Zheng Shunshun strained.

I went to the hospital to get some medicine, and after eating, I still pulled, I could pull three or four times a day, and my little face was a little yellow, and I was not sure, so I got up early in the morning and rushed to the hospital to hang up a specialist outpatient clinic.

It was already more than ten o'clock in the morning when we finished reading, but fortunately, the doctor said that it was no big deal, the child was prone to cause diarrhea in this month, no need to take medicine, give her more water, and it would naturally be fine after a while.

Hearing what the doctor said, my mood suddenly relaxed, hugged Zheng Shunshun out of the outpatient clinic, sat on the bench in the hall and rewrapped Shunshun, late autumn, the wind outside was a little cool, I put the corner of the small quilt down to cover Shunshun's head.

"Xiao Nan." Just as I was about to leave the clinic door with Shunshun in my arms, I heard someone call me, I turned around and saw a woman standing there with a perm wavy curl, she was wearing a skirt and a beige trench coat over it, revealing her calves in stockings.

I looked at her blankly, not sure what she was calling me.

"Xiao Nan, it's really you!" The woman stepped forward and grabbed the sleeves of my dress with both hands. "I'm Sun Juan."

Sun Juan? This is Sun Juan, who has not been heard from for many years? I looked at her, and my heart was in a trance, this is Sun Juan, who was standing at the gate of the factory waiting for me, wearing a red dress and a white dress with a moon-like smooth face? The woman's face is painted with delicate makeup, and her body exudes a faint fragrance of perfume, which is like the Sun Juan in my mind, and I have not seen Sun Juan for nearly nine years.

"Are you Sun Juan?" I looked at her deeply, really, the eyebrows and eyes really are, but the skin was a little dull, and the forehead was no longer smooth, and there were some fine folds, nine years, why wasn't I like this?

"Sun Juan, why are you here?"

"I have skin allergies, come and see, is this your child?"

"Hmm. You, where have you been after all these years? "After years of friendship and a kind of family-like grudge, I said as I wiped away the tears that welled up on the quilt.

"I looked for you, but you didn't reply to the letter, and I went to the factory to look for it once......" Sun Juan's eyes were also red.

"I'm not there anymore."

"What are you doing now? Boys and girls? What happened to Su Jianjun? Sun Juan asked me without stopping.

“……”

The two of us stood on one side of the outpatient door, people were coming in and out, it was very obstructive, I stretched out one hand to pull Sun Juan aside, "You go to the doctor, I'll wait for you here, and I'll talk about it when I'm done." ”

"I'm not looking, I'll leave now."

"Don't look at how to do it, it's coming, come and see, I'll wait."

"It's okay, it's just a little itchy, it's okay to pass it, don't look at it."

"Look, I'll wait."

"Don't look!"

"Look!" ……

Sun Juan and I looked at each other, both smiled, and I said, "Let's go, don't look at it." ”

I hugged Shunshun, Sun Juan took my arm, we got out of the hospital together, just went out, Sun Juan raised her hand and beckoned a taxi parked on the side of the road, I hesitated: "Are you still sitting?" Not far. ”

"The wind is strong, blowing the child."

I got into a taxi with Sun Juan, Shunshun and I were in the back seat, Sun Juan sat in the co-pilot and looked back at me, I was looked at weakly and said, "I'm old." ”

"You're okay, I'm getting old!"

"You're not old."

"Don't you recognize me just now?" Sun Juan replied to me unceremoniously.

"No, you're not dressed the same way you used to." I tried to argue,

When I got home, I turned on the electric heater, this season, it was a little cold in the house, Zheng Shunshun was full and fell asleep, I made two cups of hot tea, Sun Juan and I held a cup, and I didn't know where to start for a while.

"Shunshun is like her father, they all say that girls follow their father, and it really is." Sun Juan looked at Shunshun, who was asleep.

"What about you? Got a baby? ”

"Nope."

"Why haven't I yet, I'm late enough."

"We don't want children."

"Why?"

“…… A lot of people don't want it now. ”

"It's all young people who don't understand anything, what are you making a fuss about? What do you do? I asked Sun Juan.

"Whoever builds a house and sells a house."

"Real estate? Big deal! "I was amazed.

"It's okay." Sun Juan turned to me and asked, "What about you, you live here with your child, what about Su Jianjun?" Where did he go? ”

I thought about it and said truthfully: "We have long been separated." ”

"Why?"

“……”

"Does he have another woman?" Sun Juan was right at once.

"How did you guess?" It's been so long, I don't feel sad, but I'm curious about how keen Sun Juan is.

A hint of ridicule appeared on Sun Juan's face, "You still have to guess, this man, regardless of the old and the young, what else can he do?" She lowered her chin to Zheng Shunshun: "For a woman, Su Jianjun doesn't even care about the child?" ”

"He didn't know there were children."

"What?" Sun Juan stared at me with wide eyes.

"I didn't know it was there when I was divided, he ...... There is infertility, I can't imagine that there will be. ”

"Damn! He can't go out and women! What a world! Sun Juan looked disdainful. Now that you know, if you don't do it, why do you give birth to her? ”

"The child is right, I want this child, I have waited for seven years."

"How did you give birth? Who's in charge of you? ”

"The nanny I was looking for was ...... after confinement"

"This is Su Jianjun's child, are you worth suffering for him? Stupid not stupid you! Sun Juan's eyes turned red as she spoke. Fool! Do you want to keep the child and point to Su Jianjun in the future to change his mind? ”

"No, I just want to be a mother, I'm thirty years old, if I don't go well, I may not be able to be a mother."

"What can't be done? The men in the world are not dead! ”

"It's not dead, but Su Jianjun and I have been doing this since the beginning, and he can be like this if he is so good to me, who else can I trust?"

“……”

After a while, Sun Juan asked me again: "What do you plan to do in the future?" ”

"I opened a small shop, enough for us to eat and drink."

"What about later? Do you plan to get your children to go to nursery and school? ”

"Hmm!"

"Xiao Nan, why have so many years passed, you are still like that little girl, do you think you have the ambition to endure this hardship, and he Su Jianjun is grateful to you for accepting your love? He doesn't know what he's doing there! ”

“…… He and the woman seemed to be separated. ”

"Scattered and not coming to you?"

“……”

"Xiao Nan," Sun Juan sniffed, "Let me tell you, when a woman reaches a certain age, she can't live like a little girl, young and beautiful, naturally someone will help you, and when you are old, you have to live by your brain, you are better than me, Su Jianjun only deceived your people, you are like this, I was deceived by someone else, I was even deceived by others, I couldn't even eat on a cold day, if I hadn't met Lao Zhao, I would have to sell it that night." ”

I looked at Sun Juan and my heart sank.

Sun Juan said while shedding tears: "He has a wife, his son is only six years younger than me, this time I came back with him, it was his father who was hospitalized, he and his wife served, I live in a hotel, I am a person who can't get on the stage, from the beginning he told me that he will not divorce, his wife also knows me, no matter, but there is one thing, I can't have children." ”

"Why?"

Sun Juan glanced at me and smiled sadly: "Xiao Nan, if you don't say that women have to live by their brains, if I give birth to a child, I will share Lao Zhao's property in the future, and her son will lose it, and her son will graduate from college the year after tomorrow and will immediately take over Lao Zhao's company, I gave birth to a child, and Lao Zhao still doesn't leave half of the company for my child?" ”

"Then why are you listening to her? Isn't it okay to give birth to you? ”

"She agreed that Lao Zhao was with me, Lao Zhao was grateful that she was too late, how could I not listen to her? Besides, she thought very clearly, Lao Zhao didn't look for me, he would also find other women, so it was better to be a favor. ”

What kind of heart does it take for a woman to agree that her husband is with another woman, unless she doesn't love.

The two girls who sat on the road and talked about their glorious ideals are now scarred, and they have been depressed in their hearts.

"Do you think you're right?" While sleeping, I asked Sun Juan.

"I don't know."

The woman that everyone hates, but I can't hate it, I think she is also bitter.

Sun Juan stayed for a few days and left, we left each other's mobile phone numbers, her mobile phone number showed that it was a strange city in the south, and after she left, I saw a wad of money left by Zheng Shunshun under the quilt.

One morning, a week later, I went out with Zheng Shunshun in my arms as usual, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw a black sedan parked at the door.

I locked the door, turned around and walked out, and suddenly heard a knock on the car door, and I saw a man getting out of the car, it was Su Jianjun.

I stayed there, Su Jianjun's face was swollen and blue, as if he had slept in the car all night, his lips trembled, his eyes fluttered, and he quickly dodged as if he was burned, and then fell again......

We stood there at a long distance for a long time......

Finally, Su Jianjun suddenly hugged his head and squatted on the ground and cried