"Where's the little charm."

"Xiaomei is engaged to Xue Weize." Lin Ran smiled at me, "After graduation, Xiaomei went to Xue Weize's house to find Xue Weize, I don't know what the final situation of the two people was, in short, the two of them are engaged, and the two of them will get married next year, and Xiaomei will marry in Xue Weize's village." ”

"Xue Weize didn't tell us."

Lin Ran smiled, "Xue Weize gave up Xiaomei for you before, and now the two of them are engaged and are going to get married, do you think he won't give up on you because of Xiaomei." Xiaomei and you people are incompatible. Now that the two of them are getting engaged, you should understand the rest."

I smiled and said, "Okay, that's good." ”

"I guess you haven't been in touch in a long time, have you?"

I shook my head, "Naturally, no. ”

Lin Ran looked at me, "That Sister Jing in your class was taken care of. ”

"Where's the curved sword?"

"Qu Jian broke up with Sister Jing after you graduated, and he was tired of Sister Jing. And Sister Jing went to a private university in another place, and now, she met a middle-aged man over there, as a junior, and someone bought her a car, a while ago, she drove back, we met on the road, so we chatted, she said that man, during the Chinese New Year, will buy her a house, after buying, she will leave that man, I don't know what she thinks, anyway, now she has left the city. ”

"What about the others?"

Lin Ran smiled: "I don't know anything anymore." I don't want to say anything either. ”

"Actually, you still have a lot to hide from me."

"Maybe that's what you want to know the most. If you had the heart, you would know, but now that you think about it, there is no need, after all, everything has happened, and I have come to this point today, and it is impossible to go back. ”

"Come back, I'll marry you."

"Why do you marry me?"

I turned my head, "What do you mean." ”

"You have a house, a car, a job, and you worry about a few hundred yuan a month, what kind of days have you asked me to follow you, is it to beg?"

I paused for a moment.

Lin Ran stretched out his hand and held my face, "Liuliu, don't blame me for speaking ugly, what kind of society is it now, you look at the current high school, junior high school little girl, smoking, drinking, fighting." Love with the same surname, open a room with a man, nothing matters, don't care about anything, now generation after generation of people let go, generation after generation is happy, we here, there is a 16-year-old girl, school during the day, looks 15, 16, makeup at night, here, looks like 20s, make money, save money, of course, such a profession is very bad, but how old are people. At least people have seen a lot of things clearly, there used to be a saying that you said very well, in this society, those who have milk are not necessarily mothers, but those who are rich must be masters. Look at yourself now, you live in a society like this, you are already an adult, you just think about playing, in school, you still fight with people at every turn, your broken school is not called a university, and there is really nothing worth going to. Let me say something you don't like to hear, if it weren't for Lin Yifei, when would you be able to go to such a place to consume, come for a night, take a bath and scrub tips plus a night, two thousand yuan, in exchange for an ordinary person, a month's salary, have you thought about this? Liuliu, think about how to make money, not a child, don't say you want to marry me, first of all, my current body is no longer worthy of you, whether you care or not, I will only marry a man who doesn't know what I used to be in the future, so that I will feel at ease, I have a good life with him, and I am as happy. Secondly, six-six. I hope you are mature, marry, what do you marry, don't think about those naked marriages and the like, don't believe that the foundation of love is not built on money. In this life, the only time period when you can have true love without money is the time when you go to school, you have missed it, Liuliu, think about what I said, Liuliu, I, Lin Ran, live so big, I haven't done anything sorry for you, Xiyu's things don't count, besides, I don't think I'm sorry for you because of her, I just want to tell you, Liuliu, it's time to wake up. You are messing around like this, what is the way out, you have no backing, in two years, you graduate from college, you will achieve nothing, you see, at that time, there will be a woman who is willing to die with you, Liuliu. Think about it. It's not small, everything will change. You've got to be mature, you know? Even if you mix it, you have to mix it up with money. You can't play like this for the rest of your life, right? ”

I looked at Lin Ran, a little depressed, and I was speechless by her refutation. Lie in bed.

Lin Ran sat aside, "In the future, if you have money, you will have everything, believe me." Sixty-six. Think about it. ”

I thought about what Lin Ran said, and was silent for a long time, "You have changed." ”

"All people are changing, Liuliu, remember that call I made to you? I said goodbye Liuliu, goodbye, world, Liuliu, you are my world, you leave me, I have no possibility of turning back, I have come to this point now, I don't blame anyone, I can only blame me for being too easy to trust men, it's all my fault, it has nothing to do with anyone. I don't blame you. ”

I shook my head, "Why do you have to choose this path?" ”

"I need money, this business, I can get a lot of money, I can't give feelings to anyone, I don't need feelings to do this. Hehe" Lin Ran's eyes turned red "I remember that when we were children, we cried and laughed, and now, when we grow up, we laugh and laugh and cry." ”

I reached out and hugged Lin Ran, "I know you are wronged, cry." ”

Lin Ran just grabbed my back, his fingernails dug deep into my flesh, and finally, he cried bitterly.

In this way, after crying for a long time, for a long time, Lin Ran got up and slowly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Liuliu, I'll go and change someone for you." Call you my sister, in line with the type you like. ”

I smiled, "Are you canceling me?" ”

"Isn't it a pity that one person earns nearly two thousand yuan a night and doesn't do anything."

"Why did you break up me and Xiyu?" I asked Lin Ran suddenly.

Lin Ran stood up: "Because Xi Yu and Mo Wan broke us up." If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have come to this point where there is no turning back. Look at me now, and then look at them now, is there anything comparable to the surname? ”

"It's that you don't want to go back, it's not that you can't go back."

Lin Ran smiled, "I can't go back, you don't understand this, Liuliu, don't ask me anything anymore, I'm leaving"

"Don't go." I stretched out my hand and grabbed Lin Ran, "Where are you going?" ”

"I'm going to get you another one."

"No need, let me hold you and sleep one more night."

Lin Ran's body trembled slightly, raised his head, and looked at me, with tears flashing in his eyes.

This night, we didn't do anything, because I didn't have any thoughts, I didn't have the heart to sleep at all, Lin Ran seemed to be really tired, lying in my arms, and within a few minutes, he actually fell asleep. I feel very sorry for this woman in my arms, suddenly, it seems to have returned to six years ago, we just met depending on it, time is really terrible, in a blink of an eye, such a long time has passed, I didn't expect that Lin Ran would take this road.

I took a closer look at the room, and there was only the bed, and the bedside table, and nothing else. The room, decorated, is really good. Suddenly, I felt as if I was lying in Chenyang's house.

Chenyang is our brother in high school, we don't live in the dormitory, live in their house, his house, four bedrooms and two living rooms, me and Huixu, Chenyang, Xiaochao, four of us, one person in a room, lived there for three years.

Now, Chenyang and his daughter-in-law, that is, the bald sister, are in other places together, attending private universities. I haven't been in touch for a long time, and the original feelings, unconsciously, have slowly faded a little. Some are confused about their future, and they don't know when they fall asleep. There wasn't even a window in the house, and there was no other way to determine the time than to look at the phone.

Lin Ran woke up early the next morning, I was sleeping, and I felt the person next to me moving.

I turned my head, and Lin Ran looked at me with his eyes open, blinking and blinking, in a trance, as if it had been many years ago.

"Liuliu, I have to get up early, or I will be seen by Lin Yifei and them in a while, and things will be troublesome."

I reached out and stroked Lin Ran's face, "Don't continue to do it here, okay?" ”

Lin Ran smiled, "I can't go back, Liuliu, I wish you happiness." ”

"Do you look at me happy?"

"You'll be happy."

I was lying on the bed, Lin Ran took out a box of Great China from his bag, and handed it to me, "Smoke it, your favorite before." ”

"You still buy this smoke."

"It was given by a guest last time."

I don't know why, my hand twitched, but I didn't take it after all.

Lin Ran smiled, "You don't mind what you say, what you don't mind in your heart, in the final analysis, is your rational compensation for my apology." I don't need it, Six-Six, I wish you happiness, Six-Six, goodbye, world, goodbye. ”

Lin Ran stood up and put on his work clothes very skillfully, without wearing any underwear. Just wearing work clothes, carrying a bag, making a phone call to the front desk, opening the door, and going out.

After I watched Lin Ran go out, my heart was very entangled and complicated, and once again I felt that everything was like a dream, so incredible. But it really happened to me. I really can't accept it. But I had to accept it, I had to face it.

I opened the door to my room and walked downstairs to the lounge on the second floor, where there were quite a few people inside.

The waiter looked at me, "Sir." Need a massage. ”

I shook my head. I found a sofa, lay down, and watched the movie playing on the big screen in the front. The movie is very old-fashioned, it is Fa Ge's God of Gamblers, this film I have watched since I was in elementary school, and now after so many years, there are still people playing it.

When it was almost noon, the waiter came over and looked at me, "Sir, are you the 18th?" ”

I looked at my hand and nodded, "What's wrong?" ”

"Your friend is looking for you, in the bath on the first floor."

I nodded "thank you" and said that, I went downstairs, put my clothes aside, looked at the familiar faces in the pool, and I smiled and went down the pool.

Biting my lip hard, I didn't see anything, I didn't know anything, and I didn't remember anything. Just a dream.