Zhang Liuliang heard this, but he didn't know how to speak, and those past ones poured out like a flood in an instant.

The bright early summer of laughter, the early summer with dimples embedded in the face, the early summer with particularly brilliant eyes, the early summer of holding herself but saying that she is the early summer of her whole world... The past early summer was like a movie, all of them poured into Zhang Liuliang's mind, but in the end, it all became Zhang Liuliang's words: "How are you doing?" ”

Hearing this obvious pause on the phone, Hatsu seemed to sigh, and then said, "It's good, what about you?" ”

"I'm okay." Zhang Liuliang really couldn't find what he should say, it seemed that he wanted to say a lot of things, but he no longer had the warmth he had before.

The tone of early summer has always been tepid, and today it is still a feeling that the speed of speech is very stable, so that Zhang Liuliang can't guess the purpose of this phone call in early summer.

So Zhang Liuliang asked, "Is there something wrong with the call?" ”

Early Summer paused for a few seconds again, and the feeling of wanting to speak and stopping, Zhang Liuliang didn't urge Early Summer, and quietly held on to the railing and waited for Early Summer to speak.

Hatsu finally spoke, "Can you come when I get married?" ”

When Zhang Liuliang heard this, his hand holding the railing was obviously tightened, and there was an indescribable impulse in his heart, it was the kind of anger that she was not her own when she got married to the groom, but Zhang Liuliang has now learned to control her emotions, and said with a wry smile: "Do you think I am suitable to go?" I didn't go when I got engaged, and I went when I got married, do you think I should go? ”

"I want you to come, that's what I mean, he doesn't know!"

Zhang Liuliang felt very uncomfortable, and he didn't know why it was so uncomfortable, it was the kind of helplessness accompanied by a little unwillingness, just like being pressed on a chopping block to be slaughtered, it was an uncomfortable feeling of being powerless to struggle and only accept reality.

Zhang Liuliang didn't know if he wanted to go, whether he wanted to go or not, he went as a friend of early summer or as an ex-boyfriend who is quite avant-garde now.

"I'm still not going, I wish you happiness!" Zhang Liuliang was ruthless, and finally put down this sentence.

"Don't you want to witness my happiness and watch me enter the marriage hall with him?"

"I think, but I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself, so I still don't go, that's it, I already have Wanruo, I should be a man who does my duty, since I can't be together, choose to be silent, it's a good thing that he can give you happiness!"

"Are you really willing? I want to hear the truth from you! ”

"What if you are unwilling? If you're already a bride-to-be, can you still run away from marriage? I don't have the guts to snatch you from your wedding, and even if I wanted to, my woman wouldn't be able to spare me! Zhang Liuliang smiled bitterly.

"Alright then, goodbye!" Hatsu said with a smile.

"Goodbye!"

Zhang Liuliang finally hung up the phone conversation that he didn't know how to continue.

Is it the last goodbye and never see you again? Or is it a long-lost unwillingness to haunt your heart, but what can you do if you are unwilling?

Isn't a woman always hoping to find a man who can give her a sense of security and don't want to be displaced?

Chengbang can give early summer such a sense of security, but he still has to continue to be displaced in the battle, what is happiness? Is it to live a lifetime with a man who gives him a sense of security, or to accompany a man who is displaced for a lifetime?

The answer is not precisely defined, and there is no precise answer.

Zhang Liuliang aimlessly raised his feet and stepped up the steps, but the uncomfortable energy in his heart was very puzzling, didn't he think about this one a long time ago? Didn't you have long expected that there would be such a day in early summer to marry someone else? Why is it still so uncomfortable?

Zhang Liuliang walked to a long stone bench placed under a row of trees and sat down quietly, he was really not in a good mood, and he fell into deep thought there.

If it is normal for the nineteen-year-old Zhang Liuliang to have fantasies about the woman he fell in love with in the early summer, which man would not worry about his first love, but when Zhang Liuliang learned the news that he was going to get married in the early summer, he was far more sad than when he got the news of the engagement in the early summer.

After going down the mountain, the first woman who really loved in the true sense is now going to enter the marriage hall with another man, can't she give happiness to this first love woman?

Of course not, but I can't give the feeling of living a stable life in early summer, I have been fighting on the road, and I can only be in danger again and again with myself in early summer, and parents in early summer don't want to see this result, how can a parent who loves his child hand over his beloved child to a man who has been wandering and wandering?

Zhang Liuliang has actually been waiting for this news, waiting for this marriage news that he is already engaged to enter the marriage hall, he once imagined that it was possible for Chu Xia to get married secretly without telling himself, but he never thought that Chu Xia told himself behind Cheng Bang's back that her purpose in doing this is very simple, nothing more than to let the man she once loved but not be able to walk together witness her happiness.

Because if you love someone, then watch him or her be happy, which may be the original dream of all lovers who can't be together.

Zhang Liuliang's head was a little empty for a while, he didn't want to continue to think about it, because the more he thought about it, the more depressed he would be, so it was better to empty his head and stop thinking about it.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening, and the lights out in the college had already sounded, Zhang Liuliang stood up from the stone bench and trotted all the way to the boys' dormitory building.

Even Zhang Liuliang didn't know why he was running, until he returned to the 3512 dormitory sweating profusely, and Zhang Liuliang knew that a lot of tears had slipped from the corners of his eyes.

Zhang Liuliang, who has never shed tears for any setbacks, shed tears because of the news that he was going to get married in early summer, if the loss of love is Zhang Liuliang's transition from eighteen to nineteen years old, then this time leaving these tears for early summer is Zhang Liuliang really came out of that sense of loss.

A goodbye put an end to Zhang Liuliang's unwillingness.

Zhang Liuliang shook his head and rushed to Wang Daxu, who had made tea for him, and smiled and said, "I heard that the beauty of the poetry club is going to be done?" ”

Wang Daxu said with a smile: "Isn't it! Your brother Daxu must be able to catch him, and Xiao Liuliang must also work harder, and strive to find a girl who is smart in college as soon as possible! ”

"Cut, do you still need to look for six taels? I know that he has eyebrows with that Director Gan, and he has already secretly fallen in love, how many tigers we have in Xiaoliu, how awesome, don't fall in love with the student sister directly, talk to the teacher, our 3512 dormitory is awesome! Geng Qiang shook his head and said.

Because Liu, the local tyrant who had such a drama with Xu Qingqing before, didn't know whether to change his evil and return to righteousness or to be good, he became taciturn, he just nodded and approved Geng Qiang's words, and simply spit out two words: "Awesome!" ”

Zhang Liuliang laughed and said: "Don't talk about calves, Director Gan and I have a very pure teacher-student relationship plus a working relationship!" ”

"I believe you are a fool, I am pure in your face!" Geng strengthened his lips and pouted.

Zhang Liuliang waved his hand at Wang Daxu and said: "Daxu, scratch him with me, I will buy you a fire to eat tomorrow morning, the meat filling, it's enough!" ”

Wang Daxu grinned and said, "Can you add another cup of hot soy milk!" ”

"A must!"

"Gotcha!"

Wang Daxu rolled up his sleeves and pounced on Geng Jianqiang, and Zhang Liu, two, two, one, and five directly started.

In the end, Geng strengthened and begged for mercy to end the commotion before going to bed, the local tyrant Liu has now become silent, Zhang Liuliang thinks that this is quite suitable for the local tyrant Liu, he should consider his future, such as the relationship with Xiao Qiangrose, such as the work problem after graduating from college, if he has been so dangling and undecided, then he may be the one who has the biggest regret in the past four years of college life.

Zhang Liuliang glanced at the local tyrant Liu after washing and said, "Go to the balcony to talk?" ”

Wang Daxu and Geng Jianqiang also knew the transformation of the local tyrant Liu, although they wanted to persuade the local tyrant Liu, but they didn't know how to start, maybe only Zhang Liuliang could unlock the heart of the local tyrant Liu.

Wang Daxu rummaged through the cabinet and took out a bottle of liquor that had been hidden for a long time, took four cups and went to the balcony with Zhang Liuliang and Geng Qiang.

The four of them sat on the ground, the local tyrant Liu put on a cigarette, Zhang Liuliang reached out and asked for one, Wang Daxu and Geng Qiang picked up the cigarette case and followed suit.

Wang Daxu gave the three of them a little cigarette, and in the midst of the clouds, Zhang Liuliang said, "What do you say the four of us are going to do in the future?" What do you want to do? Daxu, start with you! ”

Wang Daxu took a puff of cigarette and said: "After graduating from college, I will go back to my hometown, add to the construction of society, close to home, and be able to take care of my parents, I and the poetry club Xiaoli is estimated to have to break up after graduation like thousands of college couples, I once asked her, after graduation, whether to go back to my hometown with me or stay in Nandu, her answer is very firm, to stay in this city, say that the future will be later, obviously it is lonely in college to find a male partner, I didn't break it, I really like her, Although I knew that the final result would be to part ways, I still couldn't bear to break up with her like this, so my ambition was very small, guarding the house, marrying a daughter-in-law, and finding a job to live a stable life! ”

Geng Qiang took a cigarette, took a sip of liquor, and said: "Daxu's idea is at least a common phenomenon in Nandu School of Economics, most of the students who come to school from other places will choose to go home, close to home to take care of their parents, and it is already very common to break up after graduation. ”

Zhang Liuliang sighed, looked at the scene outside the academy and said: "Life may be like this, unwilling to break up, unwilling to stay, but unwilling to live in an unwilling heart!" ”