Chapter 35 - Mind

I don't know how long time has passed, even a person like Zuo Chen, who is weak and flawed, is uneasy from the bottom of his heart, and this uneasiness is getting stronger.

Rooted in the heart, it will continue to sprout and grow, and sooner or later it will be swallowed up and fall into madness.

That's when fear and despair are born, which are one of the greatest negative emotions of human beings.

In the dark, Zuo Chen kept walking in one direction, shouting and looking for Yi Xiaorou, worried that something would happen to her in this environment.

Yi Xiaorou has always relied on Zuo Chen, and he is like a spiritual pillar in her heart. When she first met Yi Xiaorou, she cried because she was uneasy and frightened by herself in a strange environment.

The truth is also like what Zuo Chen thought, in the dark, she didn't know when she was separated from Zuo Chen, and after looking for a long time, she couldn't find it, and panic and uneasiness immediately rushed to her heart.

"Brother Chen!"

"Brother Chen~~~"

Shouting like this, walking aimlessly, searching aimlessly, the corners of his eyes were slightly moist, but no tears flowed.

"I can't cry! I promised Brother Guochen that he couldn't cry!"

is so comforting, so that I can feel at ease and look for Zuo Chen without crying.

Both of them knew that this was awakening, so they still had points in their hearts, but as time went on, it was inevitable to be depressed in a dark environment, so Yi Xiaorou would always look for Zuo Chen, as long as she was with Zuo Chen, she was not afraid of anything.

Contrary to Yi Xiaorou, Zuo Chen was only worried about her when he looked for Yi Xiaorou, in fact, the darkness of the endless night sky did not have a big impact on him, and he got used to it after a long time.

After all, it's still not as good as the despair that once came from the heart, after experiencing that feeling, the world is either full of vitality and exciting, or Xiang Zuochen sees the world as plain and unremarkable, and basically has no feelings for anything.

Both of them have a temporary goal of finding each other, and they will not give up easily when they don't find each other.

Such a tendon caused them to not find out, even if the palace is big, it is impossible to be as boundless as the universe, not to mention that there are hundreds of people who awaken every day, and it is impossible not to meet one person.

In fact, everything they saw was a hallucination, or a dream. Strong feelings such as depression and despair are the conditions for awakening, and awakening can only be completed when mental depression reaches a critical point, and only then can you wake up from a dream, because it is a dream, even if it is a bad nightmare, it will be forgotten when you wake up.

An hour has passed in the outside world, and everyone has been waiting for the two to come out, but after waiting for a long time, there is no one.

Awakening is not a profession that can awaken a powerful profession the longer you stay, under normal circumstances, it will come out after staying in it for half an hour to an hour, and only a few will stay for an hour and a half. So, in their eyes, the two of them are one of those few.

An hour outside may be a long time for the two in the dark, and they think that half a day or a few is possible.

Therefore, only at that time, people will be suppressed and go crazy, and their feelings will be stronger and awakened.

After looking for a long time but not finding it, both of them gave up, Yi Xiaorou just sat there and didn't go anywhere, and Zuo Chen was lying on the ground.

After a long time, Yi Xiaorou heard the sound of her own breathing and heartbeat, and it became clearer and clearer, and her uneasy heart began to sprout, and in the depressive environment, the mood of wanting to vent and the mood of not wanting to vent were constantly changing, only a little bit worse.

One thought becomes a Buddha and one thought becomes a demon!

I want to feel at ease but can't feel at ease, I want to explode and want to vent but I am forcibly suppressed by myself, completely seal the self buried in the depths of my heart, and keep telling myself that she won't be like this, she is a lively and kind, well-behaved and sensible girl, so she won't indulge in her own desires.

"Brother Chen~!" Yi Xiaorou folded her knees and curled up her body to lie down, looking so weak, pitiful and helpless, calling Zuo Chen uselessly again and again.

Maybe it's because of self-hypnosis, she seems to be aware of Zuo Chen's existence, as if she is around, but she really opens her eyes and can't see it, and she can feel it when she closes her eyes.

In any case, it is a powerful stabilizer for Yi Xiaorou, which can make her get rid of all negative emotions and fall into a deep sleep with warmth and happiness.

Zuo Chen on the other side, who was used to the darkness, was a little bored, and he wanted to fall asleep but couldn't sleep, so he could only look up at the darkness of the false starry sky.

Thinking about something boring, like the past, like the present, like the future.

Whether you look down on the past, whether you change the present, whether you want to work hard for the future.

After all, the past cannot be forgotten, whether to remember it forever, or choose to look down.

How should I choose in the face of others, whether to remain indifferent and show the true side, or to bring up a mask and be wronged.

What kind of future is the future, let it be.

Once he has made a choice, it is very difficult to change, he must follow the path he has chosen, and only then can he have a reason to be motivated enough to change himself.

In the darkness, the two of them stood hand in hand, they opened their eyes at the same time, and when they found each other, they both smiled lightly, and walked towards the light that came from the outside through the door.

Outside, Bai Yuyu and the others have been waiting for two hours, and every time someone comes out of it, they think it is Zuo Chen or Yi Xiaorou who has come out, and Bai has been excited many times.

"You guys are out!" Fang Yun said excitedly after finding Zuo Chen and Yi Xiaorou walking out of the Awakening Hall.

At the door of the Awakening Hall, Yi Xiaorou hugged one of Zuo Chen's arms, like a child grabbing his favorite candy, unwilling to let go no matter what.

Being suppressed in the dark for so long made Yi Xiaorou understand Zuo Chen's importance to her more deeply. And Zuo Chen also understood Yi Xiaorou's dependence on him, and his brows furrowed slightly and loosened.

"Hey~~~~~~" Bai Yuyu let out a strange wail.

This is different from what she imagined, Yi Xiaorou hugged Zuo Chen, she was barely surprised, she expected it, but Zuo Chen's flat face was something she didn't expect.

Originally, I thought that I could take advantage of the weakness to enter and comfort the lost and restless Zuo Chen, so that I could break into his heart in one fell swoop.

"The little abacus has failed!" Fang Yun, who knew Bai Yuyu well, said with a smile.

"Make you laugh~ I'll make you laugh!"

Annoyed and angry, Bai Yuyu threw Fang Yun down, and her two hands kept wandering around Fang Yun's body tickling, making her laugh so much that she almost couldn't breathe.

"Did you wake up successfully?" Zhao Qiuqian asked after the two walked over.

Yi Xiaorou didn't speak, her heart was immersed in her own world on Zuo Chen, as if she couldn't notice her surroundings at all.

"En!" Zuo Chen nodded, still with an indifferent face.

"Then those professions can be transferred~" Wu Gang asked.

"There is only one, and it is a forced transfer, the profession is called Soul Master, Xiaorou seems to be the same as me!" Zuo Chen said.