Chapter 43: Secrets
When I woke up, it was already Bo Xishan. I stroked my slightly sore head and sat up from the bed, and woke up Xiaohong, who was napping at the head of the bed, and she hurriedly supported me: "The girl is awake." ”
I rubbed my temples, "Am I still in the General's Mansion?" What time is it? ”
"It's almost time." Xiaohong saw that I was sitting firmly, let go of me, and poured me a cup of tea, "This is the guest room of the General's Mansion, and General Lin arranged for the girl to rest here." ”
As he was talking, Silent Peace rushed in: "Sister Carmen hasn't woken up yet?" Seeing me sitting on the bed, he rushed over excitedly, sat on the eaves of the bed, and said angrily: "My sister finally woke up, I didn't expect that a glass of wine would also get my sister drunk, don't drink if you can't drink." ”
"I'm sorry to spoil you." I looked at her with a smile, and when she saw me rubbing my forehead from time to time, she said to Xiaohong: "I asked the kitchen to cook a sobering soup for my sister, you can go and bring it." ”
"Xiaohong is not from the General's Mansion, why is it good to run around in the Mansion?" I shook my head, got up, and said, "Now that the wine is sober, I have to go back." ”
"Oh, don't, you're dizzy, how can you go back......" Silence held me down, "I'll let the maid take her over." As he spoke, he told the little maid waiting outside the door to take Xiaohong to the kitchen to serve hangover soup, and then closed the door and sat back by my bed.
I smiled and glanced at her, "What do you have to say to Xiaohong?" ”
Her face flushed, and she was slightly embarrassed: "How does my sister know?" ”
Hehe, I've lived more than ten years longer than you. I smiled and said nothing. She stumbled for a long time before she spit out a sentence: "I ......, I want to apologize to my sister." ”
"Apologize?" I was stunned and smiled, "What do you say?" ”
"Hmm......" her face turned even redder, "Today's poetry fighting meeting was actually discussed with a few sisters early in the morning. The rumors in the market before made us have some misunderstandings about my sister, Sister Ruolan is upset with Sister Huihui, so ......"
So you're going to show me a little bit of color? I smiled, took Silence's hand, and said, "Peace, can I give you peace?" ”
She nodded hurriedly, and I smiled, "I remember I told you that I never thought of marrying into the General's Mansion. ”
"I remember." Ping'an nodded, blushing and said, "It's just that I didn't believe it at the time, but after reading my sister's two poems today, I know that my sister is also a person with a heart, and she is definitely not the kind of vulgar woman who is delusional about climbing the dragon and attaching the phoenix." I talked to a few sisters about you this afternoon, and they all admired you. ”
"Admire me? What do I have to admire? "I'm surprised, those daughters are not ordinary daughters, they are full of poems and books, and they are all girls with a little thought. I smiled and said, "I just have to admire you, all of you are full of chapters, at a young age, it's not easy." Does Ping An also like to read Buddhist scriptures? Can you actually make a sentence of 'Twelve springs of empty madness, bitter collection and extinction of the Tao and other fine dust'? "Think what I was doing when I was twelve? Are you still playing mud and fighting in the streets with the neighbors' children? This ancient man was really precocious.
"Buddhist scriptures?" Ping An was stunned, and smiled embarrassedly: "Do you say I wrote that poem?" My sister tormented me, that was what I asked my master Mr. Qiu to do for me, how can I have that talent? Don't say that I, who are those sisters today, are really the talented women of our Tiancao Kingdom, and their poems were not written at that time, they all thought about it for a few days. My poems are caught, but theirs are not, so we have to admire my sister, and you are really a chapter. ”
"I said that you are so young, how can you know the four noble truths of Buddhism, namely, suffering, concentration, extinction, and Taoism." I see, I said, didn't this ancient advocate that women are virtuous if they are not talented? It is also remarkable that those young ladies can still have such talents in this social environment. I smiled and said, "Your husband must be a very knowledgeable man." ”
"Mr. Qiu really reads all kinds of books, and he also reads Buddhist scriptures." Lonely Ping'an nodded, embarrassed, "No wonder my sister asked so, it turns out that the poem is still famous, I just need to have a wine word in it, I didn't think about it so much." ”
"Your husband will be angry if he hears you say this." I laughed out loud, and Ping An giggled. Although this child's surname is rude, it is rare to be innocent and pure, I smiled and took her hand and asked her: "Ping'an, then the county lord of Huihui, will it really be your second aunt in the future?" ”
"This ......" Ping'an hesitated for a moment, saw me looking at her calmly, bit his lip and said, "His Royal Highness King Jing has always had this thought, and he has also mentioned it to the emperor, but the emperor is thinking about it, and he hasn't agreed yet." However, this matter has spread in the capital, and everyone thinks that it is a matter of course, just waiting for the emperor to nod. ”
"You like to warm up the county lord, right?" I smiled, otherwise I wouldn't have helped her tease me, "Ping'an, don't worry, I tell you my truth, and you don't have to think about it in ......the future."
"No......" Ping An interrupted me anxiously and whispered, "If you really want to be nice to my second uncle, I, I won't object......"
Hehe......, I laughed, Ping'an, Ping'an, don't say that I have no intention of your second uncle, even if I mean to, I will definitely not share a man with another woman. The love I want is single-minded, my love is very little, and when it is finished, it is empty. I have no extra love to share with others, and I can never tolerate others giving me only half of their affection. I was a failed person in my previous life, hurt and hurt by love, but no matter when, I still have a longing for true love in my heart, and I hope to find a confidant who will be my own eyebrows for the rest of my life. If I still can't pursue it in this life, what if I play with the world and indulge myself? I am a lonely soul, and I only have a lonely shell in this world, I don't know how to change, I don't know how to be flexible, my love is only broken jade, not complete!
Xiaohong knocked on the door and came in with a decanting soup. I took the drink and said to Ping'an: "It's not early, it will be dark if I stay any longer, I'm disturbing the house today, I have to go back to the Red Mansion." ”
"My sister is so tired today, so let's stay at my house." Silence and peace grabbed me, "Lean on the side of the Red Mansion, just send someone back and say it." ”
"Is this appropriate?" I looked up at Xiaohong, in fact, I didn't ask what the rules of Yihong Mansion were, the reason why I stayed in Yihong Mansion was different from other girls, Xiaohong nodded and said, "Girl, don't bump in today, I'll go back and talk to Yue's mother, Ming'er will come to pick you up in the morning." ”
When I heard her say this, I didn't insist anymore, I was afraid that I would have to face Chu Yan again when I went back. Xiaoping said goodbye to Ping'an and went back, and Ping'an saw that I was willing to stay, and said happily: "Sister hasn't eaten since she woke up, the kitchen has a hot meal for you, and I asked them to bring it to you." ”
When the food arrived, I asked curiously, "When did those ladies leave?" What did you all play in the afternoon? ”
"I had dinner and left." Ping An smiled, "They know someone like my sister, where do they still have the heart to play?" We'll talk about you in the afternoon, and the sisters said that they all have to go to Jinxiuzhuang to buy the little cloth pig you painted for them. ”
Heh, I'm a legend again. I smiled and said, "Why is the General's Mansion also three meals a day?" "I remember that the ancients in my time and space used to eat two meals at a time, and the morning food was after the day came out, and before the middle of the day, this period of time was called the food time or flea food; The eclipse is after the sunset, before the sunset, and this period of time is called the sunset. Because the red house is a green building, it does not follow the rules of two meals, and when the guests want to eat, the girl accompanies them, so the kitchen is manned at night. Because I don't have to pick up customers, I told Yueniang to prepare three meals every day, the people take food as the sky, and I'm a greedy person, if I don't eat lunch, I won't starve to death? But in the morning, I listened to the lonely clouds in the garden and said that I would take the ladies to the flower hall for lunch, could it be that the rules of the lonely family are different? Or is there a difference in the rules of the country on this day?
"Which one has three meals a day?" Ping An looked at me strangely, "Sister, isn't it?" ”
Oh, it turns out that the folklore of the Tiancao Kingdom is different from my time and space. I specially instructed Yueniang to prepare, but it was redundant. I smiled and said, "The Qinglou is not accurate, and the guests have to accompany them to eat." ”
Ping'an heard me talk about the natural appearance of the Qinglou, hesitated for a moment, and said, "What is the trouble of my sister, do you have to stay in the Red Mansion?" You might as well tell my second uncle, and we will definitely help you." ”
I shook my head and smiled, "Ping'an, I'm very grateful to you for having this heart, but it's my own business, and I know how to deal with it." Don't bother about it in the future. ”
Ping An frowned, thought about it, and said, "Sister, I don't know whether to ask you or not, the person you love is not my second uncle, it's Uncle Yu, right?" ”
She has seen me and Yu Gongzi**, and it is natural for her to think so, not to mention, I am indeed moved by his heart and affection, he is moved by my heart, he holds my hand and my heart palpitates, he hugs me into my arms and my heartbeat, he makes me lose my temper and I am sad, unconsciously, that man occupies such an important position in my heart. It's just that the man has a room in his heart, locked with countless secrets and hearts, I am not his key, I can't open the door of his heart, full of soft intestines and love silk, only to end up with a lock heart and lock love, Yu, how can you make me embarrassed.
Acacia is like fire, the world is like a rope, and spring is always locked. Stepping on Qingsha, looking at Lang, a thousand words are embarrassing to say.
Who would have thought that the enemy would not understand me. Pain, how to deserve it; Worried, how to deserve it.
I lowered my eyelids and fell into deep thought. Seeing that I was silent, Ping An knew that I didn't want to answer her question, so he obediently changed the topic: "What did my sister say to Uncle Yu in the morning?" When he left, his face was so scary. ”
"Scary?" I was stunned, what did I say?
"Well, it's miserable, like a lost soul." Ping An described, "I even called him a few times, but he ignored me. That man is so stingy, didn't he just scold him, just remember it. ”
What did I say? Didn't he send him a poem, and he wasn't in a bad mood? I was obviously fine before going to bed, but ...... before going to bed, I remembered the drunken words that the emperor was not as happy as me before going to bed, and I was shocked.
"When did he leave?" I had a bad premonition in my heart and stared at Ping An Dao.
"After noon, it seems that my sister left when she fell asleep." Ping An nodded affirmatively and said, "That's right, it was my sister who left after falling asleep, or he sent my sister to the wing." ”
Yu, why did you react so much to my words? Wasn't my previous guess wrong? I looked at Silent Ping'an and forced a smile: "Ping'an, who is this Yu Gongzi?" ”
"Uncle Yu? It's my second uncle's friend! Silence replied.
"I didn't mean that, I mean what did Yu Gongzi do? Where is home? What is your name? I said in one breath, watching the silence react closely.
"I ......" Ping'an frowned, as if no one had ever asked her this question, she scratched her head and said embarrassedly, "I don't know, I know that he is a friend of the second uncle." ”
Oh, I laughed. Lonely peace, lonely peace, your nerves are really rough, I'm afraid it's not much better than my stupid big brother, right? Thinking that she had misled me into thinking nonsense, I almost vomited blood. I felt a burst of sadness and joy in my heart, and the thought that Yu Gongzi was very likely to be today's son, my heart was panched. He is the Son of Heaven, the Ninety-Five Supreme, with three palaces, six courtyards and seventy-two concubines, women for him, are just the spice of life, not to mention a lowly Qinglou woman like me, my heart is left on him, it is destined not to have a good result, obviously I have locked my heart and locked my love, why do I think of the man who is as rich as jade, there is still a faint pain in my heart? I clenched my chest, and when I saw that my expression was wrong, I exclaimed, "What's wrong with my sister?" Are you uncomfortable? ”
That's it, I laughed miserably, and reassured Ping'an: "It's okay......" The next time I see him, I will tell him the secret that I have endured for a long time, and when this matter is over, he and I will go our separate ways, and there will be no intersection in this life.
——2006、9、22——
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Today's chapter came out early.,Because I'm going to go to the company's training class in the evening.,I can't write it.,Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow even during the day.,Not necessarily guaranteed to be updated.,I'll try to write.,If there is, it will be later.。
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