132 No wind sent me back

readx; Zhuang Hua is not a person who will hide her emotions in front of familiar people, even if there is no expression on her face, she will let people know that she is unhappy. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 For example, now, eating quietly and ignoring people, like an awkward child.

Zhuang Hua ate and cut off all the sounds of the outside world, thinking about how to leave Yueqiu in five days. After thinking about it, there was no result, and I didn't even notice that I was added another bowl of rice. Then I thought about Yueqiu, why would she be so tough to keep her this time? What did she like about her, she could change it...... She's destined to be alone in this world for the rest of her life, without the rhythm of friends, right?

Eating too much unconsciously, Zhuang Hua ignored the other two people, and went out directly to the deck to eat, and then Qi Jin, who was not unexpected, followed again, Zhuang Hua's two arms rested on the railing of the ship, and the whole person leaned over the railing of the boat to look into the dark seawater, as if there was something in it that attracted her.

Qi Jin stood behind Zhuang Hua and did not stop Zhuang Hua's seemingly dangerous moves, at this distance, if Zhuang Hua had an accident, he could immediately rescue him.

The dark waters seem to have a seductive power that makes you want to explore or die here.

Zhuang Hua couldn't help but think of those mythical legends, and wondered if there was a crystal palace or a mermaid in the depths of this sea. The mermaid is much better looking than the shrimp soldier crab, ah, the mermaid in Chinese mythology seems to be called a mermaid, tsk, mermaid, there is no mermaid ng manga when you listen to it. Zhuang Hua's thoughts went farther and farther, in Qi Jin's eyes, Zhuang Hua's expression became more and more confused, the whole person seemed to be fluctuating, and the sea breeze blew the hem of "his" clothes, as if he wanted to take away "him" whole person, like a canopy of duckweed.

Wandering in the world, the four seas are home.

Zhuang Hua's words that were similar to criticism resurfaced in Qi Jin's mind. "He" has always been a person, seemingly free and easy, but in fact lonely, the mysterious origin of "him", the past that no one has explored, seems to appear out of thin air, and maybe the next moment will disappear out of thin air, as if it has never been. If "he" is really gone, how many people will miss "him" as much as they do?

Maybe "he" is right, no one is an indispensable existence in other people's lives, if "he" dies, Qi Jin can imagine that he will continue on the road of revenge, how to live and how to live, and will not be unable to live because of "him".

Is there a person in this world who will not be able to live if "he" is gone, so that "he" will have some attachment, like a paper kite tied to the feet of the thread, not free and easy, but will not fall at any time.

Qi Jin's heart suddenly brightened, and at the same time, he also wanted to miss a big hole in his heart, he would definitely not be that person, because he had too many worries, and he would not change because of Zhuang Hua's existence or not, but Zhuang Hua was alone, and since the day he was no longer "Yi", he had no chance to stand with Zhuang Hua.

"Sir." Qi Jin called.

Zhuang Hua, who hadn't heard this title for a long time, almost subconsciously responded, "Yi, what's the matter?" Then I suddenly remembered that the person's name was Qi Jin, not Yi, or from the beginning, Yi was just a character she made up herself. Zhuang Hua felt his gaffe, turned around and said, "I'm sorry, I forgot." ”

Qi Jin's smile was faint, with a rare temperature, "It's okay, in fact, I prefer Zhuang Hua to call me Yi." "It makes me feel like a young man who is loved. Qi Jin silently added a sentence in his heart.

Zhuang Hua was infected by the nostalgia in Qi Jin's words, and said, "You have all grown up. ”

Yes, the original young man Yi is now the prince of Yang, and he is about to return to his battlefield to avenge his great revenge, the young man is now called Ling Huan, and he is already a member of the Zhang Liang army, although he has not paid too much attention to him, but he can always hear good news about him from Yan Rong, that is an ambitious child, and sooner or later he will get ahead. As for Yanrong, without the oppression and humiliation of the past, she has restored the appearance of a woman of a fancy age, because she often handles the affairs of the house with a dignified temperament, and I believe that she will have a good home in the future.

Only she, still standing still, has changed much in the past two years, well, except that it has made her more extreme, more emotional. This is not a good change, Zhuang Hua thought a little depressed.

"It seems that Zhuang Hua is very old." Qi Jin said with a smile.

Zhuang Hua reached out and touched his chin thoughtfully, "There is no comparison with you young people." ”

"Zhuang Hua always likes to laugh." Qi Jin took a step forward, leaned over and looked out of the railing of the boat, "Speaking of which, there are really a lot of magical things on Zhuang Hua, I guess Zhuang Hua may be like this forever, and when I am old, Zhuang Hua will still be the same." ”

Zhuang Hua was silent for a while, which was also what she was worried about, if she couldn't go back to the original world and couldn't grow old, would she have to live in a different place every ten years like the movie "This Man is from Earth", so as not to make people think of demons or be arrested by people with bad hearts to study how she was immortal.

"If you were like that, what would you do?" Zhuang Hua asked, she suddenly wanted to ask for the opinion of someone else, someone who had no ill will towards her, or even a very good one.

When Qi Jin heard Zhuang Hua ask this, he was surprised at first, and then his eyes gradually became solemn, and he thought twice before saying, "I will give myself more power, enough to protect me from being rejected by the world." ”

"Yes, if you can really live forever, how can you spend the long and boundless years if you don't do anything." Zhuang Hua sighed lightly, turned his head to look at Qi Jin, and said, "Maybe that kind of person is not afraid of what the world thinks, but only afraid of ......" loneliness.

The last two inaudible words were hidden in the sudden night wind, like a sigh.

Loneliness would drive her crazy, or make her a monster with no human emotional sense, neither a madman nor a monster was what she hoped for, and as a normal person, she didn't want to. Maybe then she can end herself, Zhuang Hua thought of this in a leap of thought, and then was shocked in his heart, he actually had such an extreme idea, although it was only for a moment, but it really existed!

Zhuang Hua's face suddenly turned pale, and Qi Jin asked nervously: "Zhuang Hua, what's wrong?" ”

Zhuang Hua forcibly suppressed the panic in his heart and said, "It's nothing, I'm just ...... I have a bad stomach and want to go to make it easier. Then he used this lame reason to leave the deck and return to his room, although Qi Jin knew that Zhuang Hua was just making an excuse to leave, but he didn't ask any questions, just stood in place and watched Zhuang Hua's figure disappear at the entrance of the cabin.

Yueqiu came from a distance, and stopped when he was still five or six steps away from Qi Jin.

"I'll keep him with me." Looking at the direction in which Zhuang Hua disappeared, Yueqiu said as if talking to himself.

"Hehe......" Qi Jin smiled, full of mockery, I don't know who he was laughing at, "You can't." ”

Yueqiu raised her eyebrows, "What if I do it." ”

Qi Jin still turned his back to Yueqiu, "You can't keep his heart." Zhuang Hua didn't even have particularly strong emotions in front of Yueqiu, and he couldn't affect Zhuang Hua's emotions, so how could he keep "his" heart.

"As long as he's with me, that's enough." Yueqiu said disappreciatively.

Qi Jin glanced back at Yueqiu, "I thought the same thing not long ago. ”

Yueqiu looked at Qi Jin, "Please explain." ”

The corners of Qi Jin's lips curled, "I'm not obligated to tell you anything." With that, he walked towards the cabin.

The five-day voyage is not long, it is not short, in short, when Zhuang Hua looked at the empty sea and was about to vomit, they finally arrived at the transit point of the trip, Tuowan.

Countless large and small ships gather here, people move between different ships, and some merchant ships even put up wooden boards between each other for people to walk. As far as the eye can see, it is bustling like a bustling city on the water.

Yueqiuka's boat arrived here at noon, stopping at the edge of the sea and leaving for the next morning. All the ships that stayed for a short time were parked at the edge, so after Qi Jin got off the ship with the young girl and the secret Xing Xu, he inquired among the ships that were moored at the edge, which was the ship that was going to Yangguo recently, and after a round of exploration, he finally found the fastest boat to go in the evening.

This is a merchant ship, just withdrawn from the lively area in the middle, and it is about to leave tonight, Qi Jin discussed with the boss of the ship, took the four of them to Yangguo together, and rented two cabins on the ship at the price of hardware for rest, you must know that although it is very close to Yangguo, it will take two days to get to the shore, do you want him to sleep on the deck with Zhuang Hua and Luo Qingfan's master and apprentice?

Leaving Luo Qingfan's master and apprentice, Qi Jin returned to Yueqiu's boat with no worries, if he couldn't wait for Zhuang Hua to come down, he was already ready to go up and rob people.

On the boat, in the shipbuilding, Zhuang Hua and Yueqiu sat opposite each other and sat on both sides of the desk.

"Zhuang Hua invited me here, why did you come?" Yueqiu asked.

"Farewell." Zhuang Hua was concise and to the point.

Yueqiu chuckled, "Didn't you say you wanted to go to Yasukuni with me?" ”

Zhuang Hua said expressionlessly: "I regret it." ”

"This is the villain's business."

"I'm not a gentleman either."

Yue Qiu smiled, a little helpless and a little cold, "Zhuang Hua thinks that Yue is here to come and leave as much as he wants?" ”

Zhuang Hua Zhengse said: "I have never thought about this. ”

"In this case, Zhuang Hua still wants to do such villain things, and he will be unhappy in vain." The threat in Yueqiu's words was already obvious, and Zhuang Hua couldn't hear it.

She lowered her eyelids slightly, "Maybe I'll be in a bit of a position when I say that, but it's really my words." Zhuang Hua raised his eyes and looked at Yueqiu, his eyes were indifferent, "I want to leave this ship and go to Yangguo, I must go." Even if I jump into the sea, I will leave this ship, not to threaten you with friendship, but to tell you my determination. The huge Zhaoguo can't keep me, and neither can your ship, and I don't mind getting to my destination later, but I'll get there eventually. ”

Zhuang Hua's rampant words made Yueqiu's heart full of sympathy, just as Zhuang Hua said, even if he had to make an inch, it was true, and it was in his heart.

I don't mind getting to my destination later, but I'll get there eventually.

Yueqiu smiled faintly and went deep into his eyes, "Let's go." I have time to visit my friend in Yasukuni. ”

Zhuang Hua got up and bowed, "There will be a period later." ”

Yueqiu got up and saluted back, "There will be a period later." ”