Chapter 51: Destiny
Returning from the array in the orchid forest at night, Qin Jing saw Zhulu by the palace, as if waiting for someone, Qin Jing didn't think she was waiting for herself, so she said hello and prepared to eat, she also had to refine the pill at night, in addition to alchemy, she also had to understand the inheritance of the sage, and she was busy. But as soon as she finished saying hello and was about to cross the threshold, she saw Zhu Lu coming over to stop her, Qin Jing was surprised, looked at Zhu Lu, and thought to herself: "Sister Zhu Lu, is there something wrong?" ”
"Qin Jing, although I ...... But ......, tsk, forget it, you just be careful. Zhulu is now in a state where she can't see Qin Jing's good, and she can't get past the level in her heart, she really thinks that she can watch Qin Jing be unlucky, but she will actually feel uneasy. Dong Qiushao couldn't listen to anything, she was bent on dealing with Qin Jing, Zhulu was very contradictory, and she wanted her to say that Dong Qiushao succeeded, but as soon as her excitement passed, she felt that her heart was floating up and down, which was very wrong.
After thinking about it, Zhulu still decided to give Qin Jing a warning, she thought that maybe if she could get by, she could continue to watch Qin Jing's bad luck with a cold eye. Sure enough, it felt much better when she said it, as for what Qin Jing would think nonsense, Zhulu glanced at Qin Jing who was staring at her with wide eyes...... Well, she doesn't care.
Watching Zhu Lu walk away in front of her, Qin Jing turned from initial doubt to shock, and his mind was full of "Since you have opened your mouth, do you dare to explain it before leaving". Qin Jing retracted his gaze, frowned and walked in, and after eating and resting for a while, he went to the Danfang to refine the Dan, and it was almost ten o'clock in the evening after refining the Dan, and the little uncle was waiting for her in the small garden to participate in the inheritance of the saints. When Qin Jing passed, he found that Dong Qiushao was also there: "Little uncle." Senior Sister Dong. ”
"Senior Sister Qin." Dong Qiushao still had a three-point smile on his face, and it didn't look like he was going to "ruin" Qin Jing's attitude at all, but it seemed like he wanted to open it and stop targeting Qin Jing.
Qin Jing didn't pay much attention to Dong Qiushao, and patronized to see the look on Shen Changjun's face, after Dong Qiushao retreated, Qin Jingcai sat cross-legged in front of Shen Changjun and said, "Little uncle, what's wrong with you?" ”
"If you receive favor, how to repay it? It's what you do to report it. Or will it be rewarded by the wishes of the Giver? "Shen Changjun has always been the way to repay the latter, to be precise, he was not only favored by the car back then, but also inherited by the avenue. Both emotionally and spiritually. He must never forget to return it.
"The latter. Since it's a blessing, you can't still buy and sell it again. Qin Jing knew that he was talking about Dong Qiushao, and Uncle Xiao was probably also entangled. Let's do what my old lover wants. Qin Jing felt that Uncle Xiao couldn't accept Dong Qiushao's emotions now, probably because Dong Qiushao couldn't reach the level of his previous life, it was said that the Heavenly Master of Scattered Wealth was a female cultivator whose personal charm broke through the sky, "Uncle Xiao, people grow up day by day, and no one is born with a graceful demeanor and outstanding character. ”
However, Uncle Xiao didn't even love that graceful and outstanding temperament, in fact, Shen Changjun should ask Qin Jing bluntly and clearly, "If you have to repay it with affection, or not, first explain that this is still a matter of Dao cultivation", in that case, Qin Jing would probably understand why Shen Changjun had such a colorful expression on his face.
At this point, Shen Changjun didn't know whether to explain whether he should explain that it was Binghe Immortal Venerable who had a relationship with Dong Qiushao in his previous life, but a bastard like Binghe Immortal Venerable had suffered losses in his previous life, and Dong Qiushao would have to eat it again in this life? If it weren't for the virtue of Binghe Immortal Venerable, Shen Changjun would have already explained everything to Dong Qiushao, not to mention that he had already explained to Dong Qiushao that he couldn't repay the favor before. Binghe Immortal Venerable is now waiting for Dong Qiushao to throw himself into the net in Wuying Mountain, can he still push people there, this grace...... It's going to get harder and harder.
At the beginning, Shen Changjun was very willing, and his heart was even full of all kinds of warmth, but Dong Qiushao was like this, which really made people unable to miss the old feelings. Shen Changjun sighed lightly and said to Qin Jing: "Of course, people grow day by day, but they can't ask everyone in the world to give her time to grow up slowly, but forget all the beginnings of her growth, and only remember the sun and moon after she grew up." ”
Qin Jing: Then why don't you look at it first, and then you go when she grows into the sun and moon, then you will definitely be able to love each other happily at that time. But isn't this too scummy, love one person, isn't it love all, even the advantages and disadvantages of disgusting people's little habits are accepted one by one?
Qin Jing has not been in love before, but it is more like confirming the relationship and promising each other and then playing happily together, it was indeed very pleasant at that time, after all, she was still young at that time, and this kind of love was enough to make her happy. But she only has such an ignorant love experience, and modern life has not given her the opportunity and time to truly form a mature self-concept of love, so she is still so ignorant, only acting on instinct, to love someone, or more precisely, to like someone.
It is a bit embarrassing for her to talk about emotional things to a person who already has a mature self-love concept, her IQ and EQ, she can only open her eyes, but she can look at Shen Changjun in ignorance and dizziness: "Don't you like people like him?" ”
"For me, this is not the case, love can tolerate right and wrong, but it does not erase the line between right and wrong."
Qin Jing: For ...... Why do you suddenly talk about this, shouldn't you talk to your teacher about something like this, such as my master and the fourth uncle.
I always feel that it is very strange to talk about this kind of topic, Qin Jing thought about it, and felt that the little uncle would accompany her for everything, and even her going to return the relationship of others had been covering her, and now that the little uncle has emotional problems, even if she can't give people an answer, she can help with the details. There is a good saying, random punches can kill the master, ah...... Phew, the stones of other mountains can attack jade.
In the end, Qin Xiaojing successfully went back to the house to sleep in a daze, she didn't even know what she said, let alone what Uncle Xiao said, in short, it was a mysterious night. Back in the house, Qin Jing also pondered her concept of love, she was also a lot older, if she hadn't crossed over, she might have been full of children and grandchildren at this time.
"First of all, determine what love is, exactly what kind of love I want to receive and am willing to give?" Qin Jing decided to mature and find a definition for herself, after all, she was old enough to fall in love in the second spring of her life, if she hadn't come to practice, Qin Lao Niang would have married her to someone else's family to give birth to a monkey.
Qin Jing suddenly remembered a sentence, and she didn't know who said it to her - love is exclusive, the emotion that cannot be shared with others, and the emotion that does not allow noise.
And then there is another sentence - and marriage, if love is for two people, then marriage is for many people, when you think that you are just marrying the person you love, after marriage you will find that it is not only you who are united, but also your family, your social circle, and your present and future lives.
When he was young, Qin Jing liked the domineering and strong male protagonists in the novel, all of them had excellent family backgrounds, outstanding appearances, successful studies, and successful careers. She wanted a lover like that at that time, spoiled her and doted on her, until she was sweetened into a waffle drimmed with honey and decorated with cream and cherries, even now, Qin Xiaojing, who is full of girlish hearts, thinks that such a male protagonist is great, most women are eager to be spoiled in their bones, for Qin Xiaojing, it is good to spoil her like a mentally retarded person who can't take care of herself.
"Maybe it's because I've never been pampered like that, so I'm longing for it, right?" Qin Jing's voice suddenly lowered, and his mood turned sluggish, and he wanted to cry a little for some reason.
She has never been a hothouse, her family is ordinary, neither rich nor expensive, nor lack of food and clothing, her parents are also common, not very affectionate but also okay, not pampered by her, but also caring. But Qin Xiaojing was used to dreaming of being a princess when she was a child, little girl, how could she not want to be cared for in the palm of her hand, but her parents were busy, the school environment near her home was worrying, and the boarding school she attended, the princess dream or something, it was always just a dream. Later, I came to my senses and saw that I was no different from the people around me, so I learned to be relieved.
After the crossing, although the parents are different, they are also popular models, and Qin Jing's temper and personality have already been developed, and she has basically not changed much after the crossing.
However, Qin Jing pondered it carefully and felt that the kind of love that was domineering and monopolistic, and that even lovers were not allowed to look at others more was actually not what she obtained. She expects to be treated as a mentally retarded pet, but that kind of pet, as if even her independent personality will gradually be lost...... Weigh it up, it's better not to be spoiled like that.
"It's so profound, I don't even have a candidate, I wonder if this will be a little earlier?"
"It's not too early, Qin Xiaojing, wait for the candidate to think again, won't it be too late, don't fight an unprepared battle, you will suffer."
Zhi Ge: No, Xiao Ajing, you still haven't understood, you thought about this question because of Shen Changjun, if you were a different person, you wouldn't have pondered these things today. However, Xiao Ajing is really funny like this.
"Ah Jing."
"Well, Zhige, why did you suddenly pop up again?"
"What kind of person do you think you'll like?"
"Ah, yes, I'll have to decide what kind of person I like." Qin Jing realized.
Zhi Ge: No, no, I actually want to ask you what you think of Shen Changjun.
Qin Jing thought for a moment and decided to sleep first, which one do you love the most, maybe you will know when you meet it, doesn't it mean that love is a fateful encounter? Qin Xiaojing's heart was romantic and gentle, and she firmly believed that there would be people waiting to meet her destined in the far future.
Zhi Ge: She actually ignored the fact that she and Shen Changjun had a marriage contract, hmm, let's talk to Qin Jing about the marriage contract tomorrow, so as to save her from being trapped in the ...... I can't get out of the circle of mystery.
Regardless of whether the soft girl of its family wanted to love someone else, or Shen Changjun, Zhi Ge felt that as a spirit sword, it should support its master to pursue everything she wanted.
#这章少女心是不是满满的#
#你是不是也曾憧憬过天凉王破霸道总裁#
#公主梦有木有过#(To be continued......)