Chapter 134: Analysis
"Isn't it? The water droplets only stay in the cup because of the confinement, but what about people? Will it be as stable as a drop of water? The closer the bondage, the more fierce the resistance will be, sometimes the external force is not terrible, what is terrible is the internal disintegration, for example, an unstable factor like me, do you still want me to go back? It is the cup that binds the water, but what binds the Gu family? I have already violated a lot of family rules, and when I return home in such a grand manner, I guess that the rules will be broken like that tea cup sooner or later......"
"Having said so much, you just want to express that forcing you to review your family is harmful to the Gu family, right?" The old lady looked at her granddaughter in front of her thoughtfully, her mind moved slightly, is she a black sheep?
"Doesn't grandmother think so? No matter what Daddy is for, don't you think it's better to blame Mo Tianxing for my fault than plotting against me? Cluck...... Grandmother wanted to be disturbed by nightmares in the middle of the night, just as she had been more than ten years ago...... Buddha, it doesn't give you peace of mind! Now, just imagine, how do you feel when the Gu family is without mercy? ”
After closing her eyes for a while, the old lady opened her eyes and looked at Lianlei with some confusion: "I don't feel anything, I feel a rare peace of mind......" She hesitated, but still truthfully said her feelings.
"That's it, in fact, my grandmother's heart doesn't want Pity Lei to go back, right? Grandmother, you still can't see it at such an age? Can't see the prosperity of the floating world and the comfort of children and grandchildren, is it more important? ”
She could see because she had already died once...... It is everyone's right to choose their lives, even women whose status is only a vassal of men. Relive again、She knows what is most important to herself, not home、Not love for men,And daughter dance。 stripped of the layers of camouflage, the rest of the one that can't be let go is the one I love the most. Do you cherish your family? What she cherishes more is her past memories and the sense of accomplishment that the mansion brings her......
Maybe she's not wrong, a man can make a fuss with three wives and four concubines, but what about women? Can the occasional warmth really fill her heart? If you are not satisfied, you will unconsciously divert your attention, and home, which will not change your mind, seems to be the only choice......
"Lei'er, if it were you, what would you choose? Will accept a run-down home? ”
"You don't have to think about it, as long as you are at home, you will have another glorious day. For example, I won't trade my light dance for anything, and if she doesn't like it, I will never compromise even if the other party is the emperor. I think that if there is a relationship between family and interests. Then this love will change its taste. For example, between me and the Gu family and my father...... If you can't go back to the past, it's better to abandon it, at least then you will have an easier life, right? ”
Leave aside the entanglement with yourself. Just talk about the death of my mother. Gu Shangshu may have thousands of unavoidable hardships. It can also be said that in order to protect the lives of the Gu family, but he forgot that he was her husband. He was sheltered from the wind and rain because of her...... Maybe he is the only one in his heart who will not be betrayed by the bitterness of being forced to do so, right?
"Grandmother, if you are a lobbyist, please come back! I wanted to keep you out, and the reason why I was willing to waste so many words with you was that I just thought you were an elder, but the courtesy was only once......"
Because your words earned me back my mother's dowry, I hope you can be enlightened not to tie your heart to the Gu family who is now in turmoil, the words have been spoken, there is only so much that Lian Lei can do, the choice is in your hands, that is not what Lian Lei can control......
"He's my son, and I know he won't give up easily......" sighed, and the old lady said quietly. The family is big and there are more people, and the strife has not stopped like a gourd floating scoop. She also wants to be as free and easy as Lianlei said, but can she really do it?
"You may be right, but we are women after all, and we don't know what men earn. Now that you've made a decision, Grandmother won't nag, but Grandmother still hopes that if the family is in trouble and you have the ability, you can help ......"
"Besides, who can see the vicissitudes of the world in the future......" Turning her face slightly, Lianlei politely refused her grandmother's request. Friend or foe are unknown, and she will not make any promises, so as not to tie her hands and feet in the future......
"Grandmother, if you treat Lianlei as a granddaughter, Lianlei will also treat you as a grandmother......" As she spoke, Lianlei stood up, pushed open the door and walked towards the front yard of the "Taowu Nunnery" by herself.
Looking at the pity bud whose back was still clear, the old lady glanced at the light dance that was sleeping soundly, lowered her head slightly, and pondered for a while. "If you treat Lianlei as a granddaughter, Lianlei will also treat you as a grandmother......" This sentence before Lianlei left always echoed in her ears. Shaking her head, the old lady had a bitter smile on her lips, she also wanted to love every family member, but her love was only so much that she really couldn't share it. And the Gu family has been imprinted in his bones, and his heart is full of the Gu family, and he really can't pretend to have any superfluous emotions......
In the front yard of the "Taowu Nunnery" and Master Jingyue played a few games of chess, Lian Lei estimated that her grandmother should leave, so she walked back to her nest slowly, shook up the light dance who was still sleeping lazy, and simply familiarized herself, Lian Lei felt in a good mood, held the little hand of the light dance, and wanted to go out to eat something together.
When I opened the door, I saw Mo Tianyue's sad face, "Brother-in-law, my father and brother want to invite you and Qingwu to have a meal together......" Mo Tianyue stood at the door and said a little weakly.
Before dawn in the morning, I was yelled at by my father.,Forced her to invite Lianlei and Light Dance.。 She didn't want to come, because she was a little afraid that the last kidnapping would happen again, and she also knew that Lianlei would not even think about refusing, and most importantly, she was a little shameless to face Qingwu. She wanted to persuade her brother-in-law to reconcile with her brother, but she faintly felt that it was better for her brother-in-law not to come back, and she didn't know why she had such contradictory thoughts......
"You just said that I overslept, and no one answered the door after filming for a long time......" Looking at Mo Tianyue's panicked face, a belly of hard words couldn't jump out at this time, thinking of the cowardly Mo Tianyue, I guess I wouldn't even tell a lie, right? With a sigh, Mercy helped her make up a lie.
Fortunately, the person blocking the door today didn't know why there was no shadow, otherwise Lianlei wouldn't know how to refuse this poor and hateful woman. I hope that with this reason, they won't embarrass her! (To be continued......)