Chapter 64: Falling in Love with the Real Me (Wan Geng, Asking for Votes)
Su Ye looked at the woman apologetically, and his frowning brows could see how anxious and uneasy he was at the moment.
He sorted out his thoughts and said, "Yan'er, do you believe me now?" The person you saw that day was really not me, I went to Qianmeifang to look for you, but they said they hadn't seen you, I looked everywhere and you couldn't find it, I thought something happened to you, I was going crazy, I saw the signal from the guards, I hurried back, but when I went back, you suddenly"
"Worried about me? I didn't realize until now that I had never known you. You've been lying to me and toying with me from the beginning, are you satisfied with playing me like this? ”
"It's not like this, I didn't mean to deceive you, I just thought that these things were not important, so I hesitated to tell you earlier, Yan'er, all I have is to let people do the position of the fourth prince for me, not just to hide my current identity, the most important thing is to avoid those Yingying Yanyan, before I met you, I never thought about getting married, but when the old prince died, in order to protect Shen Qingyan, I asked for a piece of marriage, I wanted to destroy this marriage, but I didn't expect to find out that you wanted to escape from marriage, So I will do what I will do, and I will send you away. ”
"So what? Are you still going to tell me that you deliberately approached me from the beginning? From Kyoto to Los Angeles, you were following me all the way, you deliberately let me go, and then I appeared inexplicably and even everything I did was under your control, and I was like a fool, obviously being treated as a plaything by you, but I still have to be grateful to you. ”
"Yan'er, don't be like this, I admit that I let you leave because I wanted to avoid that marriage, but then I really fell in love with you, and I couldn't help but want to get close to you and get you. That day, I couldn't help but enter your room for a while, I just wanted to take a sneak peek at you, but you suddenly turned around and hugged me, and at that moment I was inexplicably moved by you. When I heard you talk in your dreams, I mistakenly thought that you would run away from marriage for the sake of other men, and I also tasted regret for the first time, Yan'er"
"Don't say any more. I don't want to hear this, I can't stand your love. ”
Mo Qingyan turned around and stopped looking at him, and said resolutely: "If there is nothing else, go out." ”
"Yan'er, I know you can't accept it for a while, but I swear I'm telling the truth, you look at me. The poppy in the corner of the eye is not pierced, but born. ”
Su Ye turned to the opposite side of her and took off his mask, the poppy-red flower seemed to be able to penetrate blood.
"I had this birthmark when I was born, and my mother was worried that other concubines would use it to make trouble, so she wanted to cover it up for me. That's why no one knew what I really looked like since I was a child. After my mother's death, I quietly established my own power, and it was then that I was able to use my true colors. The reason why I didn't bring you back to the capital at the beginning, but chose to marry you as a Su Ye, is because I want you to fall in love with the truest me. ”
"Yan'er. Every word I say is true, I know I'm sometimes too domineering, but that's because I love you, I've never loved someone like this, I've never been so afraid of losing, since I know your background, I've been entangled with all kinds of uneasiness every day, and that emotion has been expanding and suppressing in my heart until that day I heard you say leave me. That fear is something I can't control, Yan'er, I know it's me wrong, I don't ask you to forgive me immediately. As long as you can stay, give me a chance to compensate you, okay? ”
"Forgiveness?" Mo Qingyan choked up, his hands on the table were clenched tightly, and his dark eyes were misty: "You keep saying that you love me, but you humiliate me like that, how can you let me forgive you?" Even if you think it doesn't matter if you say the identity of the four princes or not. But why didn't you tell me that you deliberately approached me after you got married? What coincidence? What love at first sight was made up by you to lie to me, why did you make me believe you? ”
"Yan'er, it's my fault, it's all my fault, but I can't lose you, I can't"
Seeing his reddened eyes, Mo Qingyan raised his hand and landed on him, beating his chest, "Why are you doing this to me, why." ”
She couldn't control it anymore, and tears welled up in her eyes. Su Ye hugged her in his arms, this time, she didn't struggle, she didn't resist, just obediently lay on his shoulder, letting his tears wet his clothes.
"Yan'er"
He lowered his head and kissed her, and the woman resisted at first, but gradually quieted down. The hot, familiar touch instantly filled his entire heart.
In the silent air, tenderness overflows.
"Yan'er"
He lovingly wiped away her tears, and his white and slender fingers held her face.
"Forgive me for not learning how to love you, I will slowly change in the future, and I will never be like that again."
Su Ye hugged her and let her lean on her shoulder, and whispered in her ear: "Yan'er, I love you, I really love you." ”
After a long time, the woman stopped sobbing and gently pushed him away: "You go out first." ”
"Yan'er, do you still want to go?"
"Let's go? You are so powerful, you have even bought my maid, how can I go? ”
"I didn't, Yan'er, I never said anything to them, you believe me." Su Ye's calm heart suddenly panicked again, but after a while, he suddenly reacted, "Yan'er, you mean you won't go?" ”
Seeing that she didn't speak, Su Ye knew that she had acquiesced.
"Yan'er, thank you."
He smiled happily, like a child who had been rewarded.
"I'm a little tired and want to rest, you can go out."
"I'll take you."
"No, you don't."
Mo Qingyan turned around and walked to the side of the bed, knowing that he was coming along, but he didn't say anything.
Seeing her lying down, Su Ye sat down on the edge of the bed, carefully covered her with a quilt, and just watched her say nothing.
"How do you want me to sleep while you're sitting here?"
"I'm farther away, I'll go over there, I'll come back when you're asleep."
Su Ye got up and walked to the table and sat down, looking at her from afar.
"Can't you just go out?"
"Yan'er, I just want to look at you, I won't do anything to you."
"You"
Looking at the man who even spoke cautiously, Mo Qingyan was a little sad, turned sideways, and turned his back to him.
Xu was really tired, and after a while she fell asleep, and when she woke up again, it was noon. She turned around and saw that Su Ye, who was sitting at the table, had fallen asleep with his head propped up.
Mo Qingyan looked at him, and only then did he notice that his handsome face was a lot haggard, and even a little stubble appeared on his chin.
She got up and took a coat and put it on him, the man was still sleeping very deeply, it seemed that he was really tired during this time, she was a little distressed and wanted to call him up, but her heart always seemed to be blocked by something, and finally she was silent. (To be continued.) )