Chapter 239: Graveyard Heart-to-Heart

The sky is getting dark, but this night is destined to be sleepless, some people are busy mourning, some people are busy anxious, and some people are also busy lobbying. Qingxue, busy digging pits, before thinking about these messy things, she just wanted to bury her master properly.

With the permission of Shen Qing and Rong Jiucang, she chose a place in the bamboo forest behind her, and dug a deep pit for Changxing little by little, until she was completely suitable to lie in it by herself.

After Qingxue finished trying, she didn't come out immediately, but lay quietly inside, the cold earth mixed with the smell of trees and grass, filling all her senses, and her heart really calmed down.

In the past few days, everything has been going on one after another, which makes Qingxue, who has always lived a relatively comfortable life, a little at a loss. In front of people, everyone thought she was calm and rational, but in fact, it was just an emergency response in a daze, and to be honest, she didn't know what she said or did.

Many times, Su Mo in reality will have the illusion that there seem to be two different personalities in his body. One likes to be comfortable and calm, and only lives in his own world, even if he is cut off from this world; The other prefers to be asleep, and is asleep a lot of the time, and only when she is completely unable to react, she will say the most suitable words on her behalf and make the most direct decisions, which is a kind of strain character.

Perhaps, if she says this or thinks so, she will be ridiculed, laughed at her ignorance and hypocrisy, laughed at her for thinking too much. In everyone's body, there will always be several personality embodiments, and they are not as mysterious as she said.

Everything was once again unfolding in front of my eyes. Qingxue's mind was slowly organized, carefully sorted out as if she was making a final summary, and then archived. These made her a little tired, and she wanted to just lie here and can't sleep like Master. Reason was reminding her that it wasn't time to rest. There's still a lot to do, it's just a game, and the exhaustion is just an illusion in the depths of the mind. When I return to reality, the sun is still the same, and the flowers and plants will be so vibrant and fragrant. Everything is still so good. Everything here is not as important as she thinks.

Games, the best excuse to escape, the best excuse to be reckless and impulsive. Here, the danger is the thrill of blood, the killing, the pride and pleasure, the revenge, the life, but the disappearance for a while and then the ability to come again. So, what else is the most important? And what's most important. This sentence was Qingxue's last thought, and she muttered repeatedly, not realizing that the light of the lantern above was mostly obscured.

Lou Hongyue knew that Murong Ke would definitely not be idle tonight, and she would definitely come to find her, but she didn't want to do this business today, so she chose to avoid it. When she went to look for Qingxue, she realized that she was not in the room, and remembered that she asked Shen Qing today if she could carve out a place in the bamboo forest to bury her master, maybe she was digging a grave now? Someone asked the location of the bamboo forest, Lou Hongyue went towards the back mountain, the bamboo forest outside was verdant and incredible, some cold moonlight hung in the sky, she could clearly see the trajectory of these bamboo fluctuations, layer upon layer, like a green ocean.

Lou Hongyue walked aimlessly inside for a while, and saw a dim light swaying in the distance, the light of a lantern. She walked towards the light, but she could only see the lantern hanging on the bamboo on the side, swaying with the bamboo, and there was a pile of freshly turned soil on the ground, but there was no clear snow in sight. She came from Qingxue's room all the way and didn't run into her, so where did she go?

Lou Hongyue looked at the surrounding terrain, thinking that someone from the Tianhuo Sect or some other force took advantage of the chaos to touch it, and became vigilant in her heart, hanging the lantern to the side, she felt out her dagger. The two-handed dagger was something she would do when she thought it was extremely dangerous, and in fact, there weren't many times when she was actually asked to use a two-handed dagger.

Lou Hongyue carefully touched it, the surroundings were still quiet, only the fresh dirt pit was the only place that could ambush people, but she couldn't detect it in time. Lou Hongyue was sure that she was close enough to this place, but the other party still didn't move, she didn't know if she should doubt her judgment, just for a second, she tightened the dagger in her hand, and cautiously nodded and looked into the pit.

There were indeed people in the pit, but when Lou Hongyue saw the real scene, it made her cry and laugh.

She saw Qingxue lying quietly at the bottom of the pit, her eyes slightly closed, as if she was asleep, and when she walked to the other side to look at her, she realized that her eyes were half-open, but her eyes were scattered, and she seemed to be in a state of distraction, and she didn't even notice her approach.

Sighing, it seems that now she always has to sigh uncontrollably, this is not like her, not at all like what she will do. Lou Hongyue jumped into the pit, not caring that the dirt and grass clippings here would stain her smooth clothes, and she and Qingxue squeezed together in the small grave dug for Bai Bingbing.

"Why are you here?"

"Yo," Lou Hongyue snorted in surprise, "So you didn't fall asleep."

"Asleep"

"Can you still talk when you're asleep?"

"There is no direct connection between sleeping and talking, sleeping, is to let my brain get rest, talking, can also go through the brain"

"Are you trying to tell me you're a brainless dumbfounder?"

"Maybe yes"

"Why do you come here to dig a pit by yourself, and find two people to come soon? I think the ones out there won't say a word."

“”

The conversation between the two was very unnutritious, meaningless, and not as profound as everyone imagined, just talking so casually, and even what they said to each other, they didn't care. It's just that in this most difficult time, these two girls who were strong, wise, and powerful in front of each other are here to give each other warmth with these unnutritious words.

At this time, the two are still the previous tacit understanding, even closer than the previous one, there is no alienation, there is no Lou Hongyue's concealment and use, nothing, and they have everything, the most rare thing in this world, for both of them, it is the most precious thing, friendship, confidant, the purest, without impurities.

After that, there was a long silence, so quiet that even the sound of the other party's breathing could hardly be heard, until the sky in Tianbian's eyes began to turn gray, and Lou Hongyue said softly, "Another day is about to begin"

Qingxue didn't answer immediately, and after a long time, she said, "I'm not used to your sighs, you should sigh less in the future!" ”

Lou Hongyue pulled out a smile, very light, very shallow, and seemed to be nothing, and then let out a long breath and replied with three words, "I try my best"

"Let's go, my last thing last night, after that, how to go, I'll leave it to you, I think, you should already have a plan," Qingxue finished speaking, and sat up first, the result of lying in this cold, cold dirt pit, thinking about it all night. In fact, she almost didn't think about anything this night, her mind was blank, but some things, when you really calm down, everything will automatically appear in front of your eyes, allowing you to see its true face.

"No, Amo, you are wrong, I just know some things, and I have a more thorough view of many things in my heart as a last resort, and I will make my own responses. But this time, whatever I do, it's just to keep you from getting caught up in those terrible fights. ”

"I know" I know, the meaning of these three words is not just on the surface, Qingxue paused, sincerely looked at Lou Hongyue, who had already occupied the opposite side, and gently plucked a green grass stained on her head for her, "Xiaolou, I know what you say, but you don't necessarily know what I think." You don't have to blame yourself for the things you did before, and you don't have to tell me about those things."

Lou Hongyue heard this, and couldn't help but feel a little panicked in her heart, after experiencing so many things, there were not many things that could make her panic, so this panic would seem to catch her off guard so much, she interrupted Qingxue's words a little eagerly, wanting to explain something, but she repeated 'me' a few times, but she didn't know what to say.

Qingxue smiled faintly, this smile had not appeared on her face for a long time, and she also interrupted Lou Hongyue's explanation, "Xiaolou, you don't need to say it, I said what I know, you listen to me patiently first, and I only say it once" Seeing Lou Hongyue nodded, Qingxue continued, "We have known each other for so long, although we have introduced each other as confidants, has there been no tacit understanding between us?" Whether you tell me about this matter or not, it's your own choice, just like I don't tell you some things, there's nothing to feel guilty about, it's just that this cold lone star just happens to know each other.

This is my most sincere thought, it's not to be angry, you don't have to be so anxious, or feel guilty or something, and you don't need to pay any compensation for it, it's an insult and distrust of the friendship between us, you know? ”

Lou Hongyue's expression slowly relaxed, and she nodded slightly, indicating that she had figured it out. Qingxue continued, "Perhaps, I was a little resentful when you told me before, but just last night, I just lay here quietly, thinking about what would I think of in my heart if this was my last moment? What do you care about the most? Will there be any reluctance? Will there be any regrets? Will there be resentment?

No, nothing, I don't even know who I should be thinking about, and then I'm like an amnesiac patient, thinking about my short life little by little, the people I know, it turns out that there are still some people in this world who are worth my attention, I can tell you for sure, there is a cold lone star in this, but there is no cold star, and you are more important than him! (To be continued......)

PS: Chapter names are incompetent