58 Some Things Are Fatalistic (1)
Her mother died when she was very young.
Because he has never had it, so he doesn't know what kind of existence his mother is, and Mama often touches his forehead helplessly when she is a child to comfort her: "Little Miss, don't be angry, although Mrs. She left you early, but she will always watch you in the sky, bless you, so Miss Xiao has to work hard, don't let Mrs. down."
Heavenly? Since it is in the distant heavens, how can we protect her?
Put these things aside and don't think about it! Miao Miao muttered to herself, so she simply flicked her sleeves and continued to play. What if she doesn't have a mother, she still has a father, a grandmother, a grandmother, and a big brother, so it doesn't matter if she doesn't have a mother!
But on that day, her father pulled her in front of him, pointed to a woman with delicate and gorgeous makeup, and said to her: "Miao'er, let her be your mother in the future"
All right! Naturally good. As long as her father asked for it, how could she refuse, and she never had a mother, and now that she has it, it's not a bad thing, right. As long as she can make her father happier, if she wants to interfere in these things, it will make her father unhappy, she is the disloyal and unfilial person that Huang Qi often says!
So she tried her best to laugh the happiest, and spoke to her in a soft and glutinous voice: "Can I call you mother, welcome to the Shen family, mother"
The woman seemed to be very happy to hear her say this, and she covered the corners of her lips with her pink veil in reserve, and her eyebrows were full of gentle and kind colorsβwhat a beautiful woman!
It's good that Miao Miao thinks like this, and she doesn't have to worry about her father's loneliness anymore.
What Miaomiao didn't expect was that two months later, Mama passed away.
It turned out that the loss of a loved one was such a painful feeling, and Miao Miao thought that her grandmother did not allow her to cry by her grandmother's side, and insisted on letting the house slaves pull her away. Say what will make people look at the joke and laugh generously. But that person is a grandmother! It's the one who raised her since she was a child! She was afraid that her grandmother would be angry, but it was the first time she couldn't help but want to refute her grandmother's words.
Huang Qi wanted to practice the piano, but the private school could not find a master who was enough to be his teacher, so Huang Qi and her mother took the hard work to come to the private school to give him guidance and teaching. His mother was a very gentle, gentle, and beautiful woman who was too dazzling to speak.
The eldest princess often came to look for her to fool around, and took her to the imperial garden to hide and seek, but the two were careless but were stung by bees all over the head, and the little faces were about to be planted, and the eldest princess was very angry. Immediately ordered the wife doctor to come for diagnosis and treatment, and if the treatment was not good, the doctor would be punished, the eldest princess and her mother were a very fierce but very kind woman, and it would be strange for people to be willingly murdered by her.
Second Brother Chen's mother is illiterate, but she is a country woman, Miaomiao doesn't like the strong smell of oil smoke that she often stains her body, she often comes to see Second Brother Chen, and will travel long distances to bring a lot of hometown dishes to see Second Brother Chen. The strange thing is that most of these things are sold on the neighboring streets, but she is still willing to work tirelessly from far away from her hometown. After three days of sitting in an ox cart and two days of walking, she just wanted to see the satisfied smile on the corner of Second Brother Chen's mouth when he ate these dishes, and then she also felt happy.
Even Xu Changqing, the stunned man of the military department's family, every time he fought with her and lost, her mother never blamed him for losing face to his Xu family, and would take him to see the injury and take him to eat well and raise well, although his face was a little indifferent, and ordered him to ignore him again if he committed it again next time. But Xu Changqing's second fight with her again, his mother still appeared in time. Take him away with a distressed face
It seems that everyone has a mother, and it seems that everyone has such a person who is reckless and desperate to be good to them wholeheartedly, called a mother.
But
She only has Mama!
It was the first time she knew that the loss of her loved ones was so difficult, and she dared to be angry with her grandmother for the first time after being ordered not to mourn her grandmother. I cried like crazy and made a fuss. Then she shook off the restraint of the house slave, and a horse slave was leading the horse to the backyard, and she stepped forward and grabbed the horse rope, and walked away in the shocked eyes of the little horse slave.
She hates grandma, she hates grandma!
Why can't she even mourn Mama, Mama will definitely not want to look at her in heaven if she knows. Protect her.
Xu is to verify her words, or maybe it is that Mama saw such a scene in the sky and became angry, she rode a big horse all the way out of the city, I don't know how long she ran, she cried and cried on the horse, and when she was tired of crying, she fell asleep on the horse in a daze, and when she woke up, it was already evening. She was so frightened that she couldn't control the horse, so that the horse was also frightened, and threw her off the horse!
Sure enough, he was punished.
She had never been so afraid of the night, for there was no one beside her, and she was taken by a horse to a deserted place, lost in the way she came. She was completely helpless and didn't know what to do. Grandma must be angry with her, and won't let people come to her, and grandma has never liked her father, and now that she has a new wife, she doesn't care about her as much as before, and her father doesn't seem to need her anymore, even Mama is gone.
She didn't seem to have anywhere to go, her body hurt so much, and her heart was empty.
On a late autumn morning, the weather was slightly cool, Miaomiao was still wearing the thin men's riding suit before, she was hungry all night, the water and rice had not entered, there was nothing beside her, and the horses did not know where to go. She curled herself up in a ball and squatted in a small pavilion for the whole night. The tears in his eyes had long been dried by the wind, and he was in pain.
She suddenly heard a voice not far away: "Grandpa, look, there's a person there"
She looked up and saw a white little girl, holding a maltose man, standing on a small slope not far away, looking at her. The old man beside her also looked over when he heard this, but his gaze was only shallow, and said, "Xu is separated from his family, Ling'er, your Uncle Cheng is still waiting for us." β
The little girl nodded, not knowing why, but even though Grandpa took her little fat hand past the little pavilion and walked a long way, she kept looking back at her.
It turned out that there was a small village at the foot of the mountain, and she and her grandfather temporarily settled in this village, and at noon she took advantage of her grandfather's busyness to run to the pavilion on the mountain with steamed Fuling. At that time, Miao Miao was sitting on the railing in the corner, looking into the distance, not moving. That look looked so far away, so far away, and it seemed to be so sad in his eyes.
Miao Miao noticed a gaze and looked at herself for a long time, then slowly withdrew her gaze, looked at the person, her eyes fell on her, it turned out to be the white and lovely little girl in the morning, she came into contact with Miao Miao's eyes, and suddenly grabbed the cloth bag with both hands, and her heart beat so fast!
Miaomiao's gaze slowly went down, and then looked at the cloth bag in her hand, and the little girl followed his gaze, and also looked at the cloth bag in her hand, which was freshly steamed and steaming.
She was very enthusiastic, and immediately ran to him, spread out the cloth bag with her little hands, "Please eat!" β
The water chestnut is bent, the color is purple, the grains are full, and the steam is transparent, which makes people salivate. Miao Miao looked straight for a long time, but turned her head, twisted her eyebrows, and ignored it.
She didn't care, sat down next to Miaomiao, and began to peel the shell and gnaw it.
"Gurgling" water chestnut fragrance, bubbling hot air into Miaomiao's nasal cavity, Miaomiao's stomach came a loud sound.
The little girl looked up at her, blinked her big eyes, and said, "Are you hungry?" If I don't eat it again, I'll eat it all. β
Miaomiao hesitated for a while, and finally slowly turned her head, looked at the half-owned Fuling, and swallowed her saliva.
She immediately laughed and held up the half of Fuling, with the meaning of flattering and inviting credit.
Miaomiao still hesitated, she had her own pride, and she was even more afraid of the sympathy of others, but her stomach kept screaming, gritting her teeth, Miaomiao still stretched out her hand, picked up one, and soon another one, and the movements of her hands became faster and faster. I could tell she was really hungry.
"The water chestnut leaves float on the water, the flowers are yellow and white, and the flowers fall and the fruits are born. There are two kinds of fruits, one with four horns and one with two horns. Among the two horns, there is a tender skin and purple color, which is called Fuling, and the taste is more beautiful. Looking at Miaomiao's unscrupulous eating, she smiled happily and read it like an endorsement, her voice was crisp and crisp, and she was loud.
Miao Miao looked at her suspiciously, feeling that the little girl was a little overly enthusiastic.
Her smile was even brighter, and she immediately said, "Brother, is it delicious?" I love to eat Fuling! β
Miao Miao frowned and glanced at the men's clothes on her body, ignored the little girl's words, lowered her head and continued to eat. Miaomiao didn't expect that after that day, this white little girl came to Tianya Pavilion every day and brought her a lot of things to eat every day. Miao Miao pouted at first, but felt that this little girl had grown up spoiled by her elders since she was a child, and she didn't seem to have any troubles at all, and she was so lucky that she was resentful. But in seven days, the little girl was leaving.
Miao Miao picked up all the valuable things on her body at that time, and on the way she heard the general location of the town from passers-by, she planned to leave in the afternoon, or should she go back, today is Mama's first seven. When you get to the town, you can hire a carriage and let him take him back to Beijing.
The little girl ran over unexpectedly, her eyes were hazy with tears, and she pulled her and shouted, "Brother, I'm going back with my grandfather."
Go back, then go back, she's going back anyway.
ββββββββββ [End of this chapter] βββββββββββ (To be continued.) )