I quickly looked around, but luckily there was no one. So he sneaked to the roof of my house and said, "It's you, is there something wrong?" Qiu Jieqin still had three words on the phone: "Why?" ”

I hesitated for a moment and carefully explained: "I;;; I don't think it's right for us to do that. ”

"Not suitable? What's wrong? ”

"You see, we are neither husband nor wife, nor lovers, is it not appropriate to do that kind of super-friendship thing?"

"Then why are you kissing me? Take off my clothes? You;;; You still touched me, these acts of super friendship are very appropriate? ”

I was embarrassed for a while, and hurriedly said: "That;;; Didn't I drink too much, and the wine could mess around;;;;;; ”

"Excuses! You don't have garlic! Hmph, wine can mess up, so why don't you mess up? Why did you run away in the middle of the chaos? You, what do you think of me? Woo;;;;;; Woo;;;;;; So saying, she began to cry.

I was so overwhelmed by her crying that I was at a loss. Fortunately, she is not by her side at the moment, otherwise I really don't know how to deal with it, so I have to beg for mercy: "I'm sorry, don't you cry, can't I make amends to you?" ”

"I don't want it, woo;;;;;; What I want, you know it yourself, woo;;;;;; ”

I had no choice but to say: "Qiu Jieqin, calm down, you are an adult, don't you know that ** and love are two different things?" We just had two more drinks last night, on the spur of the moment. In fact, there is no affection between us, but fortunately nothing has really happened to us yet, otherwise it would be irresponsible to you and me. ”

"Who says it's emotionless? At least that's how I love you! ”

"But I ;;;;;;"

"Why? Am I so unworthy of your love? What's wrong with me that's not good enough? Why do I love you so much, but I never really touch you? As she spoke, she began to cry again.

I also had a headache, and kept persuading Qiu Jieqin not to cry, Qiu Jieqin sobbed a few times, and asked me again: "You, you have a woman you like, right?" Don't lie to me. ”

"No, in the past few years, I have rarely interacted with women, and I really haven't liked anyone."

"So, then you hate me?"

"No, since our long conversation on graduation night, I can't hate you, I just can't;;; No;;; Alas, you yourself know it. ”

"I know you've always been mindful of me, and you can't trust me completely, so you can't like it at all. But why didn't you give me even a chance? Even if you don't have someone you like and you don't have a girlfriend, why don't you try dating me, maybe I can change your mind and make you fall in love with me? Give me a chance! Just once! ”

I don't know how to answer her. On the night of graduation eight years ago, Qiu Jieqin poured out all her feelings and lovesickness for me, and I was very moved at the time, but I was just moved, and I didn't accept her. Eight years later, she confided in me again, begging me to give her a chance.

I was very embarrassed in my heart, that is, I pity her for eight years, I still have a deep affection for me, and I am very conflicted with this woman's surname and temperament, in fact, it is not the right way with me at all, I really want to date, and I don't know what to do. Embarrassed!

Qiu Jieqin said again: "Is it so difficult to give me a chance?" Tang Qian, you have never tried it, how can you think that we are not suitable? You can try to date me with an attitude of indifference, and if I can't impress you, then you can always stop and break up. Since I have worked hard, I have no regrets if there is no result, and I will never pester you again. But if you don't give me a chance like this, I will be unwilling, I will keep pestering you, at that time, you will hate me even more, and I will be depressed for life, can you bear it?

I was stunned and thought: yes! A person is depressed for a lifetime because of one thing, what a shocking life it is! Can I really bear to do this to her?

But if I really want to make up my mind to accept her, my heart is still very empty, and I always feel that I can't rejoice, this very empty feeling and the feeling of pity for Qiu Jieqin are at war in my heart, and I can't decide it.

On the phone, Qiu Jieqin was still praying: "Tang Qian! Give me a chance, I'll take it, and I'll make you feel like you've made the right decision;;;;; ”

I interrupted her: "Qiu Jieqin, this way, you give me a little time, let me think about it, and I will give you an answer, okay?" ”

"That;;; That's good, but it can't be too long, I can't afford to wait another eight years. ”

I couldn't help but laugh at her complaining words: "Don't worry, I'll be soon." ”

She suddenly changed her crying tone and became a relaxed tone: "Then, before you reply to me, let's be ordinary friends first, tomorrow night Xu Shu's concert, I will wait for you at the door of the gymnasium, I will take you to the best location to feel Xu Shu's enthusiasm and unrestrained." ”

"Concert? I didn't go, I gave all five tickets to my sister, not my share, besides, I'm not very interested in pop songs, it doesn't matter. ”

Qiu Jieqin seemed very strange: "That's Xu Shu?" Don't you like it? ”

I said, "Do I have to like it?" ”

"Among the men I know, there is no one who is not a fanatical admirer of Xu Shu, and they all like it to the bone marrow, including my father, hum, you don't see his fan, which looks like a person who is dozens of years old, he is very young."

I've seen a lot of examples of people worshipping Xu Shu and liking Xu Shu, and I have a top admirer in my family. I'm used to a lot of fanaticism. Are you going to say I don't like Xu Shu? That's not necessarily, because when a girl is so beautiful that a man is immune, I have also admired the greatness of God to create such a flawless human superlative. But that's just appreciation, at most, I don't worship anyone, my temperament is determined, I look at everything as a matter of name, and I don't do things that are meaningless and impractical.

Of course, I have other quirky surnames that I won't talk about here. I looked at my watch, this phone has been around for a long time, and the family is still waiting for me to buy it early, so I said: "Then let's do this first, I will call you after a few days I think about it clearly." ”

"Oh, then you have to talk about it!"

"I promise! Good bye. ”

"Goodbye."

I took back my phone and found that it was cold when I bought it earlier, and now the old lady and the little sister are going to nag non-stop, alas! Headache!

At noon, my colleague Li Xiaoling called me again to comfort me and inform me of what had happened in the company in the past two days, and then hinted very obscurely that she really cared about me and was willing to help me and so on.

I coped with it again as usual hahaha

Cao Ziping, who was far away in Shenzhen in the evening, called me and said that he had heard that I had been laid off and asked me what was the matter. I put things simply, and Manager Cao, who knows me well, also understands that this is an inevitable outcome for me. After a few sighs, he proposed to me to go to Shenzhen to work with him.

I am really very grateful, in the company Manager Cao is the only leader who values me and appreciates me, when he was sent to Shenzhen a year ago, he mentioned to me that he wanted to take me to do a career, at that time just in time for my father's gallstone surgery, need someone to take care of me, so I did not accept. A year later, when I was at the lowest point of my career, he extended an inviting hand to me to help me out of trouble. I was really touched by such a passionate leader. I am also very excited to go to Shenzhen to work with him, if it weren't for my father's poor health all the year round, and my little sister will take the college entrance examination next year, I really want to agree immediately. But as soon as I leave, the burden of life will be on my mother, and I can't bear it.

I didn't say yes, I didn't refuse, I just said let me think about it and discuss it with my family. Cao Ziping didn't force me, and after chatting with me a few more words, he hung up the phone.

I sat in my room, smoking a cigarette and pondering.

The door of the little sister's room next door was not closed, she was playing the CD player, and a haunting mian love song by Xu Shu was slowly reaching my ears:

When I decided to love,

My heart was empty.

I can't see what the misty front will look like.

When I decided to love,

But my heart was hesitant.

I don't know how melancholy it is in the world of love.

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The singing voice is like crying, and the song is full of compassion, which deeply infects me, who was not interested in music. For the first time, I deeply felt that singing alone can sing to this level, which can not only resonate with the listeners, but also affect the feelings of the listeners.

In my singing, I thought of many, many things;;;;;;

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