Chapter 39: Kan Ziyi's sense of crisis
It was already late at night, Kan Zi was lying on the bed, his thoughts were surging without a trace of sleep, and his mind unconsciously replayed the scene where he saw Gu Yuanxiang today. She sat on the bed and was about to get up, holding the homework book and the boy sitting next to her complained about something, her mouth pursed slightly, but it didn't take long for her to laugh again, with a sweet smile and a crisp voice. The boy next to him listened quietly from beginning to end, without a trace of impatience.
Now I don't even remember what I said after I went in, how I greeted Xiangxiang, and my mind was full of the scene just now and the boy's delicate appearance. Who is he? When did he become so familiar with Xiangxiang, even Gu's father and Gu's mother were relieved that he was in the same room with Xiangxiang, and Xiangxiang was lying on the bed without seeing it. Kan Zi also thought that his expression at that time must be very silly and stiff, and he didn't know what tone to use to talk to Xiangxiang and greet the strange boy, he thought about it carefully and seemed to remember that he was in the same school as himself, so that means that he and Xiangxiang were also in the same school, Kan Zi also looked at him unconsciously with a little hostility and pickiness.
Kan Zi also looked at the two of them standing together, and even felt that he didn't want to know what the relationship between the two of them was, and what their relationship was. If the answer is yes, what should I do? It turned out that he had already subconsciously drawn Xiangxiang in his circle, because Xiangxiang had been ignored because he had been around, and he was struggling with whether to keep his distance!
If Xiangxiang takes the initiative to keep her distance, if Xiangxiang no longer needs herself, if her place is replaced by someone else, if *a* book* read* novel xstxt she follows others and calls her brother sweetly, what if...... Kan Zi didn't dare to think about it anymore, all this assumption was so terrifying! He wouldn't allow even one of them to happen! Xiangxiang can only be his!
Xiangxiang can only be mine! The images in Kan Ziyi's mind were all torn apart, leaving behind such a sentence, and the voice slowly became louder until it echoed in his entire mind.
Why refuse your heart, why refuse insincerely, why can't you like Xiangxiang! She is not her own sister, just because she is young, she wants to push her to others? She is young and can wait for her to grow up, watch her grow up little by little, watch her rely on herself wholeheartedly, accompany her, spoil her, and don't think about what to do with her now, just accompany her to grow up healthy and happy, is there still a problem with this kind of life?
Kan Zi also heard his heart saying to him, you are finished. From now on, your joys, sorrows and sorrows are no longer only governed by yourself, but also by her, in this war of feelings, you have shown your hole cards, only retreat and no attack.
But Kan Zi also heard another voice, that was the comfort that was finally released after a long period of depression, so what if she could only retreat, as long as she could keep her heart from being snatched away by others, and show her hole cards to give her the right to hurt herself, but I am willing to do all this, and I am willing to do it!
At this time, Gu Yuanxiang also couldn't sleep, she didn't expect Kan Ziyi to come so quietly and suddenly, he obviously came directly after school, didn't he accompany Chen Xuan?
Seeing him, Gu Yuanxiang's mind was also in turmoil, she didn't go out or dress up, isn't it bad to look like this now. Did he notice Yao Wenyuan, would he think too much, would he misunderstand, he came to see him because he was sick? He didn't know why he was sick, and whether he would feel too small. No, he shouldn't know why he was sick, he should have heard that the little sister next door was sick and came to care.
Gu Yuanxiang's emotions continued to fluctuate with the beating of her thoughts, she didn't notice the subtle aura between Kan Ziyi and Yao Wenyuan at that time, she even looked at him a little greedily, it seemed that she hadn't seen him for a long time, she couldn't ignore the feelings that kept flashing in her heart these days, she missed him.
Gu Yuanxiang wanted to go to school the next day, he was already well, so he fell asleep on the first day and hung the water. But her proposal did not pass, Gu's mother felt that she could go to school, but Gu's father's painful expression seemed to be not that her daughter was going to school but going to the army to fight, and she couldn't come back for three or five years. The family didn't pass, Gu's mother told her Gu Yuanxiang's thoughts on Grandma Gu's daily phone call, in fact, Gu's mother can't be blamed for talking too much, Grandma Gu has at least two calls a day, and she can finish saying many things every day, so she has no choice but to say everything in detail, and Gu's mother reported this matter to Grandma Gu. After hearing this, Grandma Gu said a lot of heart, resolutely disagreed with the careful liver to go to school, and asked Gu Yuanxiang to answer the phone, emphasizing the concept of explaining that half a day of illness is like a thread, you must raise it slowly, but you can't wait for a big basket of persuasion.
Gu Yuanxiang no longer mentioned the matter of going to school early, and the resistance at home was too great to bear. What she didn't expect was that Kan Zi would come again after school the next day! Gu Yuanxiang was stunned, she watched Kan Ziyi tidy up his bedroom as if no one was around, watched him touch his head affectionately, and watched him talk to himself gently, Gu Yuanxiang felt that she had a fever again because she had made up too much, or a high fever, and this time she had visual hallucinations! This person is not her son and brother! She felt that there was no difference, but she just felt that Kan Zi was also different from before.
Gu Yuanxiang was really frightened when he saw this scene for the first time, what a god turn this was! Her fright continued, and Kan Zi would come every day for the next few days, and whenever Yao Wenyuan and Kan Zi were also together, Gu Yuanxiang also felt the atmosphere of disharmony between the two of them.
One of the two of them was carefully announcing the status of the work, and then waiting next to him, and the other was sending a glass of water and a snack as if it were his own home. The two seemed to be not interfering with each other and seemed to be looking at each other, but they looked like no one was around, Gu Yuanxiang was about to die of embarrassment. What surprised her the most was that one day Kan Ziyi was invited by Gu's mother to stay for dinner! Gu Yuanxiang should be very excited, if Yao Wenyuan didn't eat here at night, she thought she would be very happy. Although the two of them have no words and no actions together, how do you look at it and feel that something is wrong, they are obviously two excellent handsome guys, and they don't feel eye-catching and awkward together!
Gu Yuanxiang finally waited for the "release from prison" in this happy and weird atmosphere. It's really not something that ordinary people can stand at home during the holidays, Gu Yuanxiang breathed in the fresh air outside, and he was going to lie rusty at home.
When she arrived in the class, Gu Yuanxiang obviously felt that her classmates were not quite right when they looked at her, and before she could understand what was going on, Qin Ting pounced on her and said with a regretful face: "Why did you come to school so quickly, and your illness was cured so quickly?" ”
Gu Yuanxiang saw the girl next to him with an expression of why don't you get sick for a while, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help twitching, what does this mean!
Jiang Yeqi walked over, took Gu Yuanxiang's hand and looked it up and down, as if she was estimating the value of the things in front of her, Gu Yuanxiang was seen by her old bustard's eyes and saw that her scalp was numb.
"Ye Qi, that, what do you think I'm doing like this."
Jiang Yeqi didn't answer Gu Yuanxiang immediately, Gu Yuanxiang took out the hand he was holding, swallowed his saliva and added, "I don't like girls." ”
"I don't like girls either!" Jiang Yeqi let go of his hand and said with a wicked smile, "You can't like girls, otherwise what will Yao Meiren do." ”
Gu Yuanxiang felt that the girls around her finished saying this, the fire of gossip was burning, and the eyes that were illuminated by the fire couldn't be opened.
She knew that Yao Wenyuan was unreliable! I told him well before, I went to the office to find the teacher to ask for homework, and he looked like that, usually pretending to be cold and all kinds of gossip was indispensable. If he went to the class to ask his classmates for homework, it wouldn't make the eyes of the girls in the class sparkle, and he didn't have to say anything, all the explanations seemed to them to be a cover-up.
Qin Ting didn't believe that the two of them were nothing, and when she saw Gu Yuanxiang's unsqueaky face, she regarded it as a little shyness after being embarrassed to admit it and being poked. The onlookers who don't know the situation also look at me, I look at you, and I don't say anything about you.
Gu Yuanxiang was very depressed, if this happened last week, she might just go as you want, but Kan Zi has been really different to her in the past few days, the atmosphere is a little weird, Gu Yuanxiang thought that if this rumor was known to him, he would unconsciously feel a little inexplicable.
What is there in this matter, do it rightly, and keep its mouth on others and let them speak. Besides, Brother Ziyi is from high school, how can he know about the gossip in junior high school, and he didn't see him inquire about it before. Gu Yuanxiang felt much more comfortable after thinking of enough reasons to appease himself.
Gu Yuanxiang really guessed wrong this time, and after Kan Zi faced his heart and clarified the direction of his future efforts, he naturally would not avoid the news about her intentionally or unintentionally like he did some time ago.
Kan Ziyi didn't hear her gossip about Kan Ziyi until the day Gu Yuanxiang returned to school, and the day Gu Yuanxiang came back was the small ** period of this gossip rumor. Kan Zi also heard Gu Yuanxiang's name on campus, and he has been paying attention to the content of the chat between the two girls. The two girls also lived up to his expectations, and the story of Gu Yuanxiang and Yao Wenyuan went from waiting for the bus to handing things in the playground to giving her homework every day after Gu Yuanxiang fell ill.
Kan Zi was definitely not in a hurry but annoyed, when did these things happen! It turns out that their relationship has reached this level when they don't know it! He knew that the two girls must be exaggerated, but he just couldn't help but get angry, although Xiangxiang looked cute and obedient, she actually didn't like to communicate with strangers the most, and she was also cold to others, she could accept that Yao Wenyuan came to her every day, it was not groundless!
Kan Zi also heard that the two girls had already talked about whether the bags they bought today looked good or not, so they stood up and left. I really hate to associate Xiangxiang with another boy's name.,I should go to Xiangxiang to find a sense of existence.。