"Just say what you have questions." Zheng Wanru also put away the smile on her face, she seemed to already know what questions Yang Yi would ask.

Yang Yi pondered for a while and said gently: "Wanru, I can see tonight's game clearly, although I don't know if I should ask this, but I really want to help you share a little pain now." ”

"You think you've helped me share a lot." Zheng Wanru's hand holding the quilt was loosened, hugged him tightly, and said: "What happened in the past is like a scar that can never be recovered for me, which makes me suffer all the time, but because of your encouragement and companionship, this scar in my heart has finally been healed, so I am really, really grateful to you, and I also found out for the first time that my feelings for you are actually very deep." ”

Yang Yi didn't interrupt her, caressing her pink back, waiting for her to continue to tell the story of the past.

"If you want to be by my side, then I have nothing I can't tell you." Zheng Wanru calmed down for a while, and said with peace of mind: "Seven years ago, I and now are actually two completely different people, yes, not a little different, but completely different. The power of yin and yang in my body is inherently incongruous, although I have been practicing with my master since I was a child, but to be honest, the more I know, the less confident I am in my life, and from childhood to adulthood, I feel that I may die at any time. ”

"In the face of this situation, in fact, I was very negative in my heart, really, at that time, I didn't even know what the meaning of a person who could die at any time was living, was it just to live quietly? What's the point? ”

"By the time I was a teenager, I fell in love with drag racing, and I felt like the thrill of racing gave me a different light in life. Maybe I'll die at any moment. But at least at that moment on the track, I was wonderful. I gave it my all, and I really liked that feeling at the time. I even think that I have found the true meaning of my life, which is to keep running, surpassing, surpassing, and surpassing again until I die. ”

"You know, I've been cultivating since I was a kid, so I know that cultivators have a lot of advantages over ordinary people, which makes me very outstanding and bold on the track. Fearless, indomitable, even if there is a possibility of an accident at any time, because I know that I am a person who can die at any time, and if I die on the track, then I am willing. Thinking about it now, I was really naïve at the time, but I was adamant about it at the time. ”

"But from the time I started playing with cars, my parents were always very against it. My mother, in particular, has never stopped persuading me since I started playing with the car, and she will definitely say this whenever she sees me. But they really can't do anything about me, and they can't persuade me. I can't stop it, I can only watch me sink into this crazy toy year after year. Actually, my dad supported me a little bit later, thinking that since he liked racing. It's not bad to be a real professional race car driver, and I'm very grateful in my heart. But what I like is all kinds of races that have no limits, and I can change the car as I want. I can play as much as I want on the road, and this kind of unrestrainedness is what I like, so I didn't go down this road. ”

"But my mom didn't approve of me playing with cars all along, especially as I got older, she advised me more and more often not to play with cars and live like a serious girl. I understood that she was for my own good, but I was already fanatical about racing at that time, and I could only feel the meaning of my life on the road, so I never paid attention to my mother's persuasion. ”

She said, pausing for a few seconds before continuing.

"One night seven years ago, I was racing in the mountains and my mom found me. Her face was a little abnormal, at that time I only thought she didn't like the environment of racing, you also saw it tonight when I was in Longquan Mountain, you can imagine that a dignified and elegant woman will not like this kind of environment when she sees it. My mother, just like before, persuaded me to stop playing racing and go home with her to be a normal girl who could learn all kinds of things and take charge of the Zheng family's family business. ”

"At that time, I didn't think about these things at all, I just wanted to concentrate on playing with the car, so I also smiled and rejected my mom as usual. If she had done it before, she would have knocked me on the head helplessly, but that time, after I refused, she was very angry, and even scolded me a few times, I think she was really, really angry at the time, and finally even got in my car and asked me to drive her for a game, so that she could see what kind of game made her daughter sink so deep that she couldn't extricate herself. ”

"At the time, I was really naïve, even a little ridiculous. As soon as my mom said that, I said yes and tried to prove to her that racing is an absolutely exciting thing to do, and it's a very rewarding thing. ”

"It was very fast and I was the first to cross the starting line, as always, and at that pace, I still remember my mom being taken aback, but I just wanted to prove to her that I was interested in it, so I worked very hard. But after all, there is one more person in the car, and that person is still my mother, so I don't dare to be too unscrupulous, after all, my own life may disappear at any time, I can joke with my life, and if something happens, I can also make excuses for myself to say that this is my destined disaster, but my mother is different, she is still very young and can live a long life. Because of my mom, I was obviously slower and slower in the race, especially when cornering, for fear of accidents. ”

"Sometimes life is really like this, and the more you don't want to meet things, the more things will happen." Zheng Wanru let out a long sigh, with remorse in her eyes, but she had already let go of the pain in her heart.

"I was on a U-bend and I wasn't turning fast and I was very careful, but by accident, a car that wasn't part of the race came out of the way and hit the back of my car. Although my speed is not fast, but that is only when I want to be very fast for me, I was hit on the corner, my Ford GT immediately lost its balance, if you have used this car, you will know, this car no matter how modified to handle is worse than the average car, such a collision, the car directly lost its center of gravity, hit the roadside stone wall. I'm a cultivator, and my physical fitness is still good, so my injuries aren't serious, but my mother ...... But the rescue was ineffective and he died. ”

A string of tears flowed from the corners of Zheng Wanru's eyes.

"Before I died, my mom told me, 'Stop playing with cars, be a normal girl, life may not be fair, but we can't give up on ourselves.'" These were the only words she left me. Zheng Wanru sobbed: "I haven't touched the steering wheel since then, because I always thought that I killed my mother, and if it wasn't for me trying to prove to her my self-righteous worth, she wouldn't have died." ”

Yang Yi hugged her tightly and gave her warmth and support.

"I didn't expect it to be like this. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked. ”

Zheng Wanru sobbed and shook her head, "It's okay, I don't want to hide this matter in my heart all the time." Yang Yi, thank you for helping me overcome my fear tonight, but I will always feel guilty about my mother because I don't want to forget the trust she placed in me. ”

Yang Yi sighed, patted her pink back gently, and comforted: "I think what you have to do is not to feel guilty forever, but to be grateful to your mother forever." ”

Zheng Wanru was stunned for a moment.

Yang Yi said: "Your mother's purpose since you were a child was to hope that you would become a normal girl, and now, you have done it!" Although everyone doesn't want to see this experience, but the result of it does make you change, and it is the change that your mother has always wanted to see, I think as a mother, she will be very happy to see you in heaven now, although she used her life to exchange for your change, but as a mother, how can she blame you. If you're planning to live with guilt for her forever, what's the difference between that and you've been playing wildly against her wishes? ”

Zheng Wanru's sobs froze there, staring blankly at Yang Yi's serious expression.

"Although I have never met your mother, I can feel from your tone that she loves you very, very much, such a mother who loves you, do you think she wants her favorite child to live in regret forever? If you really want to do that, I think you're really failing her! If you can let go, I think your mother will be very happy in the heavens, because she really sees her baby daughter living carefree like a normal girl, which is what she has always expected from you. ”

"Yang Yi......" Zheng Wanru cried, she couldn't control her tears no matter what, and her sobs instantly turned into crying.

Yang Yi gently patted her back, hugged her tightly, and left his shoulders for her to lean on.

He never thought that this girl would have such a painful memory in her heart, and it was no wonder that her temperament had changed so dramatically.

is so pitiful, Yang Yi even hopes that he can hold her forever and let himself be her eternal safe dependence.

In order to untie the last knot in her heart, Yang Yi calmed down and said, "Wanru, I think it is absolutely no problem to take your mother to run the whole distance safely with your skills, and you have paid attention to safety and there will be no accidents, I am convinced of this." I think the murderer who really caused your mother's death was probably the one that suddenly appeared, and in my opinion, it was not a simple collision! (To be continued......)