Chapter 20: Identity

"Yes." I looked into his eyes, and as soon as he asked this sentence, Azure Xue's consciousness became dominant in an instant, which made me a little emotional, "Big brother told me that he wanted to find out the truth about Wei Xiang's death, but why did he die in the palace?" How did he die? ”

"After Wei Xiang contracted the disease and died on the island of Dunan, I let him return to Beijing." The emperor said lightly, "I let him enter the Ouchi guard camp, and he has been in the palace for the past few months." ”

"Big brother is back in Beijing, why don't you contact me?" I remembered that the emperor had torn off a human skin mask from his face earlier, "Since you are a guard of the Ouchi, why do you still wear a human skin mask?" ”

"Because I have a secret task entrusted to him to investigate, whether it is in the capital or in the palace, there are not a few people who know him, so he is allowed to wear a human skin mask." The Emperor glanced at me, "I didn't expect him to be killed by today's assassins. ”

"My eldest brother's martial arts are not weak, not to mention that he has also practiced "Langya Sword Technique", he once told me that his martial arts have improved by leaps and bounds this year, and there are only a handful of people who can hurt him in the rivers and lakes, let alone kill him?" I looked at the emperor and said in a somewhat excited tone, "What's more, the emperor still has General Silence by his side, General Silence's martial arts are higher than my eldest brother, who can seriously injure General Silence?" Kill my big brother? Even if the assassin is not caught, how many such assassins can be found on the rivers and lakes? Does the emperor really not know who carried out the assassination? ”

The emperor looked at me quietly, his face cold: "What do you mean, are you blaming me?" Or do you want to say that I am harboring the Assassins? ”

I bit my lip: "That's not what the concubine meant. ”

"That's not what it means, what does that mean?" The emperor sneered, "Isn't it true that every Ouchi guard dies in the line of duty, and his relatives have to come to ask me if I can't?" ”

I glared at the emperor, angry and anxious, this person didn't want to answer my question, but he wanted to bite back, I lowered my eyelids, and for a moment, I was disheartened: "The emperor is serious." ”

"I answered the questions you asked me, but I still have questions for you." The emperor said coldly, "Wei Tongfeng called your name today, which makes me find it interesting, Xiaoxue?" ”

I looked up at him suddenly, the emperor's eyes flashed with a cold cold light, looked at me and said word by word: "Xiaoxue, how do you explain?" ”

I couldn't hide it, I closed my eyes and smiled miserably: "What does the emperor want to say?" ”

"I feel strange, why before Wei Tongfeng died, the person she wanted to see was not the genuine sister of Concubine De, but your righteous sister?" The Emperor's tone was a little grim, and he glared at me deadly, "You explained it to me, why is that?" ”

I didn't have to look in the mirror, I knew that my face must be pale at the moment, and I couldn't say a word by biting my lower lip. The emperor has long known that Concubine De is fake, but Brother Wei doesn't know that Concubine De is Cai Ning, although I don't know why the emperor didn't expose this matter, but at this moment, I know that I can't hide it anymore. His voice approached inch by inch, and there was an impending storm in his tone: "I just think it's strange, why are you so concerned about Wei Tongfeng's affairs?" Why are you sure that Zhou Jingyun is a fake appearance? Why did Concubine De turn confused when she saw you, causing premature birth? Why do people keep assassinating you? There will always be a reason to answer all these questions. Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue, I see, you are not called Ye Haihua at all, you are Azure Snow! ”

My back rested tightly on the back of the chair, supporting my limp body, and if it had been before, I would have jumped up and loudly denied that I wasn't, that I wasn't Azure Snow at all. But today, after Azure Snow's soul awakened, after I received Azure Snow's memories and emotions, I could no longer confidently say that I was not Azure Snow, and even as long as I had the slightest resistance and rejection of Azure Snow's memories and emotions in my heart, she would jump out and toss me, reminding me that I was a thief who had taken over her body. I slumped in my chair and shivered helplessly at the aggressive emperor.

"Speak! You're giving me an explanation! The emperor looked at me coldly, and his tone trembled a little, "I also want to know, why did Concubine De, whom I hired, end up outside the palace?" And who is Concubine De in the palace? ”

I bit my lip, tears fell aggrievedly, for a while, I couldn't tell whether I was Ye Haihua or Azure Snow, her memories and emotions were integrated into my memory, as if everything she had experienced was something I had personally experienced. Her happy past, as well as the shameful memories of being detained by Wei and raped by Chu Yan, together with my humiliating experience in the Qinglou, melted together, and could no longer be separated, and it was no longer possible to distinguish whether I was her or she was me. When the emperor saw that I gritted my teeth and remained silent, he said angrily: "Speak! ”

"What do you want me to say?" My first pain rose, tears blurred my vision, I stood up, staggered back a few steps, and cried, "Do you want me to tell you that because my father framed Murong Taifu's family twenty years ago, their son came back to take revenge and cut him down?" Raped me in front of my father? And forced me to kill him with my own hands? Said that the man sold me to the Qinglou and forced me to laugh and pick up customers? Is this what you want to know? Even if I say it all, what's the use? What's in it for you and me? Why do you have to force me to think about those shameful pasts? Just think that Concubine De is innocent blue snow, can't you? Just as Azure Snow is dead, can't it be dead? ”

I fell to my knees weakly, crying and trembling. In just an instant, my body was hugged by him, and the emperor's voice carried a trace of forbearance pain: "Xue'er......"

"Don't call me that......" I covered my head, crying so hard that my throat hurt, "I'm not Azure Snow, I'm not ...... None of this would have happened if I hadn't been Azure Snow...... I'm not ......."

The emperor no longer called me, just hugged my trembling body tightly, a feeling of sadness and helplessness enveloped me, and also invaded him, those painful experiences, once the ** naked uncovered, I and him, can no longer go back to the whitewashed peace of the past. It was a long, long time before I stopped sobbing, and I moved, trying to pull out of his arms, but my body was tightened by his arms.

"That's why you haven't told me who you are......" When the emperor saw that I stopped crying, he suppressed his voice and said in a hoarse voice, "Why are you so stupid......"

He used "I" for me, not me, which means that he is not talking to me as an emperor at this moment, but as a young prince. I was stunned and said: "The concubine hired by the royal family was kidnapped by thieves and sold into the Qinglou, where does the face of the heavenly family remain?" Even if it tells you, what can it change? Or, you will give me three feet of white silk so that I can protect the face of the heavenly family......"

"Shut up!" There was a hint of anger in his voice, "In your eyes, am I such a person?" Don't you believe me like that? ”

I raised my head, looked at the emperor's painful and angry eyes, and smiled miserably: "It's not that I don't believe you, it's that you don't believe me, have you forgotten?" When I said that I was in the government prison, why didn't I tell you, but you didn't believe me. ”

When I was in the government prison, I told him that Chu Yan was my enemy, and it was Chu Yan who imprisoned me in Yihong Mansion and forced me to sell myself, but he didn't believe me, and he didn't even want to listen to me say a word, so he gave me a bowl of abortion pills. The so-called believing me after drinking it is just a gesture of his self-thinking "forgiveness" of me, when in fact, he has already denied me in his heart. The Emperor looked at me fixedly, mixed emotions flashing in his eyes, and I don't know if there was a trace of remorse in those unpredictable emotions. Because his distrust has stifled the weak foundation of the relationship between us, which is not clear, so I want to make him hurt and make him uncomfortable, just because he made me hurt. It turns out that my revenge is so heavy, it turns out that I have always been angry with him when he is so ruthless to me, my generosity and freedom are all pretended, once I have the opportunity, I will double it. Now, it's finally clear.

The emperor looked at me speechlessly. I broke away from him slightly, knelt straight on the ground: "The emperor already knows the truth, the concubines and criminals are bullying the king, please ask the emperor to punish the crime." ”

Just today, let's completely solve the trouble brought to me by the identity of Azure Snow. If I had just been attached to an ordinary mountain village girl, would my life be completely different? I closed my eyes and waited quietly for the emperor's decision, I couldn't give him too much time to think about it, I should have taken advantage of his confusion at this moment, and maybe there was still a trace of guilt for me to force him to express his position, and never again haunt my identity as Azure Snow. My relationship with him has been completely severed in the prison of the government at that time.

After being quiet for a long time, I couldn't hear the emperor's voice, and I opened my eyes nervously and saw that the emperor's face was gloomy. He stood up and didn't let me get up, but sat down on the soft couch and looked at me with complicated eyes. I felt a little uneasy in my heart for no reason, and the emperor was silent for a long time, and said lightly: "Mrs. Ronghua, get up!" ”

I looked at him in a daze, looked at me quietly, and said word by word: "Mrs. Ronghua is from the people, her surname is Ye Haihua, and she has nothing to do with the criminal minister Wei Jinglan. ”

Does this mean that the emperor will no longer dwell on my past? He gave me a new identity, and from today on, I completely disconnected from the Wei family? Tears welled up in my eyes, thank you, Your Majesty. I bowed down, bowed down in a proper manner, and choked up: "Concubine...... Thank you for your grace! ”

Standing up from the ground and looking up at the emperor, he lowered his eyelids and said lightly: "You are also tired today, go back." ”

"Yes." I owed, thought about it, and said, "Your Majesty, Brother Wei, he ......" I want to ask them where Wei Tongfeng's body was transported outside the palace, so that I can take him back to live and bury. The emperor raised his eyes and looked at me, and said lightly: "Mrs. Ronghua, there is only one inner guard dead in the palace. ”

I was stunned, and suddenly understood what he meant, he said, there was just a big internal guard dead in the palace, and there was no Wei Tongfeng, is that what he meant? Out of consideration for the secret incident he asked Brother Wei to investigate, he can't expose Wei Tongfeng's death, so I can't publicly bury him as a righteous sister, right? As soon as I thought of this, Azure Xue's consciousness became excited, and I heard an angry voice coming out of my mouth: "My eldest brother lost his life to save you, and you refused to let me bury him, how can you be so ruthless......"

I was frightened by Azure Snow's rebuke and hurriedly covered my mouth. The emperor's face instantly turned iron-blue, and I desperately suppressed Azure Snow's consciousness, God, now I live in the same body with Azure Snow's soul, and in the long run, either she devours my soul, or her soul is devoured by me, otherwise I will definitely have a split personality.

Seeing that I had scolded him, the emperor's face was full of horror, he took a deep breath, suppressed his anger and said, "Madame Ronghua, after this matter is over, I will give you an explanation. Go down! ”

Azure Xue is still struggling in my body, God, isn't she a demure and polite lady? It turned out that he was not without temper, I desperately suppressed that angry consciousness, and bowed to the emperor: "The concubine takes her leave." After saying that, I didn't even dare to look up at the emperor again, turned around and hurriedly stepped out of the hall, stepping out of the threshold, and I breathed a sigh of relief, and my body almost collapsed to the ground.

——2007、5、2

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