He's dead?

He's finally dead!

Is he really dead?

I laughed "haha", I didn't know for a moment whether it was joy, relief, emptiness, or loss, as if a goal that had been supporting me for so long was suddenly lost, and all kinds of complicated feelings poured out, and tears came out of laughter.

"Miss Carmen......" Jade Die'er was shocked by my crazy appearance, and I couldn't stop laughing at his funny expression of being frightened. Chu Yan, did you die so easily? When I devised that plan, I thought that you would suffer, that you would lose power, that you would no longer be able to control me, but I never thought that you would die so easily, did I overestimate you, or were you playing tricks again?

"How do you know he's dead?" He is that person, he likes to find a stand-in so much, who knows if it is the golden cicada that broke out of its shell and cheated to death to get out. I finally stopped laughing and said in a cold voice: "Didn't the imperial court block the news?" ”

"No one was caught, of course the news was blocked. Do you still use the blockade when you catch someone? His head was cut off and hung on the tower, and now the whole city should know about it. Jade Butterfly looked at my expression and said apprehensively.

"Still hanging?" I gave him a cold look. He nodded, and I stood up: "Take me to see it." ”

"The girl wants to see it?" Jade Die'er was taken aback, "No woman dares to see that scene, it's too terrifying and bloody......"

"I've heard people say that the best way to determine if a person is really dead is to see their head cut off." I looked at him coldly, "Since his head has been cut off, I'm going to see his head." ”

Yu Die'er looked at me dumbfounded, and only after a while did she smile bitterly: "The girl has a grudge against Chu Yan? ”

"It's none of your business." I said lightly. Yu Die'er looked at me in a daze, a little suddenly, and said with a wry smile: "Isn't it irrelevant?" It turns out that I, Jade Die'er, prided myself to be smart, are just a chess piece in the girl's hand. ”

"Are you so unwilling?" I sneered and said, "People in this world are nothing more than the relationship between taking advantage and being used, you are used by me, but you have also achieved your own goal, what is there to be unwilling." ”

He looked at me and laughed twice for a while: "Even if I was used by the girl, Yu recognized it, and I waited for the girl outside the door." ”

I changed my clothes and went out, and walked with Jade Die'er to the Jingshi City Tower, and on the towering door, a bloody human head hung high. A group of ordinary people gathered under the city tower to watch the excitement, pointing at the human head.

"Look, I heard that that's the master of the Wuji Gate......"

"Isn't he the rich man of Amaterasu, Prince Chu?"

"It's him, I didn't expect him to be so bad in secret......"

"I heard that the Wuji Gate bandits did all kinds of evil, so the government cut off his head to set an example......

I squeezed through the crowd and squeezed to the front, staring at the hanging head in a daze. Yes, it was Chu Yan's face, that straight nose, pursed lips, knife-like face, the face that gave me nightmares, even though it was full of blood, I could recognize it. I looked at his angry eyes, Chu Yan, don't you look dead? Are you angry? Aren't you reconciled? I thought you were such a terrible person, even death would be afraid of you, it turns out that you are the same as us, the same will die, the same only one life. I said I wouldn't hate you until you died! Now, it's really cleared, the humiliation, hurt, and nightmarish horror you brought me, with your death, it's completely cleared!

I laughed, tears slipped down my cheeks, a sudden cramping pain came from my lower abdomen, and a stream of heat gushed out from between my legs, and I grabbed Yu Die'er's arm, and my body slid limply to the ground. The attention of the crowd shifted to me, coming around me, whispering and pointing.

"Girl......" A trace of panic flashed in Yu Die'er's eyes, I struggled to look at the blood that leached between my legs, and laughed miserably: "Send me back, I ......"

As soon as he picked me up, he ran back: "You hold on, don't faint." "I had my eyes half-closed, and I endured bouts of colic in my abdomen, why didn't I faint? Why can't I faint? I pressed my stomach and felt the faint life in my belly slipping away little by little. Baby, you don't want to come into this world yourself, do you? You can't face such a bad mom and dad like you, can you? Mom doesn't want you, Dad can't want you, and now you choose not to come to this world, okay, okay, it's really a hundred now, between me and your father, there is really no delay or debt, and there is no bond.

"Doctor, doctor, come and see!" Yu Die'er carried me into a medical hall, and an old man greeted me, looked at me, and said, "Alas, this is a miscarriage, right?" How can you carry her to the infirmary? It's ......."

"Shut up!" Yu Die'er shouted, "Treat her immediately, or I'll kill you!" ”

The doctor was startled by his yell, and quickly turned around and walked to the inner room, saying as he walked, "Madam, madam, come and help." ”

I opened my eyes wide and saw that Yu Die'er's face was frighteningly white, and I smiled weakly: "Don't frighten the doctor. ”

"Are you awake?" He breathed a sigh of relief, carried me and followed the frightened doctor to the inner room, and said in a loud voice, "Don't close your eyes, don't fall asleep, keep your eyes open." ”

"Thank you......" I wanted to laugh, but I didn't have any strength, it was so funny, I didn't expect that at this time, the person who was with me turned out to be this flower thief.

Yu Die'er put me on the bed, the doctor and his wife came around, the doctor checked my pulse, shook his head, and said, "This lady is too weak, the child can't be saved." ”

"Is she alright?" Jade Die'er gave me a worried look. The doctor touched his beard and said: "This lady's pulse is disordered, the mood fluctuations during pregnancy are too great, the fetus is unstable, and recently it has been stimulated a lot, resulting in a slippery fetus. I went out and prescribed her medicine. ”

The old woman glanced at Yu Die'er and said with a smile: "This husband, you go out first, and I'll clean up your wife first." ”

When Yu Die'er heard this, her face flushed slightly, and she followed the doctor out in embarrassment. Watching this accustomed man show a rare embarrassed expression, I couldn't help but feel a little funny.

"Madam, your husband really cares about you." The old woman looked at me with a smile and untied my skirt, "Don't be too sad if this child is gone, you are still young, and you will have children in the future." ”

Later? I smiled. Yes, I will have children in the future, he will not be born in hatred, he will grow up in the love of his parents, and he himself will definitely be willing to be born into this world.

Goodbye, baby, I closed my eyes and burst into tears.

When Yu Die'er carried me out of the hospital, there was a soft sedan chair at the door. He carried me into the sedan chair, put me in a seat, and I whispered, "Is it time to go back to the inn?" ”

"How can you recuperate in a place like an inn, if the girl can trust me, she can temporarily live in Yu's residence." Yu Die'er said seriously.

"Do you still have a place to live?" I smiled, "I thought you were picking flowers every night and had no fixed place to live." ”

The girl laughed. Yu Die'er's face turned red, I don't know why, I actually believed him a little. Maybe his performance just now won me a little favor, and made me think that he was not a great evildoer.

"But Xiaohong is still in the inn." I saw him bow down and exit the sedan chair and whispered.

"I'll send you back first, and then I'll send someone to pick up the little red girl." Jade Die'er said.

It's good. Anyway, I have to find a place to live, although Yu Die'er is very popular, she is not a tasteless flower thief, and she will not attack a woman like me who has just finished having a child.

Jade Die'er's residence is a small courtyard in the birch forest on the outskirts of the city, quite quiet and elegant, I feel at ease here to recuperate, a stay, is a month, this month, no outside people to disturb, Jade Die'er occasionally goes out, bring me back some outside information. It is said that on the third night of the city tower, Chu Yan's head was secretly taken away by the remnants of Wujimen, and the court pursued it to no avail, and the case was closed. I don't know about Wujimen, but I believe that killers are ruthless, and killers with affection and righteousness don't live long.

In addition, the world is peaceful, the court is calm, the capital is also calm, and when the first snow of winter comes, my body is almost better. Pushing open the window and seeing the silver makeup outside the window, I couldn't help but feel a little happy. I staggered to a plum tree in the courtyard, picked up a plum branch, put it under my nose, and inhaled a deep and refreshing plum fragrance, so sweet......

"There are a few plums in the corner, and Ling Han opens it alone. I know that it is not snow, only dark incense. I muttered Wang Anshi's "Plum" and looked at the gray sky. Before I knew it, it had been three months since I came to this plane, Stygian Flame, you promised me that you would pick me up after three months, but now, the three-month period has expired, and you have not heard from me. I pinched the black jade and called your name every night, you never appeared again, how do you want to change my fate? How did you change the Book of Life and Death? What kind of punishment are you facing now? Is it life or death? Stygian, you stupid boy, why are you so stupid!

"Miss Carmen."

Turning around, Jade Butterfly walked towards me, and I smiled at him. He handed me a hand stove and said with a smile: "It's freezing, you're just right, don't stay outside the house for too long." ”

"Thank you, Jade Prince." I put my hand on the stove, and the warmth from my nails brought a little warmth. I didn't expect that Yu Die'er and I would become friends after the last incident. The acquaintance between people is really wonderful.

"I found something and gave it to the girl." He took out a jade bottle from his arms and handed it to me, I took it curiously, opened the lid and smelled it, there was a fragrance of plum, and if you looked closely, it seemed to be a translucent liquid.

"What for?" I was curious.

"It's a sekyuki lotion that has a miraculous effect on treating all kinds of scars on the skin." His narrow phoenix eyes were full of smiles, "I promise that after the scar on your face is smeared, you will definitely leave no trace at all." ”

"Really?" I stroked my cheek, the long scar, the result of my self-abuse. Who am I punishing? I laughed, yes, it's time to say goodbye to the past, whether it's the resentment towards Chu Yan or the admiration for Yu Gongzi, it's over. With this scar, what is the reminder? What do you remember? Those unbearable memories, those past events, erase them, erase them with this scar, and don't leave any traces.

After all, I still have such a long life to go through on my own.

(End of Volume 1 Qinglou)

A list of lyrics quoted in the first volume of "Silk Silk".

Serial number/chapter/song name/lyricist/singer

1/Chapter 07/"Falling Flowers and Flowing Water"/Shu Qing/Cai Qin

2/Chapter 12/"Lonely Sandbar Cold"/Chen Xinrong/Shi Aimin

3/Chapter 16/Carmen/Li Junqing/Zhang Huimei

4/Chapter 17/"Farewell to Kangqiao"/Xu Zhimo/Wan Fang

5/Chapter 18/Ziling #8226; Zhou Lang Gu / Ethereal Dust / Xinran

6/Chapter 38/"Pipa Language"/Jiangnan Xiushi/Lotus Picking in the Wind

7/Chapter 42/"Laughing Red Dust"/Li Manting/Chen Shuhua

8/Chapter 46/"Butterfly Love"/Xiaopeng/Liu Yifei

9/Chapter 55/"Burial Heart"/Yao Ruolong, Little Worm/Yellow Yingying

List of citations in the first volume of Silk Silk

Serial number/book, article name/author/source

1/ "The Fate of Kunqu Opera" Follow-up / Ye Mingzhu / Town Forum

2/ "Sixteen Methods of Qin Sound" / [Ming] Leng Qian / Chinese Ancient Song Network

3/ "Silver"/? /Baidu Encyclopedia

4/"Ali Baba and the Forty Thieves"/? / One Thousand and One Nights

5/《Common Sense of the Ancient Calendar》/? / Baidu knows

6/ (Some original poems) / Controlling the situation with the Tao / Friend's poems;