After the performance, the theater was fully lit up again. The audience is either talking and laughing, doing all kinds of conversations and walking out, or they still stay in the theater and slowly make an aftertaste. Takeshita Kusaoke, who didn't get up and leave in a hurry, felt that he was shocked by this group of girls whose average age was not necessarily eighteen. For this reason, he suddenly thought of Kayo Kirishima, and he really felt that the other party was quite difficult. Even if she is just standing in the corners of the last row, she is still performing seriously and dedicatedly.

In Takeshita's view, the audience only saw their bloom at the moment on stage, but they did not see their hard work and hard practice offstage. Similarly, attention and attention tend to be focused on a few members in the front and middle rows of the stage, while most of the fringe members are often overlooked.

The phone rang suddenly, interrupting Takeshita Kusake, who was thinking. He took out the old Nokia mobile phone that had been used for about ten years, and when he saw that the caller ID was "Kirishima Kayo", he connected the phone directly.

At this moment, Kayo Kirishima, who returned to the backstage to find his bag, took out the Apple mobile phone in his bag and deliberately walked to a secluded place outside, before dialing Takeshita Kusaoke's mobile phone number, and told him concisely: "You are waiting for me at the bus stop where we got off together today." We took the last bus back together. ”

Takeshita Kusaoke, who responded to her with a "good" word, waited for her to hang up first, and then put the old Nokia mobile phone that he would despise as a thief and was too lazy to steal into his right trouser pocket. With the two plastic bags in his hands, he slowly walked out of AKB48's small theater in Akihabara and headed to the bus stop back to the rental house.

Takeshita Kusaoke, who arrived at the bus stop first, stood there patiently waiting for the arrival of Kayo Kirishima. He couldn't help but sigh with emotion. I feel that life in Tokyo is convenient, but there is also a lot of pressure to survive. Otherwise, Japanese suicides and overwork deaths would not have ranked first in the world. This just fully shows that there are good and bad big cities in big cities. Especially under the high degree of commercialization and materialism, human beings are constantly fermenting and expanding. There is a constant presence among people. There are conditions, but there are no conditions, and we have to create conditions to bite the bullet.

Kayo Kirishima, who took off his performance costume and changed into the daily clothes he wore when he came, stopped opposite him with his bag in both hands, and said with a slight smile: "I've kept you waiting." ”

"Tonight, after watching your live performance, I was really emotional. You're really working hard for your dreams. Maybe. You're just a bit of luck right now. When the time comes, the god of luck who has been touched by your fighting spirit will definitely favor you. With a slight smile on his face, Takeshita Kusaoji gave her the best wishes.

"I hope so, thank you for your good words. Now, I don't expect my popularity to skyrocket and become popular. I just want to be able to pass the official selection list of 16 people smoothly every time I perform in public or shoot a single. Inside AKB48. The head is average, and the figure is average. I look average, I still dance averagely, and my performance skills are really lacking, and I am only a little good at singing. "Extremely aware that they often have a selection every time they take the stage, so as to freeze the list of sixteen people needed, it is not that he does not understand that his objective conditions are very difficult to stand out from the internal competition. She has long experienced the pressure from her juniors. In the face of those cute and sweet styles, tomboy handsome style, orthodox idol style, etc., it is unwilling, and at the same time, it is inevitable that there will be envy, jealousy and hatred.

"Don't be so pessimistic, okay? You have to think about it differently. You should think of it this way, you stand out from the tens of thousands of applicants. As a result, he joined AKB48, which is known as a national idol group. Through the continuous efforts of the individual, he was successfully promoted from a trainee to a full member. Along the way, many people have been eliminated, perhaps choosing the easiest way to quit and give up, but you have been bravely sticking to it. From her tone, I heard the negative energy transmission of Takeshita grass mustard, and I can understand very well that she is unwilling to be only a green leaf all the time, and not be able to become a red flower road.

The first time I saw him, I strongly felt that I was very close to each other, and I didn't even want to mention some things to my sister, but I was very happy to talk to him. Especially when I feel a lot of pressure and tiredness, I always want to find a confidant to confide in my inner depression. At the beginning, she said it once with her sister, but in exchange for the sentence "If you can't hold on, just give up". For this reason, my heart was completely broken. At that time, she sighed that the world was so big, could no one understand herself?

"I believe that your AKB48 journey has been full of twists and turns, thorns and difficulties, and it is impossible for it to be smooth sailing, and there is an idol girl group that can represent Japan and take Asia by storm today." Takeshita Kusaoke, who has long been accustomed to being accompanied by failures and setbacks, has never wavered from his dream of becoming a writer with real materials.

Hearing him say this, the smile on his face bloomed again: "That's right." When AKB48 was founded in 2005, who would have believed that it would be where it is today. The first two singles also didn't sell. At the most difficult time, it was on the verge of dissolution. AKB48's first theatrical performance had an audience of seven, and that's where the Seven came from. As the first chief superintendent Minami Takahashi said, when she first entered the Akihabara Theater, there was ash everywhere. By the time 1830M Tokyo Dome held a concert in 2012, only six of their initial 22 qualified members remained. They all felt that they had made the right choice by persevering, and they were right. ”

"You generally joined AKB48 at the age of twelve or three. I don't know how much sweat, how much effort, how much dedication, and how much pain were swayed in the audience...... to be able to stand on the stage. It's pretty impressive. Feeling that they are not easy, Takeshita Kusaokei smiled. (To be continued.) )