After leaving the French restaurant, I ran to Yumi Oshima in the middle of the bridge in one breath, and I stopped. Turning to her side, she walked to the fence by the bridge, facing the river rolling under the bridge. Both hands pinched the manuscript of her novella and pinched it hard, and the tears that came out of her eyes fell on the manuscript paper with a "click".

And a little tear fell on the manuscript paper, first a dot, then soaked in, and quickly spread. Yumi Oshima, who is in pain, has a recurring question in her mind, is it true that she doesn't have a talent for writing? Once again, she really felt that the ideal was very plump and the reality was very skinny, so she let go of her left hand to hold the lower boundary of the manuscript, and then threw the manuscript out with her right hand with a "bang" sound. The paper that floats from the bridge to the river below is like the petals of snow dancing in the night sky.

"Yumi......" Minamino Shuichi, who chased after him from behind, blurted out her name the moment he saw Yumi Oshima angrily threw away the manuscript in his hand.

Yumi Oshima, who was looking at him sideways, not only raised his left arm, but also pointed his left index finger at him, and said loudly with tears on his face: "Stop, don't come again." If you come again, I'll jump right off the bridge. ”

Frightened, Nanno Shuichi quickly stopped walking towards her, after all, he could completely understand her sadness at this moment. For writers, whether a novel is well written or poorly written, they have to pay a lot of their own labor accordingly. Whether it's from ideation, writing an outline, drafting a body...... The time and effort spent on this is something that a layman cannot really understand.

"I'm standing here, but I'm not coming." Shuichi Minamino, who crossed his hands and waved an "X" shape vigorously, not only felt nervous and scared in that heart, but also his heart beat a lot faster. How can I not know that writers have a very emotional side? Therefore, he believes that Yumi Oshima is not talking about fun, but will come to the truth.

Once she is impulsive in her heart, then she will really jump directly from the bridge. What's more, Japanese writers still have a tradition of pride, beauty, and beauty in suicide. Although she is not a writer in the true sense of the word, she loves her deeply and will not take a single risk to gamble.

They just stood like goose-gosteen at a distance. In the eyes of passers-by, the two are a pair of lovers who have just quarreled, and they have entered the stage of mutual anger. At this stage, it seems that they are like passers-by, and they may not enter the next stage after a while, they will inevitably hug each other, kiss and gnaw, and do not forget to apologize to each other "I'm sorry" at the same time, tears continue to flow out of their eyes. This man and woman fall in love, so is there anyone who doesn't quarrel? In fact, it is not the subjective judgment of others at all.

I don't know how long it has been, although Yumi Oshima has not shed tears anymore, but the feeling of distress has not been eliminated. She feels that she has been working so hard all along, but she still has not been rewarded accordingly. Don't they all say that God rewards hard work? Why can't you get to yourself?

"Shuichi, why do you have the ability to write, and you are fortunate enough to worship Takeshita Kusashi as a teacher, so that you can truly debut in the mainstream Japanese literary scene? From kindergarten to high school, Yumi Oshima attended a private school in Kyoto, and she excelled. As for you, you're nothing more than a stupid Shuichi. Ay...... Why did you transit? And I'm out of luck? Is it possible, you and I are combinary? Get out of the way, don't come closer. Turning his body sideways, Yumi Oshima, who was facing him, was very frustrated and painful from his breath. She began to speak illogically, there was a sentence, and there was no sentence.

Hearing this, Shuichi Minamino, who was not angry, was most afraid of her jumping off the bridge if she really jumped off the bridge, so how could it be good? If you can't swim yourself, you can't save Yumi Oshima. If there really was a moment, he might as well be martyred with her. Although they can't share the same bed, it's not bad to die together.

"Yumi, it's not that you don't have the ability to write, but you're too conceited. It's all your pride that hurts you. If someone says something to you, you won't listen to it at all. Even if you seem to listen to it, you still go your own way, and it's still like you know what you know, and only you are the future of Japanese literature. "It's not just a blind coaxing of her Nanno Shuichi, the reason why she can succeed is that she has the greatest advantages and is good at summarizing and learning.

He will not rest on his laurels, and he has not been criticized by Takeshita Kusaoke. However, Shuichi Minamino will always learn from his failures to avoid making the same mistake next time. As a result, he was able to memorize every word the teacher said to him every time. When individuals return home, they will make adjustments accordingly. He is not finished with words in his ears at all, and he will ponder and comprehend the meaning of every word and every word of the teacher over and over again. In short, he never questioned that the teacher would harm him, but all for his own good.

And Yumi Oshima, who heard this, did not wake up from a dream, but with an instinctive reflex: "Since you know, then why don't you just sue me?" ”

"When I was in Kyoto, my teacher told you clearly, but you didn't take it seriously. When I arrived in Tokyo, I told you about it again and again, but you laughed at me for not knowing anything about literature and art. Otherwise, if you are unhappy, you will refute me yourself, don't think that if you are a disciple of the writer of the National Congress, you will be in the sky. The world's literary masters are often self-taught and self-taught, rather than being taught by others. Shuichi Minamino, who tried to walk towards her slowly, said matter-of-factly.

"Hmph...... Shuichi, you're getting better and better. Now that you're a writer, you're starting to educate me. How to write and how to write is my business, and I don't need you to worry about it. Years after I die, my work will shine. Yumi Oshima, who calls herself the Kafka of Japan, believes that the works she writes have the direction of postmodern literary development, and that the current readers and peers can understand and understand. quite lamented that she was born at the wrong time, that is, she moaned without illness, but did not really have the courage to commit suicide. (To be continued.) )