"She wanted to make up for the mistakes you made, that's why she did this, but she didn't expect to meet you in the hospital, maybe there are so many coincidences in this world, when you asked me if she liked you that day, I really wanted to tell the truth, but the little face took the first step, and lied to you, and then you left, she also cried, don't you, hehe, Li Shengqi has to get back together with the little face after being discharged from the hospital, but the little face didn't agree, because she felt that she was already in love with you, so long, I didn't forget, I really can't stand it anymore, that's why I'm looking for you.|" Sister Man's tears flowed down as she spoke, "I've known her for so many years, I really don't want to see her tortured by feelings anymore, I feel worthless for her, big God, these words were told to me by the little face after getting drunk, I couldn't help but tell you today, in fact, the little face wants to hide these things in the bottom of my heart for a lifetime, until I forget you one day." ”

After she finished speaking, she began to sobbed quietly, my head was also confused, my heart was not a taste, anyway, I had a feeling of madness at this moment, I frowned vigorously, holding back tears, and then I grabbed the head with both hands, tearing the hair hard, and then I raised my head and gasped a few times, I wanted to smoke, it was so uncomfortable, and then I beat my head twice with my fist, and then I began to beat my chest, I held my breath, really, it seems that I have been looking at the little face too badly, I didn't think of this, I should have felt that she liked me.

"Ahh I screamed in pain, feeling that I was the unluckiest person in the world, and the person who was most sorry for the little face, and I misunderstood her so deeply.

"Da God, don't be like this, cry if you want to, cry a lot, cry out will be much better, like me." Sister Man said to me while sobbing.

Then she sat up, and then put the stopped song out, the song itself is very sad, after listening to it, I have all kinds of memories in my mind and the little face like turning the page, I burst into tears, I admit that I am very fragile in terms of feelings, I don't want to cry but I can't help it, Sister Man seems to deliberately turn on the sound very loud, so even though I cry loudly, she won't hear it, and then I beat the sofa, and I can't sit steadily, I can't describe this feeling, anyway, it's crazy, it's torture, It's sadistic.

I grabbed my hair again, and then lowered my head, my heart beating very fast and very hard.

I cried like this for about five minutes, and the door of the private room opened, and Brother Chang and Sister Yu instantly covered their ears.

Immediately afterwards, Brother Chang said a word, but neither Sister Man nor I could hear what he was saying

At this time, Brother Chang turned on the light, and was stunned when he saw the scene in front of him, and then he hurriedly turned off the song that was playing, and then I heard how loud I was crying.

The voice was very hoarse, and it hurt to pull it, Brother Chang walked to my side and sat down, and we only went out for a few minutes. Sister Man, what's wrong with the sky, why are you crying like this, and you, why are you crying too? ”

Brother Chang hugged my shoulders as he spoke, don't cry, let's talk about it. ”

"Chang'er, just let him cry a lot, it can be seen that there are too many grievances and pressures in his heart." Sister Yu also spoke, and walked to Sister Man's side and sat down as she spoke.

I raised my head and wanted to pour tears into it, but it swept across my face, Brother Chang reached out and wiped the tears on my face for me, God, things can make you cry like this, hey, forget it, I don't ask, cry if you want, it's not a shame to cry in front of me, man, everyone has cried, and if you haven't cried, you're a barren and tender man, right. ”

I nodded, grinned, couldn't say a word, I put up two fingers, Brother Chang immediately understood what I meant, and then quickly took out a cigarette and took out one from the cigarette case and put it between my two fingers, and then I put it in my mouth and he lit fire to me.

I took a sip and choked on me, because I was crying so hysterically, I coughed hard, my lungs ached sharply, Brother Chang quickly patted my back and quickly ordered him a drink. ”

I waved my hand, and said no...... No. ”

Then I continued to cry, since my parents died, I cried for the first time for so long, crying for a while before stopping, and then singing, singing and singing and crying again, just like a cry and a laugh, like a psychopath, they are all looking at me, but I don't care, and I'm not an outsider, I'm not afraid of anything, I sing a lot of sad songs, although I don't sing well but I really sing with my heart, I smoked more than half a box of cigarettes within two hours, when I want to take cigarettes again, Brother Chang hurriedly grabbed my wrist and pumped it very thinly, this is what I paid for. ”

I smiled at him and gave you ten times as much as I could. ”

Brother Chang's expression changed suddenly, what kind of money do you think Lao Tzu cares about when he says this? I'm thinking about your body, who the smokes so much? You look for me, I feel uncomfortable and I can't rely on smoking to vent, it's useless, let's drink if it doesn't work! When you get drunk, you vomit and you don't want to anything. ”

"Come, drink." I don't care anyway.

Brother Chang was stunned for a moment and whispered in my ear Don't drink it, the tattoos on your body, I'll accompany you later, okay? ”

"Grass, what's wrong with the tattoo? What the is this? Count! "After saying that, I stood up and took off my coat directly, and then began to take off one piece of clothing after another, Brother Chang hurriedly stopped me, gritting his teeth, you are crazy, why are you so loud?"

"What do I have?" I shouted.

"You're calm and calm!!" Brother Chang held his breath and didn't dare to speak loudly.

At this point, the song suddenly stopped.

"Why are you two arguing again? Again? Why did you take off your clothes? Sister Yu said.

The room was instantly silent.

I paused for a moment to cool down a little hot. ”

Then I sat down, lit a cigarette while Brother Chang was not paying attention, and when he looked back, he was also helpless.

I took a puff of cigarette Sister Man, since the little face likes me and I like the little face, so why can't I deal with the object? I don't even cry anymore, isn't it stupid? "When I think about it, I suddenly feel happy.

And Sister Man's words after that made my mood fall to the bottom again.

"Da God, don't look for the little face again, let her forget it like this, you can forget it too."

"What the?" I was suddenly furious.

Sister Man stood up suddenly, do you think you can give her happiness? Do you dare to guarantee that you can give her happiness and not let her suffer a little harm! If you can guarantee that I will never stop you! ”

I was stunned, yes, she was a prodigal son herself, and she was still mixed up in society, how could I give her happiness? What she gave her should be hurt, Sister Man is right, just forget it, it's good for me and her, I can't be irrational, I have to calm down and think about this serious issue, I think about it for a long time, I still feel that I can't give her happiness at all, so I decided to erase this relationship in my mind, but whether it can be successful or not depends on the creation, of course, it will slowly make a memory slowly change from clear to blurred, sadness is always temporary, and then I am still a hero.

But I'm *** unwilling in my heart, really, I really want to have this relationship, even if it's just for a short time, but if I think so, doesn't it seem too selfish, I can't ruin my little face, she is a good girl, there should be a better home, and I can't count it, and I can't give it to her.

I skimmed off the cigarette butts, and the atmosphere was a little indescribably stiff, and there was no one.

At night, Brother Chang sent the little face to Sister Man, I wanted to be alone and quiet, and then I turned around on the road for a long time, and I didn't go home until two or three o'clock in the morning.

Open the door, I quietly walked in, didn't even turn on the light, went straight back to the room, even closed the door gently, and then I took off my clothes, got into the warm quilt, thinking about falling asleep quickly, but as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think about a lot of things, not only related to the little face, but also Brother Daxiang, and some memories of the past, I feel that it is a broom star, where to bring the disaster, if you don't know the dunzi, he won't be abandoned because of this, if it is not impulsive, he will not leave the mess to Jin Ye and them, If I hadn't come to Sin City, I wouldn't have let Dalong take care of me so much, if I didn't know Xiaomian, I wouldn't have this relationship, if I didn't know Lao Jiao, he might not have died, if I didn't know Brother Chang, he wouldn't have come to mix with society, if I didn't know Brother Daxiang, he wouldn't have left, and now I'm still thinking that if my parents hadn't given birth to me, or I wouldn't have suffered that car accident.

Maybe in the previous life, they created too many evils, so they brought disasters to the people around them, if they broke it now, would it reduce a lot of trouble for them?

To be honest, I really moved this thought, but on the contrary, I thought about it, I was relieved to die, and what would happen to those who cared about me, and I didn't dare to die.

Insomnia all night, tossing and turning, the tattoo part of the body is also faintly painful, the sky is bright I still have my eyes open, I feel so tired, but as soon as I close my eyes, I will think about a lot of things, anyway, this feeling is abnormal tangled.

[115] I'm a broom star

[115] I'm a broom star is beaten by the member's hand,