When I got home, I sat on the sofa without turning on the light, took it out and saw that there was still half a grid of electricity, and I fiddled with it for a long time, turned it over thin, and turned it over for a long time, but I still decided to go out.

After I called out, I beeped twice, and it was through, I didn't have it first, and there was no one over there.

"You just followed me." I spoke slowly.

Then put a cigarette on his mouth with his other hand, lit the fire, and took a puff.

“？” Xiao Xin said these two words.

I smiled and didn't have to admit it, I've known you for a few years, can't I recognize you? ”

There was silence again.

Actually, I didn't recognize it at all, but I just tried it, because my home address should be Xiaoxin alone.

As a result, there was really silence over there, did I guess right? Sure enough, it was her.

I couldn't look at her, so I continued to talk and wanted to find out what I was doing sneaky, how ugly, how bright it was to see me, how good. ”

"I just want to look at you, that's enough." Xiaoxin said, and I also heard the sound of a lighter.

"It's better for girls not to smoke." I smiled.

"Oh."

"Where are you now?" I asked.

"In your community, I didn't leave." Xiaoxin said.

I hesitated for a long time before I said that it was strange cold outside, you better come to my house. ”

"Forget it, it's inconvenient."

"Is it inconvenient for you or inconvenient for me?"

"You're inconvenient." Xiaoxin said.

"I have something inconvenient, if it's inconvenient, will I still call you?" No mistakes, no word skipping.

There was silence over there, and it took a while to wait for me. ”

After saying that, she hung up.

I threw it aside, smoking, a little helpless, because if Xiaoxin came to my house, I was always afraid that I would make a sorry little face to say, I would definitely restrain her, just let her stay for a while and I will let her go, but, at night, can you rest assured that she will go alone? Forget it, she doesn't have anything to do with me. %&*";

The more I thought about it, the more entangled I became, and I felt a little annoyed, so I smoked the remaining quarter of the cigarette in one go, and then skimmed off the cigarette butt.

A few minutes later, a knock came in.

I stood up and opened the door, and Xiao Xin outside the door appeared in my sight, dressed in black, wearing a windbreaker, where to the buttocks, a black stockings underneath, shawl hair, heavy makeup, and a smell of tobacco on her body.

The windbreaker is still open, and there is also a low-cut dress inside, I said helplessly that it is not cold? ”

"Okay." Xiaoxin lowered her head and replied.

"Come in." I made way for her, closed the door when she came in, and turned on the light for me.

"You're still in the habit of that, you like to be home alone at night without turning on the lights."

It's hard to break my nod habit. ”

"Really...... Not necessarily. ”

"Well, it's not necessarily, conservative habits can be changed, pure habits can be changed, habits of not smoking can be changed, habits of not drinking can be changed, habits of not getting tattoos can still be changed."

After listening to me, Xiaoxin couldn't stand immediately, standing in place, motionless.

I sat on the floor, and I actually liked the feeling, with my back pressed against the edge of the couch.

"Sit, don't stand stupidly."

"Oh." Xiaoxin sat on the sofa, still far away from me.

"What do you say you're doing here without sleeping at night? Didn't I say it, when I have it, I'll naturally take you out for a day. ”

"I missed you, so I came to see you, and saw that the light in your house was always dark, so I waited for a while and saw you."

"Waited? How long? ”

"It didn't take long."

"Oh, it won't be long." I sighed and craned my neck.

"Are you sleeping so late now?" No mistakes, no word skipping. Xiaoxin asked.

"No, neither do I, I sleep differently every day, what about you."

"Normally, I'm still playing with this." Xiao Xin replied, brushing one side of her hair to the back with her hand, to be honest, she is indeed very sexy at this moment, there is no doubt about it, if a normal man sees Xiao Xin in front of him, he probably can't help but rush up, but I don't feel this way, maybe it's my first love, maybe I've known her for several years, maybe I feel that she should be very dirty now.

"How many men have you slept with?" I didn't have to ask this question, but I couldn't accept it after I said it, and of course I wanted her to answer me.

"Can I not answer?" No mistakes, no word skipping. Xiaoxin looked up at me.

I smiled indifferently at you, you don't say anything, you don't force you, it's just a simple question. ”

"I can't count them." Xiaoxin simply answered me with four words.

I had a smile on my face, but I really felt a little sorry for her, well, it's good. ”

"Yes, that's good." Xiaoxin said.

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, what did you think about becoming like this? And summer, why did you change it? ”

Xiaoxin raised her head and blinked her eyes a few times, her eyelashes were very long, and then she gasped a few times, looking quite uncomfortable.

I got her too, so I said I could smoke if I wanted. ”

Xiaoxin nodded, took out a box of 520 from her pocket, took out one and sucked it in her mouth with a fire.

"This cigarette is boring, it's not enjoyable to smoke, you still smoke me." I say.

Xiaoxin waved her hand. ”

"You have a good time, and then answer the questions I asked you." I also took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth.

After Xiaoxin took a few puffs, she looked at me and slowly said that there are actually reasons for you and me. ”

"Say it."

"Let me first talk about those reasons because of you, you were so kind to me at the beginning, carrying me behind my back to sleep with others, although I loved you very much at the time, but I still decided to separate from you, I thought about it for a long time that night, I didn't sleep, I was thinking, only you can wave, and I can't do this? After that, you can go behind my back to find the mistress, but I can't? So the next day, I promised Xiao Tianlun, who had been pursuing me, but I didn't expect you to run him away in the end, don't think I'm not you, and then I germinated the idea of becoming bad, another reason, I don't want to say it, can you not let me say it? "No mistakes, no skipping words.

"Well, don't say it." I'm already feeling bad in my heart, am I the culprit?

"Da Tian......" Xiao Xin looked at me with watery eyes, "I still love you very much, do you still love me?" "No mistakes, no skipping words.

I took a drag on my cigarette and frowned twice; "I have, I like her a lot."

Xiaoxin began to blink, blinking very quickly, she took a puff of her cigarette, and then smiled and said I wish you happiness. ”

After saying that, I saw her tears flowing, and then I got up and ran to the door, and I got up from the ground, and blocked her, and she hit her head in my arms, and then beat my chest and cried.

I haven't, she just cried hysterically in my arms, crying and screaming at me I don't deserve you now! And I don't want to be with you again at all, I just want to ask you this question, whether you still love me or not, your answer is not the answer I want, you! ”

"I'm sorry." I said lightly.

Xiaoxin suddenly raised her face and looked at me with teary eyes, her makeup is crying, don't say I'm sorry, say love me, okay? I'll be satisfied, and I'll not have any more extravagant hopes. ”

I looked at her for a long time, turned my face away, and gritted my teeth, but I really couldn't speak.

Xiaoxin began to stomp her feet, you said, ah, I want to listen, you say it to me, okay! ”

"Xiaoxin, don't do this, okay? Is that good? "No mistakes, no skipping words. I looked into her eyes, but her eyes made me feel very sorry and distressed.

"I really want to hear it, if you don't want to say it, just say it, I'll give up."

"I ......"

If you refuse directly, will it be too ruthless, and if you say it, will it seem too fake?

When I hesitated for a long time, and was about to say that I love you, Xiaoxin suddenly covered my mouth with her hand, she shook her head and didn't say it, I don't want to listen to it now, I'm so sleepy, can I sleep here all night, I'll leave early in the morning......"

I nodded yes. ”

【170】Is it okay to say that you love me?

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