Chapter 272: I Want to Have a Child for You
The campus was quiet, and it was pitch black in the distance, except for a few light bulbs on the first floor of the teaching school, which emitted a faint glow.
There was a night breeze blowing, with a slight coolness.
The light in Luo Bing's room was still on, faintly, and there was a figure in the window.
Zhao Bing frowned, took a breath, and walked upstairs quickly.
The room is warmly furnished, although it is small, it feels like home, and there is a group photo of Zhao Bing and Luo Bing on the table, the latter is still holding a book in his hand, but he has fallen asleep.
Luo Bing's appearance is very beautiful, like the legendary sleeping beauty, serene, quiet, and glowing with maternal light.
Zhao Bing was a little distressed, it was already midnight, in order to ventilate, the windows were not closed tightly, and the night breeze was blowing, revealing coolness.
Gently picked up Luo Bing and put him on the bed, the latter had woken up.
"You're back?"
Luo Bing smiled slightly.
Zhao Bing frowned: "Didn't I let you sleep first?" ”。
I didn't expect to look at it, so I fell asleep. ”
Undressing and lying beside Luo Bing, holding her in his arms, Zhao Bing's movements were very gentle, and he was afraid of squeezing the child in his abdomen.
This is his flesh and blood, and he is naturally very distressed.
The night is already very deep.
The lights had been extinguished, but Zhao Bing had difficulty falling asleep for a long time.
The night in the countryside is pitch black, with fog rolling in the mountains, floating, and quiet, very different from the night in the city.
Gradually, Zhao Bing fell asleep.
Luo Bing's sleep was very sweet, when she came to this Yin Ling Mountain, Zhao Bing slept with her for the first time, and the satisfaction was incomparable.
It seems that the family is really reunited, she, Zhao Bing, and the child in the womb.
In the middle of the night, it rained lightly, and the rain gradually stopped, and the air smelled fresh.
Suddenly, Luo Bing, who was asleep, frowned, and she opened her eyes, her face was already covered with beads of sweat.
The pain in her body made her very uncomfortable, but she insisted on not getting up, she tried her best to persevere, but the pain was more intense than any time.
Gradually, the lips were bitten by the teeth, and blood seeped out.
She finally couldn't help it, gently broke free from Zhao Bing's embrace, she got out of bed, groped her way to the table, opened the drawer, took out a box of medicine from the bottom, groped and was about to take it, but the light suddenly turned on at this time.
Luo Bing's body trembled, and he naturally turned around.
Zhao Bing sat on the bed, his brows furrowed tightly, and he looked at Luo Bing's expression, his heart was like a knife.
"What's wrong with you?"
Luo Bing was a little nervous, but squeezed out a smile: "I'm fine, I just can't sleep, so I get up and sit down." ”
She really sat down, but she was a little restless, and even more weak.
Zhao Bing got up, walked up to her, and stretched out his hand: "Take it out." ”
"What?"
Luo Bing lowered his head and said.
Zhao Bing ignored it, snatched the box of medicine from behind her, looked at the instructions, and suddenly his face changed greatly.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Zhao Bing's face turned pale, and he trembled a little when he spoke.
"I'm fine." Luo Bing comforted, she laughed, she really seemed to be fine, but the beads of sweat on her face betrayed her.
Zhao Bing poured boiling water and asked Luo Bing to take the medicine.
After taking the medicine, Luo Bing closed his eyes, and after a while, he seemed to be really much more relaxed.
"Let's sleep."
Luo Bing didn't dare to look at Zhao Bing's eyes.
The two lay down again, and this time, neither of them could sleep.
"Tomorrow, I'll take you to the hospital for a checkup." Zhao Bing said in a deep voice.
After a while, Luo Bing smiled bitterly: "It's useless, I've been to many hospitals, and this disease can't be treated." ”
"Why didn't you tell me in the first place that this disease shouldn't have children in the first place." Zhao Bing said bitterly.
"But I want to have a baby for you."
Luo Bing said very strongly.
Zhao Bing opened his mouth, but he couldn't speak.
I want to have a baby for you!
This is Luo Bing's confession to him, this is the best confession of any woman to the man she really loves.
If you love me, give me a baby!
What sweet and touching words.
But at this time, Zhao Bing, in addition to being moved, was distressed.
My heart really hurts, like a knife.
He felt that he really lacked care for Luo Bing, but Luo Bing did not change this relationship because of this, and she even did not hesitate to lose her life in order to give him a child.
"I'll check it out tomorrow." Zhao Bing took a breath.
Child, or Luo Bing.
Both are his favorites, but if you can only choose one, the answer is self-evident.
He is not selfish enough to give up an adult for the sake of a child, because he is still a man.
Since they didn't feel sleepy, the two simply chatted all night.
Early the next morning, Zhao Bing took Luo Bing down to Yin Ling Mountain early.
Along the way, Zhao Bing drove the car very slowly, after all, the road down the mountain was not very good.
When he arrived at the First People's Hospital of the city, Zhao Bing was busy taking Luo Bing for blood tests, taking films, etc., all kinds of busy work, and at noon, the two had some food outside, and at two o'clock in the afternoon, they came to find a doctor together.
The doctor was an expert, and he happened to come from West China to consult a patient, and Zhao Bing found the dean and thought of many ways to invite this expert.
In the morning, the specialist was busy performing the operation, and it was only now that he was busy.
The doctor was probably a middle-aged woman in her fifties, wearing glasses, with little charm to speak of, very serious.
When Zhao Bing entered the door, she was watching Luo Bing's film, and motioned for the two to sit down, she watched it for a long time, and then she looked at it with a solemn face.
She stared at Luo Bing for a while, then sighed, coughed, and said, "You are husband and wife?" ”
Luo Bing didn't say anything, and Zhao Bing nodded hurriedly.
"Doctor, how is she doing?"
"Why don't you let her go out and wait first, and I'll talk to you alone?" The doctor thought about it and did not directly answer Zhao Bing's question.
Zhao Bing looked at Luo Bing, who shook his head.
"Let me stay here, doctor, it's okay, I know my illness best, but he's only recently known." Luo Bing smiled slightly.
The female doctor glanced at Luo Bing and said, "You really know your condition?" ”
Luo Bing nodded: "I have been to many hospitals in China, including Tianhai, Chengdu, Yanjing and other places. ”
"You shouldn't be pregnant." The doctor said very seriously: "If you don't get pregnant, your condition can still be controlled, and it is not impossible to recover, after all, medical miracles are not uncommon." ”
This is said very implicitly, what is a miracle, that is the probability of one in a hundred million to happen.
Although Zhao Bing had been prepared for a long time, he was still very sad and a little nervous when he heard this.
"Doctor, is there any way to save it?"
Shook his head: "Her condition is not suitable for childbirth, it seems that she is about to give birth, and it will be very difficult to kill the child now, so I can't help it." ”
Zhao Bing's expression was gloomy.
Luo Bing grabbed his hand and comforted him with a smile: "It's okay, I will give birth to the child, and I will give birth no matter what." ”
"You can think about it clearly, not having a child is the best, when the time comes, inducing labor, although it will also aggravate your condition, but at least, you still have hope of recovery, if you are born, this hope will be many times lower." The doctor is a very serious warning.
Luo Bing nodded: "Doctor, I have figured it out, I will give birth." ”
"Well, we respect the patient's choice, and you also have the right to choose, after all, I am also a woman, and I understand your thoughts." The doctor sighed and said, "Take good care of it!" You can go! ”
"Thank you, doctor." Luo Bing stood up.
Before Zhao Bing left, he personally took the film over and watched it for a while, and his brows furrowed even deeper.
"Do you understand?". The doctor asked.
Zhao Bing nodded: "I will do some medical skills." ”
The doctor stopped talking and whispered: "If you give birth to a child, it will be dangerous, it will aggravate the condition, maybe, she can only live for a year at most, you have to be mentally prepared." ”
"What about not having children?" Zhao Bing asked.
"Three years, three years at most!" The doctor thought for a moment and replied.
"Thank you, doctor, I see, I'll think about it." Zhao Bing thanked him.
"You can persuade her." The doctor advised.
"I know."
Luo Bing sat on the chair outside, his expression was very calm, and he didn't seem to have the sadness of being terminally ill at all.
But the more this happened, the more sad Zhao Bing became.
The two returned to Yin Spirit Mountain together, and along the way, both of them did not speak for a long time.
"If you want to open up, this is my own choice, I see it very openly, even if I am not there in the future, our child is still there, you see him, as if you see me, you can prove that I have been in this world." Luo Bing comforted.
Zhao Bing suddenly became a little irritable, and said angrily: "Don't say it, the child must be removed, if you are not there, there is no point in anything." ”
Luo Bing pursed his lips and did not speak, as if he was a little aggrieved.
After a while, Zhao Bing sighed, rubbed his eyes, and let out a long breath: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have talked to you so fiercely." ”
"I don't blame you." Luo Bing said: "I understand your feelings, this is because you care about me, but, really, this is already a fait accompli, no one can change it, why don't we accept it calmly, at least, I am still alive now, let me live happily in the last period of my life, okay?" I'm begging you! ”
Gritting his teeth, Zhao Bing was silent.
"The child is the continuation of my life, and I will definitely give birth." Luo Bing said firmly: "Even if it costs with my life, I will give birth, whether you agree or not." ”
Zhao Bing smiled bitterly: "Okay, I promise you." ”
Luo Bing was stunned for a moment, and seemed a little surprised: "Have you figured it out?" ”
Zhao Bing shook his head: "No, I can't figure it out, but I want to respect your choice because I love you." ”
I love you!
Zhao Bing almost never said these three words to Luo Bing, but this time he said it very sincerely.
Luo Bing was a little moved, and he couldn't speak.
Zhao Bing continued: "Don't worry, I will definitely cure your illness, don't forget, my medical skills are very smart, and in Yanjing, my master's medical skills are even more clever." ”
Luo Bing wanted to persuade Zhao Bing, but he didn't know how to say it, and he couldn't bear to persuade him.
She is alive now because she loves Zhao Bing, has Zhao Bing, and has the child in her belly.
Zhao Bing can insist because Zhao Bing loves her and has her.
Then Zhao Bing has to work hard to cure her, no matter whether he can do it or not, but this heart is rare, this is the driving force of Zhao Bing's life and the motivation to continue to persevere.
So why hit him?
For the next three days, Zhao Bing accompanied Luo Bing.
Watching the sunrise in the morning and the sunset in the evening, life is very peaceful, but the two cherish it very much.
Luo Bing has said a lot in the past few days, and she has said many things that she couldn't say before, because she is afraid that she will not have a chance in the future.
But the two never mentioned the affairs of Yanjing's family, it seems that in this world, there are only the two of them, and no one else is important.
And Luo Zhongtian and his wife were originally taboo topics, and they didn't want to think about these issues.
On the fourth day, Zhao Bing prepared to leave.
He wants to go back to Tianhai, arrange some things, and then go back to Yanjing, he really wants to cure Luo Bing's illness as soon as possible.
Before leaving, he drank with Ma Liu again, and Ma Liu was still drunk.
The morning sun was shining, clean and warm.
Zhao Bing left early, and Luo Bing hadn't gotten up yet.
"I won't send you, I want to sleep a little longer."
"Okay, you don't have to send me."
On the playground, Ma Liu was practicing boxing, Zhao Bing went over, gave him a hug, and then turned to leave.
The moment he got into the car, Zhao Bing turned his head to look at the building.
Luo Bing stood on the balcony, looking at him, silent, her expression was calm, but there were tears in her eyes.
It was too far away for Zhao Bing to see Luo Bing's tears, but there were also tears in his eyes.
The morning sun in the distance has just appeared on the horizon, and the clouds on the horizon are very red and red.
After Luo Bing sent Zhao Bing, he continued to do things every day.
Watch the sunrise.
It's something she has to do every day, because she thinks it's really beautiful.
What's more, she felt that she had fewer and fewer opportunities to see such a beautiful sunrise.
Zhao Bing drove the car and roared away.
He was like an arrow.