Chapter 104: The most important thing is to be able to get up

The night was dark, as if it were raining heavily, and the street lights were darker than usual.

When Wang Xiao walked onto the back street of the dormitory, there were no dim street lights, only a faint light from the dormitory.

It's half past nine in the evening, which is not too late, but there are no people on the streets. As usual, this is the time when students go out to buy snacks, but after Jiangcheng City announced the implementation of a special operation to crack down on gangsters and eliminate corruption, the whole city will be under full martial law after 10 o'clock in the evening, and no idle people are allowed to stay on the streets, otherwise they will be invited to the police station to squat for a few days. So, at this time, there are not many people on the street. Even if there are people, like Wang Xiao, they want to rush back to hide from Ansheng. If this were not the case, Wang Xiao would not be in a hurry to go back to the dormitory.

From going out in the morning to coming back in the evening, Wang Xiao finished learning 325 classic books in various fields. If it is calculated that ordinary people can learn 10 books a year, then what Wang Xiao learns on this day is equivalent to what ordinary people can learn in 32 years.

Wang Xiao even thought of going to the hotel to charter a room, so that he could learn hundreds of books in one night, which was equivalent to what he learned in a day and night, and ordinary people might not be able to learn it even in their lifetime.

How many people can learn hundreds of classic books? And it's a different field, and the span is very large. Even if there are people who have a wide range of knowledge, at most they only know how to fur, and they will never be as proficient as Wang Xiao.

However, now Jiangcheng is very strict, and the police will check the night when opening a room in a hotel, and the books exchanged are not easy to deal with, so Wang Xiao gave up this idea.

With his current knowledge, it is enough to deal with this creative planning competition, and Wang Xiao has formed a preliminary plan in his mind while studying today.

As long as it is a little smoother, you can form a copywriter to participate in the competition.

"I submitted the proposal after the May Day holiday, and there are still four days to go. In other words, just wait another four days and I will be able to make a name for myself at school. No one would believe that I had completed 325 books in one day, including marketing, planning, copywriting, advertising, stage, scene, art, history, customs, philosophy, religion, ethnicity, psychology, communication, law, policy, ...... Wait, I learned almost all the knowledge that can be involved in this competition, and I learned it in one day. At that time, as a student who has never studied a related major, but can make a plan that surpasses all the students of the major, I will definitely be regarded as the first genius in the history of the school. If it is extended further, it is even possible to become Jiangcheng and become the Celestial Empire, and it is possible on the first day. Wang Xiao thought alone on the lonely dark street, and couldn't help but laugh proudly.

"What are you laughing at?" A cold, majestic voice came out from the side. Wang Xiao knew from listening to the voice that the person who spoke was a lone wolf.

However, he also knew that the lone wolf not only wore a humanoid skin mask, but even his voice was deliberately changed. He can recognize it as a lone wolf because the lone wolf wants him to recognize it, and if the lone wolf doesn't want him to recognize it, then even if the lone wolf is standing in front of him, he can't recognize it.

The lone wolf slowly emerged from the dark shadows. Wang smiled: "I didn't laugh anything. Are you looking for something with me? ”

Now that Jiangcheng is so strictly controlled, a character like a lone wolf, in Wang Xiao's mind, should have avoided the limelight a long time ago.

The lone wolf didn't say a word, walked up to Wang Xiao, and looked at Wang Xiao fixedly, the meaning in his eyes was extremely complicated, there was a kind of regret, a kind of helplessness, and a kind of unwillingness. Wang Xiao asked curiously, "What's wrong with you?" ”

But the lone wolf didn't say a word, and walked away. Walking to the side of the road, facing the endless mountains and forests south of the road, it looks particularly bleak in the bleak night wind.

Wang Xiao also stopped talking, looking at the back of the lone wolf, but he could feel the desolate state of mind of the lone wolf.

This state of mind emanates from the lone wolf from the inside out, which is extremely strong and has a deep impact. Obviously, the lone wolf must have encountered something important, Wang Xiao had never seen a lone wolf so powerless before.

All along, the lone wolf is as powerful as a ghost in front of him, always showing the dark power of omnipotence, but at this moment, the lone wolf is like a hero who is on the end of the road.

That kind of desolation, that kind of helplessness, that kind of regret, Wang Xiao can feel it, and he can't help but be infected.

After a long, long time, the lone wolf sighed, "Hey, the city gate is on fire, and the fish in the pond are affected. ”

Wang Xiao didn't talk. Now that the lone wolf has spoken, he will definitely continue. After a while, I heard the lone wolf say again: "The last time I saw you, I told you that the Huohai Group wants to buy a batch of arms, and I want to destroy that batch of weapons." Ho ho, I didn't expect that in just three days, the Fire Sea Group was completely destroyed, but it didn't die at my hands. I have fantasized countless times about the destruction of the Huohai Group, and the best thing is that I kill Xia Dan, and then the Huohai Group will be torn apart and gradually eaten away by other forces. But the ending was beyond my expectations, the fall of the Huohai Group had nothing to do with me, I didn't play any role in it, and the destruction of the Huohai Group was so easy, not at all as vigorous as I originally thought.

I thought, maybe I'm really wrong, that my personal heroism is too serious, and that what I'm doing isn't as great as I thought I was. I have worked hard for many years, but none of them have been effective. Maybe I didn't just want to get rid of evil, but I wanted to find an opportunity to satisfy the hero's fantasy. Or maybe I have too many ties to do things arbitrarily. In fact, in retrospect, if I really wanted to kill Xia Dan, I had a lot of opportunities to do it, but I didn't do it in the end. I always tell myself that the time is not yet ripe. But it wasn't until the collapse of the Huohai Group that I really understood that the reason why I didn't do it was because I didn't want to hurt myself. If I do do do it, it's hard for me to get out of it. Even though I didn't do anything this time, it still cost me dearly. ”

The lone wolf let out another long sigh and fell silent as he looked at the endless darkness.

Wang Xiao still didn't talk. At this time, his most suitable role is to be a good listener and let the lone wolf think about it.

From the lone wolf's words, Wang Xiao got two messages. First, Xia Dan may not have died, and it is very likely that he escaped. Because the lone wolf once said that he would go to Xia Dan's villa that night, so when he heard the official report that Xia Dan was missing and his whereabouts were unknown, Wang Xiao guessed that he might have been secretly killed by the lone wolf, but now listening to what the lone wolf said, the lone wolf should not have been able to kill Xia Dan, so Xia Dan is naturally very likely to escape. The second is the identity of a lone wolf, it will not be as simple as a killer, it may be a powerful person with intricate interests in Jiangcheng, and being a killer is just a hobby.

In the storm of fighting gangsters and eliminating corruption in Jiangcheng, I don't know how many people were ruined and bankrupt overnight? The lone wolf, most likely, is one of them.

"Do you understand what it feels like years of hard work to be put down the drain?" The lone wolf asked suddenly. But with his back to Wang Xiao, he didn't turn around.

Wang Xiao thought for a moment and said, "Before going to college, I had a lot of beautiful illusions about the future, but after going to college, I found that all the beautiful illusions were shattered. I wonder if this counts? ”

The lone wolf smiled with relief and said, "It's that feeling, it's good that you can understand." ”

Wang Xiao couldn't help but sigh with emotion, what he said was sincere, but it was really sad for the lone wolf to recognize. If he had to choose, he would hopefully not understand. Originally, he went to college to change the fate of poverty, but when he went to college, he found that college could not give him what he wanted, promotion, wealth, beauty, honor, dignity, all nonsense. It was a beautiful lie that people weaved before going to college, for that slim chance, but college really doesn't give these things. What the university gives is useless, what the university gives is empty boredom, what the university gives is the only relaxation time in a lifetime, but after that, life will become heavy and tormented, and you will never see the sunshine. Not long after entering college, Wang Xiao saw this sad reality clearly, and he struggled last semester.

If it weren't for the magical Good Guy Card this year, Wang Xiao might not have rekindled hope, but would have just wasted his time like other students.

In short, Wang Xiao has had the experience of working in vain, and he can understand the mood of the lone wolf at this time.

I only heard the lone wolf say again: "I can't tell others what I said just now, but I told you, and I was worried that you might not understand because of your lack of experience." Thankfully, you understand, and you're in good shape, and if you fall down, you can get back up, and you can find new hope to work on, and I'm glad you can do that. In the future, you will understand more and more that a person's other abilities are not important, only the ability to get up is the most important. A lot of people fall once and never get up again, and I can see you're not. I really didn't misread you, you are a very promising person. ”

"Thank you." Receiving this kind of praise from a lone wolf, Wang Xiao is very happy to accept it. Moreover, he understands that the lone wolf's praise is 100% sincere.

"I'm looking for you today to tell you that I won't come to you again in the future." As he spoke, the lone wolf turned around and looked at Wang Xiao fixedly.

At this time, the meaning in his eyes was different again. It is a kind of reassurance, a kind of expectation, a kind of wish, as if I am convinced that Wang Xiao can break out of the sky and live a good life, just like the expectations and trust of the elders for the juniors.

Wang smiled and was stunned. The lone wolf had always wanted him to be a killer, and the lone wolf suddenly said that he would not come to see him again, which made him feel very surprised.

The lone wolf said again: "Don't be surprised, I have already thought about it, since I said that I will not look for you again." I've always wanted you to inherit my mantle, but now I find that I don't really have anything for you to inherit. What I did was so ridiculous, so powerless, I always thought I was a strong person, but it was just an illusion of self-deception. My way of doing things is out of step with the times, and it's forcing you to inherit it. I'm glad that you have your own ideas, and I can't give you what you want, and you should find your own way. I just want to warn you, if you find your way, you have to keep going, don't pay attention to what people say, because you can't take care of it, you can only do what you want. But of course, I hope you're smarter and find the right path. ”

(To be continued)