Chapter 45: The Knot in My Heart Is Unsolvable
Liu Wenlan couldn't understand how Wei Hongyu, as the original wife, could be so afraid of a junior.
For a while, she was a little short of words and didn't know what to say.
In fact, Wei Hongyu couldn't understand how she could be so useless, she had been holding back the pain in her stomach for nearly ten years, and at this time she finally mustered up the courage to make a start, but it was like a faucet without a switch, pouring down her brains, and she couldn't stop it.
So she tried to pull out the cocoon, and confided her inner thoughts little by little: "When Taozi changed his mind to tell the truth, at that time, no matter how uncomfortable I hated him in my heart, I never thought of separating from him, and then I had to beg Duan Lifang hard, and when I saw that she didn't agree, I was in a hurry, so I knelt down for her" Speaking of this, she saw Liu Wenlan's eyes wide, and she looked surprised, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Shame on you, but I really can't help it at that time." ”
Liu Wenlan thought for a while and tried to comfort her: "Actually, it's nothing, who hasn't begged for someone yet, don't you always act like this in TV dramas?" ”
Wei Hongyu was silent for a while before she slowly spoke: "Sister Wenlan, there are actually many reasons why I don't want to see her, this is just one of them, and the other is that I can't see her high-minded appearance, and looking at me is like looking at a clown on the stage."
"Let's take an analogy, Liang Xuetao is like an artist who plays monkeys, I am the monkey he raised, and Duan Meifang is the audience who watches monkeys play. As a monkey, in order to have a stutter, I naturally had to work hard to perform, first turned a few times in front of Duan Meifang, but people ignored me, and made a fool of others, people still didn't like it, I had no choice but to kneel down and kowtow, the other party nodded with satisfaction this time, but I didn't give a reward before leaving"
Liu Wenlan listened to the clouds and fog, and let out a somewhat confused "ah".
Wei Hongyu felt that she might be a little incoherent, but she didn't care, at this moment she urgently needed someone to talk to, and there was no more suitable person than Liu Wenlan at the moment.
"Duan Meifang came to tell me this time that she didn't want Liang Xuetao"
The words just began, and Liu Wenlan was already anxious: "Phew, don't listen to that fox spirit working blindly, if that's the case, she is full of food, and she came all the way to find you?" ”
"I know she is deliberately provoking, but I can't help but think about it, and my heart starts to hurt after thinking too much, it hurts, it hurts so much that I can't even breathe Sister Wenlan, you said that if I cut my pulse and committed suicide that night, what would this family be like now?"
When Liu Wenlan heard her say this, she couldn't help but "chuckle" in her heart, and then her eyelids jumped a few times uncontrollably, and she looked at Wei Hongyu's eyes with panic for a while, swallowed her saliva, and then said calmly: "Hongyu, you see that you are not living a good life now, your husband is considerate, your children are sensible, who in the village does not envy you, and now the first boast of Taozi in the village is that he will hurt people." It's not like I'm talking nonsense, it's all the truth, is it? Think about it, since Taozi is good to you now, it proves that he has the heart to repent, and there will always be a time when people make mistakes, so we can't always hold on to it, right? You don't look at the face of the monk and look at the face of the Buddha, think more about your mother-in-law, think about Juanjuan and their life, what they are most afraid of is to be more serious, they care about everything, how can they live this day, you must not drill into a dead end, don't you hear it? ”
Wei Hongyu turned her head and stared at her for a while, then suddenly laughed with a "poof", so angry that Liu Wenlan couldn't help but twist her: "You are still laughing, what are you laughing at such a serious matter?" ”
Wei Hongyu stretched out her hand to block it, and giggled in her mouth: "Sister Wenlan, I know what you want to say, I won't." Besides, I don't dare, there is one thing you don't know, those who have sought death don't have the courage to do it again. ”
Liu Wenlan's scalp couldn't help but tingle a little when she heard this, how could Hongyu say such a terrible thing with a smile, it was really incomprehensible.
"Look, the prints are so faint." Wei Hongyu said as she rolled up the sleeve of her left hand to show her.
Liu Wenlan leaned over in the moonlight and took a closer look, it was indeed a lot lighter, a few years have passed, and now there are only three or four slender and long white marks on the wrist, completely missing the hideous and terrifying appearance at the beginning.
"Has Taozi seen these scars?" She asked.
Wei Hongyu hesitated for a moment and nodded.
"He didn't ask what's going on?"
"Nope." Wei Hongyu tightened her cuffs and said lightly, "What can you do if you ask." ”
Liu Wenlan simply hated that iron could not become steel, and couldn't help poking her head: "Are you stupid, make him feel uncomfortable and guilty, and he will naturally be better for you in the future" Before she finished speaking, she saw Wei Hongyu looking at her fixedly, with a look on her face that I was not unusual, and she was speechless for a while.
Wei Hongyu seemed to be speechless tonight, as if she didn't want to provoke Liu Wenlan to get angry and unwilling, and then said: "Actually, it's nothing, didn't the doctor say it?" I cut all the veins, and I couldn't die even if I bled all night. Sister Wenlan, why do you say I'm so stupid, I can't even tell the arterial veins. ”
Liu Wenlan was so angry with her that she trembled, pointed to her nose and scolded: "It's a, what can you tell clearly, do you really want to die?" Don't dream, Lord Yama didn't like you at the beginning, and he won't accept you in the future. You said you always thought about these interesting things, it's been a long time, and this thing has already been turned over, understand? I know that you have suffered so much and feel wronged, but no matter how unwilling you are, what can you do, if you can really be open-minded, just stab Liang Xuetao out of anger, but do you dare? Don't think about it if you don't dare, it's the right thing to live a good life! ”
Before he finished speaking, the expression on Wei Hongyu's face had changed several times, and finally slowly lowered his head.
Liu Wenlan said secretly, "Yes!" I just started to get annoyed again, and chewed the words in my mouth a few times repeatedly, wondering if I was talking a little heavy.
After a while, she couldn't help but touch Wei Hongyu with her arm: "Hongyu." Seeing that Wei Hongyu ignored her, she couldn't pull her face down to apologize for a while, so she could only wait stupidly.
After a long time, Wei Hongyu's slightly dull and hoarse voice gradually sounded: "Sister Wenlan, you are right, if you really hate them, how good it would be to stab them directly, clean and relieving." To tell you the truth, I really planned to do this at the beginning, and I thought about it for several days, but I was timid when it came to the end, and I found all kinds of reasons to persuade myself to think about him now. Mom is an excuse, to put it bluntly, I don't have the courage at all, in fact, I also know in my heart that I can't do that, if I really have that guts, I won't be bullied like that by Duan Meifang. Sister Wenlan, how many people in this world can be as unproductive as me? Instead of you, you slapped it early, right? Sometimes I think about it, I really want to kill myself, how can I live so poorly, it's useless, it's so useless" Speaking of this, her emotions almost collapsed, and she suddenly waved her hand and slapped herself.
"Ruby!" Liu Wenlan was shocked in her heart, grabbed her and tried to continue to beat her hands, and then looked at her pale and thin little face, full of sadness, and huge tears would not fall
Liu Wenlan suddenly regretted it, hating herself for not saying those heart-piercing words, and now she could only persuade her in a low voice with red eyes
The night gradually deepened, and the whispers in the courtyard and the cry like the sorrowful cry of a small beast were blown by the gusts of mountain wind to Liang Xuetao's ears.
He stood quietly in front of the window, his eyes red, his eyes drifting in the unknown distance, and he did not move for a long time.