Chapter 629: Atonement for sins with a lifetime
"Do you really figure it out? Won't you regret it? Gu Ming looked at the small oil lamp in front of him, and said slowly.
There was only one light in front of her, and there was no one.
And in the dimly lit room, in a dark corner, there was a figure, seemingly kneeling on the ground, with his head bowed and motionless.
Hearing Gu Ming's words, the figure who didn't know whether it was a man or a woman raised his head, and in the dark, a pair of bright eyes stared at Gu Ming's back standing in front of her, and it took a long time before he finally spoke.
"Fourteen Niang, the slave maid has already thought about it...... Thank you for taking care of him all these years. Now, too, it's the turn of the slave maid, who is a mother-in-law, to take care of him. She said hoarsely.
It turned out that this person turned out to be the wormwood that Lin Enzhi was now rummaging all over the city and couldn't find anywhere! Probably he never dreamed that Wormwood was here, very close to Qiu Guiyuan.
"There's nothing to be thankful for, in fact, his ever-bright lamp has always been placed in the temple and taken care of by the monks." Gu Ming said lightly, "I just pay for sesame oil every year." ”
That day, she asked Zhiting to send wormwood for her, "This year's sesame oil money has already been paid", which refers to this matter.
It was this sentence that stimulated Wormwood, and made her, who had been a little hesitant for a long time, finally make up her mind.
"The slave can still understand this. If it weren't for Fourteen Niang, where would this child have a chance to grow brightly? It's already eaten by cats and dogs, right? It was Fourteen Niang, you sent someone to save him. Wormwood said in a fluffy voice.
Why was he so stupid back then?
For the sake of Lin Enzhi, he can eat any hardship and be willing to do anything.
Because Yao didn't prepare enough meals, she carried an empty food box, cheekily, and went to Fourteen Niang for help, and brought all the leftover meals on the dinner table to Qiuguiyuan.
and sorted out the relatively complete ones for Lynn to eat, and he ate the leftovers of vegetables and vegetables stained with saliva......
And all of this is because she has a happy emotion for this smart and handsome young man......
It was also this emotion that, in the end, sent her to this point.
"Fourteen Niang, do you know, the years in Qiuguiyuan were also the happiest time in the life of the slave maid. Lin Gongzi at that time was very different from him now, very gentle, and very considerate...... And I read very hard. As long as you are free, you can either write articles or read books...... He also always said to the slave maid that the slave maid is the only two people in the world who are good to him, and when he is developed in the future, he will not forget this kindness......" Wormwood muttered, as if he was saying to Gu Ming, and as if he was saying to himself.
Gu Ming's eyes just stared at the small light and didn't look back.
Wormwood said straightforwardly: "At that time, Lin Gongzi said all day long that Fourteen Niang had a great kindness to him, and he would definitely treat you well in the future...... Fourteen Niang, do you know, at that time, I really believed in the slave maid. After all, what you do to him, the slave and maid are all in their eyes, and they naturally believe in his words. ”
"But Fourteen Niang, how did you find out? Why don't you believe him all of a sudden? Why didn't you fall for him? By the end, the sound of wormwood was already very intense.
Why, Lin Gongzi has the same sweet words to two people, but only he is fooled?
And such a dismal price to pay.
"You have to believe that the price I paid was much worse than you are now. It's just that you won't know if you forget. Gu Ming turned her head and looked at the wormwood hidden in the dark, and her voice became unusually intense, "If you haven't figured it out yet, then you don't have to go to the nunnery, you better go back and be your aunt!" ”
"Nope! I will never go back to that place again! I'm going to be with my kids! Wormwood slowly stood up from the darkness and walked step by step to the little oil lamp, "Baby, baby...... Mother's baby...... Mother is here to pick you up, and in the future, we will never be separated again......"
She stretched out her hand, carefully picked up the oil lamp, and brought it to her chest, but she did not dare to close it too closely, lest she breathe too hard and blow it out.
When the eminent monk gave a lecture, he said that a child who dies before is too angry and cannot be reincarnated directly. They must live in the ever-bright lamp, listen to the Buddhist scriptures in the temple for many years, and dissolve their anger.
Until all their anger is resolved, they can be innocent and upright, go down to the underworld, and reincarnate as human beings.
Wormwood didn't dare to imagine that if it was just an ordinary child who died and couldn't be reincarnated normally, then her child would ...... In a few months, he was beaten down by his biological parents with those wolf and tiger medicines......
In the end, he was thrown into the street by his biological father and almost fed to a wild dog......
How angry should he be like this?
Such a child, who has spent her whole life, can she wait until the moment when he is reincarnated?
Her life has been completely ruined. So, let her spend the rest of her time praying for the baby!
I hope she can let him wash away the resentment and anger on his body as soon as possible, return to reincarnation as soon as possible, and reincarnate as a new person.
Never meet a mother like her again, and never meet a father like Lin Enzhi again.
They are so irresponsible, they are too selfish.
They are not worthy of being human beings in the next life.
Gu Ming looked at the cautious appearance of wormwood, and the thick layer of ice on her face finally loosened a little.
Wormwood used to be very stupid, but in her previous life, wasn't she stupid too?
Now, she's awakened, and it's fine. Unlike himself, he has to live a new life before he can come to his senses.
"The nunnery has been arranged, you go out to find Lao Li, he will send you there...... That place is a rare and pure place, and the nuns in it are all dedicated to the Buddha, and there is no such messy bad things. In the future, I will send you rice once a month, so you don't have to worry about that. ”
Wormwood held the ever-bright lamp and bowed deeply to Gu Ming: "I still have to continue to trouble Fourteen Niang." In the future, the slave will definitely pray for the fourteenth mother, and I hope that the fourteenth mother will be happy in the future. ”
"Yes, I will be happy in the future." Gu Ming looked at her and said deeply.
She will definitely be happy, Gu Ming herself thinks so.
Because, in this life, she no longer has to be attached to any man. Even if he was Ning Yuqing, she didn't need it.