Chapter 12 When you wake up from a dream of two lives, it should be like heaven and earth
"Then, Jingyu is like heaven and earth?" Dongya lowered his eyes, and his position could only see the top of Rong Jingyu's head.
Rong Jingyu was stunned, and this passage was like a spell, constantly echoing in his mind: 'Can it be like heaven and earth? ’
Such as? Heaven and earth do nothing, can she do it? Those who do nothing do not use their own ideas to be stronger than the way of all things, do not do nothing, do not do something, and do nothing but do something...... Can she, be able to correspond?
I don't know how much time has passed, and the questions in Rong Jingyu's mind keep spinning and spinning, spinning faster and faster, until finally it explodes silently.
Rong Jingyu woke up from a big dream, and after a moment of trance, a wisp of firmness appeared in those eyes that were as clear as the sky.
She raised her chin slightly, her expression was no longer hesitant and restrained, and the jewel finally lifted off the dust and exuded an incomparable light: "Jingyu should be like heaven and earth!" "The sound is like a crane, clear to bright, wings fighting the wind and clouds, moving forward, without a trace of retreat.
For the first time in two lifetimes, someone asked her like this, like a sharp sword piercing straight into her heart, either to change his path, or, to take this sharp sword!
She finally left behind the hesitation of two lifetimes, all the confusion and doubt, and her mind was clear.
Rong Jingyu looked at the lake, and the waves on the surface of the lake rippled in her eyes, like a silent sound resounding in unknown time and space, "Jingyu should be like heaven and earth, not to be stronger than the way of all things with her own thoughts, and all things to strengthen her own thoughts and bodies, and she will not let it go." Do nothing and make a difference, do not do it deliberately, do not do it deliberately and do nothing, conform to the general trend, cultivate in the small trend, fight but not grab, use the world and have more, and use the world and not enough. ”
"Jingyu, it should be like heaven and earth."
The smile on Dongya's face expanded little by little as Rong Jingyu's words grew, "Okay, good!" He looked at Rong Jingyu, who had washed away the dirt and broken out of the chrysalis, and said hello repeatedly.
He had always known that she had an excellent understanding, but he didn't expect it to be so good, as if he could never see where the edge was, as if there was nothing that he couldn't realize as long as the other party was willing.
"When the sky is sunny and rainy, the sky is cloudless and vast; After the rain, the sky is clear and clear. The four seasons rotate, the weather changes, it is like the seven feelings of people, I hope you will not forget the words of the present dynasty, such as the cause and effect of heaven and earth, not with their own selfish desires and the rain is not in harmony, the four seasons are chaotic. ”
Jing Yu nodded solemnly, "Jing Yu will." "Other than that, she didn't say anything, she didn't say, 'Please rest assured,' she didn't say, 'Thank you,'
This is her way, not her husband's way, she will not change her way because of her husband, and her husband will not point fingers at her way, "please rest assured that sir" naturally does not need to exist; this situation can no longer be a "thank you", and there is no need to say too much thanks between her and her husband, not to mention, if she does not understand, no matter what the husband says or does, it is useless.
There are always two people to be thankful for - others and oneself. Therefore, some thanks never have to be spoken, but only silently flow in the heart.
She took the initiative to hold Dongya's hand, hesitated for a moment, and said as thin as a mosquito: "Jingyu originally just wanted to help the doctor and get a joy, so it was best to go out and swim around Tong'an City." ”
"When it arrived, Jingyu never thought that the doctor had not arrived, so he had a temporary idea." Rong Jingyu felt that the sum of the two lives was not as uncomfortable as it is now, so she bit her lip, tried to ignore the twist in her heart, and continued: "Everything is difficult at the beginning, but as long as there is a beginning, the back will be a matter of course, and it can't be blocked." Jingyu begged, grandmother would not agree to bring it unless there was enough influence to change it. ”
"And that influence is sir." Rong Jingyu said, "My father knew that Jingyu was studying medicine with Mr., but when he learned afterwards that Jingyu went but did nothing, he must have been estranged. ”
"Although Jingyu can treat his father alone, at most he can only be active in Tong'an City, but so, when the doctor is there, Jingyu can also do it, so the income from such hard work is not proportional, so I thought of Mr."
"Jingyu doesn't know what Mr. is, but my father must know Mr. Identity, otherwise he wouldn't have invited Mr. to live in Rongfu in every possible way." Rong Jingyu's eyes were faintly starry, as if a meteor had crossed by, leaving a brilliant light, "Father knows, sooner or later, he will inform my grandmother and mother that this 'time' may be after Mr. is gone, or maybe it will be another time, but the result is beyond doubt." Before that, my father would wake up and tell my grandmother that he knew how to heal, and maybe who he was. ”
"Mr. or Jingyu saves his father, he will expose his identity, and if he doesn't save him, he will. The time interval between this is only half a day at most, Jingyu went to Hongmo Garden can not be covered up, Jingyu has no way out, all he can do is to face it head-on and strive for the greatest benefits. ”
"What is Jingyu to grandmother and parents?" Rong Jingyu was slightly sarcastic and laughed at himself: "It's just a pet." If you are obedient and sensible, you like it very much, but once you are disobedient and ignorant, you will get bored and dislike. ”
"Jingyu is in Rongfu, except for Mr., there is no one to rely on, and there is only Mr., so Jingyu can rest assured. Shui Hua and Lan Hua have mothers, the second sister has concubines, the fourth sister and the second brother have concubines, but Jingyu has nothing. ”
"Grandmother's favor is built under Jingyu and her mind, even if the accumulated feelings are there, they are not worthy of Jingyu's own wishes, and one day, there will be things that Jingyu cannot comply, and that is also when the East Window incident happened." Rong Jingyu lowered his eyes, "Jingyu has lost the friendship between her mother and father, the friendship of her grandmother can never be worth the benefits, Jingyu will only hurt herself if she asks for anything, Jingyu can only rely on herself for everything." ”
She raised her head, "Mr. Jing Yuxun's help must be in a non-calculating situation, and it is inevitable to avoid it today." Jingyu believes that Mr. can understand what Jingyu thinks, Jingyu does not ask Mr. to go according to Jingyu's thoughts, but Jingyu will arrange the most suitable path no matter what, protect Mr. and protect himself. ”
"Jingyu can feel that Mr. and Jingyu are compatible." The last twist in Rong Jingyu's heart was also put down when he finished the above words, and naturally said: "The most in the world is never smart people, but things gather people in groups, and there will only be smart people around Jingyu." ”
Dongya did not miss the confidence that flashed in his disciple's eyes, and raised his eyebrows, "Jingyu's praise, Mr. accepted it." ”
Rong Jingyu looked at her husband wordlessly, and after a short and strange silence, she was relieved that the other party understood her words so well-
It seems right to think so? Rong Jingyu's low EQ is about to move, interfering with the IQ of the well water and not violating the river water.
"You have been out for so long, and you have been treating your father again, you must be tired, I will send you back to the Summer Palace now, right?" Dongya asked, after this conversation, the connection between the master and apprentice was obviously closer, and all the previous obstacles were removed.
"Hmm." Rong Jingyu nodded, and when she saw Dongya's other empty hand reaching out to her, she suddenly remembered what she had encountered before without defense, and immediately let go of the hand that was holding her husband, and took a few steps back, staring at the other party alertly.
The corners of Dongya's mouth moved, as if he was smiling, and he was a little helpless, "Mr. just wants to pick the leaves on your hair." ”
Jingyu knew that she had made a joke, and she couldn't help but walk back a little embarrassed, and only when Dongya took a leaf down her head did she breathe a sigh of relief.
Two figures, one large and one small, gradually drifted away in the green shade, and the lake stayed quietly in place, and the sun shone on it, like a scattered piece of gold.