all called husbands, and I was also driven, so it's just like them, it's called like that. Why? If you don't want me to call you that, forget it, Yang Yi Yang Yi Yang Yi. Wang Xueqing said with a smile.

Even though there is still pain in my heart, I am obviously more relaxed after being relieved. (To be continued......)