So when he saw her raise her hand to push Cheng'er, he did something that he would regret for the rest of his life - that palm was just a move he would make when he didn't want her to hurt Cheng'er. But when he saw the arrow stuck in her back, he knew that he was wrong, wrong.

That's why she had to punish him in such a cruel way?

Yes, she's always been so determined.

In the past, she just turned around and left, so that he could at least have a chance to make up for it, but this time, maybe it hurt to the extreme, and she didn't want to have any entanglement with him anymore, so she abandoned him forever, so that he could only live in regret for the rest of his life.

The smell of her beside the bed was dissipating little by little, and he was so afraid, afraid that when he woke up one day, there would be no trace of her life.

In just a few days, he couldn't hold on, so how could he face decades without her alone?

Lifting the futon indiscriminately, Jun Luohan got up and got out of bed, without calling Chen Ming, sitting alone in front of the dragon case and drinking alone, letting the flickering candle flame reflect his cheeks with deep cheekbones, his eyes were blank, and his face was pale.

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked the snow-white fox fur and the purple hosta on the case, which was the only thing she left, and after finding her at the bottom of the cliff, he remembered the fox fur that she had fallen on the top of the cliff before leaving, but he didn't want to, and he actually saw the purple hosta that was full of disasters there.

Last time, the purple hosta was broken, but the relationship between them could still be repaired, but this time, the purple hosta was fine, but she no longer gave him a chance to redeem it.

There was a "squeak" and the door opened from the outside.

Jun Luohan didn't seem to notice it, holding the purple hosta in his left hand, and the pot in his right hand poured violently, the biting night wind penetrated from the spacious middle coat, with a shrunken cold air seeping into the limbs, but he didn't even raise his head.

"Your Majesty."

Jun Luohan seemed to realize that someone was coming, his slender black eyelashes trembled slightly, he slowly raised his eyes, and his blank gaze stopped on his face for a few seconds, and then he moved away expressionlessly.

"Your Majesty ......" Liuyun frowned and called again.

"Flowing clouds." Jun Luohan squinted at him slightly, as if he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.

The almost inaudible murmur made Liuyun's heart tremble, since this man was just an unfavored prince, he had always been by his side. However, after so many years, I have never seen him like this. This man, who has always been a strategist, is like losing his whole world at the moment.

Therefore, the word love is really comparable to the poison of arsenic.

Sighing, Liuyun stepped forward and shook the wine jugs scattered on the dragon table, almost all of which were empty. His eyebrows furrowed, with a slight anger that even he didn't realize: "The emperor is mourning her?" ”

The wine jug in Jun Luohan's hand paused slightly, and he didn't answer.

"In this world, everyone is qualified, but the emperor does not." Liuyun scoffed, "Especially in this senseless way. ”

The sound of "bang" was the sound of the wine jug falling on the case, rolling a few times, falling from a height, and then completely shattering on the ground, making a crisp sound.

Jun Luohan's breath stagnated, and the last words she said to him before leaving appeared in her mind in a trance-if she could do it all over again, she would definitely not fall in love with him again.

Yes, he is the least qualified person in the world to mourn her, because everything is his own doing.

Now, he no longer has the qualifications to remember!

There was a faint smell in the air that was different from the aroma of pear wood and wine, and the figure of the man on the dragon chair shook slightly, and suddenly the whole person fell back and sat on the back of the chair.

"Your Majesty, get a good night's sleep." Liuyun walked to the back of the case, and gently helped the man to the couch.

Seeing that the emperor was still frowning even in his sleep, he shook his head with a wry smile, "At this time, even regret is useless. The only thing the emperor can do is to accept the reality and regain his ......"

The man on the couch seemed to be asleep, but after listening to his words, he moved his lips again, as if he had said something.

Liuyun whispered, "What did you say, Your Majesty?" ”

"Don't accept ......"

Liuyun was stunned, narrowed his eyes, pulled the futon on the side and covered the emperor's body, and said a little helplessly and painfully: "The emperor said that he didn't accept it, so don't accept it." ”

But what if you don't accept it?

As soon as he turned around and walked out of the palace gate of the Longyin Palace, there was a gust of night wind soaked in cold air, and his long hair was raised in the wind, and his robes were also blowing with the sound of hunting.

A person who practices martial arts is not afraid of the cold, but he doesn't know why, he always feels that this day is getting colder and colder recently.

******

Mingyou clan.

The cold wind is grinning, but the surrounding scenery is undiminished in spring, red and purple, birds and frogs chirping, and all kinds of herbs are filled with bursts of fresh aroma.

At the door of a bamboo house, one dressed in purple and the other in a white robe, two men stood opposite each other, describing handsome, but their expressions were as dignified as they were.

"How is she?"

Xue Yan shook her head and sighed, "I still don't want to speak." ”

Murong Yan's expression was abrupt, and he said angrily: "If I knew this, I shouldn't have told her about the existence of the second child that day!" ”

"She is the mother of her children, and she has the right to know the truth."

"But what's the use of telling her? What is the use of making her heartbroken and not saying a word for more than half a month? ”

"Murong Yan, calm down!" Xue Yan snorted lowly, her eyebrows tightened, "Mother and son are connected, do you think that not telling her is the best solution?" If she didn't even know that she had such a child, don't you think it's too cruel to her? ”

Murong Yan's eyes ached, he didn't know what else he could say, it seemed that whether he chose to tell or hide, it was the poor woman who was hurt.

“…… So you say, what now? Murong Yan said in a hoarse voice.

Xue Yan lowered her eyebrows, her eyes condensed slightly, "So far, the only thing that can make her persist is the other child in her womb." ”

The two of them deliberately lowered their voices, but they didn't know that the woman in the room they thought was asleep had already woken up and listened to their conversation.

On that day, she did have the idea of dying, and she even thought that even if she couldn't get that man's heart, she would make that man feel guilty for the rest of her life. But the cold wind seemed to blow into her brain for a while, so that her thoughts slowly sobered up, it was them who were wrong, why did she want to die?

Just because she knew, Hua Chengcheng had attacked her more than once, so how many times did Hua Chengcheng plot to frame her when she didn't know it? Why did she make room for that woman so simply?

Her death will only make her relatives painful and her enemies happy!

So when she saw the oblique pine tree on the edge of the cliff, she didn't think about it, and immediately reached out and grabbed it, letting the tough branches cut through the palms, and she also clung to it and refused to let go.

But the strength of her hand is getting smaller and smaller, and she can't hang on a tree forever, seeing that she is about to fall, she can only observe the situation at the bottom of the cliff through the vast mist, and she was happy for a long time when she saw that it was a stream, but then she thought that in this cold day, the stream had already formed ice, and if she fell like this, she would definitely die.

Fortunately, at this time, she saw a boulder on the side of the pine tree crumbling, and she had to endure the big and small injuries on her body, and slashed at the boulder with one palm, but she didn't know if it was because her internal strength was really not at home, or if she was injured, the stone that seemed to be falling still stayed there steadily, and never shook a bit.

At that moment, she almost despaired.

But she was unwilling, and the more she thought about it, the more unwilling she became!

If for the first time, she still had the courage to let go of Jun Luohan's hand and choose to die, then this courage was gone after she struggled to survive - she just wanted to live well!

In the end, she almost fought to the death, one hand hung on the pine tree, and the other hand tore off the thickest branch, and in the fierce wind of the hunt, there was a "click", and the branch that supported her weight finally broke in response.

Her body kept falling, and the sound of the wind pouring into her eardrums almost made her think that she was going to die like this, she forced a breath in her chest, flipped the branch in her hand, and the sharp side rushed downward, concentrating all the internal force in her body, and slowly pouring into the palm of the hand, and then slowly pushing to the tip of the branch.

Finally, a second before the branches touched the glacier, there was a "bang", and the surging internal force finally shattered the thick ice surface.

Then she breathed a sigh of relief, and fell into the cold stream, and although she held her breath, the biting cold still drowned her, and her eyes, nose, and even her chest and lungs seemed to be poured into the bone-chilling stream.

She couldn't see, she couldn't hear, she couldn't shout.

At that moment, she lost all the strength of her body, and could no longer move half a minute, allowing the stream to wrap her around her, fluttering and swaying.

Between life and death, between the fine line.

When I woke up, I was already lying on this bed, in this strange and familiar place.

Although her memory is vague, it doesn't mean that she has forgotten everything, she remembers that she has been to this place once, when she was poisoned, and it was Xue Yan who brought her here to detoxify.

I really didn't expect that after going around and around, she came back again and almost lost her life, and it was Xue Yan who saved her......

But the news that Xue Yan told her next was like a sharp dagger, slashing at her heart and flesh one by one, and she could even feel the blood gushing out little by little, the pain was far more uncomfortable than when she fell into the stream and her life hung by a thread.

She was pregnant, he said.

She was seriously injured, he said, so only one of the two children survived.

He said, Ah Zi, I'm sorry.