readx; "Oh, why are you here, didn't Chenchen go abroad, please come in!" Du Ruo walked through the alley that looked like a flag hung on it, and walked into the gate with miscellaneous things. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info=== Suddenly, in the dark room opposite, with Ren Yan's surprised cry, a light lit up.

"Sister Yan, I can be regarded as finding you, why are you so outside! The house is lived, you have to move back to squeeze the black house with the old man, Ruoxu also calls him Du's father, after all, you have lived under one roof, and the broken bones are still connected to the tendons! is so angry, don't you think we are always bothering you, and you are tired of panicking? Sang Chen stumbled into the room, gasping for breath as he sat down at the table with his stupid body in a big grin.

"What are you talking about, I really haven't come to the door for three years, I don't kiss when I kiss, and I still sing elegant tunes when I get cheap!" Ren Yan hurriedly poured a glass of water and handed it to her, trying her best to smooth the ripples of jealousy that suddenly arose in her heart, and looked at Sang Chen's body with a smile and joked, "This is about to become a mother, I said, people who have been abroad are knowledgeable, but I didn't expect that their temper is also good, this is like a hen who is about to hold a nest is so proud that she cries around the chicken coop, for fear that a room of people will not know!" ”

Du Ruo stood at the door of the room in a daze, and saw that Ren Yan was obviously old, the long hair like a broom was as oily as a broom earlier, and now there were a few strands of white hair on the gray sideburns and ears, and the cheeks that were white and pure like clotted fat earlier, and now there were still a few wrinkles on Huang Bulaji's forehead and eyes, a violet-colored top faded to blue and purple, a pair of fat jeans made her lower body look particularly bloated as if she had been deformed, and there was a pair of old-fashioned cotton slippers with cracks under her feet. There is also a little bit of the charm of a young woman who enjoys a rich life, and she is completely in the image of a sloppy woman in the city tormented by poverty and bitterness. Du Ruo was stunned there in disbelief, his eyes full of desolation and sighing, the whole person seemed to be enduring the torture of being unable to return to heaven in the guilt of backfiring, and it took a long time to barely suppress the tears in his eyes, and drive away the last bit of blame and self-blame in his state of mind. Say goodbye in silence.

"Why, I don't come in and sit down when I enter the door, it's hard to stay here, don't you think I'm too dilapidated and shabby here, and I can't get into the eyes of a great painter?" Ren Yan squinted at it, and suddenly felt a trace of the pain of the sea hitting her body, and hurriedly pretended to be casual and said a ridiculous sentence.

"There, I came to tell you that I went to work at the Road Bureau again, and all the personnel relations have changed. The house is also divided, Honglian said to the little evil skin to celebrate, why don't you have fun together? Du Ruo instantly swallowed the faint bitter taste in his throat, cleared out the last trace of melancholy in his mind, and stepped into the room with a smile on his face.

"This is great, this is Maitreya's head to build a magpie's nest, happy and happy, to fulfill your dream, to fulfill your lifelong wish, I can also fall into the canopy of pebbles, no worries. Say whatever you say, you have to help have fun and have fun. Just transfer Ruoyu's hukou to the city, and let the two of them go to Tie Primary School together, if you are not idle, you will leave Ruoyu here with me. Anyway, I'm laid off, and I'm happy to be a stay-at-home mom! Ren Yan suddenly broke out of the intermittent emotional entanglement, and laughed out loud with the slightest undoubted affection, and the slight look of difficulty on his face suddenly drifted away like a wisp of light smoke in the dark light shadow behind him.

"Good is good. It's just that you're too small here, and it's not very convenient for the two brothers to live together, or after Chenchen goes abroad. You move to live in our road bureau house, which is close to Tiexiao, and you can take care of each other if you have anything! Du Ruo was happy, and his mood became clearer than ever, and a few wisps of decadence and frustration that still lingered on his eyebrows completely dissipated.

"It's not necessary, I want to be spacious, I moved to Wuchang early, but that guy's thinking is too dirty, there is more money, there is more beauty, and the power is higher, and he is a living image of an insatiable corrupt official. Don't look at him as an official now, he is arrogant and domineering, and he is very angry when he hugs him all day long. But he has never done evil and retribution, and in the end he has been late to repent. One day, he will climb up from there and fall down from there, and his ancestral grave will be smoked without being shot. I'm afraid that he will bring it badly, so he moved home, this kind of person can't touch it at all, how can he walk on the right path if he is not right, and it is impossible to bring happiness to the family. Ren Yan sighed leisurely at the beginning, as if she was lost, she opened a pair of eyes that seemed particularly melancholy for a while, as if appealing to other feelings and as if she was expounding on the past, and said slowly like a stop in her heart: "That year, I suddenly heard that you were cleared back into the mountains, and I suddenly panicked like five thunderbolts, and I didn't know that there was a stupid anger, so I ran to the work site regardless of it. When I squeezed the green wagons on the Sichuan-Han line all night, and bumped the classic car on the country road for a day, I ran to your residence in the twilight, and looked at the eucommia trees lined up in front of your door to compete for beauty again, and the phoenix tail bamboo behind the house was also lush and magnificent, to my great surprise was that the field in front of the door I thought would be full of weeds turned out to be not a single grass, and the scene in the house that I thought would be dirty and filthy was spotless. Look at the orderly paintings hanging on the four walls, look at the bonsai neatly arranged in the corner of the house, and the little hope that had risen in my heart during the bumpy journey quietly fell into the hideous mountain shadow behind me! And when I learned the regret of a person and a mountain from the mouth of my neighbor, and when I learned the sad and touching love story of an amateur painter in the mountains and a female college student in the countryside from the mouth of my old friend. Straight lovesickness is useless, and melancholy is frivolous. I suddenly realized that I had come here to be boring for myself, pure foolish dreams, like a crazy resentful woman, lacking self-esteem to the point of losing dignity, and my moral reputation was reduced to the point of being spurned! Just for a little infatuation, a little regret will not be extinguished, I just want to leave a good feeling on your unforgettable heart, and I am only willing to take a long ladder on your difficult road to climb! But who can understand what I'm doing? Who can know what they mean to say that they have worked hard! All the rights and wrongs of the past, people have long been slush claws, and they don't count things anymore, and all the grievances and grievances in the past have long been disdainful, and everything is like a spring dream without a trace! A little sacrifice of youth and love, the favorite hope cultivated can be the water that has passed away, and the most glorious dream that has been cultivated by destroying reputation and dignity can be used as the imperial calendar of the next year, and can be thrown aside! Even if I honestly work for you, it will only be in vain; Even if I pull you out of the upheaval with direct revenge. It can only be thankless. As the saying goes: you can't do two things in one body, and you can't lose two hearts at a time. How much suffering has this been? You're bleeding like a Laoshan Taoist priest hitting the south wall! How many springs, summers, autumns and winters have passed? You are as weak-willed as a father chasing the sun to the Yellow River! Saying that you are a soft bone, you have indeed tasted the ups and downs of life! said that you are a wreck, and you have really experienced the joys and sorrows of the world! Why don't you have long eyes and look high, you have given up your career so inexplicably, and you don't just respond to the rumors and rumors that others have practiced you! Why did you just give birth to a weighing head, you didn't open your mind at all, you abandoned your ideals so quietly, and you weren't even more despised to the point that you were worthless! No one in this world knows where to go on the road of life. It is not because there is hope that we insist, but because we persist, there is hope; Who doesn't know that in this red dust, in personal opportunities, it is not because there is an opportunity to fight, but because there is a chance!

"Like a shell of an expelled soul, I returned to the city in disarray. That guy was even more brazen in forcing marriage, and what was even more annoying was that he was close to Ruoxu when he had nothing to do, and once he took Ruoxu back to his hometown to recognize his relatives behind my back. I don't get angry, I don't cry. But more often than not, it is abandoned by others and despised by others. The rain beats the broken flowers, the wind blows the leaves, for a person who has experienced hardships on the emotional road, lost his youth and lost his beauty. And for women who are too vain and too foolish, what face do I have to stick to the past people's right and wrong, greed, hatred and infatuation, and what heart do I have to be restrained in today's gains and losses, and resentment, cardinals and dragonflies are difficult to share. Ziyan shrike turned his back. Everyone has the freedom to hunt for happiness in life, and everyone has the right to obtain the joy of family! I am vaguely a resentful girl who is forced to put on a wedding dress, depressed and listening to people tossing. The guy sent a piece of jewelry today. Tomorrow a piece of jewelry, the day after tomorrow a fashionable outfit. I was amazed, confused, and panicked: I was amazed that when did the stingy man who had to cover his pocket with a penny change his temperament, he was willing to give gifts to people at every turn; What puzzles me is that when a sesame official who has to blow three blows when his money falls to the ground, when he is so rich that he can give gifts to people at every turn, it is not heartbroken; What I am afraid of is that a nouveau riche who is full of promotion and wealth, and glory to his ancestors, how can he let go of the life creed of dying for wealth and dying, since he has the ability to give gifts to people, he must also be greedy and pervert the law to accept gifts from people, and he may not be able to indulge in the glamour, obsessed with the sound of dogs and horses, once the snake player is bitten by the snake, the fire player is burned, let the money lead the nose, then it is not one foot on the gate of hell, bringing ruin to the family, I have already missed one step and a hundred steps wrong, How can you lure the wolf into the house again, open the door and steal the land and harm the void!

"That day was a late autumn season when the wind turned over the white waves, and the geese dotted the blue sky. The guy ran over as if he had eaten bee droppings, saying that the residential building of the provincial department had been completed, and he was given more than 200 square meters of three-bedroom and two-living rooms, some European-style furniture, Japanese-style electrical appliances, jade carvings, calligraphy and paintings, everything. I couldn't push him to urge again and again, and I couldn't grind away his repeated begging, like a puppet with a broken thread and a discolored clay figure coming to Wuchang. As soon as I entered, I was amazed at the magnificence that filled the room. However, I am no longer the yellow-haired girl who did not hesitate to bend to welcome me in order to return to the city ten years ago, and I will not lose my eyes for my own selfishness and earthly vanity; I am no longer the fashionable girl who danced in the sky in order to escape from marriage, and sang the peach blossom fan, and would not go against her wishes for the luxury of life and the nobility of the portal. Listening to him smug and say that hanging in the study, only in the exhibition hall and museum can only see the authentic ink treasures of the ancients, I was stinging like a man's back; Looking at the various Chinese and foreign artworks that he said with great ambition that can only be seen in the friendship store and antique market in the living room, I felt uncomfortable. The more the guy talked, the more excited he became, the more excited he became, and he pulled me by the hand in a mysterious way, and walked to the door of a small room with an anti-theft door, and looked around for a while for fear of leaking secrets. When you open the door and enter, you lock the door behind you. The room was dark, the windows were tightly covered by curtains, and there was a dead silence in the room. With the sound of a click, the room immediately brightened up softly, and I was surprised to find that there was a long row of hundred-dollar bills more than one person high, at least twenty or thirty million, on the small coffee table that slipped low under the window. The guy leaned his back against the banknote, and his strange eyes flashed with the flame of treachery and greed: I didn't expect it. A country man who is worthless in your eyes can have so much money today. From now on, the money is yours, after we get married, you go to the United States, buy a house first, then buy a car, and transfer Xu'er to the United States to study. You don't have to be suspicious, that's why I'm doing this. Willing to lose face, turn your head and beg you, to put it bluntly, you are my woman. If the void is the only root and seedling in our family, don't the countrymen just want to have someone at their feet, and someone on the grave burns incense to worship their ancestors! I'm getting more and more pampered now, and you've raised him so much. After a lot of hardships and hard work, you two should enjoy happiness now. Dignitary. I will work hard in China for a few more years to earn some more living expenses for you. As soon as the news is bad or the East Window incident happens, I will go abroad to reunite with you. As the old saying goes: the emperor takes turns to do it, and he will come to my house next year. It is also time for us to earn our faces and be decent people, and no matter how bad we are, we must be overseas Chinese who have no worries about food and clothing!

I was so frightened that my heart was pounding in the confusion of temptation, and my limbs were trembling in the excitement of impulses, and I was in a panic for a moment. I have been unlucky all my life, and my love is difficult, and I have walked into the ghost gate, isn't it a heart that advocates luxury and covets comfort. But being a man always has a bottom line, a little shame and shame, can't go on the road of crime, blindly indulge your own **, chase a life of luxury and pleasure, no matter how happy the family will be, no matter how happy the life will be, after all, the sin can be covered for a while, not a lifetime, retribution only fights for early and late: this money is coming in the right way, I will listen to you, going abroad to accompany Ruoxu to study, coming in the wrong way, won't it hurt me and Xu'er, when the time comes, the day should not be, the earth is not spiritual, you call our mother and son to hell! Guess what he said, he completely tore off the veil of warmth and affection in the past, his sarcastic face was flushed with a layer of cyan purple, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were sarcastic and mocking obscene: If you are asked to do housework at home after marriage, you have to die to earn that little wage; asked you to go abroad after marriage to enjoy the blessings of accompanying Xu'er, and you think my money is not clean! It's like I'm a mourning star, and I can't get your mouth smuggled; It's like I'm a black ghost, and I'm going to take you to the fire pit! He smeared my face in a different way, and scribbled my head with his thoughts! You are so capable, don't marry a bad old man in the city, and live a bitter and sweet life of husband and wife with your painter in the mountains, so what are the rights and wrongs of me and you later? You are so boundary, you can't see the silver in your black eyes, the money is in front of you, and you can't say a good word, so don't occupy your painter's house to enjoy it, live in your railway shantytown, and the days of mourning for poor couples are so delicious! I can't do anything else, when the official makes a fortune and has a bit of an eye, it's just a quick moment, greedy for a momentary profit, if you want to look down on it, just call Ruoxu to live with me, you can pay you a sum of money, with you such a yellow-faced woman who doesn't know what to do in front of me, I have to wake up with nightmares when I sleep at night! Okay, a nest of ghosts, showing their original form! You've been deceived, haven't you? You're tired of playing, aren't you? You are so ruthless, you are so unconscionable! Tell you, my Ren Yan is not a soft dough that can be kneaded by others, not a vine with grass attached to the trees, I have to be kneaded by you, I have to climb a crooked neck tree like you! If you have the ability, you will never set foot on my door, see if I will live in a dark house, I can't get by! You unreasonable wolf in human skin! You scoundrel whose conscience has made a dog eat! I was so angry that I couldn't burn the thief's cave, and rushed out of the house in a trance, pointing to his nose with trembling hands: "You die!" Far from death! I'm blind, I know such a beastly thing as you! Count me as a sin in my previous life, and put on a demon king like you who eats people and doesn't spit out bones!

"Later, I made a decision to move my family here, and the family called him one after another to urge him to come back, and he dismissed it as if it was none of his business; I was sick and sunk on the bed, and a relative came to invite him again and again, and he was like a stranger repeatedly urging him not to move; Until I discarded my illusions, abandoned my obsession, and settled down in blood and tears, this guy returned unbelievably with his lichen. Watching him get out of his newly purchased Toyota with a swaggering face, I felt sick; Seeing him wearing a famous brand, wearing a diamond ring, wrists, and gold leather shoes, I was gagging; Watching him distribute gifts to his family and buy me a lot of fashionable clothes and accessories by the thousands, I grunted as if I had swallowed a green-headed fly. Late at night. When the room was full of cousins, aunts and aunts scattered, this guy was very comfortable rummaging through his homework. I said xx is really rare! Where have you been an official for most of the past half a year to make a fortune, do you still remember this door, and you still remember our mother and son in your heart! This guy grinned shamelessly, as if he wanted to pour out the pride in his heart, as if we had never had a bad face: Yanzi, you should celebrate and bless us, in the past six months, I have earned more than one million, not only bought a car, bought antiques, but also deposited a large amount of money in the bank in your name. This is a passbook, put it away, I have the right to give you an apology, I'm sorry, madam, I let you live alone in a humble room and suffer, but I really don't have time to come back to accompany you! I was embarrassed for a moment, and my eyes widened in horror. You've robbed a bank, but you're still a pickpocket. Where did you get so much money in this moment! This guy stuck out his tongue triumphantly, grimaced stupidly, and then leaned close to my ear and whispered two words bribe! I was taken aback. A heart almost jumped out of his chest, and his mind was suddenly frightened to a panicked state: You are looking for death, it is not enough for the family to follow you to be frightened, and it is not enough to drag us to the point of no return! The guy's expression changed dramatically. He was drunk like a cock, and he was speechless in embarrassment, and then he cried stupidly with a sad face. He glared into my eyes in every cunning way: You are really a bull, you are a bull at every turn! If you don't get rich as an official, you won't invite me to come. The market economy is inherently profit-oriented, and opening up to the outside world has made the capitalist way of life even more popular, people's thinking and values have long been diversified, and money worship and hedonism have long been multiplied in the ancient land of China. Who do you think you are, Wu Yunduo and Jiao Yulu? Give everything to the party? Honest and honest, dedicated to the people? Only a fool would hold on to such an old imperial calendar! The tide of the world is mighty, and those who go along with it prosper, and those who go against it die. Who in the society now does not think about themselves, who does not benefit future generations! You've been with that nerdy painter for too long, Lan Ke is burnt and can't be extinguished, jade can be broken but can't be changed, and it can only be the spiritual opium of people like you. You will regard the officials as beetles and money as dung, then you will be at the bottom of the society all your life and sigh that I am born to be useful, and in poverty and destitute, I will lament that wealth is like a floating cloud to me! I really didn't expect that a stupid eldest sister who couldn't even have a name festival in order to go back to the city, a bad woman who could make a double break with her past lover for pleasure, would become a good citizen with a mouth full of party discipline and national law! I was so angry that I almost fainted, and the anger of being humiliated in front of me and the shame of being unladylike took turns scorching my heart: You are good, you are noble, I am not a person inside and outside! You can defy the law, take risks, and play a side ball in the blank space of the law! But you must know: do not stretch out your hand, and you will be caught! You are now living a chic life, the whole family is happy with you, and even people you don't know come to lick your buttocks. And once you can't hold the double-edged sword of power and are hit by a brick thrown from the wall, no one will come forward to take the blame for you, and no one will spit out the benefits you have received again. Who will suffer in the end? You, your wife, your children! Just listen to me, there is no greater misfortune than not being satisfied, and there is no greater blame than not knowing how to stop! It's too late for you to turn back now, hand over all the money you have embezzled and bent the law, return all the money you have embezzled and bribed, take all the clothes and jewelry you bought for me and sell them, and then live our law-abiding life for a good time! Why should you be carried to hell in a palanquin made of money, and be lured by the devil in the cloak of greed to ruin your family and reputation!

This guy was so angry that he jumped like thunder, as if a nameless fire suddenly rose in his heart, and he slammed the teacup on the ground with an unstoppable rage: Bah, the dog can't wear a golden flower when eating, and the weasel can't smell his own stench! Who are you? To put it bluntly, you are a vixen in the skin of a beautiful woman; To put it bluntly, you are a cheap bone who lives on men! In order to achieve your goals, you always base your own happiness on the suffering of others. For the purpose of possession, you always unwillingly push others into the abyss of misfortune! This kind of poor and difficult words come out of your mouth, and it doesn't make people sour their noses; This kind of law-abiding, poor and lowly language, when it comes out of your mouth, makes people laugh and drop their jaws. You don't want money, you don't want things. You are singing in this dark room with a high pitch full of nonsense, and you are begging for a living in this poor alley with bitter eyes! I deserve it as a countryman, and I take the blame for my bad stomach! Who told me to be fashionable and unscrupulous to find a female college student, who told me to be blind and fall in love with you like a broom star! Later, he slammed the door, threw things in a mess, left Ruoxu on the bed and cried, left me standing in front of the bed, and drove back to Wuchang with a roar. I was in pain for three moments looking for death and life, and I couldn't stand the pain and comfort of my family to be forgiving and forgiving; I was bedridden for several days, and I couldn't bear the sincere feelings of my relatives and friends when they were relieved. I guess he's my magic star. I'm just a passerby in his dust. Later, I cheered up and quit my job according to his wishes, and I forced my smile to move my family to Wuchang as he wished, and also to enjoy the comfortable life of the official wife who he talked about all day long, and also to enjoy the luxurious life of the Dingshi family that he had put in his heart every day! Our family was so busy that day that we were sweating, and all five of our relatives and six relatives got up early. We stacked our luggage and parked it, put together all the household things, and when our convoy came to Wuchang No. 4 Road, there was no trace of him, and when our convoy drove into East Lake, there was no trace of him. The group was annoyed with dry and wet words, and I was even more angry with my eyebrows and eyes! And he was in the house. His car was parked downstairs and the room was lit. With tears in my eyes, I opened the door as bitterly as my mouth filled with yellow lotus; My heart crumbled and I ran up to the second floor in a panic like grass growing in my shoes. It turned out that he was lying naked on the bed with the country bitch watching a movie. No wonder it's like eating charcoal fire with a black heart for ten days and a half months without a trip. No wonder it's like eating gunpowder, and if you don't agree with each other, you wipe your face and run to Wuchang! It turned out that this country bitch was pouring him ** soup, and it turned out that this country bitch's broken shoes were brushing paste on his head! That's why he is a litter of foxes who are not ashamed to be desperately happy, so he walks to the end of the alley to make black money! The culprit of all this is this lewd and filthy stinking bitch, and all the disasters are brought about by this prostitute! I was furious and furious. grabbed the phone and lamp at the bedside and smashed it on her; Pick up the broom and mop in the corner and hit her face; Seeing her hiding naked in her pants, I didn't hesitate to pick up the mop and poke it at her stinking white ass. You stinky bitch who rides thousands of people across 10,000 people, you don't know that he is a married man and drags his family! You're like a stinking shit on him. I can't catch up with a leper dog! Look at him as an official and rich, right, look at him with power and face! You are not as good as a beast, your ancestors for eight generations were all prostitutes! You don't know where he got his money! He is greedy for money with his net worth and life, and he is gambling with the peace and happiness of his family! Haven't you also read books for more than ten years, why don't you tell him about the benefits? Haven't you also lived a lot of age, why don't you tell him about the gains and losses! Could it be that all your books have been read in the bull's asshole, and you have lived to be a dog at all your age! If you coax him to death like this, and you drive my whole family to hell like this, you are not afraid that a ghost will knock on the door in the middle of the night and drown you with a mouthful of spit! You rotten heart, you don't know that there is shame in the world! What kind of capital do you have to be embarrassed here, are you beautiful, or born young, you look at this country woman's face, no one is a ghost, ** soft and collapsed, the stomach is wrinkled, the body is loose and loose, and the wrinkles on the corners of the eyes are like earthworms crawling! Is there a little bit of urban women's grooming and self-cultivation, and a little bit of the charm of young women? You still have a face to sell it demonically, and you still have a face to make this sassy fox look! Get out of here! Get out of here where your country bitch gave birth to you! The next time you ask me to see you, I won't take a pair of scissors to kill you in the lower body, but I will also poke two bloody holes in your face! ……”

"Oh, you're all here, I'm late, I met a sexual encounter, I just arrived at the gate of the community, I saw this girl stretching her neck looking for someone, at first glance, the little sister Sang. I immediately said hello with a dance, and Fen'er said look at the excitement, I recognized the wrong person. Who knew that this girl was not annoyed, but walked over with a smile, it turned out to be Sang Xiaomei's classmate, the younger sister. It's really a beautiful woman from a poor mountain and a bad water, and when you can't meet and are not married, you dream of marrying a princess. Empty joy white rejoicing! ”

The little evil skin stepped into the door, and joked with a smile on his face about the little girl who entered the house together. Fen'er glared hatefully and made a gesture to cut his mouth. Du Ruo hurriedly took the handbag of the little sister, I haven't seen her for two years, the little sister is still so graceful and elegant, a down-and-out and generous lady, a greeting of "Brother Du is good, all sisters-in-law and ladies are good", which made everyone look at each other, and when they were young, they all laughed on their backs. Sang Chen hurriedly took the little girl's hand. Ren Yan and Honglian were introduced one by one, and then everyone sat down in the living room.

Du Ruo turned his back and took out an easel from the study, everyone's eyes lit up, and they all stood up, and saw that on the 38 cm in length and 480 cm in width, there was already a huge sketch of "Bashan Chushui Map". The scene is distinct, and the face gives people a kind of majestic and vast momentum. And the whole style of painting is novel and bizarre, vertical and horizontal, and full of business. Its pine and cypress. Unconventional, self-expressive; The mountains and rivers are crisp and smooth, dripping and moist. Cloud Cliff Spring Stone. The meandering stream of smoke and haze contains infinite realm and infinite fun. At the same time, the foreground is delicate and the vista is faint, which adds to the artistic conception of the picture is deep and spacious, and the atmosphere is myriad, which is indeed a masterpiece integrating ideology and artistry, and achieves the artistic appreciation effect of simplicity and elegance and vivid charm.

"Look, this is my painting in the past two years, although it has not yet been completed, I took it out to be ugly and sold for stupidity, in fact, I also have no bitterness. To borrow the words of Nietzsche's sun-god spirit as a dream: even if life is a dream, we must have this dream with taste, and not lose the emotion and pleasure of the dream; The words expressed in the spirit of the drunken Dionysian are: Even if life is a tragedy, we must act out this tragedy vividly, and do not lose the magnificence and pleasure of the tragedy. The reason why I took it out for everyone to see, the married girl put down the veil while she was still in the boudoir, because I wanted to discuss something with you. Over the years, my biggest wish has been to paint a painting that looks like a dot and can be used, but it always fails and fails. The way up for a countryman is very difficult, and it is even more difficult for a country man to make a difference in the mountains. It's not that you are laid off today, you will lose your job tomorrow, or you are worried about this matter today, and you will be afraid of that thing tomorrow, your family will not become a family, you will not be famous, you will be fleeting and the opportunity will be rare, your years will be wasted and your career will be difficult to achieve, you will be anxious to death, and you will be sad and white-headed, so you still have the heart to paint! So my life is very difficult, every day is terrifying, and my heart is always intertwined with hope and fear. Shakespeare once wrote: As long as you live in this world, no matter what troubles and sufferings you may give to people in old age, sickness, poverty, and prison, you will be as happy as heaven compared to the horror of death. Many times I think like this, in order to comfort the soul that has experienced the vicissitudes of life, a person simply can't bear such suffering, thanks to everyone who does not give up, treat me as a person, more than ten years of ups and downs have come over, in my heart, I will treat everyone as brothers and sisters, has long been a community of destiny, a loss, a glory, so we can no longer toss blindly in the future, the pedantic dream of discharging two big money can no longer be done, taking advantage of the opportunity of the Road Bureau to present a gift for the 39th anniversary of the National Day, taking advantage of the joy of today's housewarming, I have the courage to tell you what I think is in my heart, and talk about my future plans, if it is not right, we feel that it will not work after discussion, I will choose the good and follow it, and never do it myself!

"I think Mr. Ren has come out of the hardship, and his future life must be full of sunshine. Teacher Ren is knowledgeable, benevolent, and can grasp himself at the key point of life. would rather take Ruoxu to live in a black house than go to Wuchang to live in a big house; would rather sew bags to support himself than go to Wuchang to be an official wife. She wants to sharpen herself in a poor and difficult environment, and boys must be raised in a difficult and simple environment, and they must have the ambition to become more and more courageous since they were young. When I was working as a porter in the Hanxi Railway Freight Yard that year, I saw a young female boss bring her four or five-year-old son to pick up the goods. The female boss lost face, and tears rolled in her eyes. What does this mean, no matter how good the family conditions are, if family education is lacking, the person raised can only be regarded as raising a pig. So I discussed with Honglian and Chenchen that after Ruoyu came to Han, he would go to Tiexiao with Ruoxu to go to school, and the house in Hankou would be transferred to you in a few days, and the living expenses of the two boys would also be paid by us. You can be a stay-at-home mom as much as you can, go to the mall in your spare time, go for a walk in the park, buy what you want, and eat what you want. Living a comfortable life with taste is also our belated heart!

"Honglian, let alone me, you are a veritable female boss, and you are very famous in the Daba Mountain area, and even local government officials have to look up to you. The reason why I have been able to achieve a little bit in art is inseparable from your sacrifice; The reason why I can enjoy family happiness in the family is also inseparable from your sacrifice. You are smart and capable, and you have your own opinions in the face of major rights and wrongs. What's even rarer. You have a heart of gold, never care about personal gains and losses, and have almost become an old scalper with diligence and selfless dedication. For so many years, the basic construction of the family has relied on you, the cost of publishing albums and holding art exhibitions has depended on you, and Chenchen has also spent a lot of money abroad. Without you, we wouldn't be able to get together, and I wouldn't have been able to go far on my artistic path. Now the factory has been expanded and the equipment has been introduced. I hope you will make persistent efforts, create brilliance forever, and further make the company bigger and stronger!

"Chenchen was originally going to return to China to give birth, but I didn't know the wind I heard there, saying that the child was born in the United States. If you are born in the land, you can become an American citizen. I was so excited for a moment that I had to go back to the United States. It just so happened that my sister was divorced and wanted to go to the United States to open her eyes, and the two of you walked together. Half of my heart was relieved, and when I arrived in the United States, I was taken care of by my doctoral classmates who studied in the United States. I don't think anything big will happen, and the safety of mother and child is the greatest happiness. However, in the morning, when the moon is full, it is lost, when the water is full, it overflows, and when it is full, it is proud. You must be able to take it and put it down; I can see through and think openly. Don't be too nostalgic for the way of life in capitalist countries, come back after graduation, even if you learn something from the eaves of a unit in the city, you must not look at the mountain as high as that mountain, and you must not forget Teacher Ren and Red Lotus. Without their help, you yellow-haired girl in the mountains, don't you know how to be self-reliant in that mountain? Therefore, we must know how to be grateful, we must know how to deny ourselves, and we must know how to repay Entu!

"You have to hold on to the little evil skin, you are one step behind, and you can't keep up with every step. I'm almost three children, and you're still a child, and you haven't even sprung up a seedling. You don't know astronomy and geography at the top, and you know trivial things in the middle, but you are lagging behind in how to make people. But seriously, I'm still very grateful to you, over the years, you and Fen'er have been guarding the calligraphy and painting club unabandoningly, doing your best, using your heart, and the military merit medal has half of yours. We are all poor brothers with iron heads, and we have a lot of time in an environment like the mountains, so we should help each other and make a fortune together. Therefore, Honglian said that on the basis of giving you equity returns, and then giving you option incentive income, I think it is okay, a team can only create maximum benefits if they exert their own subjective initiative. Throw your arms and run fast on the road to riches, and humiliate and humiliate the snobs who trampled us under our feet back then!

Therefore, if a person has ambition and pursuit, and wants to be a person who is beneficial to society and family, he still has to be a little vigorous, a little high-spirited, and a little upright. Seeing goodness, cultivating to self-preservation; When you see that it is not good, you will be stunned to introspect yourself. Not arrogant or impatient in good times, and indomitable in bad times. Is it easy to do things in the world? If you do it, it will be easy for those who are difficult; If you don't, it's easy and it's hard. I said so much in a rambling manner, as if I had become an idler and no longer had to worry about it, as if I had become a cocoon and ate mulberry leaves and didn't want to spin silk. In fact, I want to use this 90-day creative leave to take a trip to the Great Northwest, so that I can completely disappear from your life for a while. also go to the Western Regions to comprehend the scenery outside the desert and the sunset garden of the long river; Go to Dunhuang Mogao Grottoes to see the world's art treasure house; Go to the Grand Canyon of the Tianshan Mountains in Xinjiang to observe the Thousand Buddha Caves engraved with Tang Dynasty murals; Go to Qinghai to pay a visit to Kunlun Mountain, which is known as the vein of the dragon ancestor and the source of art. Effectively wash away the painting style of paper smoke and rain that has been contaminated by living in the south for a long time, incorporate the heroic atmosphere of the west into the painting, and effectively draw a picture of Bashan Chushui with profound artistic conception and strong artistic charm, as a gift for the National Day, win glory for the road bureau, and raise eyebrows for everyone here! ”

"Great, I raise my hands in approval! When I came, I was still thinking on the way, Painter Du had a happy event, and he was beating a broken gong to invite guests everywhere, but this guy was a little back, and he wouldn't pick the day, and the happy event was not finished, and bad luck followed. This time, I must pinch my fingers and calculate, but I can't let the moldy ghost and plague god come to the door again! The little evil skin shook his head to make a master's style, but Fen'er snorted angrily and interrupted him: "Crow's mouth, you can't say a good word, and you won't be finished if you drop three inches of rotten tongue." Who doesn't know that you still learned those two tricks from Brother Du, and it's not a shame to get an axe in the class! The little sister grinned, and added in a slightly envious and ridiculous tone: "The evil boss is as famous as his name, full of humor, and at first glance he is a character with three knives in his stomach!" ”

"Oh, this is a crocodile in the water, a tiger in the mountains, one is more powerful than the other!" Sang Chen couldn't help laughing, and his joy was overflowing: "Don't play tricks, come and try my craftsmanship, this is a table of authentic Hubei cuisine, there are Wuchang fish, Hongshan cabbage, Xishui nine-hole lotus root, and what is even more rare is that there are a few kinds of wild game brought by Sister Honglian, and there is no such shop in this village!" The crowd applauded and stood up. Ruoxu and Ruoyu sat down at the table first, Ren Yan and Honglian looked at each other and smiled, stroked the hair of the little brothers, and sat down next to each other. Du Ruo arrogantly picked up the wine glass, the little evil skin comically had to be the wine commander, the instant cups were staggered, and the drink was popular, reflecting the white clouds and yellow cranes outside the window, and the parrot island head surging waves, which seemed extraordinarily interesting and happy. (To be continued.) )