Chapter 199: A Painful Choice
After Ji Ran returned to the dormitory, he was also a little depressed, although he had been mentally prepared to eat closed-door soup before, but when he really encountered someone else's cold closed-door soup, that mood was still very depressing.
That kind of depressing feeling is like the little Yanzi who was despised by people in "Breaking the Sky", Ji Ran sat on the edge of the bed, bowed his head and twisted his fingers.
Li Chaonan looked at Ji Ran's depressed appearance and walked over quietly, "Ji Ran, what's wrong?" Quarreled with Wang Le? ”
Ji Ran shook his head gently, he has been with Wang Le for so long, and he has never been angry, no matter how big the thing is, Wang Le will always smile and say, "With me" or "It will get better soon", every time he sees Wang Le, he has a smiling face, so that Ji Ran sometimes guesses boringly, what will it look like if Wang Le gets angry?
"Why are you sullen if you don't quarrel?" Li Chaonan leaned on the side of Ji Ran's bed and asked strangely.
"I saw Wang Le's family today, and his family didn't seem to like me very much, because of me, he quarreled with his parents." Ji Ran sighed and said.
Li Chaonan sat on the edge of the bed and patted Ji Ran on the shoulder, "Don't be discouraged, rich people are very picky, as long as Wang Le is really good to you, it is enough, after all, it will be Wang Le who will marry you in the future, not his family." ”
Hearing this, Ji Ranqiao's face was slightly red, and she shook her head helplessly, "I never expected him to really marry me, and besides, I feel that my hope is also very slim." ”
"Don't be so negative, everything will be fine. Wang Le likes you so much, he will definitely do the ideological work of his parents, and maybe he will get better after a while. Li Chaonan smiled and comforted.
Ji Ran nodded. "Maybe."
After experiencing the closed-door turmoil, Ji Ran returned to the normal track of life, going back and forth between the campus and the apartment every day, in addition to normal studies, updating "Reborn God-level Loser" on time every day, because he owed a lot of changes a while ago, so. Ji Ran wants to take advantage of this relatively free time to step up the update and compensate readers and friends.
It's a busy day. The worries were gradually forgotten.
Ji Ran likes this feeling of busyness, and he doesn't even have to think about other chores.
In their busy lives, Ji Ran and Wang Le maintain a relationship that is almost like that between friends and lovers, although Wang Le wants to give Ji Ran a guarantee. But. Due to the pressure of the family, Wang Le knew that this was not the time to give Ji Ran a guarantee, and Ji Ran also knew Wang Le's hardships, and when he was with Wang Le, he never mentioned anything about his family, so as not to make him annoyed and depressed.
In this way, a month passed in a blink of an eye. Early in the morning, Ji Ran stared at the calendar card and his brows were tightly locked.
Look at the red circles on the calendar. Ji Ran suddenly felt a hint of foreboding, the red circle was marked by himself, the sixth of every month, this is the day when Ji Ran's good friends are on time, although sometimes it will be advanced or delayed, but it will not be more than two days, at the same time, whenever a good friend wants to come, there will always be a little reaction, but today should be the day when the child comes, but Ji Ran has no reaction at all.
Recalling that painful rainy night two months ago, Ji Ran's heart jerked, could she be pregnant?
As soon as the thought flashed, Ji Ran's heart jumped suddenly.
Li Chaonan, who had just finished washing, looked at Ji Ran's pale pretty face and walked over strangely, "Ji Ran, what's wrong?" Feeling unwell? ”
Maybe he was too nervous, Ji Ran didn't hear Li Chaonan's question, Li Chaonan blinked strangely, looked down at the calendar card on Ji Ran's wall, understood it at once, went to brew a cup of ginger brown sugar water, and brought it to Ji Ran.
Ji Ran looked at Li Chaonan, shook his head, and looked at her nervously, "Sister Chaonan, I didn't come this month." ”
"Huh?" Li Chaonan was stunned, he had the impression that Ji Ran's good friend would come on time every month, almost more accurate than the calendar, if you forgot what day it was, according to the day Ji Ran's good friend came, it could be accurately inferred, but how could it be inaccurate today?
"Sister Superman, will I not get pregnant?" Ji Ran looked at Li Chaonan nervously.
Li Chaonan was also startled, but after thinking about it, he shook his head again, "Probably not, didn't your good friend come last month?" Did you do it with Wang Le last month? ”
Ji Ran shook his head vigorously, "No, I have never had a relationship with Wang Le." ”
Li Chaonan was a little strange when he heard Ji Ran say this, "You haven't done it with Wang Le, so why is it not allowed this month?" Could it be that you're too tired from writing novels? The body is too tired, and it may lead to a delay, so do you want to wait for two days to see? ”
Ji Ran nodded, but his mood was a little inexplicably nervous.
At night, Ji Ran had a nightmare, dreaming that she was pregnant and gave birth to a little boy in the dormitory, and was ridiculed by countless girls, Ji Ran was so frightened that she woke up from the nightmare, and she was drenched in sweat.
Looking at Ji Ran, who had a pale face, Li Chaonan rubbed his sleepy eyes, wrapped in sheets, and sat on the side of Ji Ran's bed, "What?" Having a nightmare? ”
"Yes." Ji Ran nodded and told Li Chaonan what happened in the dream, "Sister Chaonan, what if I get pregnant?" I don't want to be a laughing stock for others. ”
Li Chaonan shook his head with a smile, "Silly girl, how can you get pregnant so easily?" Most of the time you scare yourself, don't you know? Dreams and reality are the opposite, you dream that you are pregnant, this means that you don't, you will be fine, maybe tomorrow your child will come? ”
Li Chaonan smiled and blinked, Ji Ran nodded, and lay down again.
The next day, Ji Ran waited anxiously, this was the first time since Ji Ran's rebirth, the first time he was so looking forward to the patronage of children, in the past, these days of every month would make Ji Ran anxious, but today, how eager Ji Ran is for the naughty it to come soon.
Anxiously waiting, until the evening, did not patronize, Ji Ran's heart was cold.
In the evening, in the café outside the campus, Ji Ran's pretty face was a little sad.
Wang Le looked at Ji Ran strangely and asked with concern, "Xiao Ran, what's wrong?" Feeling unwell? ”
Ji Ran forced a smile and shook his head, saying that it was okay, but he was worried all the time in his heart.
The two sat in the café for a while, and Ji Ran excused himself and left first.
Wang Le looked at Ji Ran's figure leaving in a hurry, and frowned strangely, "Xiao Ran, what's wrong?" Why do you look weird? ”
Late at night, Ji Ran lay in bed, tossing and turning and unable to sleep.
I waited all day, but I still didn't come, thinking back to some time ago, I always vomited inexplicably, and a hint of foreboding hit my heart, will I really be pregnant?
Ji Ran's head seemed to explode like a thunderbolt from the sky, and the whole person was stunned.
The painful rainy night, the familiar and hideous face, the images that lingered like nightmares, resurfaced in front of her at this moment.
Ji Ranqiao's face turned pale, and her hands and feet curled up together coldly, "Don't!" ~I don't want it! ~”
Seeing Ji Ran's trembling appearance, Li Chaonan worriedly hugged Ji Ran in his arms, "Xiao Ran, it's okay, everything is over." ”
Under Li Chaonan's comfort, Ji Ran gradually fell asleep, looking at Ji Ran who still had tears in the corners of his eyes in his sleep, Li Chaonan's mood was also very heavy.
The palm of his hand stroked Ji Ran's cheek, and he shook his head helplessly, "What a poor girl, why does God always have trouble with you?" ”
Another day passed, and he still didn't come, and Ji Ran couldn't calm down at all.
Although I really wanted to know if I was really pregnant, Ji Ran didn't dare to go to the hospital alone, for fear of facing the doctor's strange eyes, so she had to buy a pregnancy test strip from the Internet, which was a long blue strip of paper.
Looking at the clarified liquid in the paper cup, Ji Ran's heart was pounding, and her trembling little hands were holding the test strip, but she suddenly didn't dare again, for fear that the test results would make her collapse.
Seeing Ji Ran's hesitation, Li Chaonan took the test strip and stretched it into the paper cup, and soon after, two purple-red horizontal lines appeared in the test strip, and Ji Ran's whole person collapsed.
The two purple-red horizontal lines mean that Ji Ran is indeed pregnant, and it has been two months.
Although I can't figure out why there are children in the first month of pregnancy, the results on the test strip will not be wrong, looking at the test results, Ji Ran collapsed and stayed in place.
Li Chaonan didn't expect that this would be the result, a nineteen-year-old college student was actually pregnant on campus, and the male perpetrator was no longer in school now, even if Ji Ran wanted to find someone responsible, it would be impossible.
Looking at Ji Ran, who was dull-eyed and pretty-faced, Li Chaonan's mood was also very heavy, after all, this kind of blow was too heavy for a girl, especially an unmarried girl.
Ji Ran felt as if he had a nightmare, and as if he had not woken up from a nightmare, for a few days, Ji Ran's expression was a little trance, and his thoughts were fighting fiercely, whether to get rid of the child, or let him continue to conceive in the body?
The child is innocent, but if he is really going to be brought into the world, if one day he asks who his father is, how can he answer him? Could it be that his father was a female bowman?
How inferior he would be then, not only would he hate his father, but even he would feel very painful, Ji Ran didn't want him to be a poor child without a father, but Ji Ran didn't want to face his biological father again, the man who brought endless pain and hurt to himself on a rainy night.
In the vast dark night, Ji Ran fell into an infinitely painful choice. (To be continued......)