Food stamps section 18 Sun Juan's sad past
During the day, I went to work, Sun Juan went out for a walk by herself, and after work, we went to eat and watch movies together. When Sun Juan was about to get off work in the afternoon of the third day of her arrival, I was packing up my tools when the branch office called me to go. When I arrived, I found out that the custodian of the material library of the branch factory was transferred, and the branch transferred me to see the material library and asked me if I was willing, if I had no opinion, I would go to handle the handover the next day.
Things came suddenly, I didn't have an idea for a while, in fact, I did a good job in the machine repair class, they were all men, rough branches, not so much scheming, and quite united, to be honest, I was really a little reluctant to be that kind of collective. However, from the team to the material library, it seems that there is a bit of an upward meaning, the Liu planner who came to talk to me said very clearly, in the machine repair class, once there is a major overhaul, the oily body, can not recognize who is who, girls are not a long-term solution, how good the material library is, clean, the bonus follows the office, not a lot at all, this is still to think about? Besides, the leader values your serious work, and others are afraid that they will not be able to bear this responsibility. The implication is that if I don't go, I just don't know what to do. I had to persuade to arrange from the branch.
After dinner, Sun Juan and I walked around the small garden in the dormitory area, I told her about it, Sun Juan stopped and looked at my face: "Aren't you tired?" ”
"Tired of what?" I don't know what Sun Juan means.
"Do you find it interesting to go to work? It's also being transferred back and forth. Pull it down. ”
"Look at what you said, what are you doing if you don't go to work, don't you go too?"
"Let's quit! How? ”
"You're crazy, quit, drink the northwest wind."
"Let's go and do business, I heard that if you bring cosmetics here from the south, you can earn a year by running a trip?"
"Really?"
"Of course it's true, let's be a companion, how about it? Do you dare? ”
“……”
"Talk, do you want to do it?"
“…… Wait for Jianjun to come back and discuss with him. ”
"It's your own business, and you still need to discuss it with him? Stupid! How to live your own life and have to be approved by others, really! ”
"You don't talk to your one? Do you really want to quit? ”
"Of course it's true. I don't want to do it for a long time! It's better to squat in that office for the rest of your life than to die. ”
"Your one agrees with your resignation?"
"My own business, what do I care about him? You think they're all the same as you! ”
"Forget it! I don't really believe that you can go out and do business, you are so handsome, you can rest assured at home? I teased her.
Sun Juan frowned and turned her face away, and she didn't say anything for a long time. I thought I didn't have a backbone, so I reached out and pulled her arm: "Okay." Even if I don't wait for him, I have to think about it, I have to decide now, why are you in such a hurry? ”
Sun Juan's body was pulled over by me, and her face was still twisting vigorously.
"Why are you tougher than me?"
I walked around to her and teased her, "What are you looking at?" Your one came looking for you? ”
Sun Juan's face was full of tears, which startled me.
"What's wrong?"
As soon as she asked, Sun Juan cried even more, and her nose twitched.
"What's the matter, why?"
I pulled a handkerchief out of my pocket, and she took it, wiped her face, and let out a long breath. He looked at me and smiled embarrassedly.
"What's wrong?"
"Not really." Sun Juan spoke in a thick nasal voice, as if she had a cold.
"And I don't want to talk about it?"
"It's not...... It's all gone. ”
"Say!" I ordered her.
Sun Juan glanced at me, tears instantly filled her eyes again, and she quickly turned her head: "He...... I got married to someone else last week. ”
I froze. "Yes......" I remembered the handsome, sunny face in the photo.
Sun Juan nodded affirmatively. "The one who picks his nose at me is actually because he thinks that our family has no money and no ability, and he is not worthy of his family, so he finally found him the daughter of the director of our county hospital."
I don't know what to say. So much happened. Two days ago, Sun Juan was talking and laughing with me, but I didn't see it at all.
"Hmph, what's the use of getting married? He still loves me, and we were together the night before he got married! ”
"His wife guards his people, but he has me in his heart!"
"I'm embarrassed to scold me for being shameless, she wants to be shameless, who will give her a chance! Yang Dong didn't even bother to touch her! Let's have a face! ”
I listened silently, feeling the sadness in Sun Juan's heart.
As she spoke, Sun Juan's last strong coat immediately peeled off, and she cried on my shoulder: "I really don't want to go back, I can't stand it when I see him with that woman...... Everybody is looking at me and laughing at ......"
I took Sun Juan's hand, walked out of the small garden quickly, and stood in the shadow of the tree on the side of the road outside the gate of the factory dormitory. Sun Juan is still shedding tears, I don't know how to persuade her, I have no experience in this area, my family and Jianjun's family are ordinary families, my mother likes him, and his family also recognizes me, although we also have a noisy misunderstanding, but now it seems that compared with Sun Juan, we are really smooth.
Sun Juan was tired of crying, we sat down on the edge of a small flower bed on the side of the road, Sun Juan explained embarrassedly: "I didn't want to say it, I didn't hold back my ...... for a while"
"If you don't tell me, who will you say? Can you still talk to your family? ”
"Hmph, I don't need to say it at home, I already knew!"
"What do you say?"
“…… I'm ashamed, let me go. ”
Sun Juan buried her head, and I felt like she was crying again. After a while, Sun Juan raised her head and said hatefully, "I hate them!" At the beginning, they said that their family was in difficulty, so they asked me to go to a technical school, and gave my brother the opportunity to go to high school and university, and I listened to them, but now, my brother has graduated, and he is driving my brother to go to a technical school, isn't it just to save money? What's the use of going to that broken technical school, I studied fitter for three years, and I typed as soon as I graduated, and I have been typing until now. ”
The children of poor families are so similar, didn't they go to a technical school to reduce the burden on their families? I told Sun Juan the story of my mother and Aunt Guan, telling her that I didn't understand it at the beginning, and I also hated my lost future. However, when I went to see it when I was older, I didn't hate it, but thought my mother was quite noble. Perhaps, her parents also have some hardships that we can't understand now, and looking back in a few years, maybe it will be different.
"They may see that you are uncomfortable and want you to come out and relax, so they deliberately said that."
Sun Juan listened quietly and did not speak for a long time. On the early summer night, the breeze was cool, Sun Juan leaned on me, and I felt that she was in a better mood.
"Do business with me, don't go to work! What do you think? Sure enough, Sun Juan was still thinking about doing business.
"You're so fond of trading?"
"It's not that I like to do business, it's that I want to be rich too much! Our parents are poor, we can't go to school, dress, eat as we want, we are laughed at and looked down upon everywhere, and we have two words on our minds all day long: save money! Remember how much money you save for your family by eating one less meal every day, and how much money you save for your family by wearing less clothes? After working, we still can't be with the people we like because our parents have no money and no power, why? ”
The more Sun Juan spoke, the more excited she became, she straightened up and clenched my wrist: "Why do we have to live like this?" I'm not convinced! I want my younger brother and my children not to live like ours anymore, if they have money, they can live how they want, and they don't have to be wronged for money. ”
I think that if it weren't for Jianjun earning so much money, I would definitely be persuaded by Sun Juan, and the crazy consumption of Jianjun and me is not a compensation for my poverty. However, because Jianjun runs business outside all day long, if I go all over the world with Sun Juan, I can't imagine it. How can we meet all year round. I don't want to get too far away from him.
"Wait for Jianjun to come back and discuss it! In such a hurry? ”
"You! Just listen to him? ”
Sun Juan poked my finger at the door of my head.