Chapter 815: Give up prejudice and drink and talk

readx;??? Young people's affairs, Zhang Tianshu is not convenient to say too much, seeing that Zhang Xudong did not speak, he is very interested in not entangled in this issue anymore, which person who has made a difference has never been romantic when he was young?

Zhang Tianshu himself is too, but as long as he can grasp that degree, it is enough, and he believes that Zhang Xudong can do it well. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

"It's not too early, you go back early to rest, stay at home for a few days to accompany your mother, she is a poor woman," Zhang Tianshu said: "The pain of a woman losing her father and son is unknown to outsiders, and she doesn't understand, although your mother seems to be nothing on the surface, but she has indeed suppressed a lot of bitterness in her heart for so many years!" ”

Liu Ruyan's bitterness, Zhang Xudong naturally understands that when he met Liu Ruyan for the first time, Zhang Xudong could see it from her eyes, and Zhang Xudong also had a lot of guilt for this mother.

Zhang Xudong naturally hopes to be able to enjoy his family with Liu Ruyan, however, a man can't live without his own world, so he hopes that Lin Xinyi, Guoguo, and Weiguo will stay, and the right is to make up for the guilt in his heart, so that Liu Ruyan will not feel lonely.

?? What are the old people most afraid of? It's loneliness, in today's society, the living conditions are better, and the old people don't have to worry about life anymore, however, they lack a kind of comfort in their hearts and feel particularly lonely.

?? After leaving Zhang Tianshu's room, Zhang Xudong walked towards his room, Zhang Xudong was already a descendant of the Zhang family, and naturally he would have his own room, which was in the Martial God Temple where Liu Ruyan lived.

The sky was dark, the moonlight was hazy, Zhang Xudong could see the pavilion from a distance, under the dim light, Zhang Kui was drinking silently there, alone, his back looked a little desolate and lonely.

It is said that those who achieve great things must learn to endure loneliness, which is not bad at all, but no one wants to be lonely, and Zhang Kui is naturally no exception.

?? In fact, for so many years, Zhang Kui also knew very well that Zhang Tianshu was still wary of him, and he did not entrust the Zhang family to his own hands wholeheartedly and with complete confidence.

However, no matter how gloomy Zhang Kui is, he is still full of respect and filial piety for Zhang Tianshu in his heart, and he will feel very guilty when he thinks about what happened back then, but his strong self-esteem does not allow him to bow his head.

?? Over the years, in order to carry forward the Zhang family, he has done his best, he just hopes that Zhang Tianshu can see his dedication to the Zhang family, see his efforts, and use facts to prove that he is qualified to be the head of the Zhang family.

However, he ignored many other issues, such as family affection, Zhang Kui clearly remembered how deep the brotherhood between himself and Zhang Feng was when he was young, and clearly remembered that he could give up his life for them.

Over the years, he and Zhang Wu have also gone farther and farther apart, although Zhang Wu still respects himself the same, but there is less brotherhood and more awe, which can be regarded as a regret in his heart.

?? Sometimes, the higher a person goes, the farther he goes, he often loses something that didn't seem very important before, but now he thinks about it and surpasses everything, if possible, Zhang Kui hopes that he can go back to the past.

However, it was already impossible, and he knew that no matter what he did, the brotherhood with Zhang Wu would not return to the past.

?? Zhang Xudong's arrival evoked more memories of Zhang Kui, and also aroused him a lot of guilt, but it also made him full of vigilance, he knew that he was responsible, if Zhang Xudong blamed all the sins on his head, it would be completely reasonable, he was a little scared.

Therefore, Zhang Kui tried his best to keep a distance from Zhang Xudong, full of hostility, he knew that if he failed in the struggle with Zhang Xudong one day in the future, then he might lose not only his life, but also his own dignity, his own efforts, and even everything.

?? Everyone understands this truth, but they can't get rid of the idea of borrowing wine to eliminate their sorrows, and they always think that when the poison that pierces the intestines goes down their throats and flows all over the body, they can forget everything, at least, they can forget everything for a short time.

?? After a slight pause, Zhang Xudong walked over slowly, hearing the footsteps behind him, Zhang Kui turned his head, paused slightly when he saw Zhang Xudong, and then nodded lightly and said, "Finished talking to the old man?" ”

??“ Well. Zhang Xudong nodded slightly and said, "Why is Uncle drinking here alone?" I'll be with you. With that, Zhang Xudong sat down opposite Zhang Kui and poured it for himself.

Zhang Kui did not object, silently poured a glass of wine, Zhang Xudong smiled faintly, poured it for Zhang Kui, and said: "Ancient heroes love wine, wine is sometimes a really good thing, but if it is an escape, the taste of this wine seems to have changed a little, uncle, what do you say?" ”

?? Zhang Kui was slightly stunned for a moment, looked up at Zhang Xudong, his expression was a little shocked, however, Zhang Xudong still only smiled faintly, his eyes did not look at Zhang Kui, but carefully flipped the wine bottle in his hand and looked at it, "Actually, I think the liquor is still the most exciting thing in Erguotou," Zhang Xudong said, "Although I can't drink, I still feel the most refreshing when I drink Erguotou, what does Uncle think?" ”

??“ When I was young, I liked a higher degree of wine, and I would have a great sense of accomplishment if I got drunk with my friends and brothers, but now, when I am old, I no longer have the feeling I had when I was young, and I like this mellow flavor with a slightly lower degree. Zhang Kui said slowly.

??“ People are going to change, with the growth of age, the maturity of the state of mind, there will be changes in looking at things, the good thing is that there is more experience, and the way to look at things will be more mature, but because of more experience, it is often easy to be blinded. Zhang Xudong said: "Sometimes, you still need a little bit of the desperate passion of young people. ”

?? Zhang Kui glanced at Zhang Xudong in amazement, his expression was a little stunned, he naturally knew what Zhang Xudong was implying in his words, but he was not angry, picked up the wine glass, poured it down, and then said: "What do you want to do, say, Uncle has only one request, we hope you don't involve Han Rui and Han Hao, I owe you, and it has nothing to do with them." ”

?? Smiling slightly, Zhang Xudong said, "Uncle, what do you mean by this?" Do you think I'm going to get revenge on you or revenge on you? ”

??“ If it weren't for me, your father wouldn't have dueled with someone else even though he was injured, and your father wouldn't have died. Zhang Kui said: "If you want to avenge your father, I can completely understand, I just hope that you don't involve the two brothers Han Rui and Han Hao, I can't go back to the previous situation with your father and your second uncle, but I hope your brothers will not follow in our footsteps." ”

??“ I don't know who was right and who was wrong, but one thing I can be sure of is that since my father chose to fight in the first place, I think, he didn't blame you, and since he didn't blame you, if I come to you now to take revenge, wouldn't it seem that my father's decision was wrong? Zhang Xudong said: "I lost my relatives when I was a child, and in my memory my father and mother are vague, but later, ZO adopted me, so that I have a real home of my own and a sense of family affection." ”

"However, no matter what, in my heart I still have a strong desire for my family, I finally found a home, although my father is no longer there, but there is still a mother, and a grandfather, as well as you elders, so, I cherish this feeling, I don't want anything to destroy our family relationship, maybe what I said is a little hypocritical, you don't want to believe it, but that's the case, I know what the uncle is worried about, I can tell you, you can rest assured."

?? Zhang Kui was stunned for a while, looking at Zhang Xudong, as if he wanted to see from Zhang Xudong's eyes that what he said was true or false, however, what he saw was the sincerity of Zhang Xudong's face, and there was no element of fraud, which made him feel even more guilty in his heart.

??“ Uncle has always hoped that Han Rui and Han Hao would inherit the position of the head of the Zhang family, right? Zhang Xudong smiled slightly, and then said: "Although I haven't been with the two brothers for a long time, I can see that their nature is still very good, uncle, have you ever thought about who you choose to be the head of the Zhang family between the two brothers?" ”

?? Zhang Kui was slightly stunned, and said: "Whoever has the ability will be the head of the Zhang family, they are two brothers, both of whom are born to me, so I naturally can't have any favoritism." ”

?? Smiling slightly, Zhang Xudong continued: "Have you ever thought that the uncle gave the two of them expectations, but in the end, only one of them got what he wanted, what would the other think?" Maybe you will think that it is because the other force is not enough to be the head of the Zhang family, but he will definitely not think so, he will think that you are partial, will feel that things are unfair, in this case, the most direct result is that the brothers turn against each other, is this the result you want to see? ”

??“ Then what do you mean......" Zhang Kui said: "Is it to let the two brothers not participate in the struggle for the head of the family, so that they can retain the brotherly affection between them?" ”

??“ On the surface, it may seem like a good idea, but it's not. Zhang Xudong said, "Uncle, don't think that I said this to let you give up the position of the head of the family to me, I am just talking about things, to put it simply, if the position of the head of the family falls to someone else, the two of them may unite, but their minds are still suspicious of each other, and there will always be a day when they will still turn against each other." ”

"Therefore, the best way is to make them feel that family affection is more important than the position of the head of the family, even if they are not the head of the Zhang family, they are just as proud, the uncle is his own person, and I will tell the truth, Zhang Tianshu asked me to go in just now, and it is true that he has the intention of passing on the position of the head of the Zhang family to me, but I refused."

??“ Why? Don't you want to be the head of the Zhang family? Zhang Kui asked.

In Zhang Kui's view, the head of the Zhang family may already be remarkable, but in Zhang Xudong's view, this is not the case, it can be said that this is a difference in world view.

For example, ordinary people may think that as long as they are well fed and clothed, they are already happy, but for some powerful people, they will not be satisfied with this, they need to go further, because only in this way can their lives be more perfectly interpreted.

?? Hearing Zhang Kui's words, Zhang Xudong smiled noncommittally and said: "You may think that what I said is false, but the truth is like this, I don't want to hurt my family because of the fight of a family head, not to mention, even if I am the head of the Zhang family, I don't have time to manage, rather than this, it is better not to compete for the position of the head of the family, anyway, even if I get the fight, it may not be a good thing for me, I think, the uncle should also investigate my affairs?" ”

?? Nodding slightly, Zhang Kui said: "Yes, I have checked you, I admit that you are far better than anyone in the Zhang family in this regard, you have worked hard to create such a career without backing support, some of which surprised me, the power of the Dragon Gang, now in any country in the world, is shocking, compared with the Dragon Gang, the Zhang family is obviously much inferior, at least, the international influence is far less than that of the Dragon Gang." ”

??“ I absolutely believe that the Huaxia Dragon Gang may not be able to compare with the Zhang family, but in the world, it can be said that the Zhang family has no capital compared with the Dragon Gang at all. Zhang Xudong said: "So, will I peek at the position of the head of the Zhang family?" Now the matter at hand is enough for me to annoy, I don't want to cause more trouble for myself, I only hope one thing, that is, the uncle does not come to see me with a kind of colored glasses, there is no need to be wary of me, if the uncle feels that entrusting the head of the Zhang family to their hands is for the sake of the future of the Zhang family, I will definitely support it fully. ”

"But there is one thing, I just told the old man, that is, I hope that the Zhang family can cancel the distinction between the descendant and the collateral, and there is no need to draw the necessary dividing line, only in this way can the Zhang family be truly carried forward."

??“ Does the old man want to put those people in your hands? Zhang Kui said.

?? Zhang Xudong was slightly stunned, obviously stunned.

Zhang Kui smiled faintly and said: "Actually, I have always known that when the third child founded such a force, after your father died, it has been taken care of by the old man, and he never thought of handing over this force to me, so I didn't ask." ”

??“ That's the idea, but I didn't agree. Zhang Xudong said, "Although this force was founded by my father, it does not mean that it is mine, I think my father created this force for the entire Zhang family, not for me, so I can't destroy my father's original intention, my advice to the old man is to hand over this force to Zhang Zhigang to manage." ”