Chapter 199: Trouble
Qingxue's heart was completely messed up, and the master's words such a light and clever word made her a mess. No, the master just pointed out the problem that she had been evading, but she had avoided it for too long, so that she had forgotten about herself, forgetting all her doubts and uneasiness, and this sentence reminded her of everything hidden in her heart.
All perceptions are disrupted, perhaps, everything she thinks is her own imagination? No, no matter what, as long as the facts are not in front of her, she does not want to face them, and she does not doubt what she believes. Especially those who have helped herself, Yi Jian and Xiao Hongchen, they have all helped her in her most difficult times, she believes that they are not fake.
"Master, I believe, I believe in them, until the last moment, without seeing real evidence, I will always believe them. No, even if the evidence is in front of me now, I still want to believe that they have a hard time, not on purpose" Although the voice was low, the words hit everyone's heart, including Qingxue herself, this sentence was not only said to Bai Bingbing, but also to herself.
Bai Bingbing listened to Qingxue's firm words, and was stunned for a long time, constantly thinking about the past in her heart, perhaps, it was her mistake at the beginning, and the fault was not to believe it.
After a long silence, Bai Bingbing regained his composure and said, "Okay, since you believe it, Master will also believe it, don't worry, I will think about it clearly."
"Yes, then I'll go back first"
Bai Bingbing waved his hand to let Qingxue retreat, and Shen Qing's Shen Qing was also a little dim, but he still opened his mouth to comfort, "Brother, uh Bingbing, don't be sad." The past is the past, and the thoughts and practices of Qingxue now may remind you of many things in the past, but after all, this time is different from the past. What you met at the time was also different from what she is now, and it can't be compared."
At the beginning, no one would know better than Shen Qing, Bai Bingbing was still alone, deserted, and who was right and who was wrong could tell clearly. But. If there was more trust among them at that time, and more patience to listen to each other's explanations, maybe. It wouldn't be the ending it is now, and there wouldn't be the previous big war, and the current mutual hatred.
Bai Bingbing, Nangong Yao, Murong Jue, Zhuge Qi, Feng Po Array, Xiao Hongyu, and even Fire Lotus. The fate of all people may be rewritten as a result. Wounded, dead, reclusive, and missing. There is also one who is about to go crazy, except for one Nangong Yao, there is no one who has a good end. And he was the only witness at the beginning, no wonder the fire lotus hated him so much, and the first thing he wanted to deal with was him.
These things were a taboo among their older generations, and they never mentioned them. I thought I could forget about it. Everything that happened today is reminding them of the past. He looked at Bai Bingbing's expression just now, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, maybe they were too young and immature enough. I am too paranoid, maybe it wasn't so black and white at the beginning, and I wouldn't be where they are now.
Bai Bingbing's heart was not as calm as it was on her face, the conversation just now not only disturbed Qingxue's heart, but Qingxue also disturbed her heart, just like the surface of a lake that had been frozen, she didn't know when it quietly melted, and when she didn't know it, it set off this monstrous wave. She didn't say a word to Shen Qing again, and even Shen Qing didn't notice the 'brother and sister' that Shen Qing almost shouted just now, but just slowly paced out of the hall.
Standing on the top of Jiuhua Mountain and looking down, there were layers of clouds and mist below, and she couldn't see the situation under the mountain at all, and her heart still couldn't help beating wildly. In a few days, no, maybe now they are at the bottom of the mountain, looking up at the bottom of the mountain. It's just that I don't know if after so many years, will they still remember a person in their hearts, her name is Bai Bingbing, who once rode the rivers and lakes with them, stepped all over this land, and left legends in these three mountains, five mountains, and nine main cities.
Up to now, things are not people, and the country is still the same, can we still remember all those who are alive, dead, reborn, and destroyed?
Qingxue returned to her room dejectedly, Lin Feng and Yijian were already waiting outside her room, seeing her come back like this, Lin Feng couldn't help frowning and asked, "What's wrong, is there something going on on the mountain again?" ”
Cheer up and give them a smile, "I'm fine, everything is fine now, I don't have to worry about anything, I can breathe a sigh of relief." Is there anything you guys are up to? Let's go first."
Yi Jian smiled and said, "It's okay, I just haven't seen Wushuang for a long time, come and see it"
"Oh, Wushuang didn't come up, we came up from the back mountain, it was too steep, so I let it be in the woods by itself"
Yijian nodded, naturally knowing who she was referring to when she said this, after Murong Ye caught up with Qingxue, he left with confidence to check on another matter, but he didn't expect to find where his father was by mistake. "Okay, that's okay, I heard Brother Lin say that you have been very busy lately and haven't rested much, so I won't bother, you rest for a while, let's go back and talk"
Qingxue nodded, turned and entered the room, she really needed to be alone now. Yi Jian watched her door close, and then he and Lin Feng walked towards the room they arranged for themselves, he had been walking the rivers and lakes for so long, he could naturally see the temptation and suspicion of Daoist Shen today, and now he was not good at entering and exiting freely in other people's Taoist temples, and there happened to be Lin Feng, so he let him accompany him.
He knew that the dagger had a story, although his father only said the beginning, but he could guess some of it, and now that Shen Daochang was so hesitant, it showed the importance of this dagger. Father said that another dagger was a very important thing, and he had seen that dagger before, and it was in Qingxue's hand. At that time, the first thought of getting this dagger was that he wanted to take it immediately to find Qingxue, so he hurried here, and Xiao Hongchen and them were just another excuse he found.
Originally, with his own ability, he could come up without alarming the people under the mountain, but on the way, when he saw Xiao Hongchen and they also wanted to break into the camp, he knew that they were in danger, after all, he knew that they were in danger, after all, it was impossible to watch them die, so he had already secretly broken through, but he still stayed at the foot of the mountain and waited to meet them.
As dawn approached, he saw three figures in the distance, as he expected. In order to protect Xiao Hongchen, Feng Mowen and Long Yunfei were both injured to varying degrees, and they had to face the constant pursuit from behind, to be honest, Yi Jian's heart admired them very much, because they were able to hold on to the foot of the mountain.
It was not particularly difficult to deal with the pursuers at first, and the most important thing was to climb the mountain with two seriously injured and one lightly injured, which was really not an easy thing to complete, so it was not surprising that it took them three days to climb here.
When he handed over the prayer post halfway up the mountain, he didn't do the same as Xiao Hongchen and them, but handed over his dagger as a token, subconsciously, he didn't want Shen Daochang to think that he had any connection with the Murong family.
Lin Feng sent Yijian back to the room and left, he could see Murong Ye's thoughts, and he could also see the feelings hidden in Yijian's eyes, judging from Qingxue's performance, she didn't know anything, but he still felt the distance between Qingxue and Murong Ye, as well as the familiarity between Yijian and Qingxue. As a friend, all he can do now is to accompany Murong Ye more, and not let him think nonsense, which is to give him the greatest comfort.
Qingxue lay quietly on the bed, with her eyes closed, only at this time, her whole body was relaxed and empty, which allowed her to clean up her mood, calm her mind, and face herself clearly.
She knows that she has a lot of shortcomings, always loves to escape, and does not want to face reality; It is easy to be emotional, accustomed to acting with one's own intuition, and not trusting one's own reason: when doing things, it is also easy to be impulsive and reckless of the consequences. What Master said is right, he bears the heavy trust of Daoist Shen, but he still recklessly, if Master agrees today, although he can sacrifice for them, he still violates the expectations of so many people.
Although I understood the truth of this, I still said things like that to Master and Daochang Shen, and I still firmly believed it in my heart, but there was always a depressed breath in my heart, and I couldn't go up or down, like a fish in my throat.
I haven't had a good night's sleep for so long, and now I can be idle, but Qingxue can't sleep at all, she has been lying with her eyes closed for a long time, and she is still very messy, and finally she sits up and exercises.
In the past, when I practiced, I was always in a clear state of mind, and when I practiced, I also got twice the result with half the effort, but now my heart is disturbed, and the true qi in my body is not running so smoothly, and some of the tendons and veins that are obviously running smoothly are now also encountering barriers.
After running for a small week with difficulty, Qingxue didn't dare to continue practicing, and if she continued like this, she would have to go crazy, let alone save people at that time, and she could only wait to be saved.
I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't practice, so I could only get up and find a book, and now only reading a book could calm her down. After reading the book for a while, my mood gradually calmed down, and I gradually became sleepy, and in a daze, there was a knock on the door outside, and Qingxue was suddenly awakened.
The cautious voice of the little disciple came from outside the door, "Uncle Mo, Uncle Mo, are you asleep?" ”
"No, what's the matter?" Qingxue answered, but there was no sound outside the door, and there was no sound of departing footsteps, Qingxue could only go over and open the door to see what was going on.
Outside the door, there was a little disciple, a little familiar, but she didn't think about it for a while, there are too many little disciples she has seen these days, and now when she walks around in the view, many people come to greet her, but she doesn't know most of them.
"What's wrong? Can I help you? "Although I don't know each other, ordinary little disciples won't come, and when someone comes, there is usually something going on, so Qingxue also asked gently.
The little disciple lowered his head, looking hesitant to speak, standing at the door and only promised, not daring to speak, and not daring to come in. Qingxue looked at him, couldn't help frowning, and couldn't help but raise her voice and ask again, "What's the matter with you?" (To be continued......)