Chapter 233: I'm Sorry, I Like You
Thinking back to reality, looking at the boy in front of her who often annoyed her, she was very entangled in her heart, the other party never seemed to like her, and confessed to Park Ji-yeon in the song war, she saw it in her eyes and was jealous in her heart.
Since Han Fei and Park Ji-yeon participated in "We Are Married", the two often show their intimacy in front of the public, and from the looks of the two, it seems that they are not pretending, but naturally revealed.
Since watching the lover's kiss in the skating rink, she really thinks about it, and she really wants to be the person who is held in Han Fei's arms by herself.
In everything, Lee Ji-eun will always erase Park Ji-yeon's figure in his mind and replace it with his own figure, fantasizing about dreaming of two people alone.
Looking at Li Zhien's eyes, Han Fei seemed to be aware of the complexity in the depths of her eyes, the struggle in her heart, and the heart that had forced her to harden up softened in an instant.
"Hey"
Han Fei sighed and sat straight on the ground, leaning his back against the edge of the bed.
"I'm sorry Brother Han Fei, I like you!!" Li Zhien dragged his aching feet, moved his body to the side of the bed and leaned out, put his hands around Han Fei's neck, buried his head deep in Han Fei's neck, took a deep breath, and a breath belonging to Han Fei fascinated her.
"Ji-eun, do you know what you're doing now?" Han Fei just sat there blankly, letting Li Zhien hold him from behind, feeling that the other party's face seemed to be buried deep in his neck, he said in a trembling voice, without any emotion.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just can't control myself, I don't want to, but I can't control it" Li Zhien trembled all over, and made a choked voice.
Han Fei felt a hint of coolness in his neck
Taking a deep breath, Han Fei turned around, and it just so happened that he was head to head with Li Zhien, only to see that it was only about ten centimeters away.
"Ji-eun, do you understand what you're doing right now? You can't do this, maybe you just didn't find a real like, I'm just a fantasy in your heart, one day, you will also want to be like Ji-yeon, get the love of another boy, but not me! Han Fei said in a deep voice, "Maybe you just sublimated a good impression of me, in fact, you don't know what likes and what love is!" ”
"No, I know !!" Li Zhien's two lines of tears couldn't stop flowing down, making people feel distressed when they looked at it, Han Fei's heart was also made of meat, looking at the pair of eyes full of tears that were only about ten centimeters apart, he was also extremely distressed, and couldn't help but reach out and wipe away the two lines of tears on Li Zhien's face.
"No, you know, when you care about someone, when you miss each other all the time, this is called caring love; When you feel sorry for someone, you can empathize; When you see each other happy, you will be happy, and when you see each other crying, you will also feel distressed, and when you see that the other party is not satisfied, you will always accompany her and tide over difficulties, this is love, of course, this is just my personal understanding, I only know"
Before Han Fei could finish speaking, Li Zhien's face enlarged infinitely in his eyes, she hugged Han Fei's head tightly with both hands, and blocked Han Fei's chattering mouth with her kiss.
Han Fei's eyes widened, his mind was blank, he never thought that he would be forcibly kissed by a beautiful girl.
A few seconds later, Li Zhien slowly parted his lips from Han Fei and said, "This is my love!" ”
When Han Fei came back to his senses, he subconsciously stayed away from some of the bedside and said loudly, "Are you crazy?!!!!!!! ”
"The moment I knew that Ji-yeon liked you, I chose to quit between the two of you, and in the end, the two of you were finally together, but I have been deeply sinking, what should I do, what can I do, I just want the person I like to love me and love me, I just want to be like Ji-yeon, to have a boy who is gentle, loving, and romantic to himself. But God is playing tricks on people, so that we both like you, what should I do, I'm driving myself crazy"
Li Ji-eun's uncontrollable tears, with the roar, couldn't stop flowing, blushing, and said the words of her dedication to love in her life.
"You"
Han Fei was speechless, is this Ji-eun's fault? Han Fei knows that in the face of love, no one is wrong, it's just that, sometimes, love is tricky, tormenting, sometimes it makes people fluttering, and sometimes it makes people crazy.
"I'm sorry, I lost control just now" Li Ji-eun sobbed a few times, sat back on the bed, leaned on the back of the bed, and said in a choked tone.
"Ji-eun, maybe you should calm down, calm down, think about it, I don't deserve your love so much, I feel lucky to be able to get Ji-yeon's love!" Han Fei calmed some of the ripples in his heart, and comforted Li Zhien, who was sitting on the bed and curled up.
"I thought about what would happen if I did get in the middle of you. Is it a third party? Will it be spurned by the outside world? Will you break with Ji-yeon? Or more seriously, will it be banned? Will it fade out of the music world? I've thought about all of this, and it's the reason why I've never dared to cross this cordon, but I really can't control myself, when I don't see you, I can still practice normally, sing, go on stage, and oppress myself with countless workloads, but when I see you, all the suppressed feelings in my heart are like a volcano erupting, I can't stop it, especially every time I see you and Zhiyan in "We Are Married", showing the happiness between the two, I am jealous, I can't stop being jealous, but I'm afraid to say it, We don't even have to be friends. Li Zhien stared at his feet, lowered his head and said, the tone of his voice was really worrying.
"Hey" Han Fei sighed and said with a wry smile: "It seems that I really came to the wrong place today, I was still entangled before I came, I will go back first, you should calm down, maybe when you calm down, think about it in a different mood, it will be another feeling, of course, I will always be your Han Fei brother!" It's not early today, so I'll go back first! ”
Hearing that Han Fei was leaving, Li Zhien immediately lay on the side of the bed, took Han Fei's hand, and said in a pleading tone: "Can you wait until I fall asleep before leaving?" ”
Han Fei looked at the pleading look on Lee Ji-eun's face, and his heart was gloomy, perhaps, for Park Ji-yeon, this is just the most ordinary thing, but for her, it is a luxury that cannot be opened.
Han Fei nodded, and after Li Zhien lay flat on the bed, he also sat on the edge of the bed and helped her cover her with a thin quilt, late at night in May, the temperature was still a little low.
Li Zhien held Han Fei's hand, put it on his pillow, and put his face against Han Fei's hand, just like that, closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Looking at Lee Ji-eun with tears on his face, Han Fei took a few tissues from the bedside and wiped them for her, sighing in his heart, how to solve this matter so as not to hurt Lee Ji-eun, and it will not affect the relationship between himself and Park Ji-yeon, and he can't let Park Ji-yeon and the outside world know.
A series of "sequelae" made Han Fei uncontrollable. Time passed minute by minute, but Han Fei did not feel the slightest sleep.
At 0 o'clock, one o'clock, until half past one, Han Fei noticed that Li Zhien's breathing seemed to have stabilized, and it seemed that he was asleep, and gently pulled his hand out of her cheek pillow, looking at the face that fascinated countless people, Han Fei said silently: "I'm sorry Zhien!" ”
Han Fei stood up, came to the door, took one last look at Li Zhien, and closed the door. When I came to the entrance, I changed my shoes, and was about to go out, when I saw the guitar case out of the corner of my eye, my brows furrowed slightly, and finally I took my guitar and closed the door.
In the dark bedroom, a trace of tears fell from the corners of Li Zhien's eyes, and his eyes, which were originally closed, gradually opened up This night, there are two more sleepless people.
At 2 o'clock in the morning, Han Fei walked on the silent street with a guitar on one shoulder, except for himself, there were only cars whistling by.
Walking, walking, Han Fei didn't know how long he had been walking, he didn't have a mobile phone, he couldn't even feel what the concept of time was (he didn't bring his watch), at this moment, he really wanted to go to the Han River Bridge, the place where he could forget his troubles.
Finally, Han Fei finally stopped a taxi, and half an hour later, Han Fei appeared on the Han River Bridge.
Walking on the bridge, feeling the cool breeze blowing on his face, the river flowing water, and the full moon in the sky, he seemed to have really forgotten his troubles at this moment.
"Ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~h
Han Fei yelled at the river, with a heart-rending feeling, he didn't use any singing skills, he just yelled, his face flushed, and even the drivers who drove the car across the bridge vaguely heard a roar, and couldn't help but step on the accelerator and speed up.
At this moment, Han Fei vented the sullenness in his heart to the fullest, facing the sky, the ground, and the rushing river, his roar seemed to "drive" the clouds in the sky a lot.
At this time, on the other side of the bridge, a dark and petite figure crossed the road and came to the opposite side of the bridge, slowly walking towards Han Fei, getting closer and closer, fifty meters, thirty meters, ten meters, until he confirmed that the other party was the person he thought of in his heart, and then slapped his hand on Han Fei's shoulder.
This actually frightened Han Fei so much that he jumped up in fright and walked away from the place quickly. Anyone who is patted on the shoulder at such a late hour will make this instinctive move
(To be continued)