Chapter 313: Isn't It Scary to Treat Me Like This?
After a moment of stunnedness, the cold air around Jun Luohan's body increased instead of decreasing, and he didn't know what had provoked him, he gritted his teeth and smiled coldly: "Are you questioning me?" โ
"How dare a concubine?" Su Ziran felt a pain in her heart, for his sudden change of title, for his answer to her question.
This answer, which is not an answer, has punctured the last trace of delusion in her heart.
A wry smile crossed the corner of her lips, she slowly walked towards the man with stiff steps, and stopped only a stone's throw away from him, "Your Majesty, you are really great, how can you still stage a warm drama in front of me every day as if nothing happened after knowing about this?" โ
Jun Luohan's body moved, Su Ziran watched his movements, and almost thought that he was about to get up from the wide chair, but after calming down, he realized that it was just his own illusion.
"You said what I did to you was acting?"
"The concubine doesn't know." She shook her head, she didn't pretentiously want to take Qiao with him, she really didn't know what he was thinking, "It's just that the concubine is not allowed to walk out of the Longyin Palace, does the emperor dare to say that there is no such reason for this?" โ
The man's thin lips pursed tighter and tighter, but after she waited for a long time, she never answered the question.
Su Ziran curled her lips and chuckled: "What does the emperor think of today's events?" โ
"I just want to ask you, is this related to you?"
"What do you call it related, and what do you call it irrelevant?"
Jun Luohan pondered for a moment, his dark eyes looked into her eyes for a moment, and his thin lips opened lightly: "If you participated, it mattered, if you didn't know, then it didn't matter." โ
Su Ziran smiled again.
Should she be glad that this man also gave her a chance to explain, and did not directly sentence her to death as soon as he saw such a scene as he did at the beginning?
"The reason why she and Murong Yan went there was because of the concubines, does the emperor think that this matter has anything to do with the concubines or not?"
A little eunuch who can't be found at all, even if she says this man, she won't believe it, because he, like her, has never believed what he sees with his own eyes, in this case, what difference does it make if she says it or not?
"Why?" The man's voice was hoarse.
"What, why?" Su Ziran's eyebrows raised slightly, "Why do you want to harm Hua Allure, or why do you want to find Murong Yin?" โ
This time, Jun Luohan finally couldn't help but stand up from the wide chair, and the bright yellow color shook so fast that Su Ziran, who was staring at the placket of his clothes, suddenly had a flower in front of his eyes, and he was almost about to faint.
She couldn't help but curse secretly, fortunately she had good self-control, if she really fainted, I was afraid that this man would think that she was making a bitter trick.
"Su Ziran!" The man raised his voice sharply.
Su Ziran nodded, indicating that she had heard.
"If it is the former, in fact, the concubine does not want to harm the concubine, what the concubine wants is the life of the child in her womb. If the concubine really wants to harm her, although the concubine's kung fu is not good, she has to quietly kill such a powerless woman, and she will not make trouble in front of the emperor, and she will not live so well in front of the emperor now. โ
"Even if she did something wrong, even if I did something wrong, but the child is innocent, why do you want that child's life?" The man's face was sad.
Su Ziran licked her lips and didn't answer him directly, but instead put one hand on his left chest, feeling the sound of his heart beating one by one.
Unexpectedly, she would be like this, Jun Luohan was stunned for a while before reacting, but even after reacting, he still didn't have the strength to push the hands away, or rather, he didn't want to push them away at all.
"Your Majesty, didn't you say that one is a lover and the other is a benefactor? This heart should only beat for your lover, the concubine has always been jealous and stingy, even you can't accept sleeping with her, where does it come from to accept that she is pregnant with your child? The concubine thought for a long time, since the emperor couldn't be so ruthless, then the concubine herself came. Even if he is an executioner, even if he will go to hell after he dies, the concubine will admit it, who makes the concubine have no way to accept the existence of that child? โ
The man shook violently, his thin lips muttered several times, but he still didn't say a word.
Su Ziran couldn't help but laugh when she looked at him, this man must have thought she was crazy, in fact, when she said such things, even she herself felt crazy.
It's obviously nonsense, but it can be said so smoothly, it's like rehearsing it in my head a thousand times. She couldn't help but wonder if this child hadn't been lost today, would she really do such a thingโjust because she couldn't accept that another woman was pregnant with Jun Luohan's child?
"Isn't that scary? It's so scary that you don't even think you know me? The palm slowly left his shirt, leaving only an index finger to slowly hover on it, and a smile always hung on the corner of her mouth, "But Jun Luohan, it was you who made me like this, it was you who made me think that you could be the only one with me, how could you deceive my feelings after making such a promise to me?" โ
She could already see the man's displeasure, whether it was from his increasingly heavy face or his tightened brow, which all showed that he was in a bad mood at the moment, but she was always such a person who liked to go against him, so even if the consequences were unbearable, she did not regret what she saidโeven if she would not do it, but these words came from the bottom of her heart.
"How could I have lied to you?" Jun Luo's voice trembled, "The one you saw was the only time, I had never touched her since I got married, and I never had it since!" I always thought that we didn't need to talk about it, because that would be an unforgivable sin, and I didn't want to mention the things that made you unhappy, but the accident has happened, what do you want me to do? Do you know that it is my child, but I want to deprive him of the right to be born? โ
Su Ziran smiled inexplicably.
"So I'll help you." She said.
The man's eyes ached, and he was about to speak, but he heard her say: "As for why I went to Murong Yan, of course it was because I missed him." From the time I got to know him, except for the first time I saved his life, he went out of his way to help me almost every time he did it - at all costs. Such a person, I just want to meet him, what's wrong? Are you only allowed to sleep with other women, but not for me to see him? โ
"Su Ziran!"
That's not true.
She clearly said that Murong Yan was just her brother-in-law, and she clearly said that her troubles should be solved by herself, because she was her man, and she said that she lied to her, but how could she deliberately say such things to hurt him now?
"Jun Luohan, go and take a good look at your concubine, I will wait for your disposal in Fengyi Palace."
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Su Ziran was walking alone on the way back to Fengyi Palace, and the palace maids and eunuchs who passed by her saluted her, but she didn't look at them like a walking corpse, even if she was shivering from the cold, she still walked in the snow slowly, and she didn't seem to have the slightest intention of speeding up.
If this matter was not designed by Hua Chengcheng, then Hua Chengcheng would definitely explain it to Jun Luohan, even if Hua Chengcheng didn't say anything, or said something logically wrong, Jun Luohan would definitely know that this matter was not done by himself - there are too many doubts in it, as long as you observe carefully, you will not be easily fooled.
Unless the mastermind is really Hua Chengcheng, and all this today is really directed and acted by Hua Chengcheng, then he can only admit that he is unlucky, because his words are undoubtedly more solid for the murderer's frame.
But she doesn't regret it.
The reason why she said this to Jun Luohan today was that on the one hand, she didn't want this matter to have anything to do with Murong Yan, and on the other hand, it was indeed difficult to accept Hua Chengcheng's pregnancy all of a sudden, so she vented all the grievances and resentment in her womb, even if she knew that this would likely cause the man to get farther and farther away from her, but she didn't regret what she said.
As for the one that came to mind before, about the fact that he didn't let her out of the Dragon Yin Palace, after thinking about it carefully, she still decided to believe him once, if even that sincere concern was fake, if she couldn't even believe it, then what was left between her and Jun Luohan? The relationship between them is really worthless.
She doesn't want to always deny him, she doesn't want to doubt him all the time, this time, as he said, it was just an accident, the only time between them, since she has decided to forgive, then even if she has a child, she can only consider herself unlucky, and it is impossible to really have a dislike with him because of this.
The reason why it was difficult to accept it all at once was only because she was dissatisfied with his deception, and it was indeed difficult for her to accept it all at once, and she needed some time to digest this matter well.
The relationship between her and the man has been tested again and again, and it seems to fall apart, but she has also learned how to wait and how to love, so she doesn't want to let go of his hand because of a mistake that has already happened.
What happens in the future depends on the creation between them, but she will no longer do nothing and wait for him to do everything like before.
"Mother, why are you back?"
Hearing Xin Zi's surprised voice, Su Ziran was shocked to realize that he had walked to the gate of Fengyi Palace.
He has been living in the Dragon Yin Palace for the past few days, and the man even said that he would transfer both Yingxi and Xin Zi over, if it hadn't happened today, maybe ......
Almost inaudible sighing, Su Ziran shook his head and smiled reluctantly, "I'm fine, Xin Zi, you go and prepare a brazier in my house, I'm a little cold." โ
"Why is Niangniang's face so pale, is she not feeling well, do you want to find a doctor to take a look?" Xin Zi is still not at ease.
"No need, it's just cold." She waved her hand and walked weakly towards the room, ignoring the worried voices behind her.
The imperial doctor was afraid that they were all gathered in Yaohua Palace, and she didn't bother to run in front of that man to pretend to be weak and rob people.