Chapter 70: Homesickness
Although she felt that Aunt Cui was very good to herself, and her life was comfortable and leisurely, Huiya felt so comfortable that her bones were soft. But there has always been one thing in Huiya's heart that seems to be pressed like a big stone, and that is to return to the Zhao Mansion.
During the lunch break, Huiya sat in front of the dresser, listening to the whining of the north wind outside, and the sound of the dry and yellow leaves being blown and the sound of Huiya's heart suddenly rising irritation.
Where to go in the future, Huiya is deeply entangled in this question, but what should be done, to be honest, Huiya really doesn't know.
Although I lived for more than 20 years in my previous life, the first ten years were ignorant for children, and the middle five years were miserable and tormented.
In the first year of returning to Zhaofu, because of his reputation, he was trapped in a remote small courtyard in the garden of Zhaofu every day, enduring the bullying of his stepmother and stepsister, and wanted to wash away his reputation. Although she is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, and songs, and has an understanding of some of the private methods in the inner house, no one has ever really taught her what she should do as a young lady from a large family.
When Mrs. Lian taught the eldest girl to behave and take care of the house, Huiya followed and learned two hands, only to know that she knew so little and her experience was so shallow.
Everyone said that the eldest daughter of a widow could not be married, why she couldn't marry Huiya, I didn't know it at first, but now I found out that there was no girl with her mother, even if it was a lady from a large family, she couldn't afford to be a straw bag.
Huiya knew that she was not an immortal, nor was she a promising woman like Madame Lian, nor was she a person who immediately became omnipotent after being reborn. Hui Ya laughed self-deprecatingly, although she thought about it a lot more clearly now than before, but for the director of the family, she was really still like that straw bag.
There are too few things that I know now, and the predicament I am facing is still dangerous, only by hibernating, enduring and learning, until I can have the ability to return to Zhao Mansion and defeat the ghosts of Zhao Mansion one by one with the attitude of a victor, is the only way to save my mother.
Although she knew that this was the best way, Huiya's heart couldn't help but miss her mother. Although she knew that her mother's death was two years later, when her convoy was completely destroyed by mountain bandits on her way to Beijing, Huiya's heart couldn't help but fly to Zhao's mansion and to her mother, who loved her but died sadly.
Zhao Mansion, although it is not Hui Ya's nightmare, but the experience in Zhao Mansion in the previous life is really not good, and the intrigue is very annoying. and the aunt who has become her stepmother, her face is disgusting.
However, no matter how bad Zhao Fu is, there is still his mother, as long as he thinks of his mother who is seriously ill because of his accident, Huiya's heart seems to be clenched into a ball by a hand, and she holds it tightly, and her tears can't help but fall.
"Mother's ......" Huiya holds a delicate gilt butterfly hairpin in her hand, which is a piece of jewelry that her mother likes very much on weekdays.
"Mother's ......" Huiya pinched the golden hairpin, and suddenly a mother's smiling face appeared in front of her, she smiled so gently and spoiledly, and the heart that loved herself seemed to hold the best things in the world to herself.
"With such a good mother, how can I hesitate to see her? How can you let her wait and make her sad because she is inexplicably afraid! Hui Ya couldn't help but pat her thigh, feeling that she really shouldn't, even if she decided to go to Zhao's mansion.
Although she was cowardly in her hometown, Huiya still made up her mind at this moment, no matter what, she had to go home to protect her mother and brother, and she couldn't let them be killed by the poisonous woman without knowing it.
I must go back, but how to go back to Huiya is a little overwhelmed. In her previous life, except for the time when she returned to the capital from the mountains, and the time when she went to the temple before she got married, she almost never went out, so naturally she had no way of knowing how to go to Zhao's mansion in Pine Hutong.
After hesitating for an afternoon, Huiya still decided to find someone to help, and the best candidate for this person must be Aunt Cui. She tidied up her clothes and hair and walked to the main room, but when she saw Master Lian hurriedly walking in from outside, her face was not very good, so she slowed down, thought about it, and turned around and entered the room of the big girl next to her.
"Sister Huiya, you're here!" The big girl was sitting in the room combing her hair, and when she saw Huiya jumping up happily, Yahuan exclaimed, and her freshly combed hair was broken up before it was fixed.
"You......" Huiya watched the big girl stick out her tongue naughtily, couldn't help but dot her forehead, took the comb in Yahuan's hand, and helped the girl comb her hair.
Although Hui Ya said that there were a lot of things in her previous life, they were not very useful to her, and combing her hair and being a female red were among the few things she had found useful so far. In three or two clicks, I helped the girl tie her hair, and buttoned two beautiful golden butterfly headbands on the bun, making the girl's pink face look more and more moist and cute, and Huiya smiled.
led the eldest girl to the main room together, and found that the atmosphere in the main room was still a little gloomy, Huiya's heart was a little worried, and she was ready to sit down and go back to the room.
However, Mrs. Lian looked at Hui Ya's somewhat wilted appearance, thinking that something was wrong with her, so she asked, "What's wrong with Hui Ya?" Isn't it uncomfortable? ”
"No ......" Hui Ya hesitated, looked up at Mrs. Lian and then at Master Lian, not knowing where to start, so she didn't speak.
"You go and rest for a while." After Mrs. Lian took Master Lian away, she asked again, "If there is anything you can't say to Aunt Cui, let's say it quickly!" ”
"Aunt Cui, it's been a few days since I arrived in the capital, I wonder if I can go out for a walk." Huiya finally mustered up the courage and asked, but because of her life experience, she didn't know how to speak, so she only said that she wanted to go out.
"I just want to go out, what else should I do! This is not difficult, I will tell Aunt Zhong when I go back, arrange a coachman for you, and then bring two maids and women to go out. When Mrs. Lian heard that this was the case, she was relieved.
"But it's inconvenient for me to go out when I'm a month old, the big girl and the little tiger are still young, if you go out, you may only be yourself, don't go to far away, just go around the city near here."
"Okay, thank you Aunt Cui!" Huiya was overjoyed to hear that she could go out, and the Zhao family was also in the city, so naturally she was not out of the scope that Mrs. Lian said. Thinking that she would be able to return to the Zhao family soon, Huiya's heart was looking forward to it for a while, and she was reluctant to Aunt Cui for a while, and she couldn't do it.
"If I can find the Zhao family when I go out, I will confess my life experience to Aunt Cui." Huiya has never said her life experience, for a while she is afraid that she will be sad for her aunt Cui if she is not honest, and she is afraid that she will make Aunt Cui worry about it if she says it early, which is really a dilemma. (To be continued.) )