Chapter 33: The Orphan's Cry (5)
Make up for the chapter you owe yesterday
"Wuchen, what are you talking about?"
Ye Tiansheng stared at Ye Wuchen, regardless of the right or wrong of the matter for the time being, but there must be an attitude. The yard has the rules of the yard, and if you break the rules, you must take the initiative to admit your mistakes.
Ye Wuchen lowered his head and slowly got up, his eyes looked around, and a pair of nervous eyes stared at him tightly. Several children, who had just learned to walk, looked at him with their innocent eyes in bewilderment. As if asking, why are they suddenly silent?
"Brother." Ye Wuchen raised his head and shouted softly.
"It's my fault, punish me if you want to punish me. There are rules in the yard that you are not allowed to bring meals to school without permission. Ye Wuchen wanted to carry this matter on his back, and he said firmly. The same incident had happened in the courtyard before, and the leader was still Ye Tiansheng. At that time, in order to buy them some school supplies, Ye Tiansheng took the lead in privately praising the lunch money issued by the yard and secretly brought the leftover meals from the morning to the school to eat. After Ye Shirong knew about this, he asked Ye Tiansheng to stand in the field for an afternoon in front of everyone.
It's just that at that time, Ye Tiansheng had only been secretly doing it for less than a month, and it was still summer, and the food would not be cold or rancid. They are different, they have been maintained for more than a year, and the spring, summer, autumn and winter have never stopped. Winter meals are eaten with ice slag, and they still bite the bullet.
"What have you done, explain." Ye Tiansheng said. He wants Ye Wuchen to explain the matter, and he is trying to persuade him, this matter will do more harm than good.
Ye Wuchen was silent for a while, and then said very calmly: "A year ago, grandpa's health was not as good as before, and he needed crutches to support him when he went out, and he was out of breath after walking a few steps. And he has to go out every day, even at the expense of asking for funding under the fierce voice. ”
"Life in the yard also went down, and we knew it was not much money. Grandpa couldn't do anything about it. And the younger siblings have not changed their clothes for a long time, patched and patched. ”
"At school we were often bullied and despised ... They look down on us orphans. No one wants to be friends with us, no one wants to communicate with us, it's like the world has abandoned us. ”
Ye Tiansheng paused and continued, "I don't care about these. Even if I don't have father's love and mother's love, I still have my grandfather and my brothers and sisters in the yard. Although I was looked down upon, I was content to live because everyone was still there. ”
"Others ridiculed, insulted, despised and looked down on me, and I could bear it. But I can't stand them looking at my relatives like that. I can't stand the fact that my younger siblings need to look at other people's faces at school and need to bear the discriminatory gaze of others. ”
"We don't have the ability to make money, we don't have the ability to fight against this society. We can't change other people's minds, and we can't sway other people's eyes. ”
"So I saved up for lunch and kept it for my younger siblings, and I didn't allow what happened to me to happen to my loved ones. Although the money is small, it can also keep the younger siblings at school from being unable to afford a five-cent popsicle. Although it can't improve their lives, it can also bear some strange eyes. ”
Ye Tiansheng stood quietly on the stage, listening to the voices of the children.
"But we can only hide these in our hearts, we are powerless to fight, but we can't tell grandpa. Grandpa is old and will be angry. Grandpa's yard was dedicated to his entire life, and I didn't want to go to school to argue with people in his old age. ”
"Money is almighty in this society, and I want to leave it to my younger siblings." Ye Tiansheng turned around, his eyes brushing over everyone. They are so young, yet they have to endure disasters that should not be theirs. They are also human beings, and they are also flesh that falls from human bodies. However, they did not enjoy the childhood they deserved and did not enjoy the love of their parents.
They are sad compared to their peers. They are happy with the children who are begging on the streets outside, and at least they have a home that is dedicated to their own sake.
"Do you hate?" Ye Tiansheng suddenly asked. In fact, the answer is already in my heart.
"Hate? Who do we hate? Hate the ruthlessness of your parents, hate them for giving birth to me but not being able to support me? A tear rolled down from the corner of Ye Wuchen's eyes, followed by two drops, three drops......
"There is no hatred anymore. What can you ask for if you are so fatal? ”
"Are we going to go all over the streets and call for them to take us back? Although I really want to enjoy the love of father and mother. ”
"The moment they abandon us, we are alone."
"But how can you not hate? When we see other children enjoying love in the arms of their parents, our hearts are like knives, and we don't want to die. When we see other children happy at their parents' knees, we should be the same. When we see them wearing new shoes and new clothes during the Chinese New Year, we can only give the shoes that we can't wear to those who can wear them. ”
"We know how to forget it, so we become a family. We hide these hatreds and bury them deep in our hearts. We know that hate is useless, that doesn't keep us alive. ”
After Ye Wuchen finished speaking, he quietly faced Ye Tiansheng.
A pair of eyes that were already red in the audience also looked at Ye Tiansheng.
In their hearts, grandpa is their dependence, grandpa has passed away, and Ye Tiansheng is their dependence. They hate the world, and they hate the cruel father. But they know to forget, and even if they can't forget, they have to learn to hide. Hate doesn't make them learn to survive and make them live better. They all know how to care for each other, because they are one, and they are all children without fathers and mothers. They don't care about each other, and no one will pity them.
Ye was born an orphan, of course he understands, he understands all this. They have nowhere to hate, do they want to take revenge on this society because of hate? That's not right, and it's not allowed in orphanages.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Ye Tiansheng continued: "I will not pursue this matter, but such a situation must not occur again in the future. Tell me something, we're family. You have to believe that tomorrow will be better, and we will shine brightly in the future. There will be many new brothers and sisters in the yard, and the yard will gradually expand. Until there are no orphans in this world, there is no value in existence. ”
"I hope to put an end to this completely. Please trust me and believe that I can make everyone's life better. I can't replace my parents because I don't understand that kind of love. But I hope to make you feel at home. Tell me something in the future, okay? ”
"What do you tell you?" Ye Wuchen suddenly shouted, "You are studying in Kyoto, did you distract you from our affairs?" ”
"Grandpa loves you so much, he will be very angry when he knows it. Blame us for disrupting your studies. We love grandpa and we don't want him to be angry."
Ye Tiansheng was stunned for a moment, then came down from the stage and hugged Ye Wuchen in his arms. He's still a kid who hasn't grown up.
"Grandpa has never been partial, he won't blame anyone, otherwise he won't be able to persevere for so many years." Ye Tiansheng said softly.
"Brother, we will be looked down upon everywhere we go. They always think that there is no father, no mother, no upbringing, but this is not a choice for us. We also want a complete home, even if it's only for a short time, it's really not something we can choose," Ye Wuchen cried and said.
"I know." Ye Tiansheng patted Ye Wuchen's back and said, "I know it, it will be fine in the future, believe me." From now on, all you need to do is go to school with peace of mind. Don't think about anything, and don't do anything that hurts your body. You must know that the body is the capital of the revolution. ”
He vowed to make the orphanage a home with affection and warmth during his lifetime.
In his lifetime, he must make them look up to all, and he will not be able to look at them with strange pitiful eyes.
Actually, what they want is really simple, a full meal, someone to play with them, someone not to bully them. However, such a simple thing cannot be achieved. There are many people who care about them, and there are many people who look down on them.
No one knew that they were discriminated against when they ate, holding back tears to bring unpalatable meals to their mouths.
Walking on campus in patched clothes and being noticed, they still have to be strong. Cowardice only makes people look down on it even more.
Hurt, no one cares. can only lick the wounds silently and envy other children.
Leave the strong and unyielding appearance to others, and keep the cowardly and bloody heart to yourself.
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