Chapter 140: Relief from worries

In the early morning of mid-January, the temperature plummeted to minus four degrees, and Park Shiyun wore a very thick dress and covered his hands from time to time, which was really cold.

When he arrived at the Han River Bridge, Park Shi-yoon could only walk to see Kim Tae-yeon. In the early morning, there was not much traffic on the Han River Bridge, but the wind was very strong, and the cold river breeze made Park Shiyun shiver fiercely.

In order to keep out the cold, Park Shiyun ran forward, and five minutes later he saw a dark figure lying on the railing of the bridge in the distance. If she is seen in the middle of the night, she will definitely be mistaken for wanting to commit suicide by jumping into the river.

Park Shi-yoon ran closer and saw Kim Tae-yeon looking at the river motionlessly, as if something was attracting her to the dark river.

"Hey, Aunt Jin is so late, it's such a cold day, why are you so interested, come to the bridge to blow the wind!" Park Se-yoon patted Kim Taeyeon on the shoulder, according to normal times, Kim Taeyeon would definitely be frightened and jumped, and then pounced on Park Se-yoon with long teeth and claws, but as a result, Kim Taeyeon remained motionless, as if he didn't notice.

Park Shi-yoon leaned on the railing in confusion, and by the dim street lamp, he saw Kim Tae-yeon's eyes were red, and the bloodshot like a spider's web was covered on her black and white eyes.

"Hey, are you alright? I'm so worried about your state, didn't you call me to say my last words to me and jump off, right? Park Shiyun said.

Kim Taeyeon finally reacted, she snorted and turned her head to give Park Shiyoon a blank look.

"Ah, Aunt Jin, aren't you cold?" When Kim Taeyeon turned around, Park Shi-yoon saw that she was only wearing a coat, and inside was a thin dress, and the cold river wind blew on her delicate neck. It became red.

Park Shiyoon untied his scarf and wrapped it around Kim Tae-yeon's neck. He muttered to himself, "The scarf you wore last time hasn't been changed to me." Today is another one, remember to change it to me, this is the third one! ”

Park Ji-yeon has one, Kim Taeyeon is the second, Park Shi-yoon feels that his scarf is really not enough, and he will have one less after a while.

A wave of warmth immediately enveloped Kim Taeyeon. She glanced at Park Shiyun, although Park Shiyun usually laughs in front of him like a big boy without scheming, but when he is careful, he can melt a woman's heart.

"Okay, ouch. It's so cold! Park Shi-yoon raised the collar of his coat and lacked a scarf, and Park Shi-yoon finally realized the feeling of Kim Tae-yeon's neck being blown by the cold wind on the bridge just now, and he said, "Ah, do you have a mild masochistic tendency!" ”

"A big man is still afraid of the cold, isn't it a shame!" Kim Taeyeon finally spoke.

Park Shiyun shrunk his neck and said, "I haven't seen you for a few days, I thought you were dumb, let me come out to accompany you, what do you want to say to me?" ”

"I just told you to come out and stay with me. I didn't say what I was going to say to you! Kim Tae-yeon said confidently.

Park Shi-yoon was so angry that he was so blocked by Kim Tae-yeon that he couldn't speak. Angry teeth itched, eager to hold her childlike face and ravage.

For your sake, I've endured it. Park Shiyun said: "Then you can't let me just stand like this, it's cold."

"Wouldn't it be nice to blow a cold wind to clear your head!" Kim Taeyeon showed an expression of enjoyment, as if a gust of wind could take away her sorrow.

"Do you have a hole in your brain, if you continue to blow like this, I see that you have a cold, I know that you are very bored in your heart, if you have anything to say, just say it to me, I promise not to interject, let you say enough at one time, you will treat me as a garbage can!" Park Shi-yoon walked up to Kim Tae-yeon, faced her, and shielded her from the fierce cold wind with her back. Kim Taeyeon was small, and Park Shi-yoon stood in front of her, and she seemed to have returned from the edge of the storm to a calm harbor all at once.

Kim Taeyeon glanced at him, then lowered her head and clasped her nails. Park Shiyun didn't say anything to urge her, so after a while, Kim Taeyeon said quietly: "Actually, the scandal between me and Junxiu's brother was arranged by the company. ”

"Ha, I know, Kim Junxiu is not a fool, unless there is some pedophilia, how can he fall in love with your short body!" Park Shiyun laughed.

Kim Taeyeon looked up at Park Shiyun in annoyance: "Didn't you say you couldn't speak!" Also, am I bad? I think there's a serious problem with your aesthetics! ”

Park Shiyun nodded again and again, "You're right, it's my aesthetic problem that you continue, I promise that I will never interrupt!" ”

was interrupted by Park Shiyun, and vented a few words at Park Shiyun, and Kim Taeyeon's tone of voice was not low. She continued: "Actually, this is the idea of Teacher Kim Min Young, we have been tepid recently, except for me who has gained some popularity with "If", the outside world seems to be very dull to Girls' Generation. So Teacher Kim Minyoung came up with such an idea to spread scandals with TVXQ's brothers, at least this can enhance our exposure.

The initial candidates were so-yeon and chang-min. But Xiuyan had an affair with Brother Siyuan before, and if she had an affair with Changmin again this time, it would be too bad for her reputation, and she couldn't let other children do it, so I could only take on this task. And Changmin was very disgusted by this, so in order not to embarrass him, and not to violate the will of the company, Junxiu's brother stood up for this scandal, and the planning team also made a plan for us, starting from the performance a few days ago, step by step facts, being photographed by the paparazzi, and finally broke out three days ago! ”

"Yes, the exposure is even better than expected. However, I didn't expect this incident to cause a group of fairy queens, goblins and other public fans, and took over dragging Girls' Generation into it Originally, the company was going to let the situation develop freely for a day, and then issued a statement to clarify a day later, but the reaction was so big, and it dragged on for two more days. The repercussions are even greater, and the wave of scolding against us is getting bigger and bigger.

Sunny, they don't dare to go online, for fear that a little post will be an abuse of us, although everyone has tacitly not mentioned this matter in the past three days, they haven't gone online, almost everything is blocked from the outside world, and they are buried in the announcement, but others will still look at us strangely, and everyone is about to have a nervous breakdown. ”

Although now the company has clarified, the fans have also subsided. But through this incident, I understand and see that there are so many people who hate Girls' Generation, what did we do wrong, and everyone was able to make their debut after four or five years of training and fierce competition. We have paid sweat and hard work that others can't imagine to get to where we are today. But our efforts seem to have been denied by others! ”

In the end, Kim Tae-yeon's expression was quite excited. Park Shiyun can also understand her mood to some extent, she has put in so much sweat and hard work, and when her peers go to school with their school bags, they are training; While their peers were shopping and playing, they were training; When their peers were in their first love, they were training. When their peers are enjoying their youth, they are training but training, as if in their youth, there is nothing else but training.

In order to debut, they paid a lot, endured a lot, worked hard, and sacrificed a lot. In the end, I have been denied by others, and I feel uncomfortable if I change it. Especially through this scandal, the fairy queen, goblins, all kinds of public fans and ANTI have surfaced to spray Girls' Generation, which made Kim Taeyeon feel this.

As the captain of Girls' Generation, Kim Tae-yeon shoulders much more than the members. She thinks about why things are like this, what will happen in the future, will Girlhood be recognized in the future, will it be successful?

After letting Kim Taeyeon vent, Park Shiyun suddenly felt a chill in his chest, and it turned out that a large piece of his chest was wet with Kim Taeyeon's crying. At this moment, her heart was cold, and even her tears were cold.

"Okay, don't cry, I'm the least comforting person, and I can't see the girl cry the most, aren't you giving me a problem!" Park Shiyun grumbled.

Kim Taeyeon pushed him hard, "Why are you like this, you don't have any sympathy at all, will it comfort people?"

Park Shiyun couldn't cry or laugh, how could anyone take the initiative to ask for comfort, sure enough, Aunt Jin is Aunt Jin, just different. He asked, "What time of day do you think is the darkest?" ”

"Of course it's four or five in the morning!" Kim Taeyeon blurted out.

Park Shiyun said: "Bingo, congratulations on guessing it right, if you look at it from another angle, if you look at the star journey of Girls' Generation as the trajectory of the clock hand turning, when you are a trainee, it is the beginning of a new day, from zero to four in the morning." The hour hand will not stop, it will continue to turn, you form a group, you debut, you encounter obscurity at the beginning of your debut, you encounter all kinds of problems that are difficult for newcomers to solve, and the newcomer period is the darkest period for you, just like the darkest time of the day, that is, four or five o'clock in the morning. Why is this time the darkest, because the eastern hemisphere where we are is in the sun.

But as long as we get through this point in time, the true light will be born in the darkness.

If you can survive until that time, then look back at the star journey you have traveled and see if what I said makes sense! ”

Kim Taeyeon looked up at Park Shi-yoon, with strangeness in her eyes, as if she knew him for the first time. After a long time, Kim Taeyeon said, "I didn't expect you to say such philosophical things to you or you?" ”

"Ah, Aunt Jin, it's rare for me to be serious once, can't you let me play it one more time!" Park Shiyun smiled frivolously.

"This is you, I didn't know that person just now" The corners of Kim Tae-yeon's mouth raised slightly, like a light that illuminated Park Shiyun's eyes. (To be continued......)