Chapter 218: The Right Choice?
Yang Fan turned his back to the people outside the classroom, naturally not knowing what was going on. Just feeling that the noisy crowd suddenly quieted down, Yang Fan turned his head a little suspiciously.
Wan'er!
When Yang Fan saw Su Wan'er's already reddened eyes, Yang Fan felt that his head was blank all of a sudden, and he didn't know what to do.
Yang Fan looked at Su Wan'er blankly, and instinctively swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
Su Wan'er held back her tears, turned her head and ran out. Her roommate hurriedly followed, and Yang Linmiao wanted to come up and say something, but pointed at Yang Fan and didn't open his mouth for a long time, so he still chased Su Wan'er.
The crowd dispersed, and Louis left.
Yang Fan hadn't reacted yet.
"If you don't chase it, you won't be able to chase it back!" Chu Yien said coldly: "It was you who kissed me, I can't explain it to you." ”
With that, Chu Yien also packed his things and walked out.
Halfway through, she suddenly stopped and said, "You can't help but hurt her, and you hurt me." You remember. ”
Chu Yien left, Yang Fan finally reacted and desperately chased Su Wan'er. But it didn't catch up.
Yang Fan went to her bedroom and asked someone else to come in to find Su Wan'er, but found that there was no one in their bedroom.
Yang Fan called Su Wan'er, and it was indeed Song Jia who answered the phone, and said with a crying voice: "Yang Fan, you bastard, don't call again!" I'm off, you bastard! ”
When she called again, Su Wan'er's phone was really turned off.
Yang Fan stood downstairs in Su Wan'er's bedroom, feeling that the world was spinning.
Two hours later, Su Wan'er and the others came back, and Yang Fan, who had been waiting downstairs in the bedroom, hurriedly stopped them.
"Yang Fan, what else do you want to do?" Song Jia's eyes were also red, and she was obviously crying very much.
Yang Linmiao was optimistic by nature, and at this time she couldn't help but say, "Big brother, you disappointed me too much. ”
"Wan'er, I'm sorry, I know it's my fault, everything is my fault." Yang Fan apologized and said, "Can you give me a chance to explain?" I can tell you that. ”
Song Jia snorted and said, "What else is there to say?" We have seen everything clearly on the school forum, Yang Fan, I didn't expect you to be such a person. It's changed when you're famous, right, where are you looking for Wan'er who is so beautiful and so good to you? ”
Yang Fan really wanted to slap himself twice, he had nothing to do to help Chu Yien do this kind of favor, he really died by himself, and said: "Wan'er, listen to me, it's all fake, Chu Yien asked me to go over and help, I can't help it, his father gave me a lot of help." ”
"Then you can take the initiative to live with your family?" Song Jia said angrily: "Isn't it good to kiss the school flower, you men are all virtuous." ”
"Wan'er, Wan'er, I beg you, give me a chance to listen to me explain to you, okay? I beg you! Yang Fan said.
"Don't say it again, Wan'er won't see you again in the future." Song Jia pulled Su Wan'er and was about to go to the bedroom.
But Su Wan'er didn't follow in, looked up at Yang Fan, and said, "I want to talk to you." ”
Yang Fan looked at Su Wan'er's red and swollen eyes crying and felt distressed, but he was very happy when he heard what Su Wan'er wanted to talk to him.
Song Jia was very dissatisfied and said, "Wan'er, what else are you talking to him about, what is there to talk about?" ”
Luo Wenyao, who had not spoken on the side, spoke: "Xiaomei, you let them talk, this is their own business." ”
Song Jia sighed and went back to the dormitory.
"I'll send Wan'er back later." After Luo Wenyao finished speaking, he pulled Yang Linmiao and left.
After Yang Fan and Su Wan'er were left, Yang Fan didn't know what to say, or didn't know where to start.
A long and awkward silence.
"Wan'er, listen to me......" Yang Fan said.
"No, I understand." Su Wan'er's voice was still crying, and said: "I can basically guess what happened, to put it mildly, there are plots like this in TV novels, just look at it and understand it." ”
Yang Fan was speechless and said: "It's good that you understand, although I took the initiative to kiss him, but you also saw the situation at that time." ”
"I don't want to talk about this anymore, what is your relationship with her, why do you want to help her, it's a matter between you, I don't want to continue to listen to it." Su Wan'er seemed to become very calm.
But this calmness made Yang Fan afraid, and said, "Wan'er, don't talk to me like this, I'm scared." ”
"Let's find a place to sit down." Su Wan'er said and found a bench to sit down.
Yang Fan also sat down.
"Yang Fan, you just need to listen to me quietly, I don't need your explanation, and I don't need your comfort." Su Wan'er looked at Yang Fan's Yang Fan and said, "Is it okay?" ”
Yang Fan wanted to say something, but in the end he just nodded.
"Thank you," Su Wan'er turned her eyes to an ant on the ground and said, "Yang Fan, we grew up together since childhood, and we have a good relationship. Even when you weren't smart, you were very protective of me, and I'm grateful to you, really grateful. ”
"Later, you became smarter and more capable, you changed the fate of two families, you changed my fate, I am really grateful and like you from the bottom of my heart." Su Wan'er said: "I was really ready to live with you at that time. ”
"But when I entered college, especially the girl named Linglong appeared last time, I found that I was really too simple. I was very insecure. I'm starting to wonder if your need for me is because you like me, or if you've been with me for too long and become a habit. ”
Yang Fan was about to say something, but was interrupted by Su Wan'er.
"I'm stressed every day, from you, invisibly. You're so good, you're so good, and everywhere on campus I can hear people talking about you, they say how good and amazing you are, and every time I hear that, I look at myself. ”
"There are too many girls better than me, and I don't deserve you. Yes, that's what I've been thinking lately. I know that you will become more and more powerful in the future, and you will meet more and more powerful girls. I can't catch up with you, I'm scared. ”
"I've been having insomnia for the last few days and I don't know what to say to you. Today's event is also an opportunity, you let me see that you do have a lot of girls who like it. As a girl, I can tell you for sure that Chu Yien has a crush on you, otherwise such a proud girl wouldn't have asked you to pretend to be his boyfriend. ”
After Su Wan'er said this, she was silent for a long time.
"Yang Fan, I don't want to be your bond. Let's go apart. When I beg you. Now I will be very confused and uneasy around you, and I am afraid that I will lose myself. We give each other some time to think about whether we like or get used to each other. ”
"Wan'er, listen to me......" Yang Fan's words were interrupted again.
"Actually, I'm very selfish with these words." Su Wan'er said: "I can't bear so much pressure, that's why I said it." ”
"Dufan, I really like you, really, really. If you like me too, why don't you give me a little time to be good enough that I won't be gossiped about when I'm standing next to you. If you really like me, will you wait for me for a while? Su Wan'er said and cried again.
Yang Fan hugged Su Wan'er and said, "Wan'er, I'm sorry, I didn't know I put so much pressure on you." I'm really sorry, I've always felt so good about myself. I didn't talk to you, I didn't go shopping with you, I didn't do what I was supposed to do. Because I feel confident that you will not leave me. ”
"When I do these things today, I still blindly believe that I can convince you that you will forgive me in the end. It's like the last delicate thing. They're right, I'm just a jerk. ”
"But Wan'er, I really like you, really, really. Either way, I hope you understand. I know your character, and no one can change the decisions you make. Yang Fan said, "I'll give you this time." ”
"Use this time for you to prove your own excellence, and I will prove that I like you." Yang Fan said.
Su Wan'er cried even more sadly all of a sudden, and fell into Yang Fan's arms in agony.
Yang Fan gently stroked Su Wan'er's hair and listened to her crying quietly.
Long.
"Dufan, this is the last time I call you like this, and I will call you Yang Fan when I meet you in the future." Su Wan'er stood up and said.
Yang Fan smiled reluctantly.
"I'm in, come on." Su Wan'er also tried her best to squeeze out a smile.
"Go, Wan'er, go." Yang Fan said.
Su Wan'er really walked into the dormitory, didn't look back, didn't come out.
Yang Fan held back his tears, and he couldn't tell what the situation was between him and Su Wan'er now. In short, everyone else needs a period of calm.
Yang Fan sat on the chair for a long time and received a message, which was from Su Wan'er.
"Yang Fan, thank you. Thank you for accompanying me through three years of high school, thank you for protecting me all over my body, and thank you for changing my fate. I owe you all this, and I am willing to pay it back with everything I have if I can. However, I found that I gradually couldn't bear the pressure, and I also found that I seemed to be a tie to you, and I was very sad, sad and confused. ”
"I don't regret today's decision, I feel calm and relaxed at this moment. I can start over and become a match for you instead of your vassal. I'm going to try to be good, very special efforts. I am very willful, Yang Fan, thank you thank you. ”
Yang Fan picked up the phone and recovered.
"Wan'er, come on, I'll wait for the day when you succeed. Thank you for making me understand how asshole I am today. Take good care of yourself, and so do I. You can call me when you miss me, or look for my photos directly on the Internet to find the most handsome. I'm waiting for you to come back. ”
Yang Fan put away his mobile phone, he exhaled a breath of turbidity, and his heart was a lot more relaxed.
Maybe this choice is really the right one.
(Do you think Yang Fan's choice is correct?) Su Wan'er has always been a thoughtful girl, but in front of Yang Fan, she had to feel inferior. I can spoil it in advance, though, it's certainly not a tragedy. I am also looking forward to seeing Su Wan'er become famous and stand confidently and indifferently by Yang Fan's side, I am looking forward to it. )