- Teacher Ren, something happened to Du Ruo, are you at home?

Ren Yan hurriedly put down the baby, grabbed out of the house in a few steps, and in the wind and rain, the old foreman stood outside the door with his whole body [***], "This muddy boy, relying on a little physical strength, insisted on going to the slope protection, and hit the mudslide, not with fast legs and feet, but I was afraid that I would be invited to the ghost gate by Lord Yan, but it didn't matter, let the stone rub a little, broke a little skin, and refused to rest, and others were jumping from the immortals more than ten miles away at this time." ”

Ren Yan hurriedly put on a raincoat, asked the family next door to take care of the baby, put the hot day's meals into the thermos bucket, and walked out of the house with the basket in the wind and rain. It turned out that he had been trapped in the most remote road maintenance site in the depths of Bashan for more than a month, and now there were three or four families living in a row of low bungalows built by the mountain. There is no shop, no TV, no recreational room, seven things to open the door, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar tea, and you have to walk more than ten miles of mountain roads to buy in the market town outside the mountain. When you open your eyes, you will see a green mountain that is taller than a mountain, and when you close your eyes, you will see a stream of water that is louder than a stream. It seems that Du Ruo's life in the past few years has not been smooth, and he has been living in dire straits all year round, and he is also passing the time in the sorrow and sorrow of his wish.

Ren Yanshu felt that his nose was sour, and his eyes full of mountains and rivers couldn't help but get wet. Ren Yan suddenly remembered that when she was able to get out of bed a little after giving birth, she walked hard in Du Ruo's house full of calligraphy and paintings, and saw that the four walls were full of calligraphy and paintings, and the corners of the house were full of pots of bonsai with great ingenuity. Ren Yan's heart was suddenly broken, and the irritable arrogance in his chest fell out of his chest, and the gloomy clouds that blocked his brain also dispersed with the wind. In this mountain like a cultural desert, although he encountered the difficulties of life one after another, and was burdened with gossip with a poisonous tongue, he walked on the journey of literary and artistic creation without regrets, and adhered to the long march of cultural learning without violence. It seems that his hard work in those years was not in vain, and it was a good thing to associate with him at that time, risking secular prejudice and flying short-lived.

When Ren Yan knew the leader of the small station, he was very elegantly holding a frame of care and love, bulging his eyes as if looking at a visitor from outside the world, saying that Du Ruoqing was better than blue, and there was a way to go to the black, and he would not give up without falling his nose and swollen face; There is an ambition to drill into the pile of books, not to drill out of a golden house, and not to look back. Ren Yan sighed with pity, saying that Du Ruo was actually not easy, and paid several times the price unimaginable to ordinary people, Du Ruo loved painting and reading outside of eight hours, and he was a monster who didn't know how many bowls of dry rice he didn't know, but he took 10,000 steps back and said that he was not better than those young workers in the station who were good at fighting, gambling, and getting sick.

When Ren Yan knew a large group of workers, some of them were empty-eyed, their eyes were long on their foreheads, they didn't go to work in the blue sky, and they didn't sleep in the middle of the night. There are also those who have been tightening their trouser belts for several months, holding banknotes, but they bring dozens of liquor, and bring strings of game, saying that they are the same people who have wine in the present and are drunk in the future, and they are sorrowful and sorrowful; Others belong to the king of the stove, whose pot has a fishy smell, and he will drill into whom's house, but his mouth is full of money like dung, and benevolence and righteousness are worth a thousand gold. After coming in twos and threes, they all shouted that Du Ruo was a great virtuous tiger who became stupid and was now quite like an ordinary person; Du Ruo hid in the mountains and wilderness, depressed, not because of poetry and wine, often drunk and annoyed by the soul, and then guessed the boxing, cleared the customs, punished according to the number of Jingu wine, poured yellow soup violently, ate all the face, let people chew their tongues behind their backs, poke their backbones. Ren Yan saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart, Du Ruo was still so confused, so cocooned and self-bound, twenty-seven or eight-year-old people, being left idle and scattered in this big ravine without sound, light and shadow, with desolation, with loneliness as a companion, with no success in the family business, no hope for the career, and so he couldn't get along with himself, spending the good time on idle teeth, talking about idle articles, and breaking the jar so much, he looked down on himself, threw stones into the dung pit, and splashed all the disgusting feces and urine on his body.

When Ren Yan knew a group of little sisters, they put surprise on their faces and confusion on the corners of their mouths. said that Du Ruo is a fool and a fool, look at the virtue, look at the stupidity, carry half a bottle of vinegar to beg for food, take a dog stick to the gatehouse, a frame of two hundred and five poor and sour, a look of despair that has never met a talent, and it is very high, and there is still this marriage, people really have the blessings of cultivation in their previous lives! Ren Yan sighed slightly, saying that people really can't look good, and they really can't wear colored glasses to look at people, and they can't stay on the old yellow calendar in the past. Du Ruo has a strong sense of dedication and courage, and wants to achieve a career and realize his personal ideals. At that time, when we looked at the paintings he painted, it was like sticking Buddha characters on the palace of Hades, and ghosts painting peach charms; Look at others all day long, the god is not guarded, silver-like wax gun head. But hasn't he been down-to-earth all these years, step by step, how difficult it is, although he is still blowing the trumpet in the clouds for a long time, and I don't know where it is a sound; The wooden boat in the Pacific Ocean is at the end of nowhere. But whoever has front and back eyes, who gives birth to a flower braincase that can know the past and present lives, has this ambition, and has this perseverance, it is better than a bastard who supports his stomach and stomach!

Ren Yan walked out of seven or eight miles with muddy legs, the wind and rain were still blowing, lightning and thunder, the raindrops were thunderous and thunderous, and the torrential raindrops were violently knocking on the mountains, the streams of the mountains were full of silt, mixed with mud and sand and grass and trees overflowed in all directions, and the waterfalls of thousands of weather were hanging in the mountains and rivers, and the green old pines were dancing in the wind, and then the rivers in the hills were also full, and the waves of rolling dirty foam were rushing in the low-lying crops. The towering mountains outside the sky have been looming in the rain curtain, a burst of mist embraced, the four wild mountains are cloudy, and the clouds are blue.

Ren Yan hurriedly walked past a mountain mouth, and the immortal jumping rescue site was in front of him. Under the cliff wall facing the mountains and peaks, the red flags are unfurled, and the machines are roaring, reflecting the huge placard of "carrying forward the spirit of five stresses, four beauties, and three loves, and forging ahead bravely for the rejuvenation of the country through science and education", the rescue locomotive is lying on the temporary track spraying blazing water vapor, the tall rescue crane stretches out a giant arm like a giraffe, a Dongfanghong bulldozer, a Jiefang brand dump truck, and a series of imported excavators keep bulldozing, transporting stones, and digging mountains, one by one carrying a dustpan, a pair of carrying baskets, Groups of people wielding pickaxes shuttled endlessly to pick up soil, fill pits, and excavate, and the voices of people, machines, and trumpets sounded in one piece, and the sound shook all over the world. Sure enough, it collapsed again, and now a steep cliff collapsed on the railway line, and the trains from north to south were lying on the tracks that were only a few miles away. Ren Yan knows that the flood season between July and August is the most dangerous and hardest time for these road maintenance workers in the mountains, in the era of sweeping away all the cows, ghosts, snakes and gods, preparing for war and preparing for famine for the people, the Sichuan-Han line is completely built by the battle of the sea of people, so the line next to the dangerous peak of the cloud cliff is often collapsed when it is washed by heavy rain. When Ren Yan was still working as a propaganda officer in the work area, he wrote about the heroic deeds of a road maintenance worker who sacrificed heroically for rescue.

Ren Yan saw at a glance that the old and young of the three or four families at the construction site appeared on the construction site with shovels, and they were all sweating and dragging their tired bodies to fight under the cliff. Ren Yan's heart was shocked, and she couldn't help but speed up her pace and walk towards the muddy cliff. A few sharp-eyed people on the construction site suddenly seemed to have discovered a new world, shouting Du Ruo while dancing. Some say look, Painter Du's wife is here, the big beauties in the city send food to the road maintenance workers in our mountains, I really hurt the glaucoma for most of my life, and now I see it when I open my bald head; Some people say that Du Erzhuzi is a bachelor who has been boiling for so many years, and now he finally takes out a white egg from the black chicken nest, and the bitter sweetness is coming, with such a beautiful wife living under one roof, I am also willing to stay up for a few more years and live a few more years of life; Some people also say that you puppies say, you eat and support, your mouth is itchy and you won't go to the tree to grind, there are Bodhisattvas at home, but you go to worship other people's Guanyin, do you look at Du Ruo and say that his wife is beautiful, and he wants flies not to bite the eggs that are not sewn. Du Ruo has been sharpening a sword for ten years, and he wants to become famous and start a family in his dreams, but now he finally has a positive result, is it easy? If you chew maggots with no skin and no face, you are not afraid of chewing off your chin and smashing your feet. So laughter and laughter spread on the hot construction site.

Du Ruo was uneasy for a while, took Ren Yan's basket in the eyes of everyone's envy and admiration, and the two walked to the bottom of the cliff sheltered from the wind one after the other. Ren Yan propped up the raincoat again, put it on Du Ruo's head, and tightly grasped the four corners of the raincoat with both hands, so as to prop up a space to shelter from the wind and rain, so that Du Ruo could have a hot breath to eat. Du Ruo was emotionally excited, his eyes flashed with joy, a warm current that had never been felt before rippled around his body, and his heart was like a drum, "Don't be like this, let it go, you just finished your confinement and stood alone in the rain, which is not good for your health!" ”

Ren Yan held her head high, trying not to let tears overflow the corners of her eyes, and her heart was more hot like a pot of boiling soup. Since returning to the city, she has never heard a good word, nor has she seen a good face, all day long is not for work and tired, or for life to copy and fight, a little pride in working in the city has long been eroded by the trivialities of the day, a little kindness in the city life has also been tossed by the poverty year after year, "You eat well, after eating and resting for a while, you haven't closed your eyes for a day and a night, I'll go up for you to do it for a while!" ”

Du Ruo's eyes flashed in disbelief, gobbling up the rice bowl, and for a while he suspected that something was wrong with his ears, and Ren Yan had been dating for many years, when did she speak to herself with such gentle and beautiful words, she had always been a tall and straight face, and the words she said seemed to come out of the ground coldly. Du Ruo wiped his mouth suspiciously, swallowed the rice grains in his mouth, lowered his head and got out of the raincoat, and saw Ren Yan calmly put away the raincoat, her red face was covered with fine water droplets, and her black hair and silk scarf danced in a black and white pattern in the cold mountain wind. Often cold light pierces people's eyes, and there are a few smiles on the corners of the mouth of the often cold-spoken iceman. Du Ruohu was stunned in doubt, and for a while he suspected that there was something wrong with his eyes, until Ren Yan took out the gloves he put in the raincoat and picked up the dustpan he was leaning against under the cliff, then he walked a few steps with confidence and stopped Ren Yan, "Go back, your son has no one to take care of, this is hard work, you are a female teacher with flowers and bones, you will not be able to bear it!" ”

Ren Yan smiled faintly, a wisp of blush flew up her cheeks, but her heart was as sweet as a piece of candied fruit, and she took a step back a little unnaturally, "It doesn't matter, I'm not as fragile as you say, and I'm not a female teacher anymore, I can still do this bit of hard work!" ”

"Who said that, you are a female teacher in my mind, and you are a god in my heart like seven fairies. I don't care what others do to you, in this land, I will never let you suffer the slightest grievance; No matter how you have come over in the past few years, in this square day, you will never be allowed to lose face! Du Ruo swore that his neck was stiffened, his eyes widened for fear of loss, his face was loyal and loyal, and two eyes full of hope stared at Ren Yan's face fiercely.

"Okay, I know, I swear by the curse when something happens, I don't stand here in a good manner, haven't I debunked your Western scenery, I can't be when I am a vase on your desk, I can't be a goldfish in your goldfish tank, don't do some work, you have to take care of me, I don't feel at ease in my heart!"

Du Ruoyu hesitantly moved out of the way, and followed behind in a foggy manner. The two had just walked up the cliff, and the little young worker on the spot first shouted enthusiastically as if he had found Angel, "Sister-in-law Du, come here!" Then the little young worker in the station also seemed to have discovered something strange, and shouted passionately, "Sister Ren, come here!" All the young workers in the rear work area seemed to have discovered the fairy sister, and shouted all over the mountains, "Teacher Ren, come here!" Ren Yan's heart was shocked, tears of joy burst out of her eyes, and the bottom of her heart stirred up a warm current of respect and love like a rushing tide. Du Ruo's expression also changed greatly, his eyes were damp with a layer of empathetic gloom, and his anxious steps became extremely firm. Looking at Ren Yanxian smiling uneasily at the people she knew or didn't know around her, a delicate and weak image came into people's eyes, and the shoulders that rarely carried the burden clumsily carried the dustpan all the way in the mud. Unexpectedly, Ren Yan has been gone for two or three years, and she has already lost a little respect and face in the dung heap, and she has already made a big joke in the work area, but there is still such a charisma in the work area, and it is still so confusing, people still hold her in their hands as a rose on Bashan, as a Lingzhi grass to save souls in their mouths, and worship her in their hearts as a female teacher who enlightens knowledge.

However, when they walked to the cliff in full swing, Ren Yan was careless, his body staggered, and he fell to the ground, and the two dustpans were like balls that were thrown, and they went straight to the bottom of the cliff. Du Ruo was taken aback, and grabbed Ren Yan's tumbling body. The frightened people on the cliff snatched down one after another, grabbed the grip of the hand for a while, dragged the foot of the foot, and pulled Ren Yan up with a gossip. Looking at Ren Yan standing in the middle of people like a mud monkey, her white and red cheeks were sticking to the mud that was up to an inch thick, her long black hair was dripping with yellow muddy water, and her fashionable clothes were all stained with mud. The people looked at each other on the ground, then laughed out loud, and then they all rolled their backs and burst into laughter. Ren Yan's face turned red, her eyes lowered in embarrassment, and she couldn't help but laugh when she was young. Ren Yan walked out of the crowd in shame, and suddenly found that the cliff wall washed by the heavy rain began to loosen, the cliff head had begun to roll down miles of dirt unobtrusively, and the cliff had begun to sound the sound of clattering branches unpleasantly. Everyone's expressions changed suddenly, and they all glanced at each other, and Ren Yan ran to the cliff desperately, shouting with all his life's strength: "The mountain is about to slide, everyone run!" "The people who waved their arms on the cliff and split the earth immediately felt that it was dangerous, and suddenly threw the pickaxe and the basket and ran down the mountain forgetting their lives; The people who were buried in dredging under the cliff suddenly felt that it was in danger, and immediately took the shovel and the shovel on their back, and rushed to the opposite cliff in fear. Ren Yan ran up to the cliff out of breath, shouting to the people who didn't hear the shouts to run; Ren Yan climbed into the cab in three steps and two steps, and shouted to the driver who did not see the danger to leave. When the huge cliff was empty, Ren Yan breathed a sigh of relief, called Du Ruo, who was also looking for people on the four roads, and ran to the mountain opposite the cliff.

Who knew that before he had run a few steps away, Du Ruo suddenly fell to the ground with grinning teeth, and the injury that he had gotten up early had flare-up, and his ankle was in pain like a bulging tumor. Ren Yan hurriedly turned back, picked up Du Ruo without saying anything, got up and fell to the ground and ran down the cliff. Du Ruo lay on Ren Yan's back in a state of anxiety, listening to the rolling sound of the cliff behind him getting denser and denser, the sound of pine trees breaking louder and louder, and a large area of dust and mist also shocked him, and he was so anxious that the green tendons on his head burst out, "Put me down, you run quickly, otherwise you won't be able to run alone!" ”

"Don't say it, save some trouble, and don't pick a time to find death!" Ren Yan snorted, and a nameless fire jumped up in her heart, as if she had a thunderbolt on a sunny day, these days she endured humiliation and pretended to smile, and the resentment of suppressing the annoyance of saying soft words all poured into her face, "I owe you, didn't you say that I am your wife, don't you worry about death, so as not to pay off the debts in the future, and be embarrassed to live in the world!" ”

Du Ruo was angry for a while, desperately broke free and rolled to the ground, his face was white in indignation, and he pointed at Ren Yan's nose with a trembling voice, "What do you mean, say it clearly, how can I recruit you, provoke you, I can't help you, such vicious words can be spoken!" ”

"You didn't recruit me, you didn't provoke me, you didn't live with me, I was cheap, my life was bad, I had no eyes, and it was not good to be a mandarin duck with you!" Ren Yan looked up at her face angrily, the visible resentment and grief spread on her face, and the tears of humiliation in her eyes flowed down again.

"It's really a dog who can't change his surname after walking thousands of miles, I still have your surname changed, or this kind of father who doesn't love his mother, or this kind of pig who doesn't gnaw and doesn't lick the dog, it's moldy for eight lifetimes, how can I have such a dead star as you in my life!" Du Ruo broke his liver and intestines, sat lame on the ground, and was very disheartened and lazy for a while, his whole body was like a piece of wood that had been cut off from branches and leaves, and he was bored like a piece of wood that had been cut off from its branches and leaves, and let Ren Yan sobbing and rushing across the railway line with his back on his back. The people who were out of danger on the cliff also ran down with shouts at this time, and they lifted Du Ruo with their hands and feet and ran towards the cliff.

A few people just ran to the cliff, behind the sky and the earth came from the sound of the cliff collapse, and saw that the mountain col of Fang Yuan was completely covered in a haze, hundreds of tons of soil rolled down from the cliff head hundreds of meters high with the momentum of overwhelming the mountains and the sea, the sound of thunder exploded in the ears more violently than a sound, and the dust that rose to the sky was more intense than a burst in front of the eyes, the wind in the four fields was whistling, the rain and fog were misty, and the explosion was bursting, and the heaven and earth were like being in a darkness.

Everyone gathered on the hill in fear, and all their faces were filled with the horror of the rest of their lives. The leader gratefully shook Ren Yan's hand, "Teacher Ren, I really owe you today, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable, and all the 100 people in the station will have to be buried here." Facts have fully demonstrated that backwardness must be eliminated, and only through development can we become self-reliant. Mankind is about to enter the 21st century, and we are still relying on manpower to rescue the emergency. Therefore, practice is the only criterion for testing the truth, and only when the mind is emancipated, reformed, and opened up, and the economy develops, can the country become rich and strong, and the people can become rich. The future and destiny of each of us are closely related to the future and destiny of the country and the nation. I heard that you got married, and I wanted to come and see it, congratulations, but I haven't been able to spare time. Our Du painter is really a talent, not only painting well, but also building a nest well, and he just brought back the phoenix that flew away in the work area. When to go to the work area to sit, what difficulties are reflected, you used to be a team of leaders who are still talking about you! The young man who entered the railway at the same time as Ren Yan took Ren Yan's hand affectionately, "Teacher Ren, come back, the work area has changed a lot in the past two years, and in the future, our family areas will be built in the second and third tier cities along the line, and these road maintenance sites built in the mountains will be removed." The leaders have put out all the long-term plans, the country has opened up to the outside world, invigorated the interior, and the national economy has taken the railway first. In the future, we will drive the road maintenance locomotive to work, sit in the spacious and bright cab and walk thousands of miles of railway lines, no longer have to be gray on sunny days, muddy on rainy days with our feet, and will never spend ten days and a half months to return home to the life of the Cowherd and Weaver Girl! The young people who entered the railway a few years later than Ren Yan also gathered around Ren Yan on the inside and outside three floors, "Teacher Ren, come back and teach us, I heard that you teach literature and art well, and you have taught a great painter." weloveyoumadly！ (We really like you!) We are also studying correspondence courses, and we are at the University of Electrical Engineering, but it is difficult to pass the English test. Now enhance the vitality of the enterprise, smash the three iron (iron chair, iron rice bowl, iron salary) smashed badly, do not study sooner or later will be eliminated, in case of unemployment, not to mention that you can't find a target, even open your mouth to eat in the canteen is difficult to find. In the past two years, the third-line factories and mines built by tens of thousands of people in the big ravines have all been moved to the city, and the staff schools and specialized schools affiliated to the factories have also moved away, saying that they are for the purpose of readjusting, improving, rectifying, and enhancing the national economy, stripping the enterprises of their functions of running society, and improving the economic efficiency of the enterprises. As a result, I often can't even find a place to speak English. You are from a professional background, and your accent is pure, so you must be able to teach well! ”

After a day and a night of hard work, with the cooperation of the troops, the line was cleared, the mud accumulated on the railway line was cleared, and the cliffs that collapsed under the line were also cleaned up. People lined up in a square formation and stood in the open space, and the temporary colored platform was lined with slogans and colorful flags flying. After the leaders of the road bureau, the troops, and the work area spoke one after another, the train blocking the railway line in front of it sounded a very long whistle, and the signalman stood beside the roadbed and waved the signal flag a few times rhythmically, and the train clattered to the place of the accident, and continued to sound the whistle, passing slowly in front of the queue as if it were a salute and a salute. Ren Yan stood next to the camping car, looking at the people one by one energetically holding their heads high, as if they were complacent, looking at the distant steel dragon turned a mountain mouth and gradually disappeared in the twilight depths of Bashan, a kind of uncontrollable curiosity prompted her to pick up the shovel and dance left and right, and then held her head high, with a pair of bright eyes with a smile and a smile, "Your work is quite meaningful!" ”

"Meaningful?" Du Ruo blinked in surprise, looking at Ren Yan's leisurely and fascinated expression, with a pure smile on the corner of his mouth that he didn't know the hard work of the road maintenance workers, and couldn't help but grin self-deprecatingly, "When a road maintenance worker in the mountains who is almost thirty years old and can't marry a daughter-in-law, dangling on dozens of miles of railway lines all day long, opening his eyes is too familiar with the mountains and rivers and rivers, and closing his eyes is too strange to be strange to the terroir and people, I'm afraid it doesn't make sense at all!" ”

Ren Yan sneered and pursed her mouth, watching people ride in cars, march in marches, and walk like the flow of the ebb tide, scattering from the immortal pass. also hurriedly stood on the side of the road with a smile, said hello to familiar or unfamiliar people, and then packed up the toolbox and carried it on his shoulder, while taking the bamboo basket from Du Ruo's hand, "I'm too lazy to pay attention to you, it's always like this to say that life is always like this, the dog can't spit out ivory in his mouth, and he doesn't have a sense of humor at all!" ”

Du Ruo was stunned for a while, he couldn't speak for a long time, shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly for a long time, picked up the shovel in frustration, silently followed behind the people returning to the work site, and walked back to the small station with Ren Yan.

At this time, the sky also opened, the clouds also dispersed, the sunset set set off a flickering red tide in the distant mountains, the fantasy and gorgeous clouds flashed in the sky for half a day, the birds and birds that had been hidden for a day chirped and fluttered out of the woods, the mountains were full of mountains and mountains in pairs, and even the flowing springs that were usually unaware seemed to be particularly melodious and pleasant, flowing from the stones, rushing to the sand and waves rippling on the stream, and pouring into the deep pool wave by wave.

Du Ruo took a distracted step, a solemn sense of despair rose in his empty mind, and he saw Ren Yan's graceful figure moving all the way on the potholed mountain road, and his vivid body twisted into a graceful curve. Du Ruo's heart moved, and he couldn't help but speed up his pace, and now Ren Yan was dressed as a railway worker, his plump and delicate skin shone softly on the sleeves and trouser legs rolled up high in his work clothes, and the fragrance unique to a mature woman's surname hit the bottom of his nose. Du Ruo approached in confusion, sticking to Ren Yan as if he was stupid, and the figures of one tall and one short were almost superimposed into an image of two flying side by side. Ren Yan turned her head and smiled warmly at him, and tacitly slowed down her pace, letting Du Ruo stick to her shoulder as if she were drunk. The two are almost like couples in love, snuggling up to each other on the way home. On both sides of the secluded railway, reflecting the glow of the sunset, the picturesque scenery is unique, and the mountains and forests along the line are covered by the twilight, and the wind blows the leaves and makes a sound, which is very empty and pleasant. The two of them walked out a few miles with a heart, and the flowers and weeds in the mountains and weeds were also intoxicated by this reckless intimacy and tight heat. Suddenly, Ren Yan let out an "ouch" and almost fell to the ground. Du Ruo hurriedly reached out and grabbed her and took the basket. Seeing Ren Yan's frowning eyebrows, the corners of his mouth out of shape, and his expression of pain, Du Ruoli felt a different kind of tenderness flooding in his heart, and he actually leaned down and looked at Ren Yan with a hot and eager gaze that only couples can have, "What's the matter, it hurts so much?" ”

Ren Yan was stunned for a while, subconsciously frowned, and tilted her head to the side very unnaturally, "It doesn't matter, it's okay!" Du Ruo still didn't believe it, so he naturally put his hand around her waist. Ren Yan hurriedly lowered her body, squatted on the ground, and said in a cold accent, "It doesn't matter, it's really fine!" Du Ruo was secretly taken aback, a look of embarrassment rose on his face, and he seemed to understand something, smiled blankly, and silently stepped aside with a sense of resentment and anger.

"Oh, it's beautiful! It is not inferior to Fan Kuan's "Journey to the Mountains and Streams" of the Northern Song Dynasty! Ren Yan suddenly sat on the toolbox, excitedly pointing to the sunset that was about to fade away in the distant mountains, and her exaggerated eyes flashed with incredible surprise and surprised joy.

"You save it, this can be compared with Fan Kuan's "Traveling in Streams and Mountains", do you understand, "Traveling in Streams and Mountains" is a masterpiece that shows the art of time in space art, it is an eternal painting of mountains looking up, scenery and traveling, mountains, waters, and people are integrated! It's just a few pieces of light and color that don't make up anything, let's go, no one will look at you, and no matter how late it is, you won't be able to see the way when you get home! ”

"You're a real person, you don't know anything about it. Leshan and water, gas are combined, pillow stone gargle, chanting of it. I also paint! Ren Yan pursed her lips unhappily, and looked up at Du Ruo with regret that her good intentions had been destroyed.

"Hey, I have to kindly remind you that it's better for you to talk a little bit of virtue, I'm still a rude and vulgar mountain road maintainer!"

Ren Yan was suddenly startled, a wisp of sneer hung on the corner of her mouth, looking at Du Ruo's cold and gloomy face, a few wisps of dark clouds suffocated by anger and resentment lingered on her eyebrows, and she smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!" Hurriedly crutched his knees trembling and wanted to stand up, but his feet were crooked, and he fell on the toolbox again, and two crystal tears rolled out of his eyes, "Ouch, my foot is broken!" ”

"Why did you just say it's okay!" Du Ruo hurriedly leaned down, looking at Ren Yan's sad face, it was difficult to even stretch her legs and move her feet, so she hurriedly stretched out her hand to help her knead, thinking about it, and slowly stood up, in a tone that the boss was unhappy with, "Do you want me to help you rub it!" ”

"What do you say! The whole work area is not saying that I am your wife, and your body has been looked at all over you, what face do I have to be ashamed of! Ren Yan sighed faintly, her face was full of melancholy and sadness, and the choked words sprayed on Du Ruo's face like spittle.

"You're such a, a human face and a dog face for a while!" Du Ruo's complexion changed, and he felt like a fly in his heart, and a disdainful sneer floated on the corner of his mouth, "You don't have to talk about cool things, and you are a resentful woman who succumbs to death at every turn." No one forces you, no one rushes you to the sedan chair, you pat your ass and leave anytime and anywhere. Do you think that the leader persuaded you to stay, I made a cage, and the workers kept you, and I set the fire on the wind. See your ghost, I like you and offer you as a goddess, but that's the person who likes you, not covets your body, when you were more beautiful than flowers, I didn't have the idea of beating your body, and now I won't! The words are still good, Luo, you didn't debunk my Western scenery and help me make a big lie, you are giving me face and giving me a great favor. But have you thought about it, why did the leaders persuade you to keep you, and why the workers kept you, not because you left a good reputation in the work area in the past? If I shake out your little and broadcast you around like a broken shoe, will you still have the face to stay here, and people will still embrace you like the stars holding the moon! It's really a pig's brain, you can think clearly with your feet, and you just can't think about it when it comes to you! ”

"Okay, as long as you talk a lot and are sensible, don't you have three sticks when you can't beat a fart, how can you speak now? Hurry up, rub it well, I'm dying of pain! Ren Yan glanced at Du Ruo angrily, looked at Du Ruo's strange and funny frowning, and when it came to the end, she looked like a shrunken embarrassment, and unconsciously burst into a smiling face, and deliberately stretched her feet in front of Du Ruo, but seeing that Du Ruo really squatted down, she stretched out her hand eagerly, and the sudden shyness made her face flush, and an indescribable melancholy swept through her mind, and she hurriedly retracted her feet with a difficult face, "I...... I'm fine, you need to be lighter! ”

"You are the jade bird that flies without flying, you are the mountain partridge that does not cry on a sunny day and does not cry on a rainy day, you can't turn back if you don't drill into other people's skynets, and you can't do it without a few cries, and your brother can't hear it," Du Ruo smiled, full of humiliation and annoyance, he approached Ren Yan calmly, gently pillowed her legs on his legs, and looked at Ren Yan leaning slightly uneasily, and after removing her shoes and socks, her delicate and white paws were very red and swollen, and she was angry and funny for a while. He carefully rubbed the red and swollen spots, thoughtfully tied her trouser legs, and saw that Ren Yan was still slightly closed, a little shyness lingered on Yan Ran's smiling face, and silky hair brushed over his shoulders like a broom. Du Ruo breathed a sigh of relief with satisfaction, and all kinds of scenes of the world of the two surnames occupied his entire heart. I don't know how long it took, Ren Yan suddenly opened her eyes, and with the gratitude that emerged from the bottom of her heart, she stared at Du Ruo warmly, "Didn't you study at Handa a few years ago, didn't you graduate, why are you still working as a road maintenance worker?" ”

"I graduated early, and I got three diplomas in philosophy, Chinese, and history!" Du Ruo stood up, his deep-seated self-shame in front of Ren Yan made him tense his face angrily, and sneering words popped out of his mouth like a cannon, "But what's the use? The work area arranges to teach at the children's school. You know my cultural background, the books I read are for dabbling, and the second is for exams, and I can't compare with students who graduated from regular normal colleges at all. Besides, you're gone, and you're in the town with no one to show me the way, and you can't find a way out if you want to make a living. The world does not know Dongfang Shuo, and the Great Hidden Golden Gate is an immortal. Rather than stay alone in the town and be bound for eight hours, it is better to work as a road maintenance worker in the mountains. I thought about it, even if I did it, changed the environment, and there was no future for eating chalk ash for the rest of my life, and it was not my ideal to be full of peach and plum all over the world, and I couldn't marry a daughter-in-law in the city, who would like to hang their daughter's urban household registration on the household registration book of the mountain people. ”

"Why don't you marry a daughter-in-law without saying a word, maybe your highest ideal is to marry a beautiful woman in the city!" Ren Yan's face changed abruptly, and the little confidence in Du Ruocai's heart turned into powder, and her voice suddenly became sharp and hard like broken glass.

"That's right, it's really someone who knows me, and Teacher Ren too!" Du Ruo felt humiliated, as if a basin of dirty water was splashed on his head, he suddenly raised his voice, and two ** spicy unbearable eyes were projected on Ren Yan's face without scruples, "But can I get married, I have been dreaming for almost thirty years, isn't it still a fool's dream, Qi Ren Wild Talk." I'm almost like Chun Yudi to go to Dahuai Anguo to be Nanke Taishou, I'm almost like Lu Sheng to find Taoist priest Lu Weng to borrow a pillow to have a sweet dream, don't you still have to bury your talent in this mountain, waste your youth on this small station, and in the end you still have to marry a daughter-in-law in the mountains, and you can't go to the city or out of the mountain for the rest of your life! Let's go, don't talk about these bad things, I will be angry and desperate when I say this. Come, I'll carry you, and you won't be able to get home when it's dark! ”

Ren Yan's heart was agitated and lay on Du Ruo's back, this despicable and lowly mountain road maintenance worker, it was she who guided him to embark on the journey of artistic creation regardless of her face, and it was she who supported him regardless of the gains and losses, but she didn't expect that a few years later, he was still so old-fashioned, still so stubborn, he didn't get his name, he didn't get any profit, he was still like a mole crawling in the depths of the mountains, and he was still in love with every grass and tree here like a fox dead head, he would take the idea, his temper was growing, and he was a face that he never met at every turn. From time to time, what is revealed is the image of the Luotuo literati who I want to go to the blue sky, and all I keep talking about is how to marry a daughter-in-law in the city, and what I think about is how to fly gold on my face. If you continue to read in this way, the book will be in vain, and the hard work will be in vain, at best, he is only the best of the mediocre, and the great is the best in the mountains, and the ideal he pinned on him is no less different from the abyss, and his hope of enduring humiliation and insults and letting him talk nonsense is no different from the judgment of the clouds. She was angry and angry, sad and pitiful for a while, and she wanted to calm down a few more words of comfort, but she didn't know where to start; She wanted to warn a few more times, but she didn't know how to speak, her thoughts floated in the dilemma for a while, but what she opened her mouth to say was the last glimmer of hope in her heart, "You have been working on creation for the past few years!" ”

Du Ruo was stunned when he heard this, and his steps on the mountain road stopped, his face was full of doubts for a while, but the gratitude in his heart for Ren Yan's insightful eyes and pearls and the feeling that it was difficult to find a confidant over the years made his heart warm like a fire, but after a while, the extreme disgust buried in his heart for her abandoning herself in the past and the contempt that she didn't care about in order to transfer to the city made his heart shrink for a while, as if a cloud of ashes fell on his heart in an instant. Even the spark was extinguished, making him say perfunctorily in a light and shockingly cold tone, "It's still working, but it's not as invested as before!" ”

"How could it be?" Ren Yan was full of suspicion for a while, and the second Zhang Jingang was confused, looking up at Du Ruo with a puzzled expression, and looking at Du Ruo with a smile.

"How could it not!" Du Ruo was suddenly emotional, and put Ren Yan on the toolbox with his waist, as if the boredom that had been stuck in his heart for a long time broke a gap, and it was like a deep hatred for her who couldn't extricate himself from the slightest excuse, so that he raised his head fearlessly, staring at Ren Yan's eyes that seemed very warm in an instant, "I'm just a road maintenance worker in the mountains, what's the use of painting that Raushzi, I can't fly to the city to show my ambitions, but I can't show my ambitions in the mountains, but I lose my reputation, said that I was so ambitious and uneasy to work, I was suffocated in the mountains all day long, and I couldn't even marry a daughter-in-law in the mountains, and I was a bachelor for the rest of my life! ”

Ren Yan was embarrassed for a while, the heat in his chest surged upward, and his face was flushed with a strange passion, "You just see through the red dust like this, you are so playful and discouraged, have you thought about it, your future is all on your brush, if you put your pen on hold, then all your past efforts will not be in vain, and all your past efforts will not become nonsense." Romain Rolland said: Life is an arduous struggle, and you can never take a break, otherwise, you may lose all your efforts in an instant. You are now like a small boat that has rowed to the center of the river, rowing forward, reaching the other side of the ideal, just those oars, rowing backwards, going back, and those oars, it depends on whether you are a strong man or a coward. Man's greatest enemy is actually himself, and indulging himself is the greatest crime against himself, which is a universal truth. You're not going to be a boneless umbrella that can't be held up when things come to an end! ”

"Yes, I'm a boneless umbrella!" Du Ruo clenched his throat and tightened his throat, his voice was stinky and hard like a stone in a latrine, "You have ambition and perseverance, why don't you stay in the mountains!" You'd rather marry a half-old man in the city than start a family in the mountains! Yes? You are from the city, educated, shy and closed! Here you have bent your talents, damaged your people, and wasted your heavenly beauty! It's really a hell of a life, there will be a few female college students in the city who will settle down here in the station, aren't they all living well, don't they all have a big belly to seek death! You always have a mouth to talk about others, but you don't have a mouth to talk about yourself, make this request today, talk about that idea tomorrow, I am miserable by you! At that time, if I hadn't listened to your nonsense, put my head on your neck and thought about things, my education level was not high, I could study, and the social environment was not good, and I could have changed, would I have engaged in personal struggle like this! Ants on a live chopping board、Find food under the knife! If I use this energy and use this time to write the party application, to pretend to be a fake positive, I will at least be a deputy director now, and I can also eat and drink spicy, why worry about not finding a beauty in the city! If I relied on this ability, used this wisdom to resign and become self-employed, to drill the eyes of money, how could I be a 10,000 yuan household now, still eat sugar cakes, add honey, and my son will not be in swaddling clothes! is still guilty of getting up early and feeling dark all night, like a fantat, pinning a little hope and dream on the pile of ancient books, like a poor measure, and losing a little dignity and face in repeated failures! I don't want to climb to the sky in one step, I want to use all my strength to breastfeed, I don't want to get ahead, I want to climb up even if I sharpen my head. There is a famous saying in The Wealth of Nations: Even a nail contains technology; As the saying goes: broken bricks and rotten rubble also have a time to support table legs. Why am I useless at all! Why did I achieve nothing! Isn't it just bent on giving up all opportunities for the sake of learning, isn't it just obsessively ruining all your luck for the sake of art? At the same time, there are many generations on the road, and the road is dangerous and difficult to follow. Can you help you understand this kind of anguish and hesitation of great ambition and unfulfilled ambition, and you can't express a little sympathy for the sadness and disappointment of this kind of extraordinary ambition and unfulfilled ambition? You will only pick and choose, point fingers, sit on the high branches and say cool words! You put the bench over and sit in the sand, and put yourself in my shoes! You have enlightened me, enlightened me, thanked me for your kindness, borrowed a lot of books from me to read, you lit the first guiding light on my troubled and numb life road, and you created a new world in the depths of my ignorant mind. But it's all gone, and you've thrown this affection and friendship out of the sky as a whim. At that time, who didn't say that we were a natural pair of talented women and beautiful women, and who didn't say that we were a pair of like-minded real estate at that time. You are like a ghost touching your brain, you don't hesitate to sacrifice your personal happiness and future to be transferred back to the city, you are like a mad dog biting your heart, you don't hesitate to destroy your own reputation and dignity to go to the small citizens, you didn't eat the idealism and romanticism of the world's fireworks at that time, didn't you transfer your love from your mouth to the usual firewood, rice, oil and salt! You are so vicious, so duplicitous, you eat coal, your conscience is black, don't go to the mountains to find dead sand, the world of flowers and flowers in the city is boundless, where can you not find a place to bury incense and bury jade! You're good, eat lamp grass and put a light fart, and you have to pull a cushion back when you die, is it because Du Ruobei, a countryman, recognizes a mallet as a needle, and wants to open a dyeing workshop if you give a little color, maybe you will use it as royal jelly if you give a bottle of dichlorvos! ”

"Enough, you've made me cheap enough, you've insulted me enough!" Ren Yan was furious for a while, and the blood stains in her chest swayed uncontrollably, making her face red, dizzy and unstable, and her soul was also humiliated and detached from her shell, turning into a violent riot on her eyebrows, making her sit on the toolbox and tremble, "No wonder people call you Du Er, there is a string in your head!" It's really a toad jumping on the plate - I don't know my weight, the shell lang runs into the mill - pretending to be a donkey dung ball! Why did I hurt you? You can't be an official and can't make a fortune, it's me who misled you, what kind of material are you! You can't even wash your own face, you can't comb your hair smoothly, [***] will want you to be a person, and it doesn't make people laugh and drop their jaws! You didn't leave your job without pay to become self-employed, I delayed you, do you have any emotional intelligence! You don't even recognize all the small commodities on Hanzheng Street, and you don't know where the door of Yiwu commodity world opens, so you will fall pies from the sky, think about beautiful things, and become a 10,000-yuan household, which makes people sour and crooked their noses! I'll lend you a book to read, it's you who lie in my room like a bedbug all day long, and you can't get rid of the sand! I'll take you to visit and study, it's you who stick to the back of my ass like a slug all year round, and you can't blow the sand! Do you really think that I will appreciate your talent and look down on your three-legged cat paintings, and I didn't return them to you without even looking at them? It's hard for you to think of me and you as a natural pair, a pair of real estate! You don't look at yourself in the mirror, just your poor and sour appearance of three-penny soy sauce and two-penny vinegar, you can't be literate, you can't be martial, and you can't tarnish my reputation! You don't fall into the well, whimsical! It's raining and the ground is slipping, each falling to its own climb, I owe you, I will compensate you! If you want to play any tricks on this, what kind of cunning you play, I advise you, don't even think about it, my iron threshold is not something that people like you can enter! ”

Du Ruo was stunned, his blood turned into ice coal, and a little of his face was lost, as if he was pulled out naked by someone ** in the depths of his heart, as if a fox tail hidden deep in his chest was trampled on the ground. He was stunned for a while with a sad face, as if he couldn't find the north, and only half a day later reached out to lift the toolbox that Ren Yan was sitting under his buttocks, "Okay, you are generous, you can afford to put it down, I sell coffins in the pharmacy - it's not a kind eye!" Why don't you go, go back to the city, my temple can't hold your big god, and I can't put your big egg in the sparrow's nest! I haven't seen you for so many years, I haven't been wrong! ”

Ren Yan was flustered for a moment, like a frightened bird clutching the toolbox, the desolation of being humiliated in front of her made her face suddenly turn as white as death, she trembled and shed tears of humiliation and pain, and choked up consciously, "I...... That was not what I meant! ”

"Are you going to get out of the way!" Du Ruo's face was furious, and his eyes shone in the anger of happiness and revenge.

Ren Yanli felt that her heart was tightened by pain, and she couldn't shiver by herself, and the hostility and unwilling spirit of resistance in her subconscious made her smile coldly with contempt, restrained the fear and fear in her heart, and slapped Du Ruo's face as ruthless as a jackal and stupid as a pig and sheep.

Du Ruo was taken aback, Zhang Huang took a step back in a daze, and then jumped forward again, with a gloomy and calm face, and a hostile gaze pressed on her face, hoping to punch her face all over the place. Ren Yan cried "wow", and fell on the toolkit in horror, her cheeks twitched with grief and pain, and her black hair was messed up in the evening breeze, "Forgive me, I really didn't mean to!" ”

Du Ruo hated her for a while, his cheeks were biting loudly, and the visible shame and anger were fiercely entangled on his face, he wanted to beat her hard, and he wanted to brush her away. However, looking at Ren Yan's pretended Chu Chu pitiful appearance and a hoarse sobbing voice, Du Ruo couldn't help but let out a long sigh, let go of his clenched fists, and his mind suddenly fell to the point of incorrigibility, "Don't cry, go back, even if I overtalked and rubbed salt on your wounds, I'm sorry for you, it's not okay!" ”