Chapter 55: Burial of the Heart
I fell asleep this night, and the next morning, Silent Cloud came to see me, and I saw that his face was full of black clouds, and I guessed that he had not caught the man in black after all, and he ran away. Actually, I still have some doubts about the man in black coming to save me, if he is Wei Tongfeng, with his relationship with the Ninth Master, there is no reason not to think that we innocent people will be released after a long time, why take the risk of coming here? Unless ......, unless they've seen Momiji and know that I've been shut down, think I'm being listed as a repeat offender, right? In this way, most of them are safe and sound.
"I've seen General Lone." I asked Silent Cloud to sit on a stool and stand and wait for the hair to fall. His carefully planned round-up plan was sabotaged by me, and I must be on fire at the moment.
"Miss Carmen......" Silent Cloud looked at me and sighed, "Girl, please be seated." ”
I sat on the edge of the bed, glanced at the silent clouds, and said softly: "If the general wants to ask, just ask directly, the little girl knows, and she will not dare to deceive the general." ”
Silent Surprise Cloud looked at me silently for a long time, and his face gradually softened: "Who is that man in black?" ”
"I don't know." I shook my head and stared at the clouds with a calm expression. I really don't know, I guess he's Wei Tongfeng, it's just my guess.
Silent Horror Cloud seemed to know that I would answer like this, stared at me for a long time, and sighed lightly: "You don't know, why is he willing to take such a big risk and rob the girl out of prison?" ”
"I guess I recognized the wrong person." I thought about it for a while, and said half-truthfully, "I heard him call me Xiaoxue, I should have regarded me as a woman he knew, but I really didn't know him." ”
This is the truth, I am indeed not Azure Snow, if the man in black is Wei Tongfeng, I really don't know him. Silent Horror looked at me for a long time, and said slowly: "Since the girl doesn't know him, why do you want to help him escape?" ”
Yikes! Seen by the silent clouds? I thought about it for a while, and said honestly: "I was fascinated by the flower thief Jade Butterfly before, and he saved me, although he recognized the wrong person, but he was also kind to me, and this time it was a personal favor to him." I stood up, saluted the silent clouds, and said, "The little woman is to blame for destroying the general's deployment, and if the general wants to pursue it, I am willing to be punished." ”
"The girl is affectionate and righteous, how can she punish her for being shocked?" Silent Jingyun stood up to help me, and said with a wry smile, "That's it, if the emperor investigates, it will be Jingyun's incompetence, and it has nothing to do with the girl." ”
"General......" I looked at him in a daze, he was willing to help me carry this black cauldron? Why? For a while, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I didn't know how to answer.
"That's it, the girl is so resting. Shocking clouds take their leave. Silent Cloud frowned at me, and turned away, I watched him go out in a daze, and forgot to salute.
Soon after he left, the jailer brought in an old man and said to me, "Miss Carmen, General Lin has asked a doctor to come and see your wounds. I was stunned, when I saw me, I didn't mention the wound on my face in a word, I didn't expect to see all the situation quietly, I didn't think that his straightforward person also had this thought.
The doctor examined my wound and said, "It wasn't very serious, but I haven't been able to get any medicine, and now even if the wound is healed, it will leave a scar." ”
I smiled and said nothing. The doctor cleaned my wound, applied medicine, and said, "The old man will come to change the girl's dressing tomorrow." "Maybe my act of not taking the medicine was discovered by Silent Shock, so I asked the doctor to come and give me medicine every day, right? I was a little stunned for a while, and I didn't know whether this was the meaning of Lonely Surprise Cloud or the meaning of Yu Gongzi.
In the afternoon, someone came to see me, and when I saw her, I was surprised that it was a red leaf.
Hurriedly welcomed her in, I was surprised and said, "How can my sister come to see me?" ”
"The Ninth Master sent someone to bail me out." Momiji smiled, "I heard that there was a lot of trouble outside, and those fans of the 'Super Oiran' gathered around the gate of the government every day to demonstrate and protest, and the government couldn't find any evidence, and they couldn't keep people locked up, and many girls had already been released." ”
So fast? I'm a little surprised, if this case is to be investigated, it shouldn't be something that can be solved in the next few days, unless before, Yihonglou has attracted the attention of the imperial court, and secretly investigated for a lot of time, I think of the "zongzi" that Yu Gongzi put in Yihonglou, and I already have some understanding in my heart that Yihonglou should be the object that the imperial court has long wanted to start. Warn the high-ranking officials of the DPRK and China who have a close relationship with Yi Honglou, right? Now these girls who the government is willing to let go of first are probably clear that they have not hooked up with Yueniang to do bad things.
I smiled and took Momiji's hand: "Then I'm going to congratulate my sister." ”
"Don't worry, sister, you should be able to get out soon." Hongye smiled, then frowned again and said, "I originally wanted to ask the Ninth Master to also protect my sister." But the lord of the government said that General Lonely had confessed, and no one could protect his sister, and I don't know what General Lonely thought, with his relationship with his sister, he should have protected his sister out, but this will be separated from you, I don't think he looks like a ruthless and unrighteous person! ”
"The general has the difficulties of the general, he is the chief judge of this case, so he naturally has to pay attention to the impact, not to mention that the general also takes care of me, I didn't suffer much when I stayed here." I smiled and understood, why Wei Tongfeng took the risk and came, it was General Lone's sentence "No one can protect him" that led him to prison, right?
"That's right." Momiji glanced at the private room and said with a smile: "General Lonely is also quite attentive to his sister. ”
I smiled and nudged him: "What are your plans for my sister when she goes out?" ”
Yihong Mansion was sealed, even if Yueniang could go out in the future, the imperial court would not allow the Qinglou that caused such a big storm to reopen, and the whereabouts of these girls were a problem. But I heard Hongye smile and said: "The Ninth Master has arranged a place for me to live, and I have also saved some private money over the years, so I don't have to live a laughing life in the future." ”
"Then the other girls ......" I said hesitantly, this is what I didn't expect at the beginning, leaning on the Red Mansion, quite cut off the life of others, not all girls have private money like Red Leaves. Momiji smiled: "Are you still worried about them?" From the beginning of the 'Super Oiran' competition, the bosses of Baihualou and Yingchun Courtyard, who are as famous as Yihong Mansion, are not staring at these fat meats. I heard that as soon as Xiangxiang, Luoshuang, and Caixia left the gate of the mansion, they were picked up by the sedan chairs of other Qinglou. They are now free to sign up, and they can leave at any time if they are unhappy, which is much stronger than when they were leaning on the Red Mansion. ”
I put my mind at ease, Momiji looked at my face, frowned and said, "You, worry about this and worry about that all day long, and don't worry too much about yourself, your face is like this now, how can it be good?" ”
"It's going to be fine." I smiled and patted the back of her hand, "General Lonely has asked a doctor to give me medicine every day." ”
"That's fine." Momiji smiled and nodded, as if he suddenly remembered something, and said softly, "By the way, does General Lonely know that you have a child?" ”
My heart sank, I shook my head, and Momiji said in surprise: "You haven't told him that you are pregnant with his child?" He might let you out right away......"
"Sister, don't make a fuss about this matter, okay?" I smiled, it turned out that Momiji thought I was pregnant with a child who was lonely and frightened, no wonder I was happy that day, thinking that I could be a mother and a child and get out of the sea of suffering, right? I shook her hand and whispered, "I'll find an opportunity to tell him about this, don't tell anyone now." ”
Momiji thought for a while and said with a smile: "Yes, this is a happy event, so naturally it is better for you to tell him in person." ”
I smiled bitterly in my heart, if this child is lonely, do I still need to be so distressed? Sending off the red leaves, I sat on the bed in a daze, and the lonely clouds didn't let me go, probably to lure the man in black out, and now I told him that I didn't know the man in black, I don't know how much he will believe, and I don't know how long he will lock me up? After holding the guitar, I plucked the strings again and again, and I was in a trance for a while.
There was a knock on the cell door, and I turned around to meet the black eyes of the man who came up, and for so long, he refused to come to see me, and now the man in black appeared, and he finally came. I looked at his gentle and handsome face, and I was a little stunned for a while, wondering if the noble Qinghua figure standing at the door was an illusion caused by my long-term thoughts.
When he saw the wound on my face, he was stunned, and there was a hint of anger in his tone: "What's wrong with my face?" ”
"It's fine." I said lightly, turning my face away from his gaze, it seemed that the drug was not what he meant. I don't know why, after not seeing him for a long time, I don't know what to say, I obviously hold him in my heart and hang on him, but when I see him at this time, I feel that he is so far away from me, so far that I can't touch it at all.
I put down my guitar and stood up and saluted, "Carmen has seen Yu Gongzi." ”
"Sit down." He sat down on the stool himself, his lazy gaze swept over, and I sat back on the edge of the bed, turning my face slightly to prevent him from seeing the wound on my face.
Seeing that I was silent for a long time, he couldn't help but speak: "Girl, do you complain about me?" ”
"What does Childe mean?" I smiled softly, do you mean you used me as bait to lure the man in black out? Or did you deliberately hide from me for so long and ignore me?
"You know what I mean!" He looked at me silently and muttered, "In the final, I didn't mean to leave you alone......
Childe laughed. I interrupted him and said lightly, "Childe is a daughter, and there is no room for mistakes, Carmen will never dare to blame Childe." ”
He paused, and then said, "These words, it's not that I don't want to come to see you......"
"Childe and General Lin are busy with official business, Carmen doesn't dare to think about it, and Gongzi Lao remembers." I interrupted him again, and the cold tone made him raise an eyebrow, and a smile flashed in his eyes, as if to say, and said that he didn't blame me, and the tone was so dissatisfied?
I bit my lip, lowered my eyelids, and hated myself for a while, what I just said, no matter how I listened to it, it was like a disgruntled little daughter-in-law.
"Listen to Jingyun, you don't know the man in black." He changed the subject and said lazily.
"Yes." I looked up at him, and there was a calmness in my eyes. A frightened look flashed in Yu Gongzi's eyes, and my heart was cold, he didn't believe me, he didn't believe me, I smiled slightly, and said lightly: "Don't you believe it?" ”
"Only when I catch that person will I know, I can't just listen to you." He said lightly.
"yes, then just design to arrest him, anyway, I don't have as many supporters as those Oiran girls, it doesn't matter how long I am locked up." I sneered, "But the man in black already knows that he recognized the wrong person, and whether he comes or not is none of my business." ”
"You don't have as many advocates as those girls?" He chuckled, "Your supporters are better than them. ”
I was stunned and looked at him inexplicably: "What do you mean?" ”
"Their supporters are also some ordinary people, your supporters are not simple, they are all lonely and peaceful, these few days I heard that Master Luo and Master Su are also annoyed by the two daughters at home." The corners of Yu Gongzi's lips pursed into a light smile of unknown meaning, and his eyes looked at me without blinking, "Girl, you are really not simple." ”
And this stubble? Thinking of those daughters who made it difficult for me before, I didn't feel a little ridiculous in my heart, it seems that the ancients really believed that "there is poetry and books in the belly", just two poems, to put it mildly, dissolved their prejudice against me, these girls are too simple.
That's what he thinks, right? I raised my eyes to look at Yu Gongzi, with his thoughts, naturally he would not be as gullible as those girls. I raised the corners of my lips and said mockingly, "What does Childe want to say?" ”
"Yihong Mansion is involved in the Wujimen case this time, the imperial court has conducted a thorough investigation of everyone in the building, and everyone's background is clear, only you, the imperial court can't find out half of the information." Yu Gongzi smiled, and the light of horror in his eyes was even stronger, "Girl, your mystery is really interesting." ”
My heart sank, what did he mean? Do you want to ask where I came from? I've decided to break ties with the Wei family, and I can't tell him anything about my previous statements, so what should I do? Make up a life story? You can't say that I'm here to resurrect the corpse, right? Don't scare people to death?
I was still thinking about it, but I heard Yu Gongzi continue: "Before, you said that you volunteered to list in the Red Mansion, but the court found out that you were the one who Chu Yan handed over to Yuewanchi, girl, tell me, what's going on?" ”
That's what he's here for tonight, right? I looked at him and almost laughed out loud, it turned out that he thought I was Chu Yan's person, it turned out that he thought I was also a bandit of Wujimen, I tried my best to design Chu Yan, but I didn't expect to calculate it, but in exchange for the result of putting myself into it! Things in this world are really so ridiculous and funny.
"Since Childe can find out that Chu Yan handed me over to Yueniang, he should naturally find out the others." I laughed sneeringly, my heart was full of discouragement, he really didn't trust me at all, what else could I expect, "You go and ask Yueniang and Chu Yan, isn't it better than asking me?" ”
"Ask them?" He smiled and looked at me faintly: "Do you want to know how Chu Yan is now?" ”
"How's he doing?" I subconsciously asked, but found that after Yu Gongzi heard my question, a flash of anger flashed in his eyes. My heart tightened, you stupid, since you want to declare that you have nothing to do with Chu Yan, why do you care so much about his condition? Didn't you push yourself to the forefront? That sentence was deliberately asked by Yu Gongzi, right? Now, he won't believe me.
I bit my lip and said with difficulty: "If I tell you that Chu Yan is my enemy, and it was he who imprisoned me in the Red Mansion and forced me to sell myself, would Gongzi believe it?" ”
"Really?" He said lightly, and suddenly slapped his palms twice, the cell door was pushed open, and a retinue-like person came in with a bowl of black decoction, put it on the table, bowed down and exited the cell, and brought the door.
"Drink it, and I'll believe it." His expression was faint, but there was a chill in his eyes.
"What is it?" I glanced at the bowl of decoction, poison?
"Safflower soup." He said coldly, "After drinking it, I will believe you, and I believe that you have nothing to do with Wujimen and Chu Yan." ”
His last sentence accentuated his tone, and I was shaken. Look at the bowl of soup medicine, safflower soup? What is it? There was a musky smell from the medicine bowl, and I was shocked: "...... you, this is an abortion pill?" ”
His face twitched, and he looked at me expressionlessly, not denying my question. My heart gradually cooled down, even if I didn't want this baby, but I never wanted him to force me to take it away, and I never wanted to be taken away under such circumstances! I'm cold, Yu, Yu, you're so ruthless, you actually came with an abortion pill, it turns out that you already knew that I was pregnant with a child, which is why you refused to come to see me, right? Yes, even Luoshuang knows that Chu Yan secretly comes to me every time he comes to Yihong Mansion, and it is impossible for your "zongzi" not to know, I'm afraid I have already reported it to you, right?
I stared at him and laughed miserably: "Why do you force me to prove that I have nothing to do with Wujimen? Even if it does, what does it have to do with you? What do you care so much about? Wujimen is just a Jianghu sect, will you take it seriously? ”
His face suddenly became ugly, and his frightened gaze caught me straight: "What do you want to say?" What do you know? ”
"What do I want to say?" I laughed miserably, and said without hesitation, "I want to say, no matter how powerful the Wuji Gate is, it is useless, you are the Son of Heaven and the king of a country, even if this Wuji Gate is important, you will have your own hands to deal with it, isn't the man in black the best example?" Why are you, why did you come to force me personally? Push me in such a way? Does that mean? Do you care a little bit about me? But your methods are so ruthless, do you have to force me to wipe out the last bit of affection for you?
"You ......" he stood up, his face pale and his eyes full of shock, "when did you know who I am?" ”
"The next time the emperor goes to the Qinglou to find a girl, remember not to bring a follower of General Lonely's status." I sneered, "Otherwise, people will guess the same." ”
He sat down on the stool, the shock in his eyes gradually receded, his face was like a deep pool, so quiet that there was no trace of waves, and after a while, he said coldly: "Now that you know my identity, you should know why I can't tolerate him." This medicine, do you drink? Still not drinking? ”
Yes, as long as it's a man, it's hypocritical to say that he doesn't care about such things. What's more, he is the Son of Heaven, the emperor's woman, and he is pregnant with someone else's child, and he doesn't kill me, but just takes the seed of evil from my womb, I should be happy, shouldn't I?
"Childe......" I called him sadly, his body trembled slightly, and I laughed miserably, "Drink this bowl of medicine, you will no longer be the Yu Gongzi in Carmen's heart, you ......, do you have to force me?" My tone was extremely bleak, and I saw that his face changed, and a complicated look welled up on his face, but he was silent. I gritted my teeth, stood up, walked to the table and picked up the medicine bowl, tears dripping down my cheeks into the black soup bowl, one drop, two drops, the medicine soup splashed faint ripples. My left hand slid into my lower abdomen, baby, I'm sorry, mommy I'm sorry for you......
The medicine bowl was brought to his lips, and he brushed it off with a palm, and the soup bowl fell to the ground and shattered into thousands of pieces. Looking up at his iron-blue face, his voice was so cold that it made people tremble: "That's it, whether to drink or not to drink, it doesn't mean anything to me......"
He stood up, laughed miserably, and walked away. My tears slipped down and I knew that my relationship with him was over. Whether it was my pregnancy or my hesitation, it deeply pierced his incomparably noble self-esteem as an emperor, even if my hesitation was not for the sake of this child, there was nothing to be undone.
Sitting back on the bed in distraction, I touched the guitar on the bed, and I laughed like a drowning man hugging the driftwood floating on the sea. Guitar guitar, I'm really out of love this time, it's really embarrassing, every time I fall out of love, you're by my side. Now, the heart doesn't need to be locked, the love doesn't need to be locked, the heart is dead, can't the love be broken? Guitar guitar, it's still your best, as long as you accompany me in this life, it's enough, I chuckled, hugged the guitar, and hummed softly:
The butterflies flew away, and the heart was not there, who came to the long night, wiping tears from his cheeks.
It's greedy for a little dependence, greedy for a little love, the old fate should be difficult, and the heart is full of sorrow.
How can I stand it, this head guesses that it is strange over there, and people's words converge into a sea of sorrow, and it is bitter and unbearable.
The suffering and disasters given by heaven are not to blame, and they should not be alone, Fanghua is afraid of loneliness.
Lin Hua'er thanked him, and even buried his heart, he said that Chunyan returned, where was his body.
The moonlight poured down from the window coldly, and I sat in the moonlight, smiling, humming softly, and in the soft singing, tears slowly slipped down the corners of my eyes.
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