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Cultivating immortals and maniacs Jiangcheng Airport. *Very Literary*

When Wang Xiao walked out of the passenger passage, he saw Zheng Fei waiting for him in the hall.

Zheng Fei knew that he took today's flight back to Jiangcheng, so he specially drove to Jiangcheng Airport to pick him up

Zheng Fei threw a sweet smile into his arms.

"You're back." Zheng Fei pressed tightly to Wang Xiao's chest, feeling the warmth of Wang Xiao's chest.

"Hmm." Wang Xiao also hugged Zheng Fei tightly.

The relationship between the two reached its highest level through silent communication.

The love is deep.

Affiliated.

On the way home, Wang Xiao drove a sports car, and Zheng Fei sat in the passenger seat.

"Did Zhuo Ling agree to come to our engagement ceremony?"

"Hmm."

"It's going well, isn't it?"

"Hmm."

"It's hard for her."

"Actually, I think she knew there would be this day."

Zheng Fei sighed.

Yes, who wouldn't get married, there were many people who once loved each other, and they couldn't marry themselves, of course they married someone else. That's all there is to it between men and women. There is no perfect thing in the world, only when you are dissatisfied with reality, you miss the beauty you once had. But when you once had it, you don't cherish it. When you want to cherish it, you don't have anything to cherish. Time flies by.

"Are you alright?" After a while, seeing that Wang Xiao was very quiet, Zheng Fei asked with concern.

When Wang Xiao was with her, he always tried his best to make her happy.

Unless it was when Wang Xiao was very preoccupied, he would never be so cold. Therefore, she asked Wang Xiao with concern.

Wang Xiao nodded and said, "It's okay, I'm quite relaxed now." For a long time, I had a stone in my heart, and now I have finally let go. I didn't feel anything, but I felt very peaceful. Actually, everything that happened was expected to happen to me, I was just waiting for time for it to happen. Although I didn't want this ending more than anything else, there was no doubt that I couldn't change it. Even if I thought it would be like this from the beginning, I didn't have the reason or motivation to change it. Because people have to persevere. I can't let go of what I think I should hold on to in order to have a better ending. Maybe I didn't gain anything, but at least I didn't lose myself. For me, losing myself is the scariest thing. ”

Zheng Fei sighed: "When a person knows that there is a cliff in front of him, he has to keep walking towards the front, and even in front of the cliff, he can't stop, he can only jump down heroically. I thought, that's tough, isn't it? ”

Wang Xiao was silent again.

After a long time, he said: "I am good at everything, but I am too smart in personnel, which is my fatal flaw." I can see through where things are going, guess the final outcome, and understand all kinds of powers. But I also have my own insistence, and I can't let go of what I should hold on to for the sake of my own interests, so it has become a tragic feat. Even though I knew what kind of disaster I was going to face, I had to go on and bear him. This kind of catastrophe is essentially my own choice, and as for the oppression of the external environment, it is only an external cause. Perhaps if it were not for the oppression of external causes, I would not have embarked on the path I am today. But if it weren't for the inner perseverance, I wouldn't be on the path I am today. So, in the end, it was I who chose this path. I'm not trying to prove anything, I just can't give up on myself. When I can only insist that I am still myself by jumping off a cliff, I will not hesitate to jump off. In fact, the most tormenting thing in life is not the disaster, but the fact that people can only wait for the disaster to happen slowly. There is nothing terrible about jumping off a cliff, the most terrible thing is that you have to wait a long time to be able to jump off the cliff all the time. Those who have not experienced this kind of torture will never be able to experience that state. If a person is stupid and he doesn't know the cliff in front of him, and he doesn't know that he is going to jump in the end, then he will live happily while he waits to jump. But I'm not like that, I know everything clearly, and I have to wait and suffer. /Very literary/"...,

"Fortunately, everything has passed." Zheng Fei gently leaned on Wang Xiao, wanting to give Wang Xiao a little warmth.

Wang Xiao smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Well, I have let go of a stone in my heart now, and I can finally relax a little more, and I can live without obstacles in the future." It's not easy! ”

After a pause, he said: "The days of standing on the edge of the cliff and trembling, I don't know which day I will fall to the bottom of the cliff, but I can't escape from this dangerous place, I can only wait for the day when I finally jump, and that terrible day is finally over." And some of the unsettling resentment in my heart has also dissipated, and I have become a master of the road again, and I have risen a lot from the state of mind. I'm glad I was able to make such a change, even though I have suffered too much injustice and pain for it, but? p>

I relied on them to suppress them, so that I did not lose myself, but instead achieved the elimination of the chaff and completed a kind of sublimation of quality. Maybe that's the only thing I'm thankful about, so I don't get too caught up in the past. Now, I can finally set sail again, hang the relaxed sails, face the beautiful morning sun, and sail to the other side of happiness. I believe that I will have everything. I am full of confidence and fighting spirit. I was radiated with strength and hope. No one can stop me.? p>

Wang Xiao's face was full of light.

Zheng Fei looked at Wang Xiao with admiration and said, "I believe you will definitely be able to do it." You're amazing. You're the best man in the world. In my heart, there is no one like you. ”

Wang smiled pleasantly.

What does a man struggle for all his life?

It's hard to tell.

But Bo Meiren smiled and was definitely one of them.

Zheng Fei loves him so much, believes in him, and supports him, making him feel that he has not lived in vain in this life.

If a wife is like this, what more can a husband ask for?

That's enough!

Wang Xiao said lightly: "Actually, I have a thing that I failed in. ”

"Oh?" Zheng Fei asked curiously.

In her eyes, Wang Xiao is almost omnipotent, and she never knew that Wang Xiao also had failures.

Wang smiled and said, "That's it." When I'm hurt and slumped, I always want to be a bad person. Every time I tried my best to be a bad person. I thought that even if I became a little more radical because of the injustice I suffered, it would be understandable and supportable. At least I don't think there's anything wrong with it. At that time, every time I tried my best to get worse, I would find that instead of being bad, I was getting better than before. I will find that instead of being more extreme, I have become more open-minded than before. I will find that instead of being selfish, I will become more measured than before. I will find that instead of being stupid, I have become more perceptive than before. I think it's a failure. Everyone else wants to be a good person, but they are all immoral. And I want to be a bad guy, but I can't. I don't know what this is for? Sometimes I feel sad. If a person can't even be a bad guy if he wants to, then in this cannibalistic society, it will be difficult to make a big difference after all! But it can't be helped, that's what I am. I've figured it out now, I have to go with my nature, and I don't have to be a bad person. It's actually good to be a good person. Why bother? I wanted to be a bad person, but I ended up making myself better and better, and the better I was, the more I was disadvantaged. It's better to give up this attachment, maybe I won't get better. ”

"How so?" Zheng Fei was curious.

Wang Xiao thought for a while and said, "I can't tell why. I don't think it's right to say I'm pure by nature. In fact, all kinds of dark thoughts will arise in my heart. I know the shady things, but I can hold them down. Therefore, I am certainly not the kind of person who has a pure nature without evil thoughts in his heart. …,

I think for myself, probably because I am a person who is prone to extremes, which is why I have such a good character today. It may seem like a contradiction, but I think that's the way it is. When I am forced to want to be a bad guy, I also want to be the best bad guy. However, the extremes of things must be reversed. When I do the best of the bad guys in my premeditation, I will slowly become enlightened and feel that there is no need to be so ruthless. In this way, I can't be a bad person, and I go from a bad person to a good person. And because when I wanted to do the bad guy to the extreme, I was always planning how to be bad to the end, and I studied it for a long time and still didn't have time to act, and then I was enlightened by the extreme of things, so I didn't do anything bad after all. ”

"Ah, that's the case, how much pain do you have to endure after two reincarnations?" Zheng Fei was sad.

Wang smiled and sighed: "Yes, this kind of thing is actually very simple to say. But to go through this kind of thing, it's very torturous. In particular, it's not two reincarnations, but I don't know how many reincarnations. This kind of experience of demons is definitely not as simple as changing from good to bad and then from bad to good. In fact, he has changed from good to bad thousands of times, from bad to good, and then he will finally truly realize and gain a better character. The so-called people have to go through a lot of tempering to become a talent, in terms of survivability, they have to experience the setbacks of reality, but in terms of state of mind, they have to experience the experience of demons. If a person wants to do something bad but doesn't do it, he will become a good person after a long time. This may be simple, but it is difficult to do. For example, if you want to beat someone, if you want to scold someone, if you want to take revenge on someone, if you want to kill someone, when you have such a thought in your heart, if you can't suppress it, then you will become a bad person. But if you can suppress it, you will become a good person after a long time. The good people I am talking about are not the good people I see in the eyes of others, but in essence, they are extremely dirty in their hearts. Rather, it means that people's state of mind will be enlightened, they will become purer than before, they will have a better state, and they will become truly good people. ”

"How so?" Zheng Fei has a good nature. She can't quite understand Wang Xiao, a good person who can only become after a lot of tempering. In her opinion, it is unbelievable that a person wants to do bad things but can't, but his heart has changed for the better.

Wang Xiao reminisced for a moment and said, "Actually, if a person wants to suppress the evil thoughts in his heart, he must give himself a reason. For example, if you want to scold someone, but you know that scolding is wrong, scolding will cause harm to people, and if you hurt people, it will be irreparable...... So, no matter what excuse you give yourself, you are making progress on the good side after all. But if you don't care about the swear words and say the dirty words, then you are falling towards the bad side. Why? Because man is an animal that is unwilling to admit his mistakes, especially those who have done wrong things, they are even more reluctant to admit that they have done wrong, so when people do wrong things regardless of their brains, they will do everything possible to come up with reasons to make the bad things they do seem reasonable. In this way, you constantly affirm the bad things you have done, of course, you are going further and further down the bad road, until you can't turn back, even if you want to turn back, you have no chance. ”

Zheng Fei somewhat understood. "I see!"

Wang Xiao nodded and said, "In fact, to put it simply, people will constantly affirm their behavior. No matter what a person does, he will be sure that he is right. Even if he knew he was doing something that was not right, he would come up with a reason to make it seem that he was forced to do it, so that he would feel more comfortable. But the only consequence of this is that the person who has done the bad thing will end up being hopelessly incurable. Unless a person has the courage to admit his mistakes, he will certainly not become a good person. The reason why many people become tragic is that they never admit their mistakes, they can't suppress the evil thoughts in their hearts, and they don't have the courage to admit their mistakes when they do bad things, and they can only go further and further down the wrong path after all. On the other hand, when a person has evil thoughts in his heart, if he can suppress them and not have a seizure, then he will find a reason for himself to have a seizure. The reason he is looking for can be bright and upward, or it can be insidious and despicable, but as long as he finds such a reason, he will have a chance to turn back before his evil thoughts become facts. Because no one but himself knew that he had ever had evil thoughts, he did not face the pressure of the outside world at all. The reason why a bad guy is a bad guy is that he doesn't have the courage to face the pressure he needs to face after admitting his mistakes, so he has to find a reason to rationalize what he does, and he gradually becomes a bad guy. Therefore, when a person has only evil thoughts and does not put them into practice, it is the most advantageous time to become a good person. ”…,

"Can the reason for not doing bad things also be insidious, despicable? If the reason is bright and upward, then I can understand that. For example, it's wrong to hurt others, people can't do bad things, and they can't bite back after being bitten by a dog. These are things that can be bright and uplifting, and it is okay to suppress evil thoughts. But why can suppressing evil thoughts also be insidious and despicable? In this way, you can also become a good heart. Zheng Fei couldn't understand.

Wang Xiao smiled lightly: "What is incomprehensible about this? For example, you want to take revenge on someone, but you tell yourself that the time is not yet ripe, and you have to wait until he is the most proud to give him a heavy blow. In this way, you suppress the evil thoughts in your heart and do not bring out the evil thoughts in your heart for a while. And when the time comes, you may not be interested in retaliating against him at all. In short, as long as you can suppress evil thoughts. ”

"But what if you really put your evil thoughts into action when the time comes?" Zheng Fei asked again.

Wang Xiao shook his head and sighed: "Then there is no way." Then you will achieve positive results, and you will really become a bad person. Moreover, it will become more and more insidious in the future, and the means used will become more and more poisonous. Because he reinforces the bad side, he will not be right to admit that he is right. In order to convince himself that what he did wrong was right, he would continue to do bad things. In matters of good and evil, this is the truest human nature. It's simple to say, and it's complicated to say it's complicated. That is to say, in a thought, some people live more and more badly, and some people live more and more beautifully, and the difference is this thought. ”

After a pause, Wang Xiao said again: "Strictly speaking, it is more dangerous to suppress evil thoughts with insidious and despicable evil thoughts, because it is very likely that you will become a real bad person. Actually, what's the point? After suppressing evil thoughts, whether or not you have an introspective spirit, and constantly argue about the reasonableness of doing evil, and whether it is worth it. Only with this spirit of introspection can the evil thoughts be suppressed by procrastination will play a buffering role, otherwise it will become a process of continuing to do evil, and in the end it will definitely cultivate into a bad person. ”

"Oh, so it's important to be introspective." Zheng Fei understood.

Wang Xiao nodded and said, "Yes." A person who does not have an introspective spirit is certainly not a good person, if not really bad. It is likely that he will become a fool who is unreasonable and unreasonable, and can only be suppressed with a tough attitude, and cannot be connived with a respectful attitude. And the so-called introspection is actually the process of constantly talking about the opposite, from wanting to be a good person to wanting to be a bad person, and from wanting to be a bad person to wanting to be a good person. If there are more such reincarnations, people will become good people, and even if they are bad, people will not be able to see them.

"I didn't expect it to be so hard to be a good person!" Zheng Fei sighed sympathetically.

She is a flower in a greenhouse, and she doesn't understand the frost outside, let alone the grass that grows in the frost.

Even if she loves Wang Xiao deeply, she can't understand Wang Xiao.

She can only see Wang Xiao's goodness, but she can't see Wang Xiao's bitterness, and that taste can only be tasted by Wang Xiao herself.

Maybe Wang Xiao is used to this kind of thing, but she can't help but feel sad when she hears it.

Wang smiled lightly and said in a cheerful tone: "In fact, there is a lot of pain in life, and it is not completely without benefits. People will become more perceptive. The beauty of being able to see through others at a glance is not something that a fool can understand, nor can a self-righteous person appreciate. That's the gift of spiritual enlightenment! "To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qpdianawr) to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. ps I have a bad premonition, and the new book is going to be a tragedy. If it doesn't go well, write it as a short story. In short, I will finish writing a story, express what I want to express, and then completely go market. I actually don't have any connotation, it's more suitable to write market-oriented things, and it's not suitable for me to write about it. It's just that some things don't feel comfortable when they are not expressed, but if you really want to express them, it's just a little bit······ A shallow and simple person is more suitable for writing cool essays! bps2 The book is written until the eleventh end, that is, there are still forty or so chapters to end. There's nothing more to write about, he's done his mission, and there's only the end left. Thank you friends who have been subscribing, I am actually very surprised, and there are people who read it when it is written like this. It's not that I'm arrogant, it's just that a lot of plots are really unpleasant, and I know it myself. Anyway, thank you. The plot behind is not long, but it is also a bit twists and turns, I hope you can stick to the end. I don't have many chapters, so let's see the ending.