79 How heavy the mask is, only wine to wash

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Bai Ti stood outside the courtyard for a long time and walked in.

Zhuang Hua's injury has actually healed, and she is still staying in the palace, there are no more than two reasons, every time she goes to Bei Ying to talk about going home, Bei Ying will change the topic, and then it will not work, and the other is that when Yan Rong came a few days ago, she said that Qi Jin actually came to her again.

So Zhuang Hua thought, let's stay first, she can't think of any good way to face Qi Jin. Qi Jin came to her after his fiancΓ©e "went out of the wall" with her, which can only show that Qi Jin is going to have a showdown with her.

It is impossible for her to be with Qi Jin, age, family background, gender. The last point is a dead knot, she is a man, they are not suitable, she is a woman, and her identity is not worthy of Qi Jin at all. Just these two completely blocked all the possibilities of her and Qi Jin.

Is it possible for Qi Jin to put down his responsibilities and join her without hesitation? Zhuang Hua doesn't think of herself as a selfless person, nor is she an uninteresting person, she doesn't look forward to love but doesn't refuse marriage, but the premise of not refusing is that everything is suitable, and now nothing is suitable, Zhuang Hua has not considered who to be with.

Zhuang Hua sat behind the bookcase, looking at the batch of new books that Junya gave her when she came during the day, in fact, the content was just the same as what she had read before, but it was the first batch of books that were printed, and they had not yet been officially put on the market, so I would show her the freshness first.

Just as I was looking intently, the door opened. Zhuang Hua looked at the door, it was Bai Ti.

Zhuang Hua was not surprised, and calmly got up to salute: "I've seen the prince." ”

"No courtesy." Bai Ti walked into the room, came to Zhuang Hua's side, leaned over and picked up the book on the table, "Zhuang Hua is still reading hard late at night?" ”

Zhuang Hua said: "Bai Ri Junya brought it, and he will take a look when he has nothing to do." ”

Bai Ti nodded, I don't know what it means, put down the book, looked around Zhuang Hua's room, and said, "Is there any wine?" ”

Zhuang Hua was stunned, "...... There was no wine prepared in the bottom. ”

Bai Ti glanced at Zhuang Hua and said, "This king remembers that Zhuang Hua is good at drinking, but there is no wine in the house?" ”

When he was in Shaoguang, after the prince Bai Huang was placed under house arrest by Bai Ti, he invited Zhuang Hua to the prince's mansion as a guest. Zhuang Hua still has the strength to tell others that he is drunk, which shows that Zhuang Hua's alcohol consumption is not ordinarily large.

Zhuang Hua said honestly: "I don't like to drink, so I don't have alcohol." ”

People who are good at drinking but not addicted to alcohol, Bai Ti has never seen them, and can't help but be curious: "Zhuang Hua is not addicted to alcohol and why is he so good at drinking, could it be that he is also talented?" ”

Because in another time and space, there is always a group of bad friends called sluts who point out that you drink too much and make everyone happy, so persevering is the result of a long-term struggle. The corners of Zhuang Hua's mouth twitched, "Maybe......"

Bai Ti instructed the servants waiting at the door: "Go and get the wine, this king will get drunk with Mr. Zhuang Hua today!" ”

"Whoa."

Zhuang Hua was shocked, what rhythm, drinking here with her?! It's still a drunken party! Zhuang Hua didn't know if Junya and Bi Chang had ever been treated like this, but she didn't want it at all!

"Lord Wang......" Zhuang Hua wanted to stop him, but Bai Ti blocked back with a word, "Does Zhuang Hua disdain this king to drink?" ”

Zhuang Hua wilted, "...... It is an honor to be able to drink with the prince. "Just drink it, just wake up anyway, and when the time comes, she will send him back.

Zhuang Hua, who accepted his fate to sacrifice his life to accompany the gentleman, did not see Bai Ti's serious cunning in a flash, and there was a triumphant smile.

After a while, more than a dozen small jars were brought in, and the bookcase was emptied and placed between the two, with wine and a few dishes on it.

Bai Ti poured wine on the wine bottle in front of the two of them, picked up the wine bottle in front of him and said to Zhuang Hua: "This king respects Zhuang Hua, and has given this king help and support since he got acquainted. ”

Zhuang Hua didn't dare to slack off, and hurriedly picked up the wine bottle, "The prince is the lord of the world, and Zhuang Hua should be his assistant." ”

Bai Ti's eyebrows raised slightly, "In that case, is Zhuang Hua willing to enter the court as an official?" ”

…… And wait here, I'll be polite, don't take it seriously. Zhuang Hua thought so in his heart, and said: "I'm used to being idle, I'm afraid I will be out of place in the court." "So you should dismiss that thought.

Zhuang Hua will not enter the court as an official, she doesn't feel that her ability and ability can mix with the affairs of the court, even if she has more than a thousand years of knowledge beyond this world, the struggle in the court is never her own talent can determine whether she wins or loses. There is also the fact that she has always been talking on paper, doing everything is a mouthful, and she has others to improve it, fill in the gaps, take the training as an example, if it were not for Situ Taoli and Bai Ti's full support, she would not have been able to complete such a complex plan, in the final analysis, she just put forward a feasible idea, and it was someone else who implemented it.

Bai Ti didn't mention this anymore and said, "Please." "Then do it first as a respect, drink and ambush, and there is no trickle left.

Zhuang Hua saw that it was so easy to get through this hurdle, and he did it happily.

Neither of them is a person of many words, and a few jars of wine go on like this. As soon as he drank too much, people's hearts and minds were put down, and gradually, the conversation opened.

Bai Ti poured a full glass of wine for Zhuang Hua, his face flushed, and he said as if unintentionally: "I wonder if the brothers in Zhuang Hua's family are as talented and amazing as Zhuang Hua?" Zhaoguo Shaoshi, Zhuang Hua is unwilling to enter the court, it is better to let your brother come to the king to fight for the future. ”

Zhuang Hua, who was not a little drunk, pondered for a moment and replied: "I am far away from home, I am afraid that I will not be able to accept the good intentions of the prince." ”

Bai Tihun drank the wine that he didn't care about, and said: "The world is big, but the ends of the earth are exhausted, no matter how far Zhuang Hua's home is, this king can also find it for you." ”

Zhuang Hua's expression was gloomy, he picked up the wine bottle and drank the wine in the bottle, and said: "The ends of the earth are also nowhere to be found, thank you for the prince's kindness." ”

You must know that the world is a ball, and it is not the origin to the end, if it is the way home to the ends of the earth, she will already set off, no matter how difficult and dangerous, she will go there, after all, no matter how glorious and rich this world is, it is like an illusory dream for her.

She has never considered herself to be a person of this world, she has always been a spectator.

Zhuang Hua smiled helplessly in his heart, once the sea was difficult to water, probably this kind of mentality.

Bai Ti no longer asked Zhuang Hua questions, and drank wine and talked about his own affairs, "The mother of this king is the late Queen Xia, this king is the eldest son, and he was loved by thousands of people when he was born, because my maternal grandfather was Sima of the dynasty, my mother was a noble daughter of a family, and my father was a great His Majesty King Zhao." ”

Zhuang Hua's drinking action paused, he couldn't guess why Bai Ti suddenly talked about him, was he really drunk? Zhuang Hua glanced at Bai Ti, only to see that his cheeks were red, his eyes were misty, and he was already drunk.

"Lord Wang, you're drunk." Zhuang Hua said, drunk people don't keep their mouths dirty, in case Bai Ti says something royal secrets, or even scandals, whether she listens or not, it is the best way to send this master away.

Bai Ti shook his head, looking at Zhuang Hua with a pair of eyes that seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, "Zhuang Hua doesn't want to listen, does he?" Although it was still that angular and resolute face, Zhuang Hua actually saw a pitiful taste.

What else could she say, say yes? She was afraid that this man, who seemed to be a big dog abandoned by his master, would cry in front of her, and when the guards outside came in to take a look, okay, Zhuang Hua bullied the prince and cried...... This rumor, will it be good to fry the pan.

"If the prince wants to say it, just say it. Listen to me in the next wash. After Zhuang Hua finished speaking, he felt bitter in his heart, damn it, is there a more bitter crossing party than her?

Bai Ti didn't care what Zhuang Hua said, and said to himself: "This king's younger brother is called Bai Yan, and this Yan Zecheng is the name changed for him." The queen mother is a good mother, she protects our brother to grow up, healthy and safe, she is also a good wife, and her father is like a guest, she is a good mother, she is deeply loved by the people, she is kind and charitable, and she also manages her father's backyard in harmony. But I know she's not happy. I thought that if I asked myself to hostage, I would be able to buy happiness for her, hehe...... At that time, I was young and did not know the sinister nature of people's hearts, and not long after I came to Yasukuni as a hostage, the queen mother went, and this was only learned after I returned to Zhaoguo. When I came back, the queen mother, the loaner, and the younger brother had all become a spirit card. ”

Bai Ti was just talking, mixed with a weak smile, but Zhuang Hua felt that he was crying. There are no tears when I want to cry.

She can imagine that a weak-crowned young man returned to the home of his heart, but he was greeted by the disappearance of his loved ones, and he was helpless in all directions, and as soon as the royal decree was issued, he was expelled to a barren fiefdom, and there was ruthless suppression on all sides.

Zhuang Hua didn't know what was wrong with him, and suddenly felt a little distressed, feeling sorry for this man who only dared to vent his heart after drinking.

Now that Zhang Liang can have such a development, Zhuang Hua doesn't know how much effort Bai Ti has made and how much effort has been spent, but she knows that it must not be easy. Such a young man who can stay away from his homeland and abandon his noble status for the sake of his mother must not be the appearance of the iron-blooded prince she sees now, the greater the change and the more painful the process of transformation.

"It's all gone." Zhuang Hua said softly, she could only say this weak comfort, she had not experienced it with him, and she was not qualified to evaluate and explain, only this pale and powerless comfort was the only thing she could say.

Bai Ti covered his face with both hands, the wine bottle fell to the ground at some point, spilled the wine on the ground, and a muffled voice came from under the palm that covered his face: "I want time to do it all over again, don't let me leave too much regret and pain, I am willing to exchange everything, even if it is my life." ”

This man has endured too much remorse and resentment, and too many people's expectations, and the weight may be about to crush him.

He was always just a man, not the God that people would expect.