When my mother saw Jianjun, she smiled, and her enthusiasm was even more than before, and she greeted each other until it was too early.

Brother Wei Min's hometown has the custom of robbing his daughter-in-law in the middle of the night, so the pick-up is scheduled at three o'clock in the morning, Wei Min has no parents, and one of his younger brothers was driven back to the Northeast, so he asked my mother to go to the town and act as his own person. The responsibility is heavy, my mother is afraid of oversleeping, and I get up to look at the watch after a while, and the bedside lamp is turned on for a while, so that I can't sleep. Finally, it was almost two o'clock, my mother got up to freshen up and change clothes, and before leaving, she told me to get up and close the courtyard door, and did not forget to tell me: "Be light, Jianjun is still asleep!" ”

I said yes, followed behind my mother's ass to close the courtyard door, and after closing the door, I turned back to the house, and I hesitated outside and gently pushed open the door of the hut.

The moonlight shone in from the window, shining on Jianjun who was sleeping, he ** upper body, his muscles were young and well-proportioned, he was asleep without panic, I quietly lay down next to him, the narrow single bed made me nowhere to go, only clinging to Jianjun, Jianjun woke up, leaned in, and reached out to hold me into his arms.

I put my arms around Jianjun's neck, my head resting on the crook of his arm, and I wanted to sleep comfortably like this, but Jianjun seemed to be awake, and he slowly moved his hands from his back to my chest. I didn't wear a bra, only a rayon cardigan, and Jianjun's hand reached through the hem of the shirt and rubbed it on both breasts. We used to have such a kiss, but after a long time of separation, the same kiss had a different feeling, Jianjun's palm seemed to carry an electric current, attracting all the nerves of my body to his hands, and then they all trembled slightly throughout every corner of the body.

I pressed close to Jianjun, and he seemed to be electrocuted, trembling all over his body and breathing rapidly. We were sleepless, thirsty as if we had been baked with coals of fire, and in the darkness we searched eagerly until our lips were glued together, and our tongues searched into the depths, sucking, as if we had found a life-saving spring.

"Your mom is gone?" Jianjun gasped and whispered in my ear, his breath caressing my ears and tickling.

"Hmm."

"I ...... I want to try again. ”

Jianjun and I were face to face, and in the dark, he waited for my reply. How can I say no to this person who is waiting for me no matter what, whether it is the teenager who pedaled three wheels at the train station to buy me a down jacket, or the adult man who is now beating people for me recklessly? How can I retreat out of fear?

I nodded firmly.

I gently pushed Jianjun away, sat up, and under his gaze, took off my clothes one by one and put them on the edge of the bed, and sat quietly in front of Jianjun.

Neither of us had experience, and we explored with youth and bravery, until the pain that I had been afraid of for a long time came in a trembling, and at that moment, I bit my lip so that I could not let myself cry out, but the shout in my throat still seemed to scare Jianjun, and he froze there, not daring to move. I held back the pain and clung to him, he leaned down and kissed me, and we came to the end with mutual warmth and encouragement.

Jianjun and I were both wet and sweaty, he buried his head in my chest and didn't move, I felt as if he was crying, gently pushed him, Jianjun turned sideways and held me in his arms.

"No, I'm going to get up." I whispered.

Jianjun let go of me, I got out of bed and stood up, I hesitated, but turned on the light, it felt right, there was a large patch of bright red blood on the sheets, I grabbed the corners of the sheets and pulled them high, Jianjun saw this and quickly jumped out of bed, I ripped off the sheets, if the blood stains leaked to the cotton mattress below, let my mother find out, it would be bad.

Jianjun stood on the side at a loss, the two of them stood naked in the light, unstoppable, I wrapped my body in a sheet and ran back to my mother's house.

After a while, I heard Jianjun calling me softly at the door: "Xiao Nan, are you okay?" ”

"It's okay, it'll be fine in a while."

I took care of myself, got dressed, and came out with the sheets, and Jianjun stood at the door, also dressed, saw me come out, and stepped forward to hold me.

"Are you alright?"

I shook my head.

I went to the courtyard with Jianjun, it was already dawn outside, I filled the large plastic tray for washing clothes with water, put laundry detergent, and soaked the sheets in.

"I'll wash." Jianjun put his hand into the water.

"No, men can't touch these things." I pushed him away.

"Who said that?"

"My mother said that men can't touch what women dirty, and if they do, they will be unlucky."

"Superstition!"

Jianjun withdrew his hand and squatted opposite to watch me wash, and I pressed the bloodstained part of the sheet underneath, embarrassed to let him see it.

"Turn your back!"

"What's wrong?"

"Don't look at it!"

Jianjun smiled and pinched my nose through the basin, and turned around obediently. After washing the sheets, Jianjun helped me dry on the clothesline in the yard, and on the side of the wet sheets, Jianjun grabbed me.

"Does it still hurt?" He asked me in a whisper.

I felt my face burn, shook off his hand and turned around, he came up and put his arms around me from behind, and gently whispered in my ear, "You're so nice." ”

Listening to Jianjun's whispers in his ear, my heart was sweet, and at the same time I was relieved, I finally got through the difficulty that had bothered me for a long time, like many normal people, we also have what others have. Recalling the scene just now, my heart couldn't help beating wildly, it was an unprecedented contact, and Jianjun and I seemed to have a relationship beyond blood relationship, which was an incomparable dependence and closeness.

"Let's get married! When we get married, we can be together every day. "Jianjun proposed to me.

"We're not old yet."

"That's the age of late marriage stipulated by the factory, and you're not from the factory anymore, what do you care about? The marriage law can be concluded in twenty years. ”

"But you're still in the factory."

"I'm not going to do it anymore, I'll quit when I get back."

"Well, we're all out of work, so what are we going to eat?"

"Let's do it ourselves, open a door, open a company, it's okay, we won't starve to death!"

"Do your parents agree? You told them? ”

"Let's talk about it first, if you don't agree, just scold a few words and it's fine, but it's definitely not okay to ask them first."

"Isn't it okay? My mom still told me to wait to go back to work? ”

"What's up, let's do it together, I guard you every day, and no one wants to bully you again!" ……

Breakfast was soy milk and steamed buns that Jianjun bought when he went out, and he asked me to sit on his lap and hold me to eat. I'm embarrassed and push him.

Jianjun said: "Don't worry, your mother can't come back now, just hug for a while." ”

I no longer insisted, under the gentle gaze of Jianjun, I ate the buns in small bites, experienced the strong love of Jianjun, and felt that it was good to be a woman.