Chapter 258: Good Intentions Do Bad Things
"Actually, it's impossible for me and us to be able to do it anyway. I've always come to him as a friend and I've never wanted to be with him. Besides, I am such an incomplete person, and there is no way to be with him. Now, I've found my lost self, and I want to be myself again. I will go looking for my love, looking for my memory. But that has nothing to do with the underworld! Today, I accidentally found you and Hades together, and I had the idea of fulfilling you. After so many years, if it weren't for my existence, maybe you and the underworld would have achieved positive results a long time ago, and your efforts might have been seen by the underworld. I'm sorry, I should say I'm sorry, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been wronged until now, and there is no result. ”
"Miss Daphn, it's none of your business, it's my ......"
Lan Dai wanted to explain to Lan Qingxue that the matter between her and the night was not as simple as it seemed on the surface that she knew, but she had never been able to explain it, because it involved many things.
"Shhhh Don't say anything, I'm sorry I'll only say it once, I'll be leaving soon. Be with him well, he is suitable for you, and you are also the most suitable person for him. ”
Lan Qingxue said softly to Lan Dai, and then blessed Lan Dai without nonsense, and then sent Lan Dai out of her room!
However, when sending Lan Dai away, the dark night appeared at the door.
Lan Qingxue didn't know how much he heard her talking to Lan Dai, but his ugly face showed that he heard.
Lan Dai was trembling with fright when she saw the dark night, Lan Qingxue glanced at the dark night with disgust, and was dissatisfied: Why are you so fierce? Look at how scared Lan Dai out.
"Get out!"
The dark night coldly gave an order to Lan Dai, Lan Dai didn't dare to disobey, and immediately prepared to go out, but Lan Qingxue grabbed Lan Dai.
"Wait."
Lan Qingxue looked at the dark night and said to the dark night with a black face: "Dark, I just finished talking to Lan Dai, now that you are here, I will talk to you too!" ”
"What to talk about? Talk about you leaving me and looking for your love? ”
The dark night looked at Lan Qingxue with a heartache.
How could she make such a decision.
She was so cruel to him like that, did she know?
"Hades! Don't be angry, okay? ”
Lan Qingxue softly comforted the dark night, but there was no way not to be angry, and there was no way to be angry with her!
"Hades, we are friends, and will always be friends, I am not suitable for you, and you are not suitable for me, you know? If we could have been together, we wouldn't have waited five years, we were together right in the beginning, when I woke up. ”
Lan Qingxue said softly to the night, but her words were like a sharp knife to the night, ripping out his heart.
She's so cruel!
"Hades! I don't know why you like me, and I don't know why you're attached to me. Maybe it's because I'm a person who has lost the past, a blank slate, and let you see my harmlessness! However, there are many harmless people in this world, and there are many people who love you deeply. I love you too, and so do Meizi, Lan Dai...... Love you too. The way we love you is different. My love for you is the love of a friend for a friend. Meizi's love for you is the love of brother and sister. Lan Dai, her love for you, is the love of a lover. And Allure, we love you very much. ”
"So what? What do you want me to do? ”
The dark night interrupted Lan Qingxue's words, and asked Lan Qingxue coldly.
Lan Qingxue knew that Ye Ming was angry now, but she still said to him patiently: "Ming, Lan Dai is a very good girl, she has loved you for so many years, she has given herself to you, you are not too young, you should get married, you should be with your happiness, and be responsible for Lan Dai instead." ”
The dark night continued to interrupt Lan Qingxue's bitter heart, and glanced at Lan Dai funny, and that glance was full of sneer.
He asked Lan Qingxue, "Do you mean you want me to marry her?" ”
"Hmm."
Lan Qingxue nodded to the dark night without hesitation.
Is there anything wrong with marrying Blue Dai?
He should be responsible for others when he gets them, isn't he?
"Okay, you let me marry, I'll marry!"
The night night said with some anger, but this was not what Lan Qingxue wanted, Lan Qingxue was a little angry.
Over there, after Lan Dai heard the words of the night, she ran out crying!
"Styx, why don't you understand what I'm talking about?"
Lan Qingxue Silk is going to be angry.
She said so much, why didn't he understand her good intentions?
"I don't understand what you're saying? I know! Don't you just want to go back to Xu Qingshen's side? Aren't you just afraid that I'll tie you up? Don't worry, I won't tie you up, you can rest assured to return to Xu Qingshen's side! You go, you can go now! ”
Lan Dai's cry, Lan Qingxue's persecution, the dark night feels like I'm going crazy!
This is the first time he has lost his temper with Lan Qingxue!
Perhaps, this will also be the last.
He's going to lose her.
He has worked hard and carefully cared for the baby for so many years, and he is about to lose it!
Pain, who is more painful than him?
"Hades!"
Lan Qingxue is really angry this time!
"Hades, ask your own heart, do you really love me? Just because you saved me, you fell in love with me, or did you fall in love with me for so many years? ”
Faced with Lan Qingxue's questioning, the night couldn't answer.
Why did he fall in love with her?
Why?
He didn't know...... He didn't know at all, he just knew that he wanted her by his side and didn't want her to leave.
"Hades! Ask your own heart. ”
Lan Qingxue stroked the heart of the night and said to the night, "Ask it, do you really don't like Lan Dai?" For so many years, I have never seen any woman around you, nor have I ever seen you go home at night, let alone a woman coming to your door. There was only one Blue Del, I only saw one Blue Del. Even I have never spent the night in your arms. Do you remember? I just woke up, I was full of fear of the world, I just wanted to snuggle in your arms, but you wouldn't say anything. You just let me lie in bed, just guard me like that, comfort me, say nothing and let me stay in your arms for a moment. To this day, you say you love me, but you don't allow me to be in your arms for a moment, is this love? And what about Lan Dai! She can be with you, she's a surprise for you! Ask your heart, am I right? ”
In Lan Qingxue's memory, the night really didn't hug her, the most was to let her lean on her arm, that's all.
The warm feeling of being hugged tightly in his arms, he had never given her.
What does this mean?
It means that he doesn't love her.
If love, when she needed warmth like that, he wouldn't just comfort her and accompany her, but wouldn't even give her a hug.
"Moon ......"
The dark night opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to answer Lan Qingxue's words.
He's in a mess now, messy, and his head hurts.
Maybe it was because Lan Qingxue's words stimulated him, or maybe it was because he drank a lot of wine, he was desperate to escape now!
"Hades!"
Looking at the escaped night, Lan Qingxue called, but the nightshade had no intention of stopping, he rushed downstairs and left the dark mansion!
Lan Qingxue felt that she might have done something wrong and that she hadn't done it well enough, but she was really just kind.
Thinking of Lan Dai who had just run away crying, Lan Qingxue was about to go and see Lan Dai, but when she came to Lan Dai's room, Lan Dai was not happy to say anything.
Lan Qingxue was about to persuade Lan Dai, but Lan Dai choked up and said, "I want to be alone and quiet, is it okay?" ”
Lan Dai said so, what else can Lan Qingxue say?
She can only leave!
"Lan Dai, don't do stupid things, don't hurt yourself. I...... I don't mean anything else, I just want you to be happy. ”
Lan Qingxue's words didn't get a response from Lan Dai, and she didn't know if Lan Dai would blame her, she was really kind.
*****
After Lan Qingxue left Lan Dai's room, she met Yang Mei, she told Yang Mei what she had just done, Yang Mei spread her hands to her, and said, "Good intentions did bad things, right?" Don't you know my brother's temper? If you tell him that, will he accept it? The answer, of course, is NO! He couldn't accept it! Take your time in this matter. However, now that you've done it, there's no room for manoeuvre. So! Don't worry, just do what you want! There's no way you can solve your troubles right now, can you? ”
After listening to Yangmei's comforting words, Lan Qingxue sighed and said to Yangmei: "I really didn't think about hurting anyone!" Look at the present, I hurt both......"
Lan Qingxue is really worried about the matter between the night and Lan Dai now, and it has become complicated because of her.
Her original intention, if they couldn't be together in the end, she would blame herself for the rest of her life.
"Don't think about it so much, let's go see Allure! He hasn't seen you much today, and now he's tired and asleep, and he's calling mom in his dreams! ”
Yang Mei pushed Lan Qingxue into Allure's room.
Lan Qingxue whispered to Yangmei: "What about glutinous rice balls and millet grains?" ”
"I put them in another room, the two of them are not tired, they are chattering, they will be noisy and can't sleep. Okay, you can accompany Allure! I'll go see them. ”
Yang Mei said, pushing Lan Qingxue into the room where Allure was located.
The mother and son usually sleep in the same room, but now that Allure is asleep here, Lan Qingxue can't move him, so she can only be by his side.
Looking at the sleeping Allure, Lan Qingxue's heart was warm, the unhappiness just now was gone!
Lan Qingxue gently stroked Allure's sleeping face, and a motherly smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
"Mom's ......"
Allure, who was sleeping, felt the touch of Lan Qingxue and shouted in a whisper.
The smile on the corner of Lan Qingxue's mouth widened, and she gently responded to Allure's touch, "Hmm." Son, you sleep obediently, and your mother is by your side! ”
Lan Qingxue said, took off her shoes, and gently lay down beside Allure.
The mother and son are lying together happily like that.
The door was gently pushed open, and Lan Qingxue, who was going to take a nap with Allure, opened her eyes and looked at the door!
Xu Qingshen's figure unexpectedly appeared at the door, which really startled Lan Qingxue.
She's not dreaming, is she?
"Shh
I saw that after Xu Qingshen opened the door, he made a shushing gesture to Lan Qingxue, and then walked in softly and closed the door gently.
"Why are you here?"
Lan Qingxue was very surprised by Xu Qingshen's arrival, so she asked Xu Qingshen.
However, Xu Qingshen didn't mean to answer, he continued to shush Lan Qingxue and didn't speak! In that way, he is like a good father who is afraid of making noise until his son sleeps!
Lan Qingxue didn't continue to ask, she looked at Xu Qingshen defensively.
In the memory in her mind, she has no impression of Xu Qingshen, except for the meeting that time!
"Let's go out and talk!"
Lan Qingxue didn't like the feeling of being alone in a room with Xu Qingshen, so she invited Xu Qingshen out.
"Hmm."
Xu Qingshen nodded, and did not object, but agreed with what Lan Qingxue said.
So, Lan Qingxue and Xu Qingshen quietly walked out of the room where Allure was and walked outside.
"Let's go to the living room."
After walking out of the door, Lan Qingxue said to Xu Qingshen.
Strange man, she can't bring it into the room, or some other closed place, who knows if something will happen?
Xu Qingshen frowned slightly at Lan Qingxue's defensive attitude, expressing some dissatisfaction, but this is someone else's territory, and he can't say anything.
So, Xu Qingshen and Lan Qingxue came to the living room.
After coming to the living room, Xu Qingshen looked around and felt that this place was not suitable for chatting.
"Why don't we get out!"
Xu Qingshen asked Lan Qingxue.
Lan Qingxue glanced at Xu Qingshen, her willow eyebrows frowned slightly, and she didn't speak.
Xu Qingshen didn't continue to ask Lan Qingxue, but instead walked towards the door by himself.
He seemed to be particularly sure that Lan Qingxue would catch up.
Lan Qingxue was dissatisfied with this man's ungentlemanly attitude, and her little mouth was deflated!
However, Lan Qingxue has no choice, at this moment, she has a lot of questions in her heart, and she still needs Xu Qingshen to intercept her, she really has to go out with him to be able to do it!
Lan Qingxue followed behind Xu Qingshen and followed him to the courtyard.
At that time, Lan Qingxue thought that it was okay to be in the yard, but if Xu Qingshen took her outside, then forget it! Her son is still sleeping! She is not at ease!
Xu Qingshen suddenly stopped his steps, and let Lan Qingxue, who was thinking about things with his head down, accidentally hit him on the back!
"Ahh
Her forehead was hit, and Lan Qingxue was frightened by the sudden collision, which made her scream and take a few steps back.
"Are you alright?"
Xu Qingshen used the excuse to get close to Lan Qingxue, and his hand was still on Lan Qingxue's shoulder, asking Lan Qingxue with a concerned face.
Lan Qingxue replied politely while avoiding Xu Qingshen's intimate contact: "It's okay." ”
"Is it really okay?"
Where can Xu Qingshen allow Lan Qingxue to escape?
When Lan Qingxue was in a hurry to escape, he approached Lan Qingxue again and imprisoned Lan Qingxue in his arms again.
"It's really fine."
Lan Qingxue was a little angry.
What's the matter with this man?
Hands-on!
Suddenly, Xu Qingshen's impression in Lan Qingxue's heart was not good.
She struggled to escape from Xu Qingshen's side, Xu Qingshen didn't force it, he was afraid of frightening the little thing!
"You haven't answered my question yet, why are you here?"
After Lan Qingxue and Xu Qingshen kept a relatively safe distance, she asked Xu Qingshen.
Xu Qingshen glanced at Lan Qingxue, and that glance was full of affection, as if to say: Didn't you call me here?
"Don't worry about you two mothers, come and see you two mothers!"
This is Xu Qingshen's answer to Lan Qingxue, like that, as if he is Lan Qingxue's husband and Allure's father, in fact, it is true.
But hearing these words in Lan Qingxue's ears, it made her heart mess a little.
She doesn't like to hear Xu Qingshen talk like this!
However, Lan Qingxue was not picky, just frowned, and after frowning, she continued to ask Xu Qingshen, "Can you answer me a few questions?" ”
She just learned her identity, but there are still many things to be told to her, and she digests them slowly, so she wants to get some different news from Xu Qingshen.
"Hmm."
Xu Qingshen nodded without hesitation.
Not to mention that she asked him to tell her something, she wanted his life, and he would give it to her without hesitation.
"Can you tell me about our ...... Ever? ”
Lan Qingxue said to Xu Qingshen that she was a little embarrassed, but there were some things she wanted to know, so she couldn't take too much of them, couldn't she?
"You...... Did you remember something? ”
Xu Qingshen listened to Lan Qingxue's words, and he was a little excited.
Lan Qingxue shook her head at Xu Qingshen: "No!" I've only just learned my other identity. ”
That's right, she just learned that she was the Lan Qingxue they had been looking for, and that's it!
"Hmm."
Xu Qingshen saw that Lan Qingxue had not recovered his memory, and he was not discouraged.
For him, as long as he can look at her from a distance like this, he is already satisfied.
Slowly, Xu Qingshen told Lan Qingxue about their past, of course, they only said good, not bad.
During this period, he also tried his best to express how much he loved her, which can be regarded as a confession!
However, Lan Qingxue raised her eyebrows when she heard this.
Lan Qingxue looked at Xu Qingshen and wondered: How can there be such a cheeky person in this world who constantly praises himself?
"Do you praise yourself like this in front of outsiders?"
Lan Qingxue couldn't help but ask Xu Qingshen.
Xu Qingshen tore the corners of his mouth and said to Lan Qingxue: "I only praise myself so cheekily in front of you!" ”
It turns out that you know that you are cheeky! Hear Xu Qingshen say this!
However, Lan Qingxue was not picky, just frowned, and after frowning, she continued to ask Xu Qingshen, "Can you answer me a few questions?" ”
She just learned her identity, but there are still many things to be told to her, and she digests them slowly, so she wants to get some different news from Xu Qingshen.
"Hmm."
Xu Qingshen nodded without hesitation.
Not to mention that she asked him to tell her something, she wanted his life, and he would give it to her without hesitation.
"Can you tell me about our ...... Ever? ”
Lan Qingxue said to Xu Qingshen that she was a little embarrassed, but there were some things she wanted to know, so she couldn't take too much of them, couldn't she?
"You...... Did you remember something? ”
Xu Qingshen listened to Lan Qingxue's words, and he was a little excited.
Lan Qingxue shook her head at Xu Qingshen: "No!" I've only just learned my other identity. ”
That's right, she just learned that she was the Lan Qingxue they had been looking for, and that's it!
"Hmm."
Xu Qingshen saw that Lan Qingxue had not recovered his memory, and he was not discouraged.
For him, as long as he can look at her from a distance like this, he is already satisfied.
Slowly, Xu Qingshen told Lan Qingxue about their past, of course, they only said good, not bad.
During this period, he also tried his best to express how much he loved her, which can be regarded as a confession!
However, Lan Qingxue raised her eyebrows when she heard this.
Lan Qingxue looked at Xu Qingshen and wondered: How can there be such a cheeky person in this world who constantly praises himself?
"Do you praise yourself like this in front of outsiders?"
Lan Qingxue couldn't help but ask Xu Qingshen.
Xu Qingshen tore the corners of his mouth and said to Lan Qingxue: "I only praise myself so cheekily in front of you!" ”
It turns out that you know that you are cheeky!