Chapter 68: Resistance
Mo Qingyan was silent, got up and took the towel in his hand, put it in the water again, soaked it repeatedly, and picked it up again.
After a long time, she seemed to have made some decision, and said lightly: "Ye, Xiaoshi likes you, you should have heard it too, right?" Actually, she's pretty good, not as good as"
"Yan'er, are you thinking about this these days?"
Mo Qingyan's heart trembled, why did she say this? That's not what she thought in her heart. She cared about him, worried about him, but why did the words come out of her mouth like this?
She put down the towel and turned away, her eyes shining.
"It's not like that, I don't know how"
She looked at him, and saw that a mist seemed to be hidden in his originally clear eyes, and she knew that her words had stung him again, but she really didn't want to.
She stepped forward, flustered and unsure of how to explain.
"Ye, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that, I woo"
She was suddenly pulled down on the bed by the man, and the unspoken words were sealed in her mouth by his cold lips, and his kiss caught her off guard like a storm, and she clung to him, her mind blank, just obediently closing her eyes and meeting him.
The cold liquid dripped down her cheeks, finally pulling her thoughts back, and she pushed him away in panic to see his reddened eyes.
"Ye"
"Yan'er, tell me, what should I do with you? You tell me what we need to do so that we don't torture each other like this anymore. ”
Fingers ran across the corners of her lips, her cheeks. Staring into her deep eyes, why are you so helpless to her every time. Coaxing is not it, nor is it anger. What exactly is he supposed to do?
"Ye, if I go back now. It's torturing each other, isn't it? I don't know how to get along with you, can't you see that the two of us can't be the same anymore? I just need some time and forget something, maybe"
"Maybe? Maybe, Yan'er, I know I did something wrong, you are angry, but I can't stand this. I can only look at you from afar every day, but I can't get close to you. ”
Su Ye lay helplessly on her neck, begging for her forgiveness like a child who had done something wrong.
Looking at the man who was suddenly weak, Mo Qingyan was a little caught off guard. Not knowing how to comfort him, she stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around his neck and said slowly: "Actually, I'm not angry with you for a long time, but I feel uncomfortable, I just want to calm down and forget some unpleasantness." Hopefully we'll be the same as before, Ye, can you understand me? ”
Su Ye looked up at her: "Is it because of the previous events that made you afraid?" Don't trust me? I swear that all the things related to Wanhualou and other women are for others to do. As for why you did that, I've already told you. I only love you one, and I only have you one. Yan'er, you believe me, you are my first and only woman. ”
"It's not because of this, although I was very sad when I first learned the truth, but I believe that you won't lie to me, and I have nothing worth deceiving."
"What is that for? You tell me that this knot is made because of me, and maybe you will be better if you say it. ”
"What do you want me to say? Still don't ask again. ”
"I beg you, tell me I'm going crazy if I keep going like this."
"Ye"
Mo Qingyan opened his mouth, but he stopped talking.
"Yan'er, do you remember our agreement? We have said a long time ago that everything must be said, and the two of us will bear it together. ”
"Ye, I'm actually scared, really scared."
Mo Qing's eyes flickered, knowing that he loved her, but there was always a voice competing with her in her heart, it was very awkward, she lowered her head, and tears kept pouring out of her eyes.
"I'm not sure, what exactly are your feelings for me? I can understand your domineering, understand that you are hiding your identity, but I can't accept it, you would treat me like that that day, which makes me feel that you just want to possess me? I don't dare to think, if I make you angry again, will you be like last time I really don't know how to face you next, maybe I was overconfident, pampered and arrogant, and forgot your identity, but I don't want to be respectful and obedient to you like your subordinates, I am your wife, a woman, I have my own thoughts, if I want to live like a puppet, I can't do it. ”
Su Ye cupped the woman's face and looked at her warmly: "Yan'er, I know that I have done unforgivable things, I don't expect you to forgive me immediately, but I want you to remember that I will always be your Su Ye, your husband, please give me another chance, I swear, there will never be a next time." If that happens, I'm going to kill myself before I get out of control. ”
"However, I'm really conflicted now, the image is like it's fixed in my head, lingering, I'm so tired."
Hearing this, Su Ye's heart tingled, he wanted to say something incoherently, but everything that should be explained had been explained, and he didn't know how to say it, he looked at her helplessly and said: "Yan'er, why don't you take a knife and dig out my heart to take a look, then you should believe it." ”
Mo Qingyan struggled in her heart, she believed it, how could she not believe it, but her heart was always inexplicably pinched, making her confused. Listening to his words, the tip of her nose was sore, and she shrank on his shoulder and sobbed aggrievedly.
Su Ye kissed her tears in distress, he deserved to die, and said that he would protect her, but the first person to hurt her turned out to be himself.
"Yan'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He looked up, his eyes full of self-reproach and guilt. A kiss was gently imprinted on her forehead. Sensing her body trembling slightly from sobbing, he hesitated and lowered his head to cover her seductive lips.
The deft tongue ran across her lips, and he reached out to ruffle her black hair, her ears, and his fingertips traced her graceful jaw.
His breathing gradually burned, Mo Qingyan moved uncomfortably, touching his somewhat cold skin, his heart was inexplicably nervous and uneasy, and his body was stiff and a little overwhelmed.
Su Ye seemed to notice her strangeness, and her movements slowed down a little, but the woman did not change because of his gentle touch, and the uneasiness became more and more intense, until she was completely crushed and reached out to stop his movements.
"Ye, don't, I'm scared if I can't do it now"
She looked at him with apologetic eyes, an inexplicable panic in her heart. Because at that moment, she clearly felt that her body was actually resisting him.
Su Ye gasped heavily, and his scorching breath sprayed on the woman's face. He lowered his head and pecked the woman's lips lightly, and finally managed to hide the impulse and heat of his body.
"I'm in a hurry, I'm sorry."
He lay on his side on the bed, put his arm around her shoulders, and intimately covered her with a blanket: "Let's sleep first, you should be tired, I shouldn't be so impulsive." ”
"Hmm"
Mo Qingyan answered, shrunk in front of his chest and closed his eyes. Perhaps, it was because I was really tired? Thinking like this, she fell into a deep sleep. (To be continued......)