Chapter 234: What Else?
readx; Guan Shanyue was silent for a while, then sighed and said, "She asked me so bluntly, I wasn't mentally prepared at all. That's right, I've never forgotten her over www.biquge.info the years. When Dancheong appeared in front of me, I thought it was God who had sent an angel to me to save my lost heart. However, over the years of getting along with Danqing, I have gradually understood that Noriko is always Noriko, and no one can replace him. Danqing is Danqing, she is not a substitute for anyone. Moreover, in the days I spent with Danqing, I also developed feelings for her. However, in the dead of night, I always felt that I was a very jerk, a very selfish person. At the beginning, I didn't think I had the ability to give Kiko happiness, so I gave up on her. But I didn't think about Noriko's thoughts, and I didn't ask her what she thought. I simply and selfishly think that this is to give her happiness. But I was wrong, she wasn't happy. And it was I who ruined her happiness.
And Danqing, the longer I get along with Danqing, the more I feel that I can't face her. At the beginning, I used her as a stand-in for Noriko, so I got along with her. But when I realized that neither of them could replace the other, I felt like I was a selfish bastard. I can't face Danqing, I don't dare to face this woman who is infatuated with me and desperate. I'm ashamed of Danqing. ”
Guan Shanyue picked up the wine glass on the table again, took a sip of it, and then fell silent again. His face was full of deep remorse and sorrow, and it seemed that his words aroused his sadness and made him very depressed. Moreover, he may not have realized that his title to Noriko Mishima has changed from "Dr. Mishima" to "Noriko".
Gong Xiping patiently listened to Guan Shanyue's narration, but he was a little impatient in his heart. He was not interested in Guan Shanyue's emotional world, and he didn't have the heart to listen to it. What he wants to know is the content of the conversation between Noriko Mishima and Seki Shanyue later, because what may be the back is the most important and crucial. However, Guan Shanyue is currently in a bit depressed, so he can only wait for him to say it slowly.
Guan Shanyue was silent for a while before he said slowly: "Forget it, these things are all my worries, and it's useless to tell you." In the end, it's up to me to figure it out. After Noriko questioned me, I was in a mess at the time, and I don't remember what I said at the time, it was all incoherent nonsense anyway. And then, Noriko asked me to work on my project with me. I knew that if she was willing to drop everything and work on this project with me, my progress and speed would be greatly improved. But I couldn't answer her right away. There are two reasons for this: First, this is a major matter of the state, and I must report it to my superiors and get the approval of the relevant departments before I can reply to her. Second, I have to take Danqing into account, because no matter what, Danqing is the woman next to me now, and even if the higher authorities finally approve Noriko to join the research, I have to ask Danqing's opinion. If Danqing doesn't want to, I still can't agree to her. This is the least respect for Danqing. ”
When Gong Xiping heard this, he immediately began to think in his heart. Noriko Mishima's intentions are already obvious, and she uses her old relationship with Sekiyama to propose to participate in Sekiyamagaku's research plan. However, what she didn't expect was that Guan Shanyue was a person with a clear distinction between public and private, and he would never forget his principles because of personal feelings. Therefore, Guan Shanyue did not agree to her immediately, but planned to report the matter to his superiors and wait for his superiors' approval. There is another point that Noriko Mishima did not expect, that is, Guan Shanyue has true feelings for Xia Danqing. Even if Guan Shanyue only regarded Xia Danqing as a substitute for Noriko Mishima, after getting along for so many years, Guan Shanyue also found that neither of them was irreplaceable, and he also developed feelings for Xia Danqing. Although it contains guilt for Xia Danqing, it is more of the affection between the two after a long time together.
Kosai estimated that Noriko Mishima might be involved in this research project, and the possible surname should not be large. Putting aside Xia Danqing's factors, the Skylight Project was originally an important national confidential research, and it is precisely because of its confidential surname that top scientists like Guan Shanyue are unknown. And Noriko Mishima is not from country Z, she is a Fuso person, considering the relationship between country Z and Fuso, it is very unlikely that a Fuso person can join the top secret scientific research of country Z.
In that case, Mishima may have taken other steps to obtain Sekiyama's research on the Skylight Project. Regardless of what method Noriko Mishima will use, in general, Sekiyamagaku's situation will be dangerous.
Gong Xiping thought for a while and said, "Then have you ever thought about conducting research in private with Dr. Mishima?" ”
Guan Shanyue raised his eyebrows and said, "Don't say stupid things!" I, Guan Shanyue, am a principled person, and I will never give up my principles because of personal feelings. Public is public, private is private, and I would never confuse the two. Moreover, I will never do anything to betray the country. ”
Gong Xiping nodded, it seems that Guan Shanyue is indeed like he judged, he is a person with a strong principled surname. Although he seems to be a hippie smiling person on the surface, he will never be ambiguous when it comes to important issues.
"Then have you ever wondered why Dr. Mishima suddenly took the initiative to find you after many years and mentioned to you the old love back then?"
"I don't know. Maybe it's because I saw Danqing and brought back memories of my feelings back then. ”
Gong Xiping shook his head and said, "Probably not." Dr. Mishima, I think you know better than I do, do you think she's someone with this kind of feeling? ”
Although Kosaihei doesn't know much about Noriko Mishima, and he hasn't been in contact with it a few times, Kosaihei can judge from Noriko Mishima's calm and consistent expression that although she is a weak woman on the outside, she is extremely strong on the inside. Moreover, she is definitely not a person who drags mud and water, otherwise she has had so many contacts after breaking up with Guan Shanyue, how can she keep her distance like a stranger. Besides, Gongxiping knew Noriko Mishima's true identity, but even in front of Shizuka Mishima, he didn't see anything wrong at all. It can be seen that Noriko Mishima is definitely not an emotional person.
Guan Shanyue listened to Gong Xiping's words, was stunned for a long time, and after a long time, he shook his head and said, "No." She is a very strong person, and she is also a very reasonable person. ”
"Then why did she suddenly take the initiative to find you and tell you those words?" Gong Xiping looked at Guan Shanyue and said.
Gongxiping couldn't tell Guan Shanyue directly what his identity was, and he was worried that there would be unnecessary trouble. Therefore, he could only knock on the side to mention Guan Shanyue, and slowly let him understand himself.
Guan Shanyue lowered his head and pondered for a while, then raised his head sharply and said, "Does she have other purposes?" ”
Gong Xiping said with a smile: "Maybe, who knows." ”
After Gong Xiping finished speaking, he picked up the wine glass in front of him and took a small sip of cocktail. This cocktail tastes good, the wine is not very strong, and it is not too easy to get drunk. Of course, even if it's not very strong, it's still alcohol, and if you drink it violently, you'll still get drunk. Especially people who don't drink alcohol.
Guan Shanyue looked at Gong Xiping and didn't speak for a long time. The atmosphere of the conversation between the two people today is rather strange. Guan Shanyue either didn't speak, and when he said it, it was a long paragraph. Gong Xiping, on the other hand, was basically listening patiently, only occasionally saying something that made Guan Shanyue seem to understand whether he understood or not.
After a long time, Guan Shanyue breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Forget it, no matter whether Jizi has other purposes, anyway, I am a person who has a clear distinction between public and private, and I will not abolish the public because of private interests." I know what you should know, and I won't ask you, because I know you, and you will say what you should have said, and what you shouldn't say or can't say is what you shouldn't say. ”
Gong Xiping nodded and admitted calmly: "That's right." ”
Guan Shanyue smiled, and his gaze fell on the wine glass in front of him again. Immediately after, he picked up the glass again and took a few sips. Seeing this, Gong Xiping couldn't help but smile and said, "Professor Guan, are you going to get drunk?" ”
Guan Shanyue glanced at Gong Xiping and asked rhetorically, "What's wrong with being drunk?" Anyway, it's close to the hotel. ”
"But, you just said you didn't want to get drunk."
"yes, that's right. I'm talking before I get down to business, though. Now that I've said everything I want to say and what I can say, it's okay to get drunk. ”
Gong Xiping looked at Guan Shanyue, suddenly sighed and said, "You actually planned to get drunk a long time ago......
Guan Shanyue took a few more sips, then shook his head and said, "No, at least I didn't have this idea just now." Now, though, there is. ”
Gong Xiping sighed again and said, "You are drunk, but I am the one who suffers." ”
Guan Shanyue laughed and said, "Don't laugh, don't say that one of me is drunk, even if ten of me are drunk, you can get me back." ”
When Gong Xiping heard this, he could only look at him helplessly and stopped talking.
Guan Shanyue drank the remaining cocktail in the cup in one go, then summoned the waiter and ordered another drink. Gong Xiping said suddenly: "If you really want to get drunk, you might as well drink spirits directly, so that you can get drunk quickly." ”
Guan Shanyue squinted at Gong Xiping and said, "I said, even if I want to get drunk, I want to enjoy the process of getting drunk." I got drunk too quickly, and I didn't have that fluttering feeling, so I just lay down. This is not interesting, it is more fun to get drunk slowly. ”
Guan Shanyue was already talking with a big tongue at this time, and it was estimated that he had already begun to be slightly drunk. However, Guan Shanyue is right, if you drink all of a sudden, it won't be interesting. It's still slow, and it's refreshing to get drunk little by little. To be honest, alcohol is a magical thing. It can make you forget your troubles and make you happy. It's no wonder that there are often some customers in the bar, who come in a cloudy area and leave in high spirits.
However, people have to face reality after all. The paralysis of alcohol is only a temporary escape. People sometimes need a moment of respite, and drunkenness is the best respite. When you wake up the next day, you will naturally face the reality with full spirit.
Of course, this is for the strong-willed. For example, people like Gong Xiping, or people like Guan Shanyue.