9

In my last life, Yanyan and I were introduced to each other. There are not as many passions and stories between us as love bubble dramas. We weren't young when we met. So ordinary dating, shopping, eating, and after half a year of acquaintance, we began to talk about marriage.

I was lazy and obsessed with computer games. So almost all the preparations for the wedding are done by Yeonyan. I don't care what kind of dress to buy, what kind of curtains to hang, what kind of bedding to lay. Yanyan asked me, "You are in charge, you like it." ”

It is said that husband and wife must complement each other in order to be affectionate for a long time. A diligent person must have a lazy person, and an extrovert must have an introvert. If both people are diligent or both are lazy (both people are quick tempered or both have slow surnames), even if they form a family, it will not last long. Yanyan and I are probably the kind of couple that people say. I was the shopkeeper and hid at home playing computer games, but Yeon-yeon thought that I trusted her and put her first, and I was busy and fulfilling between the mall and the etiquette company.

Yeon-yeon's ex-boyfriend takes care of her in everything, doesn't let her buy this, doesn't let her buy that. In the end, the two broke up. After meeting me, I told her, "Our family has this money a month, as long as we don't starve to death, you can buy whatever you like." "I was saying what was in my heart because I was lazy and irresponsible. Yeonyan was very touched and devoted herself to holding this home. After getting married, I didn't buy a single dress in the mall. A bargain that has been sold at a stall. Maybe it's a beautiful misunderstanding, maybe it's fate.

S School implements a system that combines credits and class hours, and if you want to go on to higher education, you must not only accumulate a grid in the final exam, but also complete a certain number of class hours. After making the decision to find Yeon-yeon in this life, I picked a child with few classes and walked out of school.

I've heard Yeon-yeon say that she moved a few times before she got married. I don't know where she lives at this time. I know that Yeon-yeon graduated from S Central Nursing School, and Yeon-yeon should still be studying in '98. It's the only clue I can find her right now.

The S Downtown Nursing School is not far from my high school, and I used to joke that maybe Yeon-yeon and I met when we were in high school. Because at that time, the boys in our class liked to do the most to go to the nursing school in the center of the city not far away to watch the female classmates over there take physical education classes.

The familiar road, which has been different, I came to the gate of the S Central Nursing School with trepidation. When I approached the S Downtown Nursing School, I felt a little reckless. The S Central Nursing School is an all-girls school, and the management is stricter than that of ordinary schools. Ordinary people are not allowed to enter the school. And I only know that Yeon-yeon is studying at this school, but I don't know exactly which grade or which class it is.

Unbelievably, I was let go by the doorman. The gate of the S City Center Nursing School, which seemed impossible in the previous life, was passed by me lightly. I didn't use any tricks, I just told the doorman that I was looking for someone. In fact, sometimes things are so simple, the eyes are right, the heart is natural and gives people the feeling of integrity. This is also a little bit of an insignificant gain in my two lives.

After entering the gate of the nursing school in the center of the city, I haven't figured out how to find Yeon-yeon yet. Not to mention Yeon-yeon when she was in school, I've only seen photos, but I'm very vague about what Yeon-yeon looked like when she first got married. The child grew up day by day, the gray hair became more and more day by day, and wrinkles began to appear on the face, but I always felt that Yeon-yeon had not changed. It seems like that was the first day I met her. Looking back on it now, it feels both heartwarming and terrifying.

I couldn't think of a good way, so I had to use the stupidest way and ask one by one. You don't have to ask in the first grade. Yeon-yeon and I were only one year apart, because we couldn't tell us how old she was going to school, but we were in the second or third grade. I used my recess time to ask questions from classroom to classroom, and the results surprised me. I had expected to meet several people named Yeon-yeon, but I was really afraid that I wouldn't be able to tell which one was my future wife, Yeon-yeon. But all the way down, there was no one named Yanyan.

I went from classroom to classroom and got a negative answer again and again. I didn't know what my mood was, but I was anxious and disappointed at first. When I got to the last two classrooms, I became a little bit expectant. I don't know what I'm expecting.

I was so lost when I came out of S Downtown Nursing School. Although I don't even know what I'm going to tell Yeon-yeon now. But I was even more disappointed not to see her. On the way back to school, I kept thinking about some "academic" questions. Am I born again? What exactly is rebirth?

Maybe I was just reincarnated on a planet that resembles my previous life. Some things here are very similar to my previous life, but not all of them are the same. Only in this way can we explain why the paradox of time does not arise. In other words, I live in two completely different worlds in this life and in my previous life. These two worlds have nothing to do with each other, they just resemble each other. So maybe there is no such person as Yeon-yeon in this world at all.

I couldn't help but feel a little gloomy. I was able to live again with a young body. And Yeon-yeon, who is already getting old, how is she doing after I die? Will she miss me as much as I miss her. Will she come into this world like me in many years' time? If she were also reincarnated into this world, would she still come to me? Or to chase the happiness she had encountered in her previous life but did not grasp.

"Yeon-yeon, next life, next life, next life...... I will marry you as my wife. ”

"Don't. It's not enough to wait for you for one lifetime, we have to wait for you in the next life. I want to be a man in my next life. ”

"Then you can marry me in the next life. I said that you would serve me for the rest of my life. You will never be able to leave me in this life. Until I died. ”

"No, I have to die before you, I don't want to send you away and leave me alone."

"No, I'll die first."

"I'll Die First"

"I'll Die First"

"I'll Die First"

……

"Okay, I'll let you die first," I can't fight, and Yanyan admits defeat.

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When I went back to school, I was still in a low mood. I don't know if I should be sad or not, but I know I'll never see my wife, Yeon-yeon, from my previous life.

A rain on the Qingming Festival completely washed away the cold of winter. It's like a drama changing the stage set, the sun is shining and everything is bright, and it doesn't take care of my emotions at all. Grass began to bloom on the paths of School Road, and small trees began to sprout. I stepped on every little grass that came out of the bluestone pavement, and my mood gradually became less melancholy. I let out a sigh and said to myself: It's better not to find it, otherwise I really don't know what to do.

Shangguan Yu and Fangfang, who were facing me, walked towards me tugging. It was like the first time I saw them since I was born again. Fangfang is Shangguan Yu's best friend, and only when the two of them are together, Shangguan Yu will show this lively and playful appearance that is completely different from usual. Also, everyone has their own intimate friends and hidden sides. It's like the meat jokes that my friends in the dormitory and I talked about were never told to Shangguan Yu.

Shangguan Yu and Fang Fang were obviously arguing about something. I saw Shangguan Yu sweeping my eyes from time to time, and said something to Fangfang anxiously. Fangfang pulled Shangguan Yu as if she didn't want her to escape, and she also swept my eyes from time to time. Both of them spoke in low voices, far away from me I couldn't hear clearly.

Now I am no longer the one in my previous life who only dared to watch Shangguan Yu from afar. Shangguan Yu and Fang Fang joined us in the morning basketball practice, and after Chen Xi, Hao Nan, and Zhi Ming took advantage of the situation to form a friendly dormitory with the senior sisters. The other two sisters in Shangguan Yu's bedroom have also met together. It can be said that we are now legitimate friends. So there's no need for me to avoid meeting on this school road.。

"Hello, what a coincidence." When I got closer, I took the initiative to say hello.

Shangguan Yu broke away from Fangfang's hand at this time and straightened out the ripped sleeves. He didn't look at me, as if his sleeves had been torn out of a big hole by Fangfang, and he turned left and right to find it. Fang Fang also let go of Shangguan Yu and said to me seriously: "Hello, Bai Quanyi, you can't find you anywhere today." ”

"I'm going to do something outside of school. Is there something to find me? I prevaricated and didn't answer directly.

"The school cinema will show "Journey to the West" tonight, and I was going to watch it with Ayu. I suddenly had something to do and couldn't go. You go with Ayu, you don't want money for movie tickets. Fang Fang said as she shoved the movie ticket into my hand. Not one, but two, movie tickets were crammed into me.

I looked at the movie ticket in my hand, and then at Shangguan Yu. She was still arranging her sleeves, and it seemed that no amount of arranging them could reach the line that satisfied her.

""Journey to the West", I watched it once when I was in middle school." "Journey to the West" was not good at the box office when it was released in 95. It wasn't until a few years later that researchers began to specialize in the cultural significance of the film's itinerant structure, line dialogue, and classic deconstruction, and the rise of the film was also after the dismal operation of the theater ended in 1996 and the copy was transferred to the Yenching Film Academy. The semi-commercial campus cinema is at this time the right time to introduce the film "Journey to the West".

"If you see it, forget it, I don't need you to accompany me." At this time, Shangguan Yu suddenly tidied up her sleeves and said negatively.

""Journey to the West" should be divided into two episodes. Back then, I had only watched the first episode of Moonlight Chest. Thank you so much for having the opportunity to watch it all today. And it's my pleasure to be able to watch movies with beautiful women. Even if you have watched a movie a hundred times, you have to watch it again. ”

"Poor mouth." Shangguan Yu turned his worries into joy.

"Journey to the West" is known as a classic nonsensical and postmodern movie. I don't understand that many definitions. It's just that every time I watch "Journey to the West", I have some new feelings. In my last life, I have watched "Journey to the West" many times, and today I suddenly feel very much like the Monkey King in the movie. Travel through time and space and don't know which one is your true love.

When Sun Wukong found his wife Bai Jingjing five hundred years later, Bai Jingjing said: "I'm here to apprentice, and my teeth haven't been brushed yet." "I suddenly thought what would she say if I found Yeon-yeon? I couldn't help but laugh when I thought about it. Immediately, I thought that I had already gone to find Yeon-yeon. There is no such person as Yeon-yeon in this world. "Journey to the West" is a fictional movie, and I am a real person.

After the movie ended, Shangguan Yu and I walked out of the cinema with the flow of people. Neither of us mentioned breaking up and going back to the dorm, so we walked around the campus side by side.

The people around me are talking about some classic lines from the movie. Shangguan Yu asked me, "Bai Quanyi, which sentence do you like in the movie?" ”

Without thinking about it, I said: "My crush is a hero of the world, one day he will step on the seven-colored clouds to marry me, I guessed the front, but I can't guess the ending......"

"This is a girl's line!" Shangguan Yu didn't expect that I would like this line. I didn't answer, just looked at Shangguan Yu. Shangguan Yu was a little embarrassed by me and turned around.

"It's good to be an immortal, to be able to calculate the past and the future. Even if you can only guess a little. Shangguan Yu said faintly.

"I don't need to be a god, I can count it."

"Really? Then you do the math. Shangguan Yu was really interested.

Fortune telling is another common means of picking up girls. But I don't have to count. In my previous life, although I didn't have much contact with Shangguan Yu, there was one thing I knew. In the last life, the school held a school celebration performance. The fashion show performed by Shangguan Yu was a great success. It was only after that time that Chen Xi admitted my vision and thought that Shangguan Yu was a top beauty comparable to the first sister.

"I counted that you were shining on the catwalk, and countless suitors under the catwalk were crazy for you......"

"Catwalk? Will I be a fashion model? No way, I studied finance. Shangguan Yu shook his head in disbelief. Girls love beauty. A girl is often described as looking like a model. Shangguan Yu may think that I am praising her in disguise.

"That night will shine brightly for you, and you will look even more glamorous with your hair on......"

Shangguan Yu was amused by my recollection, "Look at what you said, as if you really saw it." There are also countless suitors who say like big stars. ”

"You're a big star in my eyes." I said it seriously.

"Then you're my suitor too?" Shangguan Yu asked me with his hands behind his back. This can be seen as a joke or as a hint. (Lihu: The principle can refer to the cake landing theory)

I was still stuck in the memories of that school celebration performance in my previous life, and I shook my head and said, "I'm not." I am your backdropper. "In my last life, I had been watching Shangguan Yu from afar, and I had never approached her again except for that unsuccessful conversation. Even on such an opportunity as the school anniversary, countless male classmates flocked to the stage and shouted "I love you", a beauty. I didn't take the opportunity to express my love for Shangguan Yu again. I just watched her from afar. Far from the same as usual.

Shangguan Yu didn't speak again, and unconsciously we walked to the old library where we usually study on our own. There was no longer a pedestrian around. It was quiet, except for the street lamps, which silently illuminated the small square in front of the library.

The library was long closed, and I sat on the steps of the square looking at the stars. Shangguan Yu naturally sat next to me and accompanied me, just like he usually studied in the library. Neither of us mentioned that the dorm building's curfew time was approaching.

The new campus of the S Academy is located away from the city. The starry sky here is exceptionally beautiful. In my previous life, I didn't play computer games all night in my dorm room, or I played cards with my roommates until dawn. I've never had a closer look at such a beautiful night sky. It's not just the starry sky, but I missed a lot of good things in my last life.

Shangguan Yu leaned lightly on my side, rested his head on my shoulder, looked up at the sky and asked, "What are you looking at?" ”

I put my hand around Shangguan Yu's shoulders and put my head around her. It was the first time we had such intimate movements, but we were all natural. It's like we usually sit in the library and study together.

Looking up at the sky at night is, of course, looking at the stars. I didn't answer Shangguan Yu's question. A bright star appears in the eye, and then an even brighter star is found. The longer you stare at the starry sky, the more stars you'll find. In the end, even I didn't know which star I was looking at. It's just that the stars are flickering and dimming.

"I'm a little homesick." I said, looking at the starry sky.

"Isn't your home in S City?" Shangguan Yu asked. After forming a friendly dormitory, the communication between everyone is deeper. Some personal circumstances are no longer secrets. For example, I knew that Shangguan Yu was from T City.

"Sometimes what you think is close is far away from you, and what you feel far away is close to you. Sometimes I wonder if I don't belong here at all, maybe my home is on one of those distant stars. My family would also be looking for me in the night sky on nights like this. I said thoughtlessly. Shangguan Yu didn't understand, but she didn't ask again. Just quietly watch the stars with me.

I don't know how long it took for my head to be a little sour before I gave up looking for the answer to my life. Shangguan Yu snuggled in my arms, his eyes closed, as if he was asleep. I tightened my arms, soft and warm.

"Ayu." I wasn't sure if she was asleep and screamed softly.

"Huh?" Shangguan Yu answered but didn't move, it seemed that it was very comfortable to be hugged by me like this.

"Be my girlfriend." I formally propose the engagement. Although we have already eaten together, studied together, and walked around the school together like other school lovers. But this layer of window paper has never been pierced. I think today Fangfang created an opportunity for the two of us to watch a movie together, and I was also anxious to watch our ambiguous hearts.

"Hmm." Shangguan Yu still didn't move. It seems like I just said something that I took for granted.

I'm a little unwilling. How many nights of torment I have endured since I was reborn. I'm constantly trying to make mental trade-offs. I kept asking myself from the aspects of morality, responsibility and love, whether I should accept Shangguan Yu's feelings. When I finally made up my mind to find my wife in my past life, the cake theorem was fulfilled in me once again. You won't get what you want. What you don't have to hope for is right in front of you.

"Ayu, do you know what people who are in love do besides pulling small hands and kissing small mouths?" I decided to tease Shangguan Yu.

Shangguan Yu really no longer snuggled up to me like a kitten. She opened her eyes and asked timidly, "What else are you doing?" ”

"The two parties who are in love should also help each other politically, improve each other's conduct, promote each other in work, learn from each other in learning, and care for each other in life. In the future...... "At this point, I suddenly stopped. This passage was originally said by Zhang Chuanjia, and the original words were "The two parties who are in love should help each other politically, improve each other's conduct, promote each other in work, learn from each other in learning, and care for each other in life." Love can be consolidated, and the flower of love can bloom more and more", and if it is changed to tease girls, it will be changed to have a lot of children in the future after caring for each other. This passage is that most girls will be ashamed, and it is all up to you to kiss your mouth and rub the oil at this time.

But when I wanted to say that I would have a lot of children, the round and dimple smiling face of my son in my previous life suddenly appeared in front of my eyes. I can't say anything anyway.

"What about in the future?" Seeing that I paused for too long, Shangguan Yu asked. Girls are like this, knowing that they will suffer a loss, and they have to inquire about it. But at this time, I couldn't say the original ridiculous words, and changed my words and said: "No matter what happens in the future, we will never give up." Time and distance cannot break us apart. Even if we can't be together, our hearts are tightly connected. ”

"Hmm." Shangguan Yu closed his eyes again and leaned into my arms in response. A happy look on his face.

9 ends

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